so be it

Chapter 105

"Guess who I am?!" In the lazy afternoon, the phone rang suddenly, abruptly pulling back the thoughts of Shubu's wandering mind.

"..."

The pause of the book made the other party not very satisfied-"Is such a sweet voice hard to distinguish?"

Before Shubi could open his mouth to respond, the other party said with a sobbing voice, "Ah, it's really a waste of time to forget the old love after having a new love. I've been thinking about you all the time. Our vows to each other..."

Shuyu stroked his forehead helplessly, sighed secretly, and interrupted her coldly: "Zhang Shuyi, it's nothing serious, I'll hang up!"

"Hehehe~" The other end of the phone smiled naively, "I heard it, I said it earlier, it was a waste of my affectionate confession, I was still going to..."

"I'll give you one last chance..." Shu Zui's face darkened.

"Okay, let me say, let me say." Zhang Shuyi secretly rolled his eyes - his cousin's "incomprehensible style" has a long history. "I just want to report to you, your dear girl, I have finally returned to the great motherland! This is my new mobile phone number, and don't forget the family gathering tomorrow night, welcome me. Of course, if there is Giving it to me as a gift, it must be very good~!"

"You think too much!" Shuzu ruthlessly pierced her fantasy.

"Oh, why are you so ruthless! I haven't been back for several years, we haven't seen each other for a long time, don't you miss me! You are so indifferent to others~! They don't obey~! Don't obey~!"

Long time no see? !Who is the person I video chat with every month? !

Also, who did you learn this crazy tune from! ——Is it worthy of your height of 1.8 meters!

After hanging up the phone, Shu Bi's expression darkened.It's a happy thing for my cousin to come back from studying abroad. The family must have a small gathering, but... I really can't get up the energy to participate.

It has been a week since that night, and Dashu still hasn't contacted him.

From being full of hope at the beginning, the book gradually turned into disappointment in just a few days of waiting...

She even came up with the self-deceiving idea of ​​"it's okay if Dashu doesn't contact her", because at least she won't hear the other party say something she can't accept: - for example, the two are not suitable.

——For example... breaking up...

This may be the subconscious escape from the imaginary ending of the breakup.

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Deng's mother's surname is Zhang, and she has a gentle name "Zhang Ruzhen". She was also a flower in the school when she was young.Otherwise, how could he be so fascinated by Father Deng, a young talent working in the Health Bureau, that he would not think about eating or drinking.Of course, there is no lack of help from the book uncle.Later, Shuji often used his uncle's history of being a matchmaker for his parents to make fun of his uncle—in order to curry favor with his superiors, he used his own sister as a beauty trap.Uncle Shuzhi would yell at his injustice: he just saw that this little brother from Yushu Linfeng was a good man, very suitable to be his brother-in-law, so he encouraged his old sister to hurry up and grab him.

Deng's mother, sister, and brother have a very good relationship, so even Uncle Shuzhi copied his sister's children's model when he named his daughter.However, the characters of Zhang Shuyi and Shu Bi in the high imitation version are completely different. At 1.8 meters tall (the deity has always claimed to be 1.79), she is a real treasure.With her around, the house is always lively.No, after she coaxed the elders in the living room to be overjoyed, she sneaked into Shubai's bedroom and complained to the cousin who was sitting at the desk who was thinking about something: "Sister~ Why are you thinking? Song Guo Ke told me all about it... I want to see my brother-in-law! Hmph! We chat every month, but you never mentioned it! Too much!"

It's okay not to mention it, but when she mentioned it, the sadness in Shuzi's heart could no longer be suppressed, and his eyes turned red.

This scares Zhang Shuyi quite a bit, what's the situation? !Little Pine Cone doesn't gossip with herself like this!Is it a child who "lied about the military situation"? !

Shu Qi also realized that he had lost his composure, turned his head to hold back his tears, and denied unnaturally: "What brother-in-law, don't listen to children's nonsense."

But Zhang Shuyi didn't like her, and broke his cousin's shoulder, full of worry: "Sister, what's wrong with you? Did that person bully you?"

"Nope," Shuyu pushed her to go out, "I don't need you to worry about my affairs, go out quickly, dinner is almost ready!"

Being escorted by her cousin to the living room, Zhang Shuyi could easily see that she was forcing a smile on her face. Although she didn't understand what happened between the two of them, Zhang Shuyi still marked the big tree that she had never met with "heavy ink and heavy colors" A stroke of money!

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In the evening, when Wang Yanyan came out of the shower, he was startled by the person lying crookedly on the sofa in the living room!After she was still in shock, she was so angry that she wanted to throw the towel in her face!

But she seemed to be sleeping peacefully while reading a book, but she couldn't vent her anger at all.

Sighing secretly, she appointed the past to wake up Shuzu.As soon as he approached, the smell of alcohol on the opponent's body made Wang Yinyan tighten his eyebrows—this is how much he drank again!

Slowly picked up the book cover, and dragged it into the bedroom with a half hug.

