Chapter 65
Chapter 65
Jin Nan said that he lived on campus, so he lived on campus, and no one persuaded him to work.
Of course no one advised.
Jin Nan stayed in the dormitory for one night, leaving Sheng Xiuhe to "keep alone in the empty boudoir". At first, he felt a little complacent, but in the middle of the night, he couldn't sleep.
He was tormented by an inexplicable eager anticipation in his heart, so he couldn't sleep. He lifted the quilt and sat up on the bed in the middle of the night.
It's true that Sheng Xiuhe is "guarding the empty boudoir alone", but he himself is not good enough to go there.
Jin Nan put the cup heavily on the table, lost his mind.
Smart people never waste time on regrets, and it is wise to change strategies and stop losses in time.
In the afternoon of the next day, Sheng Xiuhe went to pick up Jin Nan as before, but Jin Nan didn't stretch himself, but walked down the ready-made steps, and returned to Deyang Manor with Sheng Xiuhe.
Seeing Jin Nan's calm expression, Sheng Xiuhe didn't say a word about his business trip, so he knew that Jin Nan was holding back his heart, and he was afraid that there would be trouble at night.
Sure enough, in the evening, after the tableware was taken off the table after dinner, Jin Nan didn't get up, but sat opposite Sheng Xiuhe, Peter and the maid left, leaving a somewhat private space for the two of them.
Jin Nan's eyes turned twice on Sheng Xiuhe's face. Sheng Xiuhe still had the official expression. I don't know if it's because it's become a habit or Sheng Xiuhe was born like this. Even at home, you can't get along with this man Read something useful on the face.
Perhaps this set of expressions can deter subordinates or competitors with malicious intentions when they are outside, but I have to admit that at certain times, this expression is seriously annoying.
Jin Nan's displeasure was directly manifested in his actions. He made a random excuse and said it purely to find fault, "Did you bring me a gift?"
Sheng Xiuhe was well prepared: "Yes. A box of snacks, I can ask Peter to deliver it to you later."
Jin Nan curled his lips, he didn't expect Sheng Xiuhe to be prepared for the first battle, and his morale was low.
Jin Nan wanted to say something more, but when he raised his eyes and saw Sheng Xiuhe pinching the mountain root wearily, he suddenly lost interest.
That day in the hospital, the two reunited after a long absence, and under the emotional excitement, their feelings were like cooking oil on fire, and the love was difficult to contain.
And Sheng Xiuhe was on a business trip for a week, no matter how excited he was, his heart calmed down.
After the relationship cooled down, Jin Nan even wondered whether everything that day was just a dream of his wishful thinking when facing Sheng Xiuhe who was still cold and indifferent on the other end of the video call.
Humans are insatiable creatures.
In the past, Jin Nan only needed a little attention from Sheng Xiuhe, but now Jin Nan is unwilling to let anything occupy a more important position in Sheng Xiuhe's heart than him.
But obviously, Sheng Xiuhe is not a person who is obsessed with love. He has his own ambitions, career and responsibilities, which will occupy a lot of his attention and energy.
It's ironic to say that Sheng Xiuhe told Jin Nan the truth with his own actions the day after they talked about it.
Compared with Jin Nan's longing and admiration for Sheng Xiuhe, Sheng Xiuhe's performance is much colder in Jin Nan's eyes. He is still calm and easy, as if the out-of-control kiss in the hospital was just Jin Nan's illusion.
Jin Nan doesn't even know now what kind of feelings Sheng Xiuhe has for him, whether it's family affection or a love that has been forcibly transformed after being chased by ducks, he has no idea.After all, even he himself couldn't completely separate these two feelings.
But he knew one thing, there must be a period of passion between lovers, just like the yearning and longing for Sheng Xiuhe that tormented him in his heart.
As for Sheng Xiuhe, Jin Nan couldn't feel it.
Jin Nan hated Sheng Xiuhe's calmness as much as he worried about Sheng Xiuhe.
He felt depressed and irritable and had nowhere to vent, he couldn't help wanting to do something, he wanted to see Sheng Xiuhe's not so calm and calm appearance, it could be seen that he was tired and afraid of causing trouble to make him bored and dissatisfied.
Jin Nan suddenly felt that maybe he was too impatient, maybe he needed to give Sheng Xiuhe some time to let him adapt to this change, if he pushed too fast and alienated Sheng Xiuhe, it would not be worth the candle.
Even if Sheng Xiuhe can't adapt to this change, in fact, this state is the last way out, and he maintains the original relationship between uncle and nephew in the disguise of a lover...
Sheng Xiuhe was still waiting for Jin Nan to continue, but he suddenly fell silent, and then said "oh", planning to leave.
Sheng Xiuhe knew how much Jin Nan cared about his sudden business trip for a week. Although he couldn't see it on the surface, he really cared about his baby bump who stayed in China.
Having just met again and facing parting again, Jin Nan must feel uncomfortable. He has already thought about what kind of snacks he should buy to comfort this irritable little thing, but Sheng Xiuhe also knows that Jin Nan will not be so easy to be a part of Dessert is bought, there must be something wrong with being so abnormally easy to talk, and Jin Nan's expression clearly looks like he has something on his mind. Sheng Xiuhe thought about it, and felt that some things should be discussed first, so he stopped him, "Jin Nan .”
