dhibooks Chapter 66
Chapter 66
Although the conversation failed to dispel Jin Nan's worries, it calmed Jin Nan's heart to a certain extent.
Their situation is different from others. The relationship between their lovers comes from the compromise and transformation of a relationship that was accidentally broken but could not be parted, beyond family affection but not enough to be called love.
It is both a turning point and a crisis.
It takes time to change, adapt and adapt to a new relationship. There is no immediate solution, and we can only give time to adapt slowly.
After that, life seems to return to a certain state in the past. This feeling is like a certain period of time before the one-night stand, with Sheng Xiuhe's company, without Lin Xiaoxia and Qin Sihui's disturbance, life is peaceful and peaceful.He puts himself into his study life like an ordinary high school student.
Sheng Xiuhe's way of getting along with him has also returned to the original state. As the older guide, Sheng Xiuhe is reliable and calm.But as a lover, Sheng Xiuhe is like an old-fashioned ascetic, it seems that all the fun and intimacy are inappropriate and unruly in Sheng Xiuhe's eyes.
Although he never said it, Jin Nan could sense Sheng Xiuhe's momentary discomfort from his subtle expression changes.
After Jin Nan tried it twice, he didn't try to get close anymore. He basically figured out what kind of intimacy Sheng Xiu could accept, what kind of intimacy he could accept, and what kind of intimacy he would feel uncomfortable. Never short of patience.
Time is like running water, and high school life will come to an end in the blink of an eye.
During this year, the Qin family went bankrupt, followed by the Bai family. The Yang family was short-sighted and wanted to eat a piece of the Bai family's meat, but was retaliated by the crazy Bai family, and they seemed to die together.
F4, who was once the most sought after in the school, seemed to be the four heavenly favorites and four good brothers yesterday, but it changed drastically in the blink of an eye.
The missing one came back and became the god of learning who competed with Zhou Kao for the first place.
The one whose family was bankrupt was silent all day long.
The one implicated in the family is now like a mad dog, shaking his fist when he sees the former.
The one who hit the rocks went head-to-head with the mad dog.
But over a year later, everything changed.
Lin Xiaoxia hasn't appeared since she dropped out of school, and Simpson's students have long forgotten this slum girl who has no special characteristics except being able to act.
The next semester of the third year of senior high school has entered a tense countdown. Whether you are going to take the college entrance examination or go abroad, you will inevitably be brought into a kind of tension by the environment.
As Jin Nan was approaching the college entrance examination, he also entered a state of ignoring everything. He even lived in the school dormitory again in order not to be distracted.
Until the end of the college entrance examination, all the dust settled.
Jin Nan walked out of the examination room, at the entrance of the examination room, looking at the crowded vehicles around, a parent who was waiting outside the door was waiting anxiously, and saw Jin's father and mother who were waiting outside nervously for a long time. Take a breath.
In the original book, Jin Nan didn't take the college entrance examination at all because of family changes, and Jin's father died of anger one month before the college entrance examination, and Jin's mother also died in a car accident one week before the college entrance examination.
Now, everything is different.
Both Jin's father and Jin's mother are still alive, and the Jin family has improved to a higher level, and he also took the college entrance examination.
Jin Nan has a feeling that from the moment he left his identity as a high school student, he was really free. He no longer had to go through the plot, and no longer had to fight with the characters in the plot. He stepped out of the confines of that area, and there was a wider world waiting outside. he himself.
At this moment, his mood sublimated, and Jin Nan once again deeply understood what Sheng Xiuhe said, the world is vast and wonderful.
Jin Nan was pulled into the car by Jin's father and Jin's mother. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Sheng Xiuhe's handsome face exposed from the window of a black Bentley in the car group. He only had time to look at Sheng Xiuhe before he was dragged in by Jin's father and Jin's mother. in the car.
In the car, Jin Nan answered the questions of Jin's father and Jin's mother one after another, but he was thinking about Sheng Xiuhe in his heart.
In fact, Sheng Xiuhe never appeared in China at this time in the original book, and the time Sheng Xiuhe and Lin Xiaoxia met in the original book was just an ordinary reception he was kindly invited to attend when he came to Springfield for inspection.And Shengshi did not invest in Shengshi Resort in Springfield City at that time in the book.It was a few years later that Sheng Xiuhe really wanted to enter the domestic market, and Jin Nan and the Jin family had long since ceased to exist.
However, what he faced was different from the original book. For unknown reasons, Sheng Xiuhe decided to enter the domestic market ahead of schedule.
Perhaps, at the very beginning, Sheng Xiu was different from himself...
In the few days when the results of the college entrance examination were released, every family, even the family, of the candidates was very excited. Jin Nan didn't check the results himself, but was approached by the staff of Beijing University and Peking University.
The other party was very enthusiastic, and the conditions for expulsion were very generous. Jin Nan looked confused, he still didn't know how many points he had scored in the test.But seeing the attitude of the other party, Jin Nan thought that he had surpassed the Zhou Entrance Examination this time and took the first place. After asking, he found out that he had the same score as the Zhou Entrance Examination, but due to the ranking problem of a single subject, his Chinese The score is low, and the provincial rank is one lower than the weekly test.