Shuyu's head was tilted on Wang Yanyan's shoulder, and his warm breath was blowing on his neck. The sound of his breathing was as loud as thunder. In his eyes, the eyes gradually turned from tenderness to dark and decisive.

Wang Yanyan supported her and was about to walk to the bed, but unexpectedly, she was hugged tightly by the person beside her. Before Wang Yanyan could struggle, her earlobe was warmly bitten, which made her heart skip a beat—— Do you want to bite again? !

The imaginary pain did not happen, but the gentle rubbing of wet lips and teeth...

"You...!" Wang Yanyan's legs went limp, and he was pushed down on the bed by Shubi without noticing it for a moment, "Hey~!" She exclaimed, but Shubi bent down and pressed tightly against her chest regardless. There is no gap between the two of them.

Wang Yanyan's eyes widened in shock, and her soft long hair fell down her ears. Wang Yanyan smelled the fragrance of her hair, and really felt her sudden overbearing at this time.Coupled with the weight on his body, Wang Yanyan felt almost breathless.

"Well... you, don't do this, I... I can't breathe." Wang Yanyan frowned, showing weakness to the person on top of him in fear.

Shuzhen suddenly smiled, caressing her face gently as if lovingly, but Wang Yanyan only felt his hairs stand on end.

"I love you. You know it." Her eyes locked onto Dashu tightly.It wasn't until this time that Wang Yanyan realized the depth and danger in Shuzi's eyes, and he was so surprised that he didn't know what to say for a while. "you……"

In fact, Shuzi was not very drunk just now, nor did he fall asleep.She indulged herself and drank a lot of wine at the table at home, and then came to Dashu with a smoldering anger.Being "on hold" for several days made her completely explode, she couldn't wait any longer!Taking advantage of Jiu Jin, she ran over to ask a question face to face!

——"Success! Or... No...!"

Stretching the head is a knife, shrinking the head is still a knife, just ask to understand!

But after she came, she regretted it again, and... wanted to run away quickly.

But yes, she was still afraid of the reply she didn't want.

Just as she was about to leave quietly, she was stopped by Wang Yanyan who came out of the shower.

Since we can't go, then...

So during the short time when Wang Yanyan helped her into the bedroom, she had a crazy idea.

That's right!Just a crazy idea!

——If we had the closest... relationship, would you still want to separate?

This idea is like a storm, gathering more and more, becoming more and more crazy, and finally formed a tornado, sweeping away all of Shu Zhe's reason.

The desperate book could not allow Wang Yanyan to open his mouth. Like a reckless child, he kissed without hesitation, which made Wang Yanyan's lips and teeth ache, as if his gums were about to bleed from her bump. Wang Yanyan subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but But he was held down by the book and couldn't move.

There was no skill in Shuzhi's kiss, Wang Yanyan clenched his teeth tightly, but the pain of being brute force on his arm allowed Shuzhi to drive straight in.

It wasn't until the kissing Wang Yanyan was almost out of breath that Shuzhi freed her hands, almost tore a few buttons on Dashu's pajamas, she couldn't wait to take possession of the person under her body.At the same time, her kisses fell randomly on Dashu's neck, and even spread to the exposed chest.

After a while, the loose pajamas were completely torn off. Wang Yanyan struggled to pull back the open clothes, but was held down by the arm even more forcefully. She couldn't bear to scold the person who committed the crime by drinking, saying: "You Are you crazy!"

The sudden reprimand made Shuzu stop her movements, and she looked at Wang Yinyan wordlessly, as if she wanted to see the depths of her heart.

Wang Yanyan also fell silent when she saw her, turned his head away, and did not meet her eyes.At this moment, her heart was in a mess, and she seemed to be able to foresee... In the future, some things would be out of control.

She slowly closed her eyes.Wang Yanyan didn't know why she shed tears at this moment.

A tear flowed from the corner of the eye and streaked across the temple.

"Why are you crying?" Shuzi saw a trail of tears under the corner of Dashu's eyes, she was so distressed that she leaned over and kissed there lightly, and asked in a hoarse voice, "You love me too, don't you?"

Wang Yanyan didn't answer, and the tears flowed even more violently.She suddenly felt sad—for herself and for the books.

In the past few days, it wasn't just Shuzu who was suffering and anxious. Similarly, Wang Yanyan was also having a hard time.

After experiencing a love affair with a not-so-happy ending, and seeing and hearing other people's stories, Wang Yanyan understood very early on that such a relationship must be accompanied by intertwined pain and hatred, and must also face differences. Difficult choice of form love.Wang Yanyan didn't have the confidence to deal with the situation she might face, so she had no choice but to choose not to love in a compromise.

What Wang Yanyan is best at is embarrassing himself.She didn't want the people she cared about to be sad, so she had to make herself sad.She always stubbornly thinks that she has an extraordinary ability to bear—it's no problem if you don't love, just close your eyes, ears, hold your breath, stop your heartbeat... then it will be fine.

It's just that it's just as simple as doing it like this, but something went wrong halfway.Rationally, I kept telling myself to let go quickly, but my heart still couldn't ignore the pain of being stripped like silk.

She was at a loss.No one can help her make a choice, not even herself, or... reluctant.

When Shuzhi wanted to ask for an answer from himself, Wang Yinyan still couldn't make up his mind.

Seeing that Dashu was still motionless, and the book was full of despair, she broke Dashu's chin, and kissed that soft lips again, Wang Yanyan still closed her eyes, did not resist, did not welcome, let Book kisses.

The soft kiss fell on her eyes, cheeks, and forehead again. At this time, the book was as if completing some kind of ritual, and her expression was full of concentration.The kiss gradually went down, and the book was no longer satisfied with this, and the hand placed on the waist gradually went down, hastily touching Dashu's flat belly...

Wang Yanyan wanted to resist, so he /￥tightened his two/￥legs, and pressed down his trousers.The book began to go berserk, forcefully inserted into Wang Yanyan's #￥pants, and lightly touched the triangle#￥% zone.

Wang Yanyan finally broke out, with one force and one hand, he broke free from her restraint, grabbed her wrist that she wanted/￥to continue to stretch, and stopped her next movement.She who had been silent all this time opened her eyes and stared fixedly at the person pressing on her.

At that moment, she was too shocked to speak.

At this time, the face of the book was full of tears, and the tears dripped down the chin on Wang Yingyan's collarbone, one drop, two drops...accumulated on Wang Yingyan's collarbone to form a clear pool.

The two were in a stalemate—Shu Yu stubbornly exerted a little force, but Wang Yanyan still held tightly hesitantly.

The book trembling lips, "Big tree..." seems to be a call from the bottom of my heart, and the end is full of unfinished affection and humble pleading, as well as——empty despair.

"She insisted on taking 99 steps in this relationship, why didn't you take the initiative to take the last step?"

The only sentence Zhang Dongyan said to himself that day rang in his mind.

Wang Yanyan couldn't make any movements. Although she could push the person above her away, her whole body seemed to be fixed.

Shuzhi's tears and Shuzhi's call all destroyed the thick wall that Wang Yinyan had built in his heart long ago.She didn't understand how she could make Shu Bi love so humble.

"She insisted on taking 99 steps in this relationship, why didn't you take the initiative to take the last step?"

This sentence was like a curse, repeated in Wang Yanyan's mind over and over again.

Yes, why can't I take the initiative to complete the last step?

Wang Yanyan's lips moved, but it seemed as if he had given up, and the hand holding Shuyu's wrist gradually loosened...

She let go of Shube's wrist, slowly raised her arm, and climbed up Shube's neck.

The change of the big tree made the book stunned for a while.Happiness came so suddenly that she felt a little unbelievable.It wasn't until Wang Yanyan held her tightly in his arms that she woke up—finally, she was willing.

The book was ecstatic, and kept kissing the big tree. "Dashu, I love you. Dashu..." and kept expressing his love.

But in an instant, he was lying on Wang Yinyan's body and weeping uncontrollably.

"Be good, don't cry..." Wang Yanyan held her face in one hand, and gently wiped her teardrops with his index finger with the other hand. Seeing her expectant gaze, he finally couldn't help but kiss her.

The soft lips, with the fragrance of wine, are extremely sweet in the mouth.

Wang Yanyan kissed earnestly, and Shu Chengcheng was intoxicated.

After they breathed and parted, the tears on Shubi's face rolled down like rain.

It was intended to comfort, but I didn't expect it to be counterproductive. The loved one seemed to cry even harder.Wang Yanyan was so distressed that he blamed himself, so he had no choice but to peck lightly. "Weiwei...don't cry...don't cry..."

Sobbing and letting the big tree kiss all over her face, the book finally shed tears slowly, her red and swollen eyes slightly propped up, stared at the person below her, and couldn't refuse to say a word that made Wang Yanyan's heart skip a beat: "I think want you."

When I woke up the next day, it was almost noon.

The sunlight shines straight into the window through the white curtains of tulle, and sprinkles on the things beside the bed, reflecting a bright and bright charm to the originally quiet room.

Wang Yanyan was still fast asleep.A ray of soft light, cut into flakes by the curtains, hit her face horizontally, from the forehead to the eyebrows to the wings of the nose, and then slanted across the cheeks, until it went behind the ears, and the light tail shot #在书赜光洁的On the arm, Cai reluctantly disappeared.

Shu Zui stared at her long eyelashes obsessively, feeling an urge to kiss his lips against her thick eyelashes.Thinking about it, I did it.

Standing up, following the thin rays of light, from the forehead, kisses to the eyelashes, staying, touching little by little, lingering one by one.The delicate lip muscles, attached to the fan feathers, seemed to be gently brushed by the wind, and the fluff brushed her sensitive lips, crispy and itchy, touching her heart.Then, the softness in my heart spread out.Soft, warm, overflowing every corner of the atrium.

It was a kind of fulfilling and rich touch──this kind of touch is also called happiness...