mountain snow

Chapter 40

For the past five years, I have been having a recurring dream.In the dream, Yue Sheng didn't take Little Sunshine away, he took me away.

But on the way, he suddenly asked me, do you remember what the old man selling parrots said when we just rescued Little Sunshine?

I said I remembered that birds like Little Sun were kept at home in cities, and once they were released, only one of them died.

Yue Sheng said that he wanted to go back to find Little Sun, who had been with us for ten years and could no longer be released.

Later we found Little Sun, and Yue Sheng didn't want me anymore.He took the little sun farther and farther, I chased after him desperately, shouted desperately, but he didn't look back at me.

I fell to the ground, looked at his back that faded like water ripples, and asked him softly: "But I have also been with you for ten years, and if I am released, isn't it also a death?"

Dreams always come to an abrupt end at this moment.

I woke up in the deepest night, and the place where I lay changed from that old rented house to a high-end residence in Xucheng, to a manor villa on the outskirts of the city.

I didn't die like the birds that were released. Under Zheng Ce's operation, I became a ray of light in the eyes of countless people.

I once held Yue Sheng by the hem of his clothes, stood in Xingxu Square, stared at the huge screen in the center of the square, and imagined that one day I could also appear on it.

Now not only that screen, but almost all the advertising screens in big cities have me.

In my 24 years of life, Yue Sheng was the only one who really cared about me.After losing him, I am surrounded by thousands of favors.

But I still miss him, miss him like crazy.

I was not yet 19 when he left, and I rushed out of the rented house, wanting to find him right away.

Zheng Ce asked me, "Do you know where Yue Sheng has gone?"

I was speechless.

The world is boundless, I don't even know where Yue Sheng went.

No, not right.I knew he must have gone to the mountains.He is so kind that he is almost pure, and when he escaped from Yuejiazhai, he took on the sins of his parents for generations.He wants redemption - even if he's not guilty at all.

But all over the world, which mountain did he go to?Which village do you stay in?

Zheng Ce asked me again: "Then do you know why he left without saying goodbye?"

I squatted on the ground, crying silently.

"He doesn't want to be retained by you, let alone found by you." Zheng Ce said, "Ning Ye, doesn't he understand? Your lives shouldn't overlap at all, and he doesn't want to give you unrealistic hopes."

I firmly grabbed Zheng Ce's collar, "Did you look for him? Did you tell him something? You don't understand at all! What do we mean we shouldn't meet? If I hadn't met him..."

"I know." Zheng Ce's gaze suddenly became extremely cold, "Every artist in my hand is a blank sheet of paper to me. Do you think I don't know what happened when you were young?"

I was so angry that I still wouldn't let go of him.

"Mr. Yue left voluntarily, and it has nothing to do with me." Zheng Ce said, "I believe you should also know Mr. Yue's character. Who can force him to do something he doesn't want to do?"

My mind is like a typhoon passing through the country, and my eyes are full of chaos.

Yue Sheng left voluntarily.

Zheng Ce grabbed my wrist and shook me away, "You have long understood that Mr. Yue's ambitions are not the same. He wants to go to a wider world and give you a wider world. Ning Ye, how do you feel?" Isn't it what he intended?"

I turned around numbly and looked up at the dilapidated house.

For a moment, it seemed that everything around me was disintegrating, a sharp fragment sliced ​​across my chest, tore out the throbbing blood and flesh inside, and the ground was bloody red.

I shut myself up, doing nothing, thinking about nothing, Brother Qin, Ji Chi, and Qi Sheng all came to see me, especially Brother Qin, he told me a lot, to the effect that I have already reached this point, why bother If you want to fight against Zheng Ce, no matter how many people beg Zheng Ce, Zheng Ce doesn't like it.

I couldn't listen and drove them all away.

The last one to see me was Zheng Ce.He is not as earnest as Brother Qin, nor is he as hating iron as steel like Ji Chi and Qi Sheng.He just put a contract in front of me, reminding me that I had already signed a "deed of sale" with him, and that in the next ten years, I must work hard for him.

"If I were you, I would use Zheng Ce to the end and drain Zheng Ce's resources." Zheng Ce said with a smile, "Actually, frankly speaking, I can control you for a short time, at most five or six Year."

I looked at him with red eyes.

"In less than three years, you will definitely become famous. Use another three years to consolidate your position, and then you will have the capital to kick me away." Zheng Ce said: "Not only that, you don't have to care about anyone anymore. You can even take a break from work and do whatever you want. Your worth can silence all those who criticize you.”

I'm going to find Yue Sheng.

I can go to Yue Sheng.

This belief supported me through the most difficult year after he left.

In the first year, I was hidden by Zheng Ce.He left me abroad without any job and asked me to practice dancing and playing the piano day after day.When I was taken back to China the next year, it seemed like I had become another person.

Fans say that I have a luxurious temperament, I am arrogant but still educated, I must have a deep background, and I must be a son of a wealthy family.

Under Zheng Ce's tricks, my life experience is so confusing that no one can figure it out.And the more it became a mystery, the more interested people were, and the more they felt that I was hiding something. It was because the family was too powerful that the paparazzi dared not pick it up.

As Zheng Ce wished, I became the most perfect idol.I was impeccable in front of others, but I became a lunatic behind others.

I once suffered from paranoia and always thought I was a little sun. Later, the paranoia abated and I became manic again. The doctor said that I had violent tendencies.

But I still dance on the stage, my spirit has not affected my state, I am still the perfect idol.

I finally understood why Zheng Ce was staring at me.Because I not only have the appearance and dance skills that he caught at a glance, but also a person who can be "created".I have the ability to swallow all the stress and dark emotions on my own without any taint in public.

But I'm still broken.

Late last year, I injured my assistant after a show.

He is a very gentle man, I have a good relationship with him, I never thought of hurting him.But when I was sick, I couldn't control myself at all.

Zheng Ce arrived and looked at me solemnly.

He must be thinking that the moment has finally come and he can no longer manipulate me.

The matter was suppressed, and the doctor advised me to go abroad for a long vacation.

However, whether it is a long vacation or medicine, it is useless to me.

I had someone tie me up for fear of hurting anyone else.I was on my knees, biting the towel, my hair soaked in sweat, like a dying beast.

I began to fantasize that I was a little sun again.

Zheng Ce took care of everything for me, including explaining why I suddenly disappeared from the public eye, and then calmly appeared in front of me.

I looked at him expressionlessly, "I remember you said that in at most five or six years, I will have the capital to determine my life. Now, do I have it?"

Zheng Ce took out a note and put it in front of me.

I picked up the note and saw what was written on it.

Southwest, Bieyue Village.