"Yeah," Jin Nan responded, "What?"
Sheng Xiuhe got up and took Jin Nan's hand, walked to the sofa and sat down.
Jin Nan looked at Sheng Xiuhe's big hand wrapping his hand, and sat down beside Sheng Xiuhe.
"I left in a hurry that day, and I haven't had time to explain some things."
Jin Nan looked at Sheng Xiuhe with nervousness and apprehension in his eyes.
Sheng Xiuhe asked, "What is our relationship now?"
Jin Nan's heart tightened, he didn't understand why Sheng Xiuhe asked this suddenly, was he going back on his word?Jin Nan had so many thoughts in his mind that he didn't speak for a while.
Sheng Xiuhe asked again: "Tell me, what do you think our relationship should be now."
Jin Nan couldn't guess what Sheng Xiuhe's purpose was, so he could only answer according to what he understood in the hospital yesterday, his voice was a little hoarse due to nervousness, with undetectable tremors, "Love, Ren."
Sheng Xiuhe didn't comment, but asked again: "Do you accept this relationship in your heart?"
Looking at Sheng Xiuhe's reaction, Jin Nan was weighing whether he should accept it or not. If he accepted it but Sheng Xiuhe didn't accept it, what would happen to Sheng Xiuhe...
For a moment, Jin Nan thought a lot.
Sheng Xiuhe interrupted his train of thought, "I want to hear your real thoughts."
real thoughts?
Jin Nan's eyelashes trembled, "Accept."
Without waiting for Jin Nan to think about it, Sheng Xiuhe said in a low voice, "Me too."
"No matter how long this relationship lasts, I hope that there will be no barriers and misunderstandings at the very beginning."
Young love is like a gorgeous flower, passionate and unrestrained but also short-lived and easy to wither.Originally, Jin Nan was confined to a small area for some reason, and as the guide who opened the door to the new world for Jin Nan, he naturally gained his whole body and mind's trust and admiration, and this emotion was intertwined with the impulse of adolescence, It's actually not that difficult for Jin Nan to like or fall in love with him.
But when Jin Nan grows up and gradually realizes the vastness and splendor of this world, and looks back at his older guide, and realizes his naivety and fragility at the beginning, will his guide become the most important part of Jin Nan's growing up? A boundary marker that is no longer distinct and has become a past tense, no one can tell.
Jin Nan is still young, and everything is uncertain. Although he is a lover, he also has the responsibility of a guide. He is destined not to treat Jin Nan like a normal couple.
The minimum respect he gave Jin Nan was to wait for him to grow up.
As for how to balance the two new identities of being the guide of the elders and the lover who is the object of love, even he has no experience.
They need time, whether it is the adaptation to the new identity or the growth of Jin Nan, it will take time.
He can afford to wait, and he has enough patience. Before Jin Nan grows up enough, how to transition from the previous relationship of uncle and nephew to another relationship of lovers, restraint and letting nature take its course is always right.
The natural excess is just right, probably doing the job of an uncle, and adding a little lover's care with restraint.
Like, at this moment, when we meet again after a week-long business trip, he should do something to comfort the irritable guy.
Jin Nan was still wondering whether the phrase 'no matter how long this relationship can last' was implying something, but Sheng Xiuhe changed the topic suddenly.
"Why didn't you answer my call on Wednesday?"
Jin Nan thought of this, he kicked off his slippers, sat cross-legged on the sofa, straightened his back to make himself look imposing, "Didn't you think I was annoying and sent me home and back to school?"
Sheng Xiu said: "I don't think you are annoying, I am very happy that you called me."
The corner of Jin Nan's mouth twitched, and he forcibly held back his smile. What's the matter with this man, he's talking about things, why are you flirting?
Jin Nandao: "Oh, why did you call me that day?"
Sheng Xiuhe shook his head, "It's fine, I just want to check on your situation."
As soon as Jin Nan's ears became hot, they turned pink and blushed. Sheng Xiuhe meant to say, "I'm just looking at you if I'm okay"?What's the matter with this man, this combat power.
Before Jin Nan's ears turned red, Sheng Xiuhe said in the second half of the sentence: "Peter said that Simpson will enter the exam season recently. If you don't enroll, you will be very busy. I want to see how you are. If you are in good condition, Arrange for you to return to school as soon as possible."
Jin Nan: "..."
He couldn't take it anymore, the ability to spoil the scenery and destroy the atmosphere anytime and anywhere was beyond anyone else.
Jin Nan suddenly sat up on his knees, raised his legs and sat on Sheng Xiu's lap, and looked at Sheng Xiu peacefully.
Sheng Xiuhe frowned, as if he wanted to say something "unseemly", but when he thought about their current status as lovers, it seemed that they didn't go beyond that.
Sitting on Sheng Xiuhe's lap, Jin Nan said, "Let me make a deal."
Sheng Xiu said softly, "What?"
Jin Nan pursed his lips and said, "Could it be that you don't want to interrupt and study at any time when you are talking about something, you will make me resist learning, and it will not help me maintain my personality as a schoolmaster."
If he was to learn these two characters again, he would have a psychological shadow.
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