you can only love me

Chapter 26

This woman Du Mei doesn't know what's going on, she won't come back after giving her the key.In the past two days, when I went to my dormitory, I was messing around with clothes and cosmetics. One or two women knocked on the door, but they were all scared away by her arrogance.I think this posture is intended to be a long-term 'temporary residence', so I decided to talk to her, but when people encounter this problem, they always say that they are very busy, so they don't talk about it if they can't talk about it, so as not to waste words with me, If you have the strength to argue, it's better to roll around on the bed twice.

So I disappeared without a trace.

After 'moving' into my dormitory, she didn't show up as often as before. She was also busy with a lot of things. Her family's business is quite big. I don't know very well, but she knows cosmetics, jade ornaments, clothing, and bars. She is the only daughter of the Du family, and if there is no accident in the future, the family business will definitely belong to her, so she should be receiving these things in an orderly manner now.

As for me, my performance in the company is still very good. The so-called one person is full and the whole family is not hungry, and I still have some money to send home.Run business during the day, hang out with friends in nightclubs at night, twist your body on the dance floor, like a zombie finally resurrected.

Later, Du Mei told me that they were going out to play anyway, why not come to my bar, I will give you a VIP, I will give you a private room, and you can order drinks as you like.She gave me a gold card for a bar. When I took my friend to spend, my younger brother told me that the card was issued to the government and businessmen. There was no money in it, but it could be used for unlimited consumption.Looking back, I asked Du Mei how many cards of this kind had been sent out. She sat on my bed, painted her nails and hummed an exotic song, and tuned indifferently, "Including you, there are only ten cards. If there are too many cards, I will send them out." Is this bar making money anymore?" I am honored to be one of her tenth guests.

"You said you delivered the car and the card at the same time, I actually feel awkward to accept it." I teased her.

"Hey, pull it down quickly. I feel shabby when I give away a car worth a hundred thousand yuan, so don't bury me. Besides, this card has no cash in it. You can't use it even if you want to use it. What's the use of it?" ? I think I'll give you some cash tomorrow, dear Jinbao, okay?"

"Don't follow that dude's way of taking care of you. I'll have to return this car and card to you sooner or later."

"What do you pay back? If I give it to you, I will give it to you. Besides, I don't plan to give you a chance to break up one day. The property of husband and wife is common property, and mine is yours. You say you have to pay me back sooner or later." Mean, you want to break up with me?"

I was amused by her serious look, I didn't paint my nails, and Ge'er stopped humming. I stepped on my quilt and jumped up, as if I just said yes, and she would pounce on me the next moment to fight to the death.

"Then I have to have the guts." I turned around and walked to the living room as I said that, she jumped up from behind, jumped on my back, and said with a smile, "Come on, let me kiss you."

While we were making noise, the phone rang, and Du Mei was still hanging on my back. I held her leg back with one hand, lest she accidentally fall, and took out the phone with the other hand to look at it. I saw three songs of Song Xiaole floating on the screen. Character.

There was a thump in my heart, of course I understood, and Du Mei behind me also saw it.

"Do you still have contact with her?" She stopped making trouble, got off my back, folded her hands on her chest, and sneered at me all over her face, "When did it happen? How many times have you come and gone with me?"

"I have nothing to do with her." Du Mei's questioning tone aroused a little disgust deep in my heart, which stemmed from the various inexplicable quarrels my parents had when I was a child, so I was particularly disgusted with the quarrel.

"No contact, why are they calling you at this hour? Look at your phone, it's already eleven o'clock, is it normal for you to call at this time?"

The best explanation should be to turn on the hands-free, Song Xiaole's voice was very weak, she said, "Are you asleep?"

"Get ready for bed, are you okay?"

"It's nothing, just want you to come out and have a drink with me?"

This sentence made Du Mei's expression turn cold. She grabbed the bag on the table and went out with lightning speed. The whole process only took about five seconds.I didn't realize it until she closed the door.Gosh!Wearing a ribbon skirt to go out in the middle of the night, what is she going to do?

I hurriedly hung up Song Xiaole's phone, grabbed the car keys and I chased after her.My dormitory has only stairs and no elevator. She ran down the stairs, which is the second floor, and she got into her Porsche very quickly.There is only one way right now, and that is to use my Ford to chase her Porsche. Thinking about this courage is also drunk.But in the current scene, I was still more worried about her safety. Not to mention what to do if she ran out wearing a suspender silk dress like this and being taken advantage of by others, but just talking about her excited mood and driving a sports car in the middle of the night, I was really worried.If something happens, I will regret it for the rest of my life.

