The distance between scumbag and warm man

Chapter 66

Yuhui's phone never rang again. Lin You stayed at home every day and looked at the phone in a daze. Xiaoye came here several times. Every time Lin You tried to put on a smiling face and pretended nothing had happened, but Xiaoye was not the first day Knowing Lin You, why can't you see the sadness hidden in Lin You's smiling face, "You You, you don't have to pretend to be indifferent in front of me..."

"Otherwise, do you want me to cry?"

Xiaoye was told about the pass, she could only sigh, and finally spoke again after a long time, "Why don't you try to talk to that..."

Xiaoye didn't say the word drug dealer, but Lin You knew who Xiaoye was talking about, Lin You shook his head, "It's impossible, that feeling has long since disappeared."

Xiaoye didn't give up, "It can be seen that he likes you very much."

"Being together is not a matter of one person. He liked me, and when I liked him, we hadn't been together. We had missed it. What we missed was the wrong person after all. The right person will never be wrong. dropped."

Xiaoye finally shut up, he knew Lin You's stubbornness, once he was determined, he would not let go, once he let go, he would not look back, although Jiang Fan was a little entangled here, but who knew when Lin You broke up Did he really let go or was he not willing to part with Jiang Fan from the very beginning.

Jiang Fan's phone call finally came, Tian Cheng placed two big orders in a row, and the whole company held a thank-you reception, Lin You really didn't want to go, but as the person involved, he couldn't escape no matter what.

Unsurprisingly, it was the same as last time, except that when we met again this time, the tense atmosphere was obviously less. Yuhui was smoking a cigarette in the corner by himself. In the sight of Yuhui, Yuhui's eyes never left her, Lin You felt sad for a while, and quietly looked away again.

Because of Lin You's relationship, Tiancheng's up and down won another big order. Many people came to clink glasses with Lin You. Lin You socialized jerkyly. It wasn't until not many people noticed him that Lin You finally slipped into the bathroom to do as much as possible. Spit out the wine. There wasn’t much wine at first, but Lin You was afraid that if he really drank too much, if he met Yuhui, his performance would be ruined. After a long time, Lin You He breathed a sigh of relief, rinsed his mouth and finally came out of the bathroom, but he didn't expect to be blocked by someone as soon as he came out. He handed Lin You a paper towel, and Yu Hui handed Lin You a glass of water. A little bit of blame, "If you can't drink it, don't drink it!"

Lin You's heart moved, and he was about to surrender. The caring eyes smashed Lin You's defensiveness. Fortunately, he was relatively indifferent at ordinary times, and Yuhui didn't grasp his own thoughts too much, but Lin You You had to work hard to act today's play, otherwise, with Yuhui's intuition and sensitivity, could he be fooled by him?

Lin You took a sip of water, and said while going back to the hall, "It's rare to be happy, it's okay to drink more."

Yuhui didn't keep up, and just asked behind Lin You, "Is this really so important to you?"

Lin You had to stop, "If you had my childhood, you would be like me."

"never!!!"

Yuhui was hoarse. Even though he knew that Lin You's experience was different from that of ordinary children, he still didn't believe that Lin You would be such a person, "It's only 30..."

Lin You interrupted Yuhui, "For you, it's only 30, but for me, it's 30, and there's also the reputation and wealth in the future, it's not just 30!"

Yuhui opened his mouth, but he couldn't speak for a long time. Maybe Lin You was right. He was used to such a wealthy life since he was a child. It's normal to look down on 30 yuan, but in all fairness, 30 yuan is really not a small sum in an ordinary family. Numbers, especially in a situation like Lin You, 30 is a number he couldn't even imagine before.

"But Youyou..." Yuhui was still unwilling, but was interrupted by Lin You before Yuhui could finish speaking.

"I'm sorry Yuhui," forcing himself to be ruthless, Lin You really didn't dare to listen to Yuhui say anything else. Hui's face flowed down, afraid that if Yuhui hugged him tightly, he would melt into that warm embrace and couldn't make up his mind, so while he was still holding on to the mask, Lin You tried hard to arouse The corner of his mouth turned to look at Yuhui, "Thank you for helping me realize my dream. Although I failed, I still thank you very much..."

Youyou... Yuhui looked at Linyou sadly, what I want is not thanks, that is what I want to do for you, youyou, I don't want thanks, I just want you.

"And, in fact, you also know that from the beginning, the only person I like is Jiang Fan. He used to be him, and he will still be him in the future. Even though we may not have a good future, we still can't let him go. "

Now Yuhui has completely given up. If she was worried about whether her mother secretly forced Lin You or her mother used these things in exchange to let Lin You leave her, then now, should she let go?Yuhui looked at Lin You, staring at Lin You's eyes without blinking, "You You, give me a signal, tell me this is not what you really think, I believe you have always liked Jiang Fan, but You You, I I also believe that you liked me, you said you believed we could be together, you said it!Tell me quickly, are you lying, right, right, give me even a dazed look, right, I believe you don't think so, right...

Lin You firmly held on to his own defenses. At this time, as long as he dared to make a small mistake, Yuhui could accurately capture it. I'm sorry Yuhui, I can't give you any hints, I can only watch helplessly. Your sad expression fills your heart little by little, seeing the expectations in your eyes fail a little bit, seeing you finally give up in disappointment and then the light in your eyes no longer shines.

sorry……

Finally Yuhui gave up, slowly raised his cup and walked to Linyou, "If this is what you want and I can't give it to you, I will let you go and wish you all the best."

Drinking the wine in the glass in one gulp, this time Yuhui couldn't even walk to a place where no one was around, so he couldn't hold back his tears. Lin You watched Yuhui's tears fall quietly, feeling so sad that he wanted to suffocate. But I still force myself to look sorry but not give in, I’m sorry Yuhui, I know you are very sad, but the relationship is not just about the two of us, it’s not just you giving me your sincerity, I’ll give you your sincerity, maybe now You think I'm cruel, but Yuhui, I don't want to be a stumbling block in your life, I love you too, but if your happiness is not what I can give, I would like to see others give you happiness, and I wish you well, everything is fine .

Jiang Fan finally waited for Yuhui to leave and walked to Lin You, and hugged Lin You distressedly, "If you are sad, just cry."

Lin You tried his best to put on a smiling face, and raised his chin vigorously, "It's not now if you want to cry." After taking a few deep breaths, Lin You forced back the tears, "Play the last scene again."

"Youyou... that's enough!" Jiang Fan looked at Lin You distressedly, he was still as stubborn as before, after all these years.

Lin You didn't listen, and walked back to the hall while comforting Jiang Fan, "Anyway, I can't die if I feel bad..."

But what I'm most afraid of is that you are so heartbroken and can't stop!After catching up with Lin You, Jiang Fan sighed and helped Lin You get a glass of wine to socialize with all kinds of people. Seeing Lin You clinking glasses with others, the blush on his face became more and more serious, Jiang Fan finally couldn't bear it. I interrupted Lin You, "You You, you can't drink anymore, if you are really drunk, what will you do if you fail your trick!"

Lin You put down his wine glass and let out a long sigh of relief, "It's okay, I'll find a chance to spit out the wine later."

Jiang Fan had no choice but to pour a glass of water for Lin You, but Liu Mei also came with her. Seeing Lin You like this, Liu Mei felt guilty, and lightly patted Lin You on the shoulder, "The conversation you just had, Auntie I hear you, right, thank you, auntie."

Lin You shook his head, "Love is perfect, Auntie, you said, if his happiness is beyond what I can give him, then I want to see the right person give him happiness."

Liu Mei had nothing to say at all. At the beginning, she said this just to get Lin You to agree to her. She didn't expect that with Lin You, someone could do it. Even if the other party's happiness is not her own, so what?You right, you are making auntie feel guilty for the rest of her life.

Gently rubbing Lin You with his foot, Jiang Fan signaled Lin You Yuhui to come, Lin You immediately put up a smile, looked at Liu Mei and Jiang Fan, and then turned to look at Yuhui who was walking, "I couldn't do it just now. Let's have a glass of wine with you, thank you for taking care of me for so long." After speaking, Lin You didn't care about Yuhui's reaction, and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.

Yuhui wanted to stop it distressedly, but Yuhui couldn't be too presumptuous in front of his mother, and Lin You was determined to kill him, even if Yuhui tried to block it, he probably couldn't stop it, finally Yuhui looked helplessly at the The flushed Lin You also drank his own wine.

Lin You grabbed a bottle of red wine on the wine table and poured it for himself, and then poured it for Yuhui, then looked at Yuhui and Liu Mei, "Before, I always felt that I was not good enough and not worthy of Jiang Fan, so being with him When I was young, I would always have various inferiority complexes, and I would always worry about what would happen if Jiang Fan didn’t like me one day, so when we were together, there would always be various situations, I think he loves me not simply, He felt that I didn't put my heart into it 100%, in fact, it was just because the gap between us was too big, so big that I couldn't believe that we could actually be together well."

This statement is [-]% true and [-]% false. Yuhui knows that Lin You will unconsciously feel inferior in love, and knows that when Lin You and Jiang Fan are together, there is a big gap between the two of them. Yuhui even heard Lin You say it himself. There was a problem between him and Jiang Fan, so now that he said this, Yuhui had to believe that this was the reason why you broke up?

You right, you said that you never thought that I was better than you in any way, but you always thought that Jiang Fan was better than you in everything? Even though you knew that Jiang Fan was not the right person for you, you still thought that Jiang Fan was better than me Is it better?Yuhui felt a pain in his heart unconsciously, with a little sourness and a little bit of unwillingness, right, right, I can do well, but you haven't seen me who is working hard and vigorous!

"It's alright now. I feel that I'm not bad. I feel that I'm much closer to the person I like. I've always aimed at Jiang Fan. I've worked hard for so many years. When I see him again, I don't feel ashamed like I did before. , fortunately, for so many years, Jiang Fan has always had me in his heart, thank God for giving me a chance, so, from today, let's try to start again, shall we?"

Lin You looked at Jiang Fan, the anticipation in his eyes seemed to really want to start over with Jiang Fan, but Jiang Fan felt a pain in his heart, right and left, hurting the enemy one thousand and self-defeating eight hundred, you know, this scene , I really don't want to act with you, not only seeing you sad, but also me, do you have the heart to lie to me so nakedly?Alas... Jiang Fan sighed in his heart, but on the face he finally put his arms around Lin You, then lowered his head and kissed Lin You's lips.

With just a light kiss, Yuhui remembered that Lin You acted for Jiang Fan back then, You You, did you use the same move today to let me go?Yuhui tried hard to look for Lin You's eyes, but there was nothing. Yuhui couldn't find any abnormalities, and couldn't tell how real or fake this kiss was.Until he let go of Lin You, Yuhui sensitively caught Lin You's inadvertent shyness and satisfaction. At this moment, Yuhui finally understood that Lin You didn't lie to himself, even though the experience with Jiang Fan was not as sweet as being with him, But in Lin You's heart, the person who can really make him feel happy is the man who keeps breaking his heart.

Originally, he finally mustered up the courage to reconfirm in front of Lin You, Jiang Fan, and his mother that this was really not forced by his mother, but now, there is no need to ask, it is simply wishful thinking.

Sighing, Yuhui finally gave a helpless wry smile and left the hall, right and left, I'm so sad...