Pregnant with his ex-brother's cub

Chapter 33 Confession

Sang Yu never opened the door, and Xie Jiangming's voice outside the door gradually faded to inaudible.

He knew that Xie Jiangming hadn't left, and Xie Jiangming seemed to know that he was behind the door, and the two were at a stalemate like this. Sang Yu finally sighed and opened the door.

As soon as he turned the lock, Xie Jiangming heard it, so as soon as Sang Yu opened the door, he met Xie Jiangming's red and hopeful eyes.

Sang Yu was stabbed by his clear eyes, she couldn't bear it for a moment, but she gritted her teeth and said to him: "You...you go into the room, if you have anything, come in and talk about it."

Xie Jiangming stood up suddenly, his eyes were too cautious, Sang Yu couldn't help thinking of his usual daring appearance in entertainment reports, even Xie Jiangming in the diary never bowed his head even when he was beaten, Death will pull a back, and now this cautious appearance makes it difficult to connect with himself.

Sang Yu's sympathy did not stop him from taking action. Compared with Xie Jiangming, who is now famously arrogant and lonely, the original body who died tragically in a car accident was more innocent.

"Please sit down." Sang Yu pointed to the sofa, and Xie Jiangming sat down obediently. He took off his black mask, revealing a beautiful face that still makes people's heart flutter even if he is haggard.

His lips were as pale as white paper, his whole face was almost bloodless, and he wore a string of sandalwood beads on his wrist. If Sang Yu guessed correctly, the original owner specially went to the temple to pray for seven days during the summer vacation of his second year of high school.

Because a fortune teller said that Xie Jiangming's face is not blessed, which is the fate of his life.

Xie Jiangming naturally didn't believe in these superstitions, the original owner didn't say anything, and went to the temple to worship the Buddha in a blink of an eye. The Buddha's fate is about sincerity. He always hopes that Xie Jiangming can live a long life and be blessed with heaven. He values ​​​​Xie more than anyone else. Jiangming's future, now Xie Jiangming has both fame and fortune, but the original owner has long since lost his soul.

"Sangsang..."

"I have something to show you." Sang Yu interrupted him, turned around and went to the room. His diary has been kept in the room, and now it's time to show it to the person who should read it.

Xie Jiangming took the two thick diaries that Sang Yu handed him in puzzlement: "This is?"

"You can find me, so you should know that I have been diagnosed with 'amnesia'." Sang Yu sat opposite him, motioning for him to open it, "You should have doubted how people with amnesia can draw those things in the past, maybe, You'll still suspect that I'm faking it."

"This is Sang Yu's diary, you should be familiar with his writing." Sang Yu gestured for him to open it, "Let's see what you are like in his world."

Take a look, Xie Jiangming, and see how you became his god and pushed him to hell.

Xie Jiangming didn't notice Sang Yu's wording. His hand holding the book was trembling. He couldn't wait to open the diary before he opened the first page. The words on it seemed to hurt his eyes, thank you Jiang Ming blinked heavily.

He turned very slowly, page by page, and within a few pages, Xie Jiangming's tears fell on the pages in big drops.

Sang Yu, look, this is the person you miss until your death. He used to be selfish and cowardly, but he remembers you and loves you as you wish.

This is your east corner, he found it, but you are no longer there.

He came too late, the expired relationship is as cheap as grass.

"Sang Sang, what I said that day was not sincere. I was irrational at the time. I really—" Xie Jiangming couldn't help but close the book after reading it halfway. How could he not understand Sang Yu's feelings? Everything in the diary made him more painful than reading cartoons, every single word seemed to gouge out his heart, and he was so uncomfortable that he could hardly breathe.

"Mr. Xie, I have a few words to say, I don't know if you dare to listen." Sang Yu had a panoramic view of Xie Jiangming's grief, and he slowly showed a smiling face, which in Xie Jiangming's eyes was like an ultimatum , He wanted to cover Sang Yu's mouth, but he just sat there dumbfounded, listening to Sang Yu say word by word, "Do you think you still have a chance, an ex-boyfriend who has forgotten all his past, far away I can’t feel the heartache of the past, maybe even he can’t help but be moved by you, and then you have a chance to start again, let me be narcissistic, you came to me to ask for forgiveness and start again ?"

"Am I really so unpardonable? Sang Yu?"

Sang Yu suddenly sneered harshly: "If it weren't for that car accident, you really wouldn't be considered a heinous crime. As long as Sang Yu is still alive, people will listen to your explanation."

Xie Jiangming opened his eyes wide in disbelief.

"It's a pity that Sang Yu is dead." Sang Yu indifferently let go of the last bargaining chip. He didn't want to be entangled in Xie Jiangming's past. Xie Jiangming is a trouble that is difficult to deal with, but it is actually very easy to get rid of this trouble, as long as he is willing to let go, "Look at me, except for this face, personality habits, which one is still familiar to you, Xie Jiangming , you are late, your Sangyu is already dead."

"It's superficial death. Although it sounds ridiculous, I still want to tell you that I am not Sang Yu."

This is a secret he couldn't tell Qi Changbai, but now it has become a sharp knife in his hand to hurt Xie Jiangming.

"What do you mean!" Xie Jiangming jumped over and grabbed his shoulders, "What the hell do you mean!"

"I'm not Sang Yu. That Sang Yu is already dead. In that car accident, he may have died at the moment you abandoned him." Sang Yu looked at Xie Jiangming, whose face was gradually ferocious, and felt extremely happy for a moment. It was as if the host and the guest took turns, and he replaced Sang Yu as the one who pronounced life and death, "I don't have amnesia, but I'm not him. It seems unbelievable to say it, but I'm just a soul from another world."

Xie Jiangming's eyes were tearing apart: "Why do you think I will believe your nonsense! Do you think I am a fool?"

"You can feel it, can't you?" Sang Yu said softly, "He loves you very much, but I don't."

Xie Jiangming's flushed face turned pale in an instant.

"Xie Jiangming, don't lie to yourself anymore. If you can't tell me from him, it will be the biggest insult to Sang Yu." The strength on his arm gradually relaxed, and Sang Yu gently pushed him, Xie Jiangming Weakly retreating to sit on the ground, "He really loves you, but it's a pity that the confidante died so poorly that she didn't end well."

Xie Jiangming covered his face in pain. His discomfort brought about severe discomfort in Sang Yu's body. The distress in his chest reached its peak for a while. He couldn't help but ran to the bathroom to vomit. The acid water in his stomach made him cry full face.

Xie Jiangming's hoarse cry came from the living room, and Sang Yu leaned against the bathroom wall and almost lost his strength.

He had never been so unkind to others in his two lifetimes. Although he was happy to take revenge for the original owner, he was still very worried.

He was too uncomfortable, whether it was physical discomfort or the recent endless accidents that made him upset, he even began to regret not going abroad with Qi Changbai, or he should not have agreed to sign the contract from the beginning, so that there would be no In the face of these terrible things, his little family is still there, and he is still happy and content, instead of being full of doubts and fears that cannot be eliminated.

Xie Jiangming left quietly, but he took Sang Yu's diary with him.

He didn't wear a mask, and he didn't care if there were paparazzi around him or fans recognized him.

His mind was buzzing, and Sang Yu's words echoed in his mind over and over again.

"Look at me, except for this face and personality habits, which one is still familiar to you, Xie Jiangming, you are late, your Sangyu is dead."

"Sang Yu is already dead. In that car accident, she may have died at the moment she was abandoned by you."

"He really loves you, but it's a pity that the confidante died so badly that she didn't end well."

It's a pity that the confidante's life was so unlucky that she couldn't end well...not end well!

Thunder roared in the distance, and heavy rain fell in response.

Xie Jiangming stood in the deserted street, with Sang Yu's two diaries hidden in his coat. He looked at the dim surroundings blankly. All these years of hard work were ruined by Sang Yu's death.

He tried his best to please his father, using the sympathy from his grandfather's charity to climb up little by little, and he did not hesitate to let go of his grievances and resentments with Qi Changbai. He found everyone, and even forced himself to go to the Si family. Unexpectedly, it would be useless to get closer.

The person he was willing to trade everything for had long since passed away, even before he was aware of it, he had just left this world alone.

The person who would coax him to be happy and ran all over the city looking for albums, the person who always cautiously wanted to hold hands with him, the person who prayed to Buddha and copied scriptures for him to get prayer beads because of a few fortune-telling fallacies, the person who desperately The person who wanted to protect him would never be found again.

Going to Qiongbi and down to Huangquan, there is nowhere to be seen.

It turns out that even if someone goes to the sky and enters the earth, they can't get back even if they try their best.He thought it was just a three-year separation, but he didn't expect that it would be a death separation from the moment they separated.

But Xie Jiangming never forgot that Sang Yu who always followed him step by step. No matter when he turned his head, that person's eyes always followed him, warm, tolerant and cautiously expecting.Obviously her own life is also in a mess, but she gave him all the warmth and beauty.

From the moment that lie started, from the moment Xie Jiangming kissed him on the street of Yinhe Road, Sang Yu gave everything to him.

"My wish is to be with you all the time. I want to be with you. It doesn't matter what my identity is."

But I can't find you now, Sang Yu.

"Then I'll make the choice, so we can go to the tutoring class together."

The tutoring class is not a class, don't compromise so much for me...

"Don't hit him! Hit me, hit me!! Come to me for anything!"

It really hurts, Sang Yu, don't be so stupid again, I'm not worth it, how can I be worth it?I'm nothing but a mean, selfish man!

"Jiangming, when we graduate, everything will be fine. Really, don't feel sorry for these people."

No, no, Sang Yu, after graduation, we will be separated, and then Yin and Yang will be separated, and we will never see each other again...

"Give me your hand, I learned a game yesterday, guess what I'm going to write about?"

"Zeng, Jing, Cang, Hai—Once the sea was too difficult to be water..."

"What about the next sentence?"

"Except Wushan is not a cloud."

"Jiangming... the book says that this line of poetry means he must be there. Although the context is wrong, you understand me, don't you?"

I don't understand, you teach me, you teach me again, I will understand...

"Since it's all fake, then you can continue to lie to me... If you still want to lie to me, I can still... I can do anything for you..."

I won't lie to you again, will you lie to me instead?How I wish you could tell me that you really lost your memory and you were just lying to me.

I can do anything for you, so don't leave, okay?You should never, never get on that train, I will always be with you, it doesn’t matter if you don’t get into Tsinghua University, it doesn’t matter if you always get bullied…

"Sangyu... Sangyu!" Xie Jiangming cried out uncontrollably, the rain slammed on his body and face mercilessly, and the whole world was empty, and he never saw the young man who gave him the umbrella back then.

"Jiangming, when we grow up, everything will be fine..."

"I have grown up, Sang Yu," he staggered forward holding the diary, his eyes were dazed and fragile, "I have grown up, I was admitted to the school I wanted to go to, I became a star, there are many Good job, a lot of money... But I don't live well, I don't live well without you...I'm not happy, Sang Yu...I don't want to grow up...Where have you been, where have you been ..."

Why was he the only one who grew up, while Sang Yu's life was only 18 years.

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