mountain snow

Chapter 39 Yue Sheng Takes Little Sun Away

Yue Sheng held my shoulders and pushed me out of his arms.

He didn't seem surprised by my "crazy talk" just now.Sure enough, he already knew how I felt about him.When I didn't say it, he pretended not to know.I said it, and he just shook his head slightly.

He turned me down.

"You are still young, now is not the time to think about those things."

His tone of refusal was so ordinary, just like an ordinary morning, he picked up the quilt that I kicked to the ground and said, "Shanxue, get up and have breakfast."

I may really be insane because of not getting job opportunities for a long time, and all the anxiety and depression accumulated over the past few months have all exploded.With red eyes, I glared at him, "I am! I am not a child!"

Yue Sheng watched me silently.

I think we are very funny, he is like an undercurrent without waves under the deep sea, and I am like a hurricane on the sea.I desperately made waves, trying to cast waves in his heart, but he just looked at me silently from thousands of feet away.

"Ugh..."

Suddenly, my chest was suffocated, and I cried out without thinking.Crying so ugly that his shoulders kept shaking.

What the hell am I crying about?Crying Yue Sheng refused to have sex with me?Cry that life is too unfair?

I don't know, I just know I'm an incompetent clown.

Suddenly, Yue Sheng put his hand on my shoulder again.But this time instead of pushing me away, he pulled me toward him.

I bumped into his arms, and he hugged my head and said in a deep voice, "Don't cry, it's okay."

Suddenly I couldn't feel anything.In my world, there is only his steady heartbeat, and his gentle touch as before.

He is like a cage, trapping me, but also protecting me.

At night, I sleep next to him.

He didn't grant my desire for sex, but he didn't refuse my request to sleep in his arms.

"Brother." In the darkness, I looked at his silhouette, "You already knew."

After a while, he said, "Mmm."

I gripped his arm tighter, "Why not?"

He said: "Some things are not as simple as you think. Once they happen, the relationship between two people will completely change."

"Can't it be changed?" I asked, "Brother, can't our relationship be changed?"

Yue Sheng said: "I remember you said that you wanted to dance on the biggest screen in Xingxu Square."

I froze.

"To get a foothold in any line of work, you must pay a corresponding price." I could hear a bit of seriousness from Yue Sheng's tone, "The profession you choose prevents you from doing whatever you want."

I was speechless for a while.

"Go to sleep." Yue Sheng said, "It's getting late."

When I woke up the next morning, there was no one in the house.

Yue Sheng is a conscientious teacher, leaving home to go to school before dawn.

I went to the kitchen and saw him frying two eggs for me, with the toast bread I bought by the way when I was grocery shopping yesterday.

I suddenly realized that it was not just me who worked hard in Xucheng.

The No. [-] Middle School was far away from the rental house where we had lived for four years. Yue Sheng began to lead key classes this year, and he worked from dawn to dusk, and had almost no life of his own.

He stayed for me.

He prefers to go to distant mountains, he is not happy.

We seem to be pulled into two vortexes, crashing into our respective reefs in the endless stream.

In the afternoon, when I returned to the company, I met a group of fifteen and sixteen-year-old children in the elevator.

Xingteng has started to train newcomers again.I used to be the most radiant among the newcomers, but the reality has worn away my radiance bit by bit.

I'm like a peacock whose feathers have been plucked.

A few days later, I found Brother Qin and asked him if he could give me a job.As long as it's work, it doesn't matter if it's red or not.

He looked at me and asked for a moment, "Have you figured it out?"

I know what he's referring to.

Only this is something I can't accept.

I shook my head, feeling more and more ridiculous.

In this regard, Yue Sheng and I are quite similar—I entered the entertainment industry, but I was unwilling to fire CP; he has an enviable job, but he still misses the distant mountain village.

I am worthy of being a child raised by him.

I don't know if he thought that when he brought me out of Yuejiazhai, one day my unworthy younger brother would be greedy for his body.

Brother Qin threw a document in front of me, "If you just want to work, go and give them dance lessons."

Standing at the door of the practice room, I took a long breath.

I'm back at this place again.I was a trainee here two years ago, and now I come to give lessons to fifteen or sixteen-year-old children.

I seem to have become another Brother Qin.

The kids are very curious about me, many of them have seen the video of me participating in the dance competition last year, when I was very popular.

During the break, we sat on the floor and chatted, and they looked as high-spirited as I did back then.

It's very strange, I'm obviously talented, the oldest among them is a few months older than me, but I have already experienced the beatings of the society, but they haven't, so they are still children, and I am already a senior.

A senior bear who "disobeyed" his manager.

It was a month later that I received Brother Qin's call again.Feeling my conscience, he really helped me a lot. I know he wants to support me, but he was an [-]th-tier idol when he was an idol, and he was still a [-]th-tier manager as a manager.

He is powerless.

I came to his office, uneasy, not knowing what he wanted to say to me.

But when I opened the door, I saw a strange man.

"This is Zheng Ce, Mr. Zheng." Brother Qin introduced.

I have never seen this man in a high-end suit before me, but Zheng Ce's name rings like a thunderbolt.

Zheng Ce, Xingteng's leading agent.

No, not only Xing Teng, but in the whole circle, he is also the most powerful one.

There are no artists who come out of his hands that are not popular.

I couldn't think of the reason why he suddenly appeared in Brother Qin's office, so I nodded cautiously to him, "Mr. Zheng."

"I went to see the trainees training last week, and I thought that if there was a child with a good eye, I would pick one and bring it with me." Zheng Ce spoke softly, "But I didn't expect that the child didn't like it, but instead took a fancy to teaching them to dance. teacher."

I looked at him in surprise, thinking I had heard wrong.

"When you formed a group, I was abroad." Zheng Ce's eyes suddenly became sharp, "Ning Ye, I almost missed your rough jade."

"I...you..." I couldn't hold the rein, "you..."

Zheng Ce laughed, "Why do you stutter when you get nervous? You are still a child."

I tried my best to calm down and looked at Brother Qin.

Brother Qin's eyes are more complex than ever, but I understand it.

He is happy for me, but at the same time, he is unhappy because Zheng Ce wants to take me away from him, and maybe he also sighs and feels helpless about the past.

Zheng Ce asked seriously: "Would you like to come to my team?"

I opened my mouth for a long time, but finally I asked a stupid question, "Will you let me fire CP?"

How stubborn am I?

Brother Qin frowned, as if he was more nervous than me.I feel that I am sorry for him, and I still make him worry at this time.

Zheng Ce smiled, "Child, do you think that the way I praise an artist is to speculate on CP?"

I can't answer.

Even Ji Chi and Qi Sheng need to fry CP.It's not easy to speculate on CP, and there are many people in the circle who have to sell their hues for resources.

"None of the artists in my hands became popular through crooked ways." Zheng Ce said, "Do you know why I chose you?"

I shook my head blankly.

If he had asked me this question two years ago, I would have answered it—because no one among the newcomers can dance better than me, because my appearance is impeccable, and because I work harder than anyone else!

"Because your ability and appearance are impeccable, and you still have a desperate energy." He actually said what I would have said two years ago.

I opened my eyes wide and stared at him intently.

"The star only needs to shine, and leave the rest to the agent." Zheng Ce said: "But the premise is that the light he emits can convince me to place a bet on him."

My heart is boiling like a dream.

"Take good care of your jade and shine as much as you want. How to carve you is up to me and my team." Zheng Ce said, "How about it, would you like to come?"

My face was burning badly, and my brain was burning even worse.

I became Zheng Ce's entertainer just like that.

Zheng Ce did not arrange a job for me right away, but asked me to move into a villa on the outskirts of the city to study vocal music and etiquette systematically.I was thrown into a closed training camp, not knowing what kind of star he wanted to make me into.

I can't see Yue Sheng, but I can text and call Yue Sheng during the break.

When I was very tired, I would act like a baby with Yue Sheng. His voice scratched my eardrums and made my lower abdomen tremble.

During the Spring Festival, I thought Zheng Ce would give me a holiday and let me go back to reunite with Yue Sheng, but he sent me abroad with a plane ticket, and a piano master taught me to play.

On New Year's Eve, Yue Sheng said "Happy New Year" to me.

He called me "Ning Ye" for the first time, and told me a lot.

I was used to his instructions and his calm tone, but I didn't realize that he was saying goodbye to me.

After the Spring Festival, when I called Yue Sheng again, I couldn't get through.I thought he was going to teach in the mountains during the vacation, and the signal was not good.But in March, I still couldn't get in touch with him.

At this time, my class is also over.

I returned to Xucheng anxiously.The old rental house has been empty.

Yue Sheng took away Little Sun and left me behind.