What is your choice? ?

Chapter 104

You have selected [D. Ask the taxi driver if there has been a car accident here]

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The inside of the tunnel looks exactly the same, and you can't be sure that what happened in your memory is the same as the tunnel you are in now.But when the driver swears and tells you that with his ten-year driving experience, he can guarantee that there has been no car accident here, you still feel a little disappointed.

You feel more and more depressed because you didn't get any useful information, so you didn't take the initiative to talk to the driver in the following drive.

During this time, you try to calm down and summarize the points that are confusing you at the moment.You find that what confuses you the most is your connection to the person in your dream, and your sense of disconnection with your memories.

From your point of view, although the person in the dream has nothing in common with your appearance, and the people and things he comes into contact with make you feel strange, but for some reason, you can substitute his emotions, and sometimes even understand what happened in the dream. Everything feels subtly familiar.This sense of familiarity is similar to a conditioned reflex, like a crack in a door that is suddenly blown open by the wind, only to be deliberately closed after opening a little.

You used to dream frequently, and the coincidence of dream and reality also made you have to think deeply about its meaning.You feel like you have a special connection to lucid dreaming, and there's a reason why your consciousness takes on the skin of the person in the dream, rather than seeing things from a third person's perspective.

In contrast to the dream are the only two fragments of memories you have-the first time in the small dark room, and the second time just happened.If lucid dreaming is like an immersive VR experience, then memories are like an old newspaper with ten lines at a glance, and it is completely impossible to remember the content in your mind.

Yes, although the you in memory and you now have the same face, neither his cold temperament nor the things he has done can make you substitute.You witnessed what he did, but you couldn't feel ashamed, nervous, angry, etc. for his behavior.

You can only recall the pictures in your memory, but you cannot recall your own mental journey at that time - you and the self in that memory are like two independent individuals, and because you are not the same person in essence, you are right What he did was indifferent.

You can't help but feel a little dazed when you think of this.

Could it be that what happened in the dream is the reality, and the so-called memory is just a fantasy made up by your own brain?

But the moment this thought appears, you immediately forget it.

This assumption is untenable at all, because everything that happens in the dream and what you experience in reality, although there are some subtle overlaps, are still completely opposite on the whole.

The man in the dream was born in a major, and has attracted much attention, and has been entangled with many men.Although he is somewhat estranged from his relatives, his parents are still alive.You even feel that the person in the dream has a special emotion for his stepfather. He is obviously in a much more complicated environment, suffering from depression and has a serious tendency to commit suicide.

In reality, you are ordinary, if you stand in the crowd and shrink your shoulders, no one will pay any attention to you.You don't have a mother, only a stepfather who you can't remember very well.You can't imagine being forced to be close to your stepfather, but at least on the surface your relationship is still intimate.Your past life was simple and boring, with simple relationships.More importantly, you are not suffering from a mental illness. After all, after going to Dr. Li's clinic last time, the other party clearly told you that you are just stressed and anxious, and you are not really sick.

On the contrary, those two memory fragments can be logically consistent with everything that happened in your reality.Whether it's the medical records you found in your room before, Dr. Li and Sheng Dian's affirmation that you had been to the clinic, the jar containing formalin, or the severed finger, all point to the real existence of those memory fragments.

Therefore, no matter how much you doubt yourself in memory, no matter how much you empathize with the person in the dream, you cannot deny that dreams are just dreams and memories are real.

Is it possible that this world is all false, memories are also false, and dreams are the reality reflected by the subconscious mind in your mind, and that is the only truth among all falsehoods?

You sneered at this overly bizarre guess, but the back of your neck couldn't help but break out in cold sweat.

This matter was quickly forgotten by you, but it was like a seed buried in the bottom, and you don't know when it will germinate.

In the next few days, you will play with Yuan Yuan every day, and sometimes you will chat with each other.But there seems to be a tacit understanding between you, and you didn't mention Yuan Yuan's adoptive father anymore.The days passed peacefully, and in a blink of an eye came the day when the filming started.You thought you would be nervous, but you showed a calmness and professionalism in the early stages of shooting that beginners don't have.Director Jiang was full of admiration and amazed at this, but Yuan Yuan's reaction was flat, as if he had expected your stable performance long ago.

Because you played extremely steadily, Director Jiang simply asked all your personal scenes to be filmed in advance.The current shooting schedule has changed to first filming your one-man show with Yuan Yuan, then filming your cooperation part, and finally filming the scene of your death.

There was no final death scene, and the original arrangement in the script was to reflect your final fate in the form of a corpse report, but because your filming process was smooth and you had extra time, Director Jiang decided to let you act in a short scene. The molested scene and the final scene where the body is found by the police.

You have no objection to this, and understand that Director Jiang is also thinking about the quality of the movie.The short obscene clips are harmless, it's just that you are playing a scene of being abused with special effects makeup, and the actors who play against you will not have too much physical contact with you, at most it looks a little shocking.

The only thing that makes you hesitate is Director Jiang's proposal to let you use real hair in the women's clothing segment.

"Of course, if you insist on using a wig, I don't have much opinion, but it's rare for you to have this condition. I don't think it's a pity. What do you think?" Director Jiang asked you, not looking at you, focusing on adjusting the camera. I don't care about it.

You were subtly repelling real hair in the mirror at first, but then you thought about the fact that the wig is not as natural as real hair, and it is indeed a pity not to use it, so you finally agreed.

Director Jiang saw that you gave an accurate answer, so he turned his gaze to you, and showed a meaningful smile, which made you tremble reflexively.But after that, he didn't say anything, and looked away lightly the next second.

You have no choice but to regard this as a product of your own paranoia, stop worrying about the part of the movie that will only be played when it is nearing completion, and concentrate on playing the role of "Autumn".

The one-man show between you and Yuan Yuan was completed in just one week, and the filming of the rivalry part soon began.

But what you never expected is that you and Yuan Yuan were ng countless times in the first scene with Yuan Yuan. In the end, Director Jiang even threw the script rolled in his hand to the ground, his face was full of sullen anger.

"Is this the result of you playing against each other countless times?" Director Jiang's voice was calm, but the contempt and annoyance in his words became more obvious, making you bow your head involuntarily.

Fortunately, Director Jiang's main target of attack is not you, but Yuan Yuan, but even so, you are still a little scared when you hear Director Jiang's unceremonious ridicule.

But you can't stand up no matter what, because you are also confused by Yuan Yuan's performance in your heart.

——Yes, Yuan Yuan told you when he first played with you that he wanted to interpret "Xia" in a different way.And this scene where "Xia" forced "Autumn" to change into women's clothes was performed in the same way as when you played against each other.

When listening to director Jiang criticize Yuan Yuan, you find that you and Director Jiang have the same understanding of "Xia".

Both you and Director Jiang agree that "Xia" has no malice towards "Autumn" at all, and that "Xia"'s persecution of "Autumn" is more out of curiosity and a kind of childish teasing.However, Yuan Yuan's performance obviously deteriorated "Xia"'s attitude towards "Autumn", turning curiosity into malicious speculation, and teasing into contemptuous ridicule.

The "Xia" in Yuan Yuan's understanding is more lofty, as if he despises "Qiu" from top to bottom, takes pleasure in playing with "Qiu", and derives pleasure from his pain.

You recall that you once asked Yuan Yuan why he interpreted "Xia" in such a way, and Yuan Yuan's answer at that time still makes it difficult for you to refute.

"The role of "Xia" is too perfect, there is no reason to hold on to the useless "Autumn".The reason for curiosity is too weak. Only when the character "Xia" also has character flaws can he explain why he took the matter of "Autumn" women's clothing as a handle. "

Yuan Yuan who said this said with a calm expression, gently stroking the foot of the page with his fingers, with a careless tone.

"In my opinion, "Xia"'s friendliness and cheerfulness are a false mask, and I want to take it off after wearing it for a long time.The weak and timid "Autumn" happened to be the opportunity for him to take off his mask, a channel for him to vent his malice. "

When he said this, he sighed.

""Summer" doesn't love "Autumn" from the beginning to the end, and there is only a twisted possessive desire, which is an obsession with objects, not people. "

When you think of this, you suddenly feel a little lost, and your heart shrinks as suddenly as when you heard his words.You don't know where the heart palpitations come from at this moment, so you can only attribute it to yourself being too immersed in the role, because "Xia" doesn't love "Autumn", and you feel disappointed that you don't even see him as a human being.

Before you savor the complicated emotions carefully, Director Jiang's words broke your thoughts.

"I'm not satisfied with your performance."

When you raised your head, you saw Director Jiang crossing his chest, frowning, and the corners of his mouth tightened.Maybe it's because your question is not as big as Yuan Yuan's. His tone is obviously much better, but he is still solemn and his expression is not good-looking.

"I didn't see "Qiu"'s admiration for "Xia" in you, I only saw the insignificant affection, what I want to see is the kind of humble love, the love that is willing to be happy even if it is hurt. "

You know that your performance is indeed not the best, and Yuan Yuan's sharp acting skills have also affected your performance, but you know that shirking responsibility is not good for you and Yuan Yuan, so you nodded without saying a word.

Director Jiang took off his glasses, rubbed the center of his brows, and showed a look of fatigue on his face, but that fatigue quickly disappeared, and he regained his sternness after putting on the glasses.

"I'm very dissatisfied, but I'm not an unreasonable director, and Xiao Yuan's acting skills just now are not bad, but this has to test your acting skills," he said, and his eyes fell on you, "You If your partner insists on playing "Xia" as a hypocrite with dark thoughts, then you have to play "Qiu" who appears cowardly and innocent but actually desires to be abused, so that "Qiu"'s love for "Xia" is reasonable. "

"I'll give you 10 minutes to think and rest, and I'll have the answer after 10 minutes."

You and Yuan Yuan left the shooting scene one after another, stood in the corridor silently, Yuan Yuan was the first to break the silence.

"I'm sorry, I didn't think carefully about this matter, and it hurt you." Yuan Yuan's face was full of apology and exhaustion. The previous filming and director Jiang's reprimands made you physically and mentally exhausted.

You shook your head, indicating that you didn't care, and Yuan Yuan didn't speak again, leaning quietly against the opposite wall, lowering his head, not knowing what he was thinking.

You're also a little distraught and don't know what to do with it.

At this moment, Yuan Yuan spoke again.

"Actually, it makes sense for me to act like this... Please cooperate with me."

You raised your head and met his burning eyes.You can't describe the astonishingly bright light in Yuan Yuanli's eyes, but you can see an almost stubborn persistence, that kind of persistence makes you restless, goosebumps run everywhere, but you can't help but look into his eyes in the deep meaning.

At this time, you choose-

【A. Promise to cooperate】

【B. Refusal to cooperate】