Yan Fei

Chapter 118 Winter and Spring

The wound on my back hurts so much.Fresh blood flowed out from between the eversioned skin and flesh, gushing out so happily that no matter how you looked at it, it couldn't be stopped.

But Gan Mu skillfully removed the blood, cleaned and disinfected Gan Luo, and then bandaged it, as if he had done it thousands of times.

He didn't say a word, his already fair face was even more bloodless, and the corners of his lips were pulled tight.

"You shouldn't have gone there without telling me."

Gan Luo glanced at Gan Mu, but said nothing.

Seeing this, Gan Mu became more and more angry, and said angrily, "Gan Luo!"

"Brother, don't you keep everything from me?" Gan Luo glanced at him, and rarely had a good temper with Gan Mu.He suddenly grabbed the clothes on Gan Mu's back, and tore them off before Gan Mu could react.

Gan Mu was taken aback, and the bandage on his hand could hardly be held: "Luo Luo...?!"

His back was full of scabbed wounds, some new and some old. The old ones were seven or eight years old, and the new ones were only about a year old.Those scars were like sharp knife edges, splitting his back open.

Gan Luo stroked those wounds inch by inch with her slender knuckles, and kissed the tip of Gan Mu's nose as if apologizing for his behavior just now, but her tone was cold: "Didn't you tell me about this? If I hadn't opened the door this morning, and I was dragged away, wouldn't it be you again who was beaten today?"

Gan Luo breathed heavily in his chest and couldn't get up and down, making him uncomfortable. He had to take a breath, and then continued: "Today, more than ten years ago, you arrived in Minghan. What happened to you?" .”

Uncomfortably, Gan Mu gathered the clothes hanging in his arms to his shoulders, frowned, picked up the bandage and stood up with the whole basin of water stained red by the blood wiped from Gan Luo's body .

Seeing that he was about to avoid him again, Gan Luo shouted, "Gan Mu!"

"Luo Luo, I told you earlier that you shouldn't come here." Gan Mu went to the courtyard outside the house, poured the basin of water under the tree in the courtyard, poured it carefully, and started to fiddle with the tree under the tree again. The flowers and plants come.

"Brother?" Gan Luo sensed that there was something wrong with him, and hurriedly chased him out, involving the scattered wounds on his back. Flowers with leaves.

"I said earlier..." Gan Mu murmured, "What's so good about this place, it's worth your coming here..."

Gan Luo squatted beside him, grabbed Gan Mu's arm, and turned him around abruptly: "Brother?!"

"What's wrong with this place... Luo Luo... Luo Luo, can you go back? Everything here is dirty..." Gan Mu seemed to be suppressed for a long time, and finally he was stimulated by his glaring scar and his brain was in a mess, nervous Rubbing her hair, "Look at this flower... I can't grow it well... The soil is dirty, the water is dirty, and I am dirty too. How can it survive..."

"Ganmu!"

"Gan Luo... Gan Luo... Please, stay away from me... You really don't understand anything." Gan Mu cried out suddenly, and rolled down the two hands that were holding his arms, His feet were weak and he couldn't squat down, and he hit the tree trunk backwards, the pain made his eyes dark.

Although Gan Luo wanted to catch up, he was taken aback by his reaction, and couldn't think of any solution to it. He pursed his lips and hung his limp fingers by his side .

He finally realized that he didn't know what his brother had been afraid of all this time.He doesn't understand anything, even if his schoolwork satisfies the Taifu and the eldest princess, and he is even the one with the most solid martial arts knowledge among the rich children, he still can't understand what Ganmu is afraid of.

For the first time in his long life, he felt like a waste.It's not that it's useless, it's just that it's helpless for the person you want.

"...Gan Mu, I'm actually useless, right?" Gan Luo asked in a low voice, "I'm just a burden to stay in Minghan when I come to Minghan, right? I've already...I've already Trying hard, but I don't understand why you push me out at all.

"I've worked hard for so long, and I just want to take you away. What? You want to stay in Minghan alone, where your bones will rot all your life?

"Are you dirty? But I don't necessarily know where to go clean.

"...Ganmu, since I don't understand anything, you might as well teach me."

"Luo Luo..." Gan Mu stared at Gan Luo who was suddenly pressing over, and when his eyes fell on his slightly parted lips, his face flushed slightly, as if he was drunk.

He thinks he is really dirty.No one would have such charming thoughts about his brother.He was so tired and sleepy that he wanted to stick out his tongue and lick that lip immediately.Perhaps it was because he hadn't seen his younger brother for too long, and the longing for more than ten years was finally catalyzed by torture into attachment, or he was simply wrong.

He tilted his head and rubbed against Gan Luo's palm.

But no matter what, they shouldn't come any closer.They shouldn't have been this close.

Then Gan Luo kissed him.

Gan Luo doesn't understand anything, but he knows too much, so it doesn't seem to matter if he is so unclear.

How could he not love Gan Luo?A person who has been thinking about himself for ten years, even if Gan Luo himself doesn't mean that, he himself will have that meaning for Gan Luo.

Gan Luo puts him first in almost everything, so even if he gets caught in Gan Luo's wound, Gan Luo will remain silent.So he could only clenched his teeth, tightly blocked those embarrassing gasps and voices, chewed and swallowed the entangled body fluid together or overflowed the corner of his mouth, while hugging his younger brother's neck tightly.

Gan Luo is stronger than him. Whether it is the neck, chest or back, there is no shortage of meat where there should be meat. The muscles are tense and pull out the invisible lines that are usually covered by clothes.Gan Mu is obsessed with those lines, obsessed with Gan Luo's appearance when the corners of eyes and ear tips are slightly red, and even more obsessed with his hands that left marks one after another on his waist because of his uncontrollable strength.

Their dependent lips and teeth are full of each other's name. Even if the close blood relationship between brothers cannot be erased, it seems that it is not impossible to ignore.With such an ambiguous relationship with each other, as the last layer of window paper is pierced, human ethics and ethics are also suppressed under the unspeakable deep affection.

Gan Mu felt that he was almost dying on this bed where he had been lying alone for more than ten years, and it was the first time that the cold blanket was so warm.

At first, Gan Luo didn't use much force, after all, he was the elder brother he had been thinking about for more than ten years.The reason was that he didn't know if it was the first time for Gan Luo. When he asked Gan Luo intermittently if he had been pushed by a court lady, he probably stepped on Gan Luo's sensitive tail, wronged this thoughtful and poor child, and almost got hit. Can't breathe.

How could it not be the first time that he didn't know how to restrain himself and pushed him to death.

It seems that all the cold things are blooming, and in the early autumn, there is a warm spring that makes people want to drown in it.