Chapter 10
Chapter 10
'There is a girl, uh, let's call her Little A.Little A is a female gangster, before this story happened.Like all social youths, she likes fighting, smoking, playing ball, and everything that has passion and indulgence.
Until one day she met her, an elegant and quiet girl.For convenience, let's call her Little B.
Little A was playing basketball with her brothers that day.During the break, someone said, 'Whoever loses, go hook up with that girl who is sitting over there reading a book. 'Little A agreed without hesitation, she likes such games.She turned her face and saw little B sitting on the steps reading a book.She admitted that she was a little moved. It was the first time she saw Xiao B, but she felt like old friends at first sight.
I don't know if it was fate or she did it on purpose, but this is the first time she has lost since she started playing.Amidst their booing, she walked up to Little B, took a deep breath, and said, "Can you make friends with me?" Little B put his eyes on the book on Little A, and read She glanced at her, and then smiled lightly, softly, 'Yes. '
Little A was stunned, her usual thick skin suddenly turned red.She was ashamed and cramped like a child who just played in mud.She suddenly looked like a fool, with short, highlighted wine red hair, a boy's uniform, and a deep tone of voice.In front of such a person, she almost dug a hole and buried herself.
That girl, Little B.In fact, it is not very beautiful, but it has a bookish atmosphere that ordinary people don't have, elegant and mature.
Later, she almost started to revolve around little B, like a satellite, and little B was the star in her heart.
She dyed her hair back to its original color, distanced herself from the friends she used to hang out with, and quit smoking. She almost didn't even recognize herself.If anyone told her like this, that she would be like this now, she would definitely laugh and beat that person hard.
Later, she didn't even play ball anymore, because of what Xiao B said when she read her doodle book, she fell in love with painting and started the difficult road of learning art.
She remembers smiling and saying 'that's great.I like people who can draw best. '
When little B was reading a book, she was sitting next to her.Holding a book, pretending to be looking at it, in fact, she has been quietly watching Little B from the corner of her eyes, and secretly draws her concentration on reading a book with this small note. '
Shen Chai was immersed in her own world, with a sweet smile on her face, as if she was remembering something, she stopped talking.
Xia Yu listened attentively, even if Shen Chai stopped, she didn't interrupt, she liked this story.
The smile on Shen Chai's face suddenly disappeared, and she continued to say, "Later, little A found out that little B was already a well-known columnist, and he didn't know how many manuscripts he would receive every month.
She couldn't tell whether it was envy or inferiority, she somewhat felt that she was not worthy to stand beside Xiao B.
Once when she was celebrating her birthday, Little B asked her about her dream, and she said without hesitation, "I want to create a magazine, so that my paintings and your novels will appear together." 'Actually, the focus is on the latter sentence.
Little B was taken aback for a moment, then smiled softly, "Okay, I'm waiting for that day. '
Because of this sentence, and for her ideal, she began to practice painting hard.Her high school life was almost filled with painting. Fortunately, she is talented, she is not stupid, and she is also very hardworking.Even if I didn't have any foundation, I quickly caught up. Before I could draw anything that I was satisfied with, I was admitted to the university together with those art students who majored in it.
That was something she didn't even dare to think about. Before she met Little B, she thought that high school was her end, but she didn't expect...
She didn't expect that Xiao B, who took the college entrance examination after her, changed his choice and gave up the school he wanted to go to most, and chose to go to the same city as her instead.
She is going crazy.She remembered that on the day when the grades came down, she hugged little B and cried.Little B smiled, that kind of gentle and a little pampering smile.
She didn't know when, she fell in love with little B, it was a kind of liking from the soul, and she wanted to be with her for the rest of her life.
Little A has never liked anyone so much, no matter the same sex or the opposite sex.But she fell in love with Little B. '
Shen Chai laughed at herself, she glanced at Xia Yu who was engrossed in listening, and continued, "Little A has been hiding this kind of liking, she is afraid that little B will be frightened, and she is afraid that little B will leave her if he finds out.
She continues to live with Xiao B as a friend, and continues to have a crush on Xiao B.
After entering the university, little A was like a duck to water, and joined the student union as the chairman.She began to radiate her light, instead of being covered up by little B like she was back then.She started to contribute, and her beautiful and decadent unique painting style was sought after as soon as she debuted.
She started to get busy, thinking that only in this way can she temporarily forget her growing love for Little B, or that only in this way can she have the right to stand beside Little B.She started to walk ahead of Little A in every aspect.
One day, when she suddenly looked back and saw her smiling as before behind her, she suddenly remembered something.
Recalling her dream back then, she wanted to start a magazine where her paintings and Xiao B's novels would appear together.
Actually, isn't what she's doing all about accumulating strength for this dream?
She finally had an equal right and opportunity to stand by her side.
She poured all her love for Little B into this magazine.
