so be it

Chapter 107 Because we have each other, we are brave

"The ending of les, how many of them are happy in the end?! The plot of the novel is not completely real life. Therefore, it is difficult to find one that I like and can live a lifetime in a serious way!"

"Before I met you, I was determined to be single for the rest of my life. Because I can't come out casually. For a rural woman, it is very difficult for my mother to accept that her daughter likes women. My mother The body is very bad, and I can't let her suffer any more. So I would rather... It's just that it's impossible for me to get married. I can't do it. It hurts others and myself. This is the only willfulness I have for my mother. Then... ..."

"There are many things in life that can't be met, and things that are deliberately forced may not be obtained in a lifetime, and things that are not expected will often come unexpectedly."

"I can't help but say it's fate. We met. Then we gradually got to know each other and fell in love with each other."

"Actually, I struggled for a long time on whether I should start or not. Fear and anxiety grew wildly in my heart like weeds in the wasteland. Every time I like it, the grass grows an inch taller, and every time I get close to it, the grass will pull out one inch. ruler."

"The longer the contact, the happier I feel, and the more subconsciously I fear that there will be no future. I can't stop worrying that one day such a beautiful life will be lost, and the two will be separated."

"I know that if it really comes to that time, I will be very painful, so I made a rational decision-rather than suffering in the future, it is better...to have reservations from the beginning, or...to not let it start..."

"It's just that the desire to be close is getting stronger and stronger. It's useless to escape until that night..."

"...After that, I kept asking myself, at this moment, can I let go of this relationship, can I let go of you as a person. A voice in my heart told me clearly——No!"

"I'm extremely glad that you have been persevering and never gave up!"

"Zhang Dongyan said, you have already taken 99 steps for this relationship, why can't I take the initiative to complete the last step? I feel deeply."

"Emotions are always a matter between two parties. I can't let you blindly move forward while I retreat forever. No matter how strong a relationship is, it can't stand such waste."

"I think I should give you an explanation. Give me an explanation for the love in my heart. My mother is the most important person in my heart. I also want to tell her what kind of person I plan to be with for the rest of my life."

"Maybe lack of courage is an obstacle to achieve a beautiful state, but my courage and your courage combined are enough to deal with this world. Tell our loved ones about our feelings. I dare not do it alone. It is you who made me start to be brave. (copying Wang Xiaobo)"

Shu Zui kept recalling what Dashu told her heart-to-heart that night. When she said these words, the firm look in her eyes once moved her.

In fact, it is enough for Dashu to have this kind of heart, she dare not let Dashu really do this, after all, the result of most people coming out of the closet is tragic.Compared with not being recognized by Dashu's family, the result of breaking up due to family reasons is even more difficult for Shuzi to accept.

Since the big tree left, Shuzi was out of his mind every day, Xie Yunqiu saw it, but he couldn't do anything about it, even the chat records with Liang Shizi were gloomy.

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Some people say that coming out is not a simple thing for one person. Maybe you went out freely, but locked your relatives in the closet.

Wang Yanyan didn't know what kind of situation she would face, but this was a decision she made after careful consideration, and she should not regret it.

Ms. Wang was very surprised at Wang Yingyan's return. It's not a good year, so why did she come back.Wang Yinyan said that she would stay at home for a while. Although Wang's mother had doubts, she didn't go into it at the time. After all, it is a joyful thing for a child who is away from home to return home. She immediately set up a big table with delicious food. And called all the aunts and uncles over.

Wang Yanyan looked at the joy and harmony of the whole family, and felt a little sad.

This is a big happy family.

Perhaps, happiness in the world has its own form, but without exception, they all retain the embryonic form of warm love.

She was lucky enough to be born and raised here.And she is more greedy, hoping that one day her little happiness can be understood and tolerated by this big family, and her love can be sincerely blessed by all the family members she cares about.

I don't know if this is a luxury.

The next day, after breakfast, Wang Yanyan stood beside his mother who was washing dishes, and said calmly, "Mom, I want to tell you something when I come back this time."

Mother Wang's heart skipped a beat for no reason—what could make the child come back and tell herself?Can't tell on the phone?

Ms. Wang didn't show her worry, but glanced at her daughter, and said calmly, "What's the matter?"

"You always think that I have never been in love since I grew up. In this respect, I am an honest and law-abiding child... Actually not. I talked about it in college."

After listening to Wang Yanyan's opening, Wang's mother was relieved—at least it was not a work or health problem that she estimated, but it's okay~!

Mama Wang said lightly: "Oh, I talked about it before, you didn't tell your family, why are you still hiding it~"

Wang Yanyan swallowed, but her mouth was a little dry, she licked her lips subconsciously again, suddenly, she raised her head to look at her mother, and said firmly: "Actually, you have seen her, a college classmate, she came here over our house."

Mother Wang didn't react for a while, but turned on the meeting mode, muttering to herself: "Come to the house? Why don't I remember? The classmates you brought back, from high school, um, from college...are all girls? Why can't I remember..."

Before she could figure it out, Wang Yanyan interrupted her, "Yes, that's right."

Mother Wang didn't think about that at all, and she was even more confused when she heard her daughter's answer.

"Yes, you heard me right. She came here before. It's just that you didn't expect...I, your daughter, like girls..." Wang Yanyan told his mother the secret that had been kept in his heart for several years.

"Snapped!"