Pregnant with his ex-brother's cub

Chapter 32 Repentance

Xie Jiangming was crying so hard that his hands holding Sang Yu were trembling. As long as Sang Yu could push hard, he might be able to break free, but Sang Yu didn't.

He couldn't control himself, Xie Jiangming's tears seemed to fall on his heart, scorching hot, Sang Yu didn't know what was wrong with him, why the tears came out of his eyes, his hands were weakly pressed against the wall, and the things in his hands It fell all over the place.

Xie Jiangming's kiss fell on Sang Yu's forehead, it was very cold, light as a child's feather, wet with tears.

Sang Yu's heart was in severe pain at that moment, he reluctantly pushed Xie Jiangming away, the unknown pain in his left chest made him squat down on his legs, Xie Jiangming was frightened by his pale face, he staggered forward, Sang Yu raised his hand and slapped him on the face. The fox's eyes, which were usually gentle, were extremely cold at the moment, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Get out!"

Sang Yu's refusal was so obvious that Xie Jiangming's face turned ashen. He took a deep breath, said sorry, and staggered away leaning on the wall.

Sang Yu took a deep breath for a while before taking out the key and entering the house.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, but he wanted to see Qi Changbai. Only Qi Changbai could get rid of his uneasiness. If Qi Changbai was here, he would definitely be able to tell him what to do...

Sang Yu dialed the phone with trembling hands, one, two... The electronic female voice on the phone made his heart chill, and he was screaming anxiously beside him. Sang Yu hugged it in his arms, full of bewilderment.

Qi Changbai's call came back quickly. He anxiously asked Sang Yu if something had happened. Sang Yu found that he couldn't explain everything just now. In the end, he just said: "I just woke up from sleep and couldn't see you. I missed you. Especially think about it."

Qi Changbai smiled with relief on the other end: "Why don't you come to me and put you there, I really want to."

Sang Yu thought for a while, but still felt that Qi Changbai would come back soon, and his pen practice would have to keep up, but in the end he still didn't agree, he just urged: "Come back soon."

Qi Changbai wished he could fly to him immediately.

Sang Yu looked back at Xie Jiangming's words at night, what does it mean to be able to forgive Qi Changbai but not to be able to forgive Xie Jiangming?

Sang Yu suddenly remembered that he had never said his name in the crew, and Xie Jiangming called him Sang Yu when he opened his mouth!

And today Xie Jiangming is not an old classmate to him at all, or the attitude of the perpetrator to the victim...

What grudge does Xie Jiangming have with the original owner?Looking at him, he seems to have seen a long-lost lover, but he said in the interview that day that he misses his first love... Sang Yu suddenly remembered that they had preconceived that Xie Jiangming's first love was "she" rather than "he" ", then, isn't he the other protagonist of the diary, Dongyu?Otherwise, why bother to shed tears in front of him so sadly.

What about Qi Changbai?What is the relationship between Qi Changbai and him?Qi Changbai clearly met after he was reborn...Qi Changbai also studied in X City!

A very bad premonition arose in Sang Yu's heart. If Qi Changbai really knew the original owner and had grievances with the original owner... No, the original owner never mentioned this person in his diary... If Qi Changbai really knew him, why? Pretending not to know each other at first?

Sang Yu was frightened by the speculation in his heart, but in the past few years, he has been with Qi Changbai almost day and night, and there is nothing unusual about him at all. After these things come to conclusions, he can't scare himself.

Qi Changbai loves him so much, he can feel it better than anyone else, he can't be misled by messy people like this, maybe Xie Jiangming is just talking nonsense because of his emotional instability?He couldn't just question his lover like that.

Sang Yu got up and went to pour a glass of water. With Qi Changbai's personality, it was impossible to meddle in other people's affairs, and he didn't need to bully Sang Yu.

Sang Yu was so irritable that he almost didn't sleep all night. He was sleepