Chapter 103
Chapter 103
You have chosen 【D. Ask Yuan Yuan how he got rid of his father】
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In fact, you don't have much thought about Yuan Yuan not kissing you according to the script.You are at most a little surprised and confused. No matter what personal reasons he has, it has nothing to do with you. After all, you are just friends who met by chance, and you haven't reached the point of confessing your heart.
What really tugs at your heartstrings is Yuan Yuan's words - his past with his adoptive father reminds you of your own vague memories.You even have a strange illusion, as if Yuan Yuan is not recalling his past, but filling in the blank past for you.
In an instant, an answer seemed to be called out, but because of some unknown restrictions, it was hidden under the falsehood, making people confused, curious and fearful.
You try to convince yourself that Yuanyuan's past and your resemblance are purely coincidental, but as Yuanyuan's description of what his adoptive father did became more and more clear, the fragments of memories in your mind seem to be deliberately pieced together Together, the previously disjointed memories gradually took shape, and your impression of your father became clearer and clearer.
But this process was interrupted the moment you looked up at Yuan Yuan.
At that moment, looking at Yuan Yuan's superficial smile, you seemed to see the most real him—that he was indifferent and mocking, the reason why he smiled was because he had to smile, not from the heart.
However, when you took the initiative to ask the other party in order to break the deadlock, Yuan Yuan returned to his original appearance again, wearing that friendly mask, which made you feel relieved, but also a little complicated.
You cannot tell where this feeling comes from in yourself.All you know is that when he confesses his past to you, there seems to be a mysterious and frightening connection between you.This connection makes you palpitate but wants to be closer more and more.
Your intuition tells you that Yuanyuan's past seems to be closely related to yours - whether it's a pure coincidence or something else.You can't dismiss the overlapping of details as a joke, and you feel that there must be an answer behind it, and this answer is the key to piecing together your fragmented memory.
You think of the test tube that you accidentally broke in the small black room, and the fingers inside remind you of your past.So far, you have always felt unreal about what happened in your memory, and strange to your stepfather.You always think that these memories are unconvincingly false, so even if the self in the memory does something that is morally and legally intolerable, you can't feel a sense of reality, and you can't empathize with yourself at all.
If Yuan Yuan's words didn't remind you, you wouldn't even think of this past.
You start to feel curious about Yuan Yuan's reaction after experiencing almost exactly the same thing as you, so you ask Yuan Yuan how he got rid of his father, and you secretly speculate in your heart that he should cut off contact with him , so it is necessary to wear several jobs to make ends meet.
Yuan Yuan stared at you silently, an ambiguous and unpredictable smile gradually appeared on his expressionless face.At the same time, the indescribable cold enveloped you again, making you stiff and unable to move.
"What do you think?" He narrowed his eyes and asked you with a smile, "If it were you, what would you do?"
You froze for a moment, and couldn't help but think of that bloody episode, but immediately put it behind you.
"I don't know... After all, I haven't experienced this..." When you said this, you suddenly felt a little guilty, so you added nervously, "Sorry, I shouldn't have asked you, I was reckless."
Yuan Yuan shrugged, the unpredictable smile on his face instantly turned into helplessness. "You don't have to feel sorry, I'm just curious." He paused, and told you in a half-joking, half-sarcasm tone about his other friend's reaction, saying that after hearing what happened to him, he turned the other way. I envy him, and even say that his father's love for him is really enviable.
You felt inexplicably uncomfortable, but you couldn't explain the reason, so you could only listen to Yuan Yuan's unhurried tone without saying a word, and forced the air pressure that was choking in your chest to the bottom of your heart.
"This kind of reaction is really incomprehensible," Yuan Yuan sighed, "But later I realized that it's just because he lacks love."
When Yuan Yuan said this, he suddenly stopped, raised his eyelids, and looked at you with a gaze full of deep meaning.
"People who lack love always like to have delusions," he murmured softly, staring at you without blinking, pity and jokes hidden in his glued eyes, "this kind of people long to be loved, even if it is a twisted love, they are willing to be loved. "
"It's ridiculous and pathetic, isn't it?"
Until you said goodbye to Yuan Yuan and got into the taxi, those few words were still circling in your mind.
You feel that Yuan Yuan's subtle expression and sharp words seem to mean something, but you can't figure it out.You sighed, staring blankly at the bustling crowd on the street.The smell of too heavy leather in the car makes you dizzy, but you can't give birth to the interest of rolling down the windows.
At this moment, the taxi suddenly drove into the tunnel, the light suddenly dimmed, and the crowded crowd was instantly replaced by bare concrete walls.You feel bored, and when you are about to turn your head, you discover something in horror.
—You can't move.
Your body is still leaning against the back of the chair in a relaxed state, and your face is slightly turned towards the window. You are obviously nervous, but there is no sweat on your body.You were flustered but didn't know what to do, your slack eyes fixed on the glass window, and your heart sank to the bottom of the valley.
In the reflection of the window, you should be looking at your own reflection, but for some reason your body is not reflected by the window.The window reflects a man who looks exactly like you, but "he" is sitting on the other side of the window with his face facing straight ahead. "His" hair hangs down to the side of the ear, much shorter than your length before the hair extension.
You feel confused and terrified, not understanding what the situation is all about.You know this is not a dream, after all you have no memory of falling asleep.More importantly, you can feel your own body - you are real, you just can't find your own shadow in the reflection of the glass window.
"Young man, I see the sign on your bag looks familiar. Is it Dr. Li's clinic?" The taxi driver who was driving was the first to break the silence.
You were taken aback for a moment, before you came back to your senses, the man who looked exactly like you reflected in the window took the initiative to speak.
"Yeah, I need a layer of insurance." "His" voice was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, as if answering a question or talking to himself out of boredom, "but if my guess is right, then There is no need for proof."
"What proof?" the driver who was driving in the front seat asked curiously.
"He" paused, hesitated for a moment before laughing leisurely. "He" laughed more and more heartily, laughing forward and backward, but for some reason the driver in front did not interrupt "him", so the hearty laughter echoed in this small workshop wantonly.You thought "he" would continue to explain the proof, but you didn't expect "he" to change the subject.
"I've always doubted whether this world is real." "He" murmured softly, with an unpredictable smile on his face, and a smile in his voice, "If this world is real, why did I always Can't you do what you want?"
There was no response from the driver's seat, and "he" didn't care, and just continued the conversation.
"Do you know? In the past ten years, whenever I disobeyed my stepfather, something like electricity would rise from my skin, restraining my words and deeds." "He" said There was a slight pause here, his eyes lit up, and a bright smile suddenly appeared on his face.
"But not long ago, on my birthday, I finally got over the radiating reaction of my condition and for the first time did what I've always wanted to do."
When you hear this, you are suddenly startled, and even remember the past when you cut your stepfather to pieces on your birthday.At that moment, you suddenly realized that everything that happened now may be a memory—the man who spoke at this time was you a few years ago, when he just dismembered his stepfather and took the suspected " Antisocial personality" diagnosis.
Your conjecture has also been affirmed in the other party's subsequent narrative.This man is indeed you a few years ago, and he even revealed that the reason why he went to Dr. Li for psychological counseling was to obtain relief from criminal responsibility after the situation was exposed.
"But when I walked out of the clinic, I realized that what I did was meaningless from beginning to end. Even if I put the corpse in the house and let it rot and stink, the world can give me these horrible things. Erase."
"How could a world full of love and lies allow such a thing to happen?...Maybe, my existence was a mistake, wasn't it?"
At this moment, the driver who had been silent all this time spoke up, but his neutral tone without emotion made you shudder, inexplicably reminding you of the voice of world consciousness.
"How did you find out?" The taxi driver's voice floated from the front seat, far from the previous human voice.
"Ever since you stopped stepping on the accelerator, the speed of the car has been getting faster and faster," "he" said here, with a mocking smile, "the moment I found out the truth, I couldn't continue to live, right? "
After "he" finished speaking, the air fell into a dead silence.At the same time, you feel that your center of gravity is constantly leaning forward-"he" is right, the car is indeed going faster and faster.
Your heart rate suddenly rises, and your whole body convulses uncontrollably.
Soon, soon.A malicious voice seems to be laughing in your ear.
But neither the driver with a suspicious identity in the front seat nor the "he" in the back seat said a word, as if they had accepted the coming ending long ago, only you, an outsider, were nervous and frightened by this, and couldn't help themselves.
The moment the vehicle drove out of the tunnel, the driver who was sitting in front suddenly spoke.
"Don't worry, you will survive. Since you killed the main character in this world, then use yourself to make up for it... As for the position of the main character, I already have a new candidate. After all, compared to a fabricated piece of paper People, wouldn’t it be more appropriate for the person involved to play himself?”
You couldn't help being startled, and subconsciously turned to the side, only to belatedly realize that your body has returned to its original shape, and the reflection you just saw in the glass window no longer exists.
The seat next to you is empty, the taxi is still driving smoothly through the tunnel - everything that has just happened seems like an unrealistic fantasy.
You blinked, and couldn't help touching the seat next to you with your hand, but the coldness under your palm clearly told you that no one was sitting here just now.
So everything you saw just now was fantasy...or something that happened.
From a rational point of view, you think it is Yuan Yuan's past that reminds you of your own past.Everything that happened just now didn't really happen, it was just an illusion fabricated by memories.
But emotionally, you feel that this is not just an illusion.
There seems to be a voice hidden in your heart, telling you that all this, although it seems unreal, was really there.
You don't know what happened after that, but judging by the speed of the out-of-control car, it was probably an accident.
So what happened next?
At this time, you choose-
【A. Send a text message to Yuan Yuan】
【B. Don't think about it】
【C. Let the taxi driver go to Dr. Li's clinic】
【D. Ask the taxi driver if there has been a car accident here】
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