Xiao A named this magazine "Shi Nian Hua", which means Shi Nian is painting.
She was a junior in the year "Shi Nian Hua" was first published.
Little B also gave her the greatest support she could. She turned down all the draft requests and concentrated on preparing for the launch of Shi Nian Hua.
The first issue of Shi Nianhua was not published publicly, it was just a self-published and sold fanbook.The whole issue is her text and little B's pictures. Initially, the printing volume was not large, and it sold out almost as soon as it was sold out. After several reprints, the sales volume was amazing.
Shi Nianhui continued to receive contributions from the whole province and even the whole country, and the small room temporarily used as an office became crowded.She and Little B began to feel overwhelmed, she never thought their magazine would be so popular.
Later, when they were seniors, there were two paths before them, practice or perseverance.
Little A chooses to persevere, sticking to the two people's "Shi Nian Hua" magazine.Little B chose an internship in a famous publishing company.
The estrangement between them is getting bigger and bigger, but both of them refrain from talking.
Until that day, the day that changes fate.
It was a rainy night, little A had just put down the tedious work to pick up little B who was on the night shift.On the way home on foot, little A tries to liven up the atmosphere and tease little B, and little B smiles softly and tiredly.At this moment, a truck rushed towards the two of them as if off-line.Facing the oncoming truck, Little A pushed Little B away without hesitation...
When little A woke up, she was already in the hospital, and she saw little B as soon as she opened her eyes.She saw little B lying beside her hospital bed, her eyes were red, as if she had just cried.
When she was asking about the situation, Xiao B forced a smile on his face, made the same smile as usual, and just said, "It's okay, it's okay, just stay for a few days and it will be fine." '
In fact, she knew without asking, she asked Xiao B just to confirm, although she got a negative answer, she already had a conclusion in her heart.
She couldn't move her right hand. That day she pushed Little B away and avoided the frontal impact.And the right hand was inevitably crushed under the wheel.
She felt that she might not be able to paint anymore.But she doesn't regret it at all.Because she drew it for Xiao B at the beginning, but now she only gave up one of her hands in exchange for her safety, she really doesn't regret it at all.
She wanted to confess to Little B after she was discharged from the hospital, end her years of secret love, and be with her in a real sense.
It's just that she didn't expect that little B spoke first, while she was still in the hospital.
Little B said that she was getting married, and the partner was the son of the company boss.She also said that she was going to hand over "Shi Nianhua" to him and to the company where she practiced.After Xiao A is discharged from the hospital, he will have a job as the art editor of Shi Nianhua.
Without the original "Shi Nian Hua", no one is considered anyone, it was their joint efforts.Little B has this right.But she also has this right, she can refuse, but she doesn't.She is going to get married, and she can't give anything, so let Shi Nianhua give Xiao B a dowry.Little A thought.
Little A doesn't want to say anything, and doesn't want to think too much.She even forgot that she loved little B, and also forgot the physical pain, leaving only the heart-piercing pain mentally.
Even so, she still smiled and blessed Little B.
She couldn't hate Xiao B at all, because her gentle and haggard smile made people feel distressed.
Shortly after she was discharged from the hospital, Little B got married.On the day of her wedding, Xiao A wore a long white dress, a plain necklace, and delicate makeup.It was the first time in Xiao A's life that she put on makeup, and it was also the first time she wore a skirt.
Little A knows that from that day on, she is no longer the willful and handsome self, she has grown up.
In fact, that kind of change started from the day I met Xiao B. '
Shen Chai woke up suddenly from her cold and stinging memories, only to see that Xia Yu was already sobbing.
She hugged Xia Yu gently, and said in a faint voice, "Everyone can only walk with you for a certain distance, and sooner or later we will be separated."Someone has to leave in exchange for our growth. '
Xia Yu looked up at Shen Chai with teary eyes, her face was cold and almost cruel.As if what was said really had nothing to do with her.
The little A in the story is Shen Chai, so she can't tell it.
It turned out that she had also suffered such an injury, and it turned out that she had also experienced such pain.
Shen Chai gently wiped away Xia Yu's tears, and said to her, "Go to sleep, sleep."forget everything.Everything starts from scratch. '
Xia Yu nodded, buried her head in Shen Chai's arms and rubbed it, comforting herself and Shen Chai.
Shen Chai saw her intentions, and she rubbed Xia Yu's hair.She smiled lightly, her smile shining softly under the moonlight. 'It's okay, I've been fine for a long time, don't worry about me. '
She thought she had long forgotten.Bringing up old things again is just to enlighten Xia Yu.
Can I really forget it? She smiled self-deprecatingly.
Xia Yu was breathing evenly in her arms, but she was suffering from insomnia.She didn't dare to sleep, she was afraid that if she fell asleep, her dream would be full of Su Nian, their past.
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