Yan Fei

Chapter 119

Gan Luo never thought that her brother would have such an encounter every year.

That whipping was nothing more than to let Gan Mu engrave the humiliation and self-consciousness of being a proton into his bones.But he only thought of how Gan Mu endured such a beating every year.

The lash of the whip was really painful, and there were tiny thorns. Each stroke was like pulling out a bone. The skin melted and the flesh rolled away, but blood flowed all over his back in just a few strokes.

As soon as he was released, he stumbled towards Ganmu's yard. Fortunately, he met Miss Kang on the way, otherwise he might have been dried by the sun on the palace road.

But no matter how careful he was, he couldn't avoid Gan Mu who was squatting at the gate of the courtyard watching him back.The elder brother's face was so frightening that he couldn't care about the wound on his back and was at a loss as to how to explain it to him. It was Miss Kang who told Gan Mu succinctly so that they didn't have to stare.

Gan Mu squinted his eyes and leaned on the bedpost, twisted his limp hands together, as if he was counting something, after a long time he yawned limply.

The small kitchen in the yard was open again that day. Gan Mu pouted his nose and smelled a faint fragrance. When he looked up, he saw Gan Luo, dressed neatly, crossing the threshold with a bowl of porridge and a few dishes of side dishes.

"Your injury—" Gan Mu paused, always feeling weird how to speak.

"Huh? My injury?" Gan Luo put down the food and touched the injury on his back with his backhand. "Brother was very careful before, and I didn't use too much force. It didn't crack and healed well."

Gan Mu scratched his face, inexplicably a little angry.After this kind of thing, Gan Luo still acted like a normal person, only he was thinking about it foolishly, as if he was angry at himself for being too thin-skinned, and at the same time he seemed to be angry at Gan Luo for not taking this kind of thing to heart.

He was stunned for a moment, looked at Gan Luo, and hesitantly covered his right hand against his cheek.

"I... don't really understand this kind of thing." Gan Luo lowered his eyelids and said, "I only know how to clean up the mess... But I really don't understand this kind of thing."

He has a serious expression, as if he is treating the person he loves the most and the most affectionately in his life: "So, Ganmu, if you are unhappy or don't like it, you must tell me. And... such things, You must tell me what you know."

"...What you did today can only be done to the person you love the most in the future, understand?" Gan Mu twitched the corners of his mouth, turned his head and kissed his palm, "After going back, my aunt will definitely let you Marry a queen. If you can't love an official's daughter, you must not let your favorite queen be wronged by a concubine."

"...You are still worried that I will leave you alone after I take you back, aren't you?" Gan Luo frowned, obviously dissatisfied with his ambiguous answer, "I won't marry a concubine, the worst is still Gan Si, I can go with you. Gan Mu, even if I can't confirm whether I love you that much, I won't be so indifferent to you... Don't you believe that I have really done things for you for more than ten years? "

Gan Mu clenched his hand tightly, shook his head, stared blankly at the ground, his fingertips trembling.Gan Luo glanced at his fingertips, covered them in his hands, raised her head and kissed his eyes reassuringly.

"Ganmu... I don't understand, so teach me, okay?"

If feelings can be summed up concisely and clearly in terms of love or dislike, like or dislike, then it is not called feelings.The reason why feelings are so entangled is because it is not clear and has no boundaries.

Gan Luo is sure that he is not completely in love with Ganmu. For him, it is like picking out his elder brother from the blessed land in his heart that has been clean since childhood, and putting him completely in the place of desire. On the one hand, it seems that his innocence has been tarnished, and he is really no longer his elder brother, but a lover who has had an affair with him without a matchmaker.

At an older age, Ganmu is someone he believes in, but at a younger age, he must also be someone he works hard for.Ganmu is his older brother, his lover, his light, and more.He is not everything to Gan Luo, but he is not able to leave.

Gan Mu thought about it tiredly, then nodded.

Gan Luo opened her eyes slightly, hooked the corners of her lips, and licked Gan Mu's dry and chapped lips like a puppy.

Gan Luo knew very little about Gan Mu's way, and Gan Mu didn't know much about Gan Luo.More than ten years ago, the queen gave birth to Gan Luo, and her vitality was greatly damaged. Gan Luo was mostly brought up by Gan Mu. When he was about to leave, besides the queen, he was most worried about Gan Luo.

As soon as he left, Gan Luo became the eldest among the princes, and sooner or later the heavy burden of the prince would fall on his shoulders, and if he was not careful, he would become a knife that killed him.Thinking of the brother with the same father and the same mother growing up according to his own wishes in a place that he can't see, Gan Mu is happy, but most of them are worried.

He didn't know if Gan Luo would go the wrong way, or if he would be tricked by someone if he was a little careless. After the news of the Queen's death came, he was even more troubled, and he was also anxious for five years. was worn away.

No matter how worried he is, it's useless, he can't have both, since he wants Gan Luo not to be looked down upon by others, since he has been inferior to others since such a young age, he naturally has to give up protecting Gan Luo in real time on his even less plump body under the wings.

Fortunately, Gan Luo is as precocious as him, even if it is to take him away, there is no wrong way to go.

This small sapling, which could make its branches and leaves tremble with a gust of breeze, has grown into a towering tree under the sun he couldn't see, and even wanted to be a place where he could take a nap.

"Luoluo..." Gan Mu gently broke away from his hand, held his face in his hands, and softly called him the intimate name that he had been holding on to for many years, while letting tears flow from his crow-like eyelashes. Rolling down, she searched for him with a pair of lips, "...it's really... great that you can grow up like this."

Gan Luo responded, opened her mouth to hold it, licked it, and kissed him until her cheeks flushed slightly, but she seemed to be looking better.

"Well... well. Gan Mu, you haven't changed, and it's fine."