I am really anxious, but the power of this Ford is also drunk. I can’t catch up with her Porsche. Thanks to the traffic lights in the city, I can still see her car’s buttocks. Going forward, there are fewer traffic lights. , I may not even see my ass.Call her quickly, oh my god, she still doesn't answer, I continue to call, and after two more traffic lights, she answers, with a heavy cry, "Why don't you go drinking with your old lover, why follow me? "

When I started chasing her, I was very speechless and annoyed, but when I heard her cry, my heart softened instantly, "That's in the past, why do you still use it? It's the middle of the night, and you have nothing to wear Just run out like that, who will I follow if I don't follow you? You should stop making trouble and go home to sleep, okay?"

"If it was in the past—" her voice raised a key directly, "then why are you still in touch now? You said you liked her better then, don't you still do now? Le Jin, I really like you, but you Now that you're with me, why can't you seriously just like me!"

Can I say that I am more sad than her, especially after hearing these words, I am very heartbroken, the first time I have such a strong sense of heartache.If this is what it means to be in love, then I do feel its power.I want to keep a relationship well, but I really don't have this kind of confidence in myself. In my parents' love life, what I see clearly is that the more beautiful things are, the more heartbreaking they are when they are destroyed.

I said in a low mood, "Starbucks is in front, you park over there, let's have a good talk, and I will tell you why."

She smiled wryly, "OK."

She turned into the parking lot of Starbucks, and I followed, got out of the car first, went around to the front of her car and knocked on the glass, meaning let's talk in the car, it's not convenient for her to come out and talk when she's dressed like this.She let me in and I closed the car door.Seeing the traces of wet tears on her face, it was actually very sad, but I could only suppress myself not to hug her.In fact, for a long time, I didn’t have the confidence to be with her all the time. My dad loved my mom very much. They were each other’s first love, but not long after we got married, the two of them broke up because of my dad’s cheating. I smashed pots and pans all day long, and my mother's tears hadn't dried up until then.I hate my dad very much, I hated it since I was a child, but the older I get, the more my neighbors and relatives say that I resemble him, not only in facial features, but also in the details, the habit of handling things, the temper of speech, etc., even the way of dealing with emotions The same goes for the attitude, it all makes me feel awful and I hate myself for being like that.I don't want to let such a self ruin a sincere relationship, so I can only choose to give up before the relationship is deeper, but I want to deal with it as gently as possible, and don't let each other hate each other too much.

"Let me tell you from the bottom of my heart, Song Xiaole and I really have nothing to do now, at least on my side, I really don't have that kind of thought. I am very happy during the time with you, and I would provoke Xiaole in the past. Girl, I will 419 when I am lonely, but during the time I was with you, I have never done these things, I hope you believe me."

She controlled her emotions, "I just want to know, who is that person in your heart right now?"

She is like this, she likes to ask me deep things, but I can't really answer it, "Probably no one."

In a word, it made her feel as if all her strength had been sucked out. She turned her face away and leaned against the car window. In the dim light, she could only hear her extremely suppressed crying.I really, really feel so distressed, I want to hug her and comfort her.But who was the culprit who caused her such sadness?Isn't it me?Being close to me is not getting love, but getting close to pain.The most generous thing I can do to her is to let go of her hand.

"Come back with me. If you don't want to stay overnight, at least change your clothes before leaving, okay?"

She didn't answer me, she was still crying.

I was a little anxious, and I was most afraid of seeing a girl cry, "What do you want so that you don't cry? How about you slap me in the face?"

She still ignores me.

After waiting for a few more minutes, I simply pulled out her car keys without doing anything, got out of the car, went around to the other side of the car door, and tried to pull her out of the car, but she resisted and tried her best. Resist, the subtext and the obvious lines are "let go!", how can I let go, relying on the stability of wearing flat shoes is better than her high heels, dragging her hard and putting her in a princess hug to get her into another car (Because I don't know how to drive a Porsche, cry~), put on the seat belt, lock the safety lock, and say in a threatening tone, "I'm driving now, don't make trouble with me, the steering wheel will be misaligned later, we two Hang up together. Even if you don't feel sorry for yourself or me, you still think about my mother, she is 60 or [-] years old, she has no husband, no daughter, what a miserable old age!" Only then did I bring her back smoothly, and when I passed the corridor, I hugged her up the stairs, and then I let her go when I entered the house.To put it bastardly, I haven't had such an intense love affair since my teenage years, and it's killing me tonight.

"Go and change your clothes. After changing, I'll send you back. You can do whatever you like in the future. I promise to leave you alone, okay?"

She stood there with long hands and long legs, her eyes were still red from crying, filled with tears of grievance, she struggled along the way, her clothes were crooked, her hair was also messed up, she just stood there, looking up at me , refused to change clothes, and refused to speak.

I didn't dare to look at her, and I could only look for a foothold on the ground. After a stalemate for a while, she finally went into the room, changed her clothes, and came out, "Let's go."

I didn't talk all the way, so I sent her to the bar. I returned the keys of the two cars to her, and she took them without saying anything. I said I would keep the cards as a souvenir, okay?She said whatever.

I will take a taxi back by myself.