There's no way, he just can't speak Chinese, so he's at a disadvantage.
In this year, he and Zhou Kao almost drew a tie, the first and second were basically [-]/[-], but this time he lost because of Chinese.
Jin Nan suffered another big loss in Chinese, and in a fit of anger chose Beijing University, which is more outstanding in science.
Wang didn't see Wang, and hoped that Zhou Kao could go to Peking University.
Perhaps Zhou Kao also thought so, and it is said that he signed with Peking University happily.
He didn't discuss it with anyone, and made a decision by himself.
When Sheng Xiuhe heard the news, he was silent for a moment, and only responded in a low voice, without further words.
With Jin Nan's grades, there is no suitable university in the province, and Jin Nan can only go out of the province, which is also doomed for the two to go to different places.
He himself is busy with work and travels a lot, and Jin Nan goes to school again. Sheng Xiuhe has already made mental preparations. He thought that he would not react when he heard the news, but in fact , when he heard Jin Nan say that he was going to Beijing University, his heart still twitched violently.
Jin Nan didn't see what was wrong with Sheng Xiuhe, he just said: "Father wants me to help the company during the holidays, but I spared my time for a month and want to travel, do you have time to accompany me?"
Sheng Xiuhe couldn't and didn't want to refuse.
The graduation trip is very meaningful, he invited himself again, Sheng Xiuhe also wanted to accompany him, he thought about the schedule, "How many months?"
Jin Nandao: "July, is that okay?"
Sheng Xiuhe nodded, "Yes."
Sheng Xiuhe asked Fiya to push off everything that could be pushed off in the schedule, and push back or advance everything that couldn't be pushed back. After working day and night for this month, he finally freed up more than ten days.
But this year's prosperity was not going well. Just the day before he and Jin Nan set off, a serious accident happened in the prosperity real estate in country m. The reputation of prosperity was questioned by the public, and the stock fell.
There has never been such a serious accident in Shengshi. If it is not handled well, the consequences will be unimaginable. The headquarters and the board of directors are constantly urging Sheng Xiuhe to return to take charge of the overall situation.
Time was running out, but Sheng Xiuhe couldn't talk to Jin Nan for a long time. It was Jin Nan who noticed it himself and said to him: "You go. I'm fine."
Hearing this, Sheng Xiuhe felt pain in his heart, he didn't care that Fei Ya and Peter were still on the sidelines, he went up to hug Jin Nan and kissed him deeply.
It's useless to say sorry, anything to say now is hypocritical sophistry, he can't bear to let himself become a hypocrite, and he can't let Jin Nan face such a lover, only straightforward behavior can better convey the feelings in his heart.
He hugged Jin Nan, kissed him on the forehead again, turned and left without saying anything.
It's not that Jin Nan's status in his heart is far less important than Sheng Shi's, but that he bears different responsibilities in each of his different identities.
When he took over the prosperous age from his father, he understood that what he inherited was not only the wealth and power of the prosperous age, but also the corresponding responsibilities and burdens.
He is too clear about the complex interests involved in the big ship of Shengshi. Shengshi is never just his own. There are tens of thousands of employees, the intricate stakeholders, and the many beneficiaries and payers related to it. .
If such a thing happens again, he still has no choice but to choose this way. Some things cannot be ignored, and some things will become hypocritical sophistry, but no matter what, responsibility should never be shirked by any reason.
Sheng Xiuhe had been away for more than half a month, and Jin Nan dragged his luggage and returned from the outside, and Sheng Xiuhe was still nowhere to be seen.
He took the camera Sheng Xiuhe gave him to many places and took pictures of what he saw. Since he couldn't go with him, he brought it back to show him.
A month later, Sheng Xiuhe finally stabilized the situation and flew back to Springfield overnight to meet Jin Nan.
Jin Nan had already fallen asleep, he stood outside Jin Nan's gate for a while before returning to his study, and while he was still not tired, he would deal with the documents for a while.
I just suddenly saw a stack of developed photos on the table.
Sheng Xiuhe flipped through the pages one by one, looking at everything Jin Nan wanted to show him.
There was a pain in his heart like a needle prick. He saw Jin Nan's growth from one photo to another. The little boy who was huddled in a corner and had no interest in life finally opened his heart and walked out of the gray area. Step into the wide world.
Whether it is mind or mood, he is growing.
The little boy who had to hold on to the hem of his clothes to continue walking seemed to be able to let go and walk on his own.
And this is just the beginning, will one day, Jin Nan will finally give up this towering tree that once took root in his life, and go to a distant place, never to return.
Sheng Xiuhe didn't know, he only knew that the young man would only become more and more dazzling as time went by, from a rough stone covered with dust to a peerless beautiful jade.
There will be more and more things in his world, and the place he can occupy is getting smaller and smaller.
He is proud, but also lonely.
He wished he could go further and also wanted to tie him with a rope.
The author has something to say: there will be another update tonight, officially entering the shameless university life, this one is just an excess, from the inferiority and worry of the [old man].