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Chapter 108 Speak Out Bravely

"Snapped!"

A rice bowl was so caught off guard that it fell into the bowl.

But Mother Wang remained motionless as if she had been fixed, her back was stiff.

The water from the faucet rushed down wantonly, hitting the bowls and chopsticks, splashing chaotic water droplets.

The daughter's words were like a sharp knife that pierced into her chest fiercely, causing her to suffocate violently.

Seeing the water in the pool slowly overflowing, she looked a little dazed.

She didn't know how her daughter could be like this!

She just knows that her daughter has never had a boyfriend, and the "puppy love" problem that other parents have been worrying about has never happened to her daughter.

In her eyes, her daughter is a person with a precocious body and a late maturity, so she has always been uncivilized on the issue of boyfriend and girlfriend.

It's just that there are some things that she hasn't thought about, from the beginning to the end, such as why her daughter doesn't have a boy she likes at such an age, such as why her daughter always tries so hard to avoid blind dates again and again...

That's the truth!

She actually likes women!She turned out to be only on TV... Gay!

Tears welled up in Wang Mama's eyes.

"The family worked hard for you to go to school, so why don't you just learn something like this?!" Mom still turned her back to Wang Yanyan, but Wang Yanyan could still hear the trembling in her mother's voice.

She opened her mouth, knowing that any explanation on this matter would be useless, so she simply shut up to let her mother vent enough, so she gritted her teeth and fell silent.

"I won't agree to your nonsense like this! Absolutely not! You don't even think about it!" Wang's mother was sullen and didn't even look at her. There is no need to go again! I will stay at home and find a job in the county!"

Under the fury of the Queen Mother, there were countless vicious words in her heart, wanting to curse such ungodly things, but seeing her daughter's dejected and desperate eyes, those fermenting vicious words burst like bubbles.How could she be willing to use these words to attack her daughter? Since she was a child, she has been so well-behaved and sensible.But now, she just went a little bit wrong, and I will definitely help her get back on the right path, for sure.

Ms. Wang threw down the unwashed dishes, turned and left, and never gave Wang Yinyan any good looks from the beginning to the end.

Wang Yanyan silently picked up the dishes.

Compared with the expected hysteria, my mother's reaction was already very mild.Take your time, she can't expect her mother to accept it all at once.

Mama Wang's network is very strong, and in the evening of the next day, people from all walks of life gathered information about men of all ages to Mama Wang.After another afternoon of hard work, Ms. Wang carefully selected a few suitable blind date partners, and then contacted non-stop to arrange a blind date.

Wang Yanyan's coping strategy is to be submissive. His mother said that she would go east and never go west. Such obedient behavior made Wang's mother very puzzled.But Ms. Wang will not ask easily, because the two are still in a "semi-cold war" state. Apart from arranging a blind date, Ms. Wang doesn't want to say a word to her.

In view of Wang Yanyan's unconditional cooperation, Wang's mother did not take some extreme control measures, such as confiscating mobile phones and wallets.This allowed Wang Yanyan to contact Shuxuan occasionally.But it can only be to report the good news and not the bad news, so to speak with reassurance.

Shu Zui understood Dashu's temperament, so he only believed half of what she said.And even if she could get in touch, she still worried that she couldn't see or touch her.

This winter seems to be very cold, so cold that even if he is wearing a down jacket and sitting in a room with a stove, Wang Yanyan still can't feel warm.

Thanks to Wang Yanyan's extreme cooperation, the blind date went smoothly, and after seeing each other three or two times, they settled down.The man is about the same age, owns a house in the county seat, and owns a pickup truck.The boy partnered with his father to do interior ceilings and minor renovations.According to the matchmaker, the boy knows how to make money, and his monthly income is as little as [-] yuan.The implication is that if it weren't for this, someone like Wang Yinyan who is not outstanding in appearance would definitely look down on him.

Wang Yanyan smiled and didn't answer.Her education is unknown, her hobbies are unknown, she doesn't know anything, and she doesn't care about it at all. She only asks a few things from her mother and aunts.

So what if you don't understand?As long as mom says it's okay, then it's okay.

The boy is very good at making things happen, and after several times, he calmly praised his mother and aunt with smiles on their faces.

So, a few days later, things settled down like this.The two discussed to find a date to get engaged first, but Wang Yanyan resolutely rejected it.She said that she doesn't care about the form, engagement or something, it's a waste of time and money, it's unnecessary.This move was well received by the other party's family, who praised Wang Yingyan for his general understanding and virtuousness.After all, who wouldn't be happy if you saved a lot of money.

Only Wang's mother secretly looked at her full of thoughts, fearing that she would suddenly change her mind.

Of course Wang Yanyan understood her mother's thoughts, but calmly comforted her: "I still say the same thing, for you, I can bear anything...it doesn't matter...whether I will suffer every day in the future...as long as you like it. I was born by you, and you raised me so hard, everything is up to you."

With a few words, Wang Mama burst into tears again. "Why is it up to me! Who am I for?! Isn't it all for your own good! If you don't get married or have children, what will you do in the future! I'm thinking about your happiness, and this is a lifetime thing!"

Wang sighed helplessly, "Mom, liking girls is not a disease. You can cure it if you don't know it, and you can change it if you say it. If I marry a man, I will never... never be happy. You always don't believe this ...I once tried to get closer to a male classmate who was interested in me. But, no. I can't.

You know, I can do anything for you.So, I really tried.However, it is really impossible.

When he put his hand slightly on my shoulder, I got goosebumps.This is a physical reaction, but also a psychological reaction.It is the body and mind that reject this.

I was disgusted at the time.Disgusting myself!

Why should I go against my own will and deliberately accept someone I don't like.Then fall in love, get married, and have children.Sell ​​your body!Betray your own heart!What's the difference between this and being a 'person of that profession'!Physical and mental torture.Maybe you'll never understand the feeling. "

"But you are socially unacceptable! What will the people around you think of you?! They will stab your spine!"

Wang Yanyan was still calm, "Jiang Wu, the leek planter, had an affair with someone else, and had a boy, who was sold by the woman's family. Except for his wife, no one around him knew about it? Zhang Wang beat his wife every now and then. His nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and the screams in the middle of the night made the neighbors unable to sleep well, so what? In that house on North Street, the mother and daughter were jealous of an old bachelor, and they fought on the street, and her man was so angry. After drinking the pesticide, the couple still looks the same..."

When Ms. Wang heard her daughter's example, she became even more angry, "Can you learn something better!"

Wang Yanyan choked, and felt that the example was inappropriate, so he suppressed his voice with guilt: "I'm just talking about this, why should I live in other people's opinions! Isn't it good to live your own life behind closed doors?"

"Then what will you do in the future?! How can the two women last forever!" Mama Wang hated iron but steel.

"In today's society, the divorce rate remains high, and a marriage letter cannot determine a lifetime."

"If you get divorced, you can find another suitable one."

"Oh, we plan to live a lifetime, and we don't need a marriage certificate to bind us."

Ms. Wang was speechless, she got up and left.

This kind of dialogue appeared many times before and after, like a tough battle.Wang Yanyan felt very tired, the high wall built in her heart seemed so strong, but she still subconsciously feared that one day it would collapse little by little.

People say that one hundred filial piety is not as good as one obedience.Follow her and you are filial piety.But, do you want to spend your whole life in it?

Shaking his head, Wang Yanyan drove away the haze.Looking at the drowsy ghostly weather outside, she tightened her coat.

This winter is really tough~

More than three months passed in a flash.Throughout the Spring Festival, not to mention how things were going at Wang Yingyan's family, even Deng's family was happy on the surface, but in reality it was a bit bleak.

Song Guoyan has a small head, under the bombardment of big red envelopes from the elders, his spirit is not very good.

It's been a long, long, long time since I saw a big tree, how can the pine cone be happy!Even if the red envelope is soft, but there is no big tree to share with me, then there is nothing to be happy about!Mom said that Dashu has important things to deal with when he returns to grandma's house, and we can play together again when she comes back!What's the big deal?My mother didn't say anything, and Dashu didn't say anything when I was on the phone.Adults are really annoying!What's more important than a pine cone? !More important than mom? !Don't big trees want pine cones?Don't you miss mom too?Song Guo secretly decided in her heart that if Dashu didn't come back during the Lantern Festival, she would not be with her!that's all!snort!

Deng's mother saw the depression of the two ancestors in the family and was anxious.Finally couldn't bear it anymore, and pried out the whole story from her daughter's mouth.So Deng's mother also began to worry.

Why is Dashu so stubborn!To confess this kind of thing to her mother is not to cut off half of her mother's life!Back then, I went to the hospital twice, and after a few years of tossing, I slowly accepted it.

Difficult, difficult!Might as well just stop here...

But Deng's mother couldn't bear the way her daughter and nephew acted like that.Had to help out.

"How about...you go to Dashu's hometown? Talk to his mother. If it doesn't work, I'll go and see with your father..."

Shu Bi didn't comment, but got on the bus to Dashu's hometown the next day.