dhibooks Chapter 67
Chapter 67
Nesting quietly at home, Lin You looked at all the familiar things, as if his fate had turned around and returned to the beginning, but this time Lin You didn't want to go online to find someone to chat with, turned on the computer, Lin You Finding out all the photos from the previous trip to Yunnan, looking at Yuhui in the photos, Lin You unconsciously recalled the appearance when the photo was taken, the handsome appearance, cute appearance, pretending to be angry, and more Playing cool, looking at those ambiguous and funny looks, looking at Lin You, I couldn't help laughing and shed tears, that was the most beautiful time together, picking out one by one For all Yuhui's photos, Lin You finally forced himself to press the delete button, and then cleared the recycle bin.
I am most sorry for Yuhui, let us start our own lives thoroughly.
Calling Xiaoye, Linyou wanted to start over in another place.
Xiaoye was startled, knowing that Lin You was escaping, but she didn't know how to persuade her, "Youyou, are you really going to Yunnan?"
"Yunnan is very good. We can form a small yard, draw blueprints for design during the day, and go to the bar to sing songs to earn extra money at night. Of course, we can go to other places..."
"But Youyou, your mother is still here..."
"Aren't you going to come back often to get the medicine? It's not like we won't come back."
"But right and left..."
"Just say if you want to go with me or not."
Xiaoye finally stopped talking nonsense, "Of course we are together! What if someone kidnapped you?!"
After returning the house, Lin You put his and Xiaoye's things into boxes and put them in his mother's place.
"Youyou, here is Aunt Liu who can help you..."
"Mom, I can't let others help me for a lifetime, can I?"
Lin You's mother knew that what her son decided would not change, so she had to tell Lin You, "You two take care of yourselves, and remember to come back often."
Lin You put his arms around his mother, "You and aunt are doing well, and I will come back often."
Besides, Xiaoye has to come back frequently for review and to receive medicine.
When Linyou's mother went out, Xiaoye finally couldn't bear it after holding back for a whole day, "Youyou..."
"how?"
"It's a pity to give up like this..."
Lin You sighed, "I don't want to give up either, but if one day I really embarrass everyone because of me, because of this relationship, it's better to break it now."
"But Youyou, actually, if you think about it, we are still young. After being together for a long time, we get to know each other, get bored with each other, and even get bored. Wouldn't it be better to break up naturally at that time?"
Lin You didn't say anything, Xiaoye's words might be right, but when he remembered that he had asked Yuhui how long it would take you to get tired, Yuhui couldn't give an answer, and likewise, he didn't know the answer, if soon both of them felt If you are numb, it is indeed a better way to break up naturally, but who can say for sure about this kind of thing, what if you don't get tired of it for ten or eight years, but it lasts forever?
"Youyou," Xiaoye couldn't help asking Lin You while packing up things with Lin You, "Do you really want to stop trying to make up with Jiang Fan again?"
Lin You still didn't say a word. If it was said before, maybe Lin You really couldn't help giving himself another chance to reconcile with Jiang Fan, because although they had been separated for so long, in Lin You's heart, Jiang Fan had never been sentenced to be out. , but now it's different, Jiang Fan has really been out of the game in Lin You's heart.
"Youyou?..." Xiaoye bumped Lin You down with her arm angrily, "What about Yang Zheng? Don't you guys like each other?"
"He's already out!"
As for Yang Zheng, perhaps he was really tempted at the beginning, but when it comes to such big things, Lin You has always been able to distinguish clearly, even if he still can't help but wonder if Yang Zheng is not a drug dealer. In any case, the fact is that even if Lin You feels regretful, it is impossible for him to have a future with Yang Zheng. "I'm relieved that he's fine now, so it's impossible for us to have more problems."
"Ah!..." Xiaoye sighed and put the packed luggage aside, "You, you, your mother named you Lin You, I hope God will bless you, and I pray to Buddha and God all day long, wherever I go, But I think we still seem to be abandoned by God, please seek peace, if there is no peace, seek marriage, I am single, you are rotten, tell me, have we been cursed by a witch?"
Lin You smiled, stopped what he was doing, and put his arm on Xiaoye's shoulder, "That's why we are going to Lijiang, which is the capital of romance."
Xiaoye pursed her mouth, "Didn't you make a light bulb last time..."
"Then change me this time, okay?"
"Forget it, I'm really going to be cursed, marrying you will break the curse!"
Lin You smiled, stopped talking nonsense with Xiaoye, prepared things and went to see the children, looking at the yard where he had lived for more than 20 years, Lin You always wanted to escape from here, but now he really can go, Lin You stopped I couldn't help thinking about it. Lin You couldn't bear to part with every brick, every tile, every plant and tree here. Sitting on the edge of the flower bed with Xiaoye, watching the sunset slowly, Lin You finally couldn't help but said to Xiaoye, "I'm still here. It’s really a bit embarrassing.”
Xiaoye hugged Lin You's shoulders, wondering what Lin You was reluctant to say, this yard?these kids?Mother and aunt?Or Jiang Fan?Yang Zheng?Or Yuhui?
Patting Lin You on the shoulder, Xiao Ye was rare to be quiet, and watched the sunset with Lin You. Tomorrow, when she passes through the clouds and lands again, it will be a new beginning.
The ancient city was still the same as before. Xiaoye joked that it was like a train station. She didn’t take the train for ten or eight years, and went to the train station once in a while. There were still so many people in the stream.
Yes, whenever you come, the ancient city looks the same, and the only thing that is different will always be people. When I was on the plane in the morning, Lin You thought, there were three people when I came by plane last time. One, things are different, the saddest thing is nothing more than that.
After finding the inn, Lin You and Xiao Ye wandered around the ancient city together, eating, drinking and strolling while looking for a long-term rented yard.
Unconsciously along the road he walked last time, Lin You saw the jewelry store again, stood at the door and remembered the necklace Yuhui gave to his mother, Lin You felt uncomfortable for a while, and walked in again, the boss had already I can't remember anyone ever buying his necklace here.
Lin You walked around with Xiao Ye, and sure enough the necklace was gone, but a pair of rings were placed in the original place, the simple shape was still made of thick silver, Lin You decided to buy it after just one glance, this time Put a ring in your wishing bottle.
Xiaoye could see that Lin You was not as indifferent as he seemed at all, and since she had just met Lin You, how could she not know what Lin You was feeling when they broke up.After leaving the jewelry store, Xiaoye and Lin You sat on the steps by the side of the street and looked at the busy streets, "Youyou, is this more sad than breaking up with Jiang Fan before?"
Lin You smiled, "Guess!"
"How can I guess!" Xiaoye curled her lips, but Lin You didn't want to say it, Xiaoye knew she couldn't ask anything.
There were bursts of singing from the bars on the street from time to time, Lin You listened quietly to the gentle and slightly sad singing that flowed from the small second floor not far away, it was more like himself now.
Taking Xiaoye with him, Lin You went up to the second floor. There were almost no people in the bar at this time, especially for such a literary Xiaoqing. When he saw someone coming in, the singing man stopped and greeted Lin You and Xiaoye, "What would you like to drink?"
"Two glasses of juice."
After ordering a drink, the man was busy at the bar while chatting with Lin You, "Will it be lively? If you come later, there will be more people here."
Lin You didn't want too many people, so it felt good.
"Were you singing just now?" Xiaoye couldn't help asking, and then continued without waiting for the man to answer, "It doesn't match your image..."
Indeed, Lin You didn't expect that the man who sang just now was this type, but he was quite similar to Yang Zheng, with a masculine appearance but a gentle heart hidden inside.
The man chuckled, and put the juice in front of Lin You and Xiaoye, "It was my friend who sang it before, but since we broke up, no one has sung it. I only dare to sing a few lines occasionally when no one is around."
Xiaoye smiled, "Like me, I don't dare to sing alone on stage." Suddenly, Xiaoye looked at Linyou and looked excited, "But my Youyou is great!"
The man looked at Lin You, "Do you want to sing?"
Lin You naturally shied away, but Xiaoye couldn't hold back and dragged him onto the stage, "Just treat it as a KTV for nothing!"
Lin You finally agreed, "Can I just sing the song you just sang?"
The man gave an OK gesture, and then adjusted the earphones and guitar. Lin You sat quietly by the window on the second floor and slowly spoke to the man's accompaniment:
The wind decides to leave the cloud how to keep it
The hand that was entangled to death and emptied
Love is like running water
I'm still standing at the intersection where you left
Since you don't care, I should let go
Why bother to be obsessed with foolishness
It's a deep love and a shallow relationship that leaves a lifetime of regrets
Or shallow love and deep love for a lifetime resentment
Drink less alcohol alone without me
Is there someone to collect the clothes outside the windowsill?
Who are you in the future
Saying goodbye will only make people feel more uncomfortable
Traveling around alone without you
Make three or two friends at a certain time and place
From now on, I will hold other people's sleeves
If you are destined to meet again, you must also learn to greet with a smile...
"The Future of the Future" Lin You also repeated the single many times by himself. When the song ended, the man took a long sigh of relief to recover his thoughts, and then gave Lin You a thumbs up, "Sorry, I remembered again. I'm friends."
Lin You didn't mind either, thinking that he was like this now. After Yuhui was gone, he escaped here and met a few friends. Maybe in the future, he might really meet someone, hold his hand, and then even if one day Saying goodbye to Yuhui, I can also face it calmly with a smile.
The author has something to say: This chapter uses Zhuang Xinyan's singing and Yu Zhuaner's lyrics for the song "The Future of the Future". Thank you very much. If there is any infringement, the relevant lyrics will be cut off as soon as possible.