you can only love me

Chapter 27

When I fell in love with you, I didn't know how to feel emotionally when I parted, only to feel that I miss you deeply. This is probably the portrayal of my heart at that time.

Not a few days after we broke up, I felt torment in my heart, and I could bear it during the day, but at night, looking at the pile of 'signs' left by Du Mei, I was in a daze, thinking of her initial enthusiasm, and her later cold arrogance face.Sometimes drinking a glass of red wine she loves reminds me of things from a long time ago. At school, she wore a white dress and long black hair on her shoulders. She was very shy and always followed me. Well she does whatever.We laughed, made noise, chased, hit, choked, endlessly beautiful and simple.

Unknowingly, she has accumulated so many things in my dormitory.I sent her a message, asking if I should take these things to her personally, and she replied coldly with four words, "Just throw it away."

I went to work in the company with a sad mood, and my mother called again to urge me to bring a boyfriend. I hung up the phone annoyed and a little rude.I hung up the phone, feeling a little guilty again.

My colleagues all made fun of me, hey hey hey, where did the new car I drove a few days ago go?I frightened them with a fierce face, and they were burned by me!Everyone knows that I am in a bad mood, so I left after teasing for a while.Xiao Yang looked particularly sad, as if his car was gone, "I still think I can ride the car every day in the future... woo..." The corners of my mouth twitched, the little girl had a good plan.

I took the initiative to ask Song Xiaole out at a little expensive milk tea shop on the pedestrian street. She seemed to have come back from abroad and hadn't looked for a job yet. I asked her what time is convenient, and she said that any time is convenient for the unemployed.So we met.She ordered a cup of milk tea, and I lit a cigarette.

"Smoking less is bad for your health." She advised me.

"Oh." I put out the cigarette.

After thinking about what should be said, I still have to say it, so I took a deep breath and began to say, "I have always wanted to apologize to you. In high school, I was not sensible and immature. The way I did things may have hurt you. I want to apologize for this. I formally apologize to you for the incident, and hope we can be friends in the future."

"Instead of the previous relationship?" His face sank immediately, with a gloomy tone, "Do you have someone you like now?"

I thought to myself, sure enough, she has that kind of thinking about me, alas, I'm really afraid of what will happen, I don't want to get entangled in the past relationship with her at all, I just want to clean up the current situation, if possible, maybe try Make a boyfriend and give my mother an explanation.

"Yes." It's better to tell a lie.

She pondered for a while, "Female?"

I broke down and said, "It's a gay man."

Then—

She poured milk tea at me, "Damn! Even if you don't like me now and want to reject me, you don't have to make up such a nonsense reason! Do you want to have a boyfriend? Hahaha, who the hell!" Table [-] Pat, flicked the bag, walked straight to the door, ignored me, and didn't even look at me.I was left stupid and splashed with milk tea stains.

The surrounding tables were dumbfounded, pointing at me and biting their ears.

It took me a long time to react!Is it abnormal for me to have a boyfriend as a girl?Could it be that I, Le Jin, have no breasts, no butt, or no face? !Flick the tablecloth, and you will leave, and so will I!

"Of course I have a face! It's still a mysterious face. It's just that the breasts and buttocks are a little smaller, hahaha." When Lin told this to Lin, Lin laughed inhumanly, and I laughed right at the seat. With a black line on his face, "Don't speak so badly."

"Oh my god, I laughed so hard. Le Jin, have you short-circuited some of your nerves recently? Why do you run them away one by two? Even if you don't like them, you can't say you have a boyfriend. Nonsense!"

I took a deep breath, "I really decided to have a boyfriend."

"Oh, then you must notify me on the day of the breakup, and I will throw a party for you."

"Let me stress to you, I'm serious."

"I'm also serious. If you, Le Jin, can obediently pretend to be delicate in the arms of a man, I'll drag you for a month, and I will do what I say." Lin responded to me with a firm tone.

I suddenly remembered a funny thing, "I don't need you to drag my one-acre three-point land, but if you really want to bet with me, if you lose, you can wear the flower dress you wore the day we first met." How about the skirt to drink with me?"

"What kind of low-level bad taste are you talking about!" Lin Nu fell down.

When I first met Lin, she was a flower girl with fluttering long hair. At that time, she was wearing small skirts all day long, but it was awkward to me. After a few days with her, I discovered the root of the problem. , It is obvious that the father T insists on dressing like a mother P, just like a man insists on wearing a skirt, and shows a leg hair, which makes me feel extremely stressed.I dumped her, she shaved her hair in an epiphany, and we became good friends.

"Suddenly I really want to see what you looked like before. With your current hairstyle, it must be nice to wear a skirt."

"You want to hurt each other, right? Okay! I don't believe you can seriously talk about a boyfriend. As long as you can, I will!"

Well, the bet is well placed.

It's just that after I expressed my determination, I don't know where to find a boyfriend for myself. If we want to talk seriously, then we can't be too casual. I used to have no idea, but now I'm trying to force my way out. So the boyfriend should be more than I'm taller, better-looking than me, more capable than me, better-tempered than me, right?Well, first find one according to this standard.

After saying goodbye to Lin, on the stairs back to the dormitory, I received a message from Song Xiaole.It was a very long message, "I liked running a long time ago, and you like it too. I don't know when it started, but you always ran in front and I followed behind. At first I really wanted to surpass you, but later I liked it more Follow you. I have to say that you look handsome from behind, and I am ignorantly attracted to a girl. You always bring me an extra bottle of mineral water and let me wipe your used towels, obviously taller than me I am small, but love to take care of me. I am not a woman who is used to being taken care of by others, but I was used to being taken care of by you at that time. A person who is so proud of the school belle often sits on the stone steps under the basketball court to watch you run. I can see her eyes, and she likes you too. She is so beautiful, I am really afraid that I can't compete with her, and you play so well, you can see her eyes are very gentle, I fell into a situation of worrying about gain and loss. I really I didn't expect you to choose me in the end. I thought you might really like me more. I didn't expect you to transfer schools like that. You sent me a message to say goodbye without even saying hello. I never gave me any explanation, which is amazing. I think now, maybe you didn't fall in love with me in the first place, but you just stayed with me for some reason. But I missed you at that time, thinking about what you did Because, I don’t want to contact you out of anger. At that time, my family arranged for me to study abroad, and the incident between the two of us caused disharmony in both families. My parents were like stalking thieves every day. They were afraid that I would resurface with you, so they arranged for me Going abroad. I also want to change my mind. Besides, you bastard didn’t mean to contact me at all, so I went out. In the middle years, I also had a few girlfriends, but they all broke up for the same reason. , They said that they are not a substitute for someone, I have been looking for someone else's shadow in them, and the lingering shadow is you. I just want to say something from you when I come back, so happy, do you want to be with me? Together?"

The lights in the corridor were on and off. The message was very long. I read it twice, and my inner emotions were very complicated. I'm sorry." What Song Xiaole wanted was my emotional compensation, but I couldn't do more.

She didn't reply to my message.

That's okay, let's break it like this, give up on me, it will definitely make her live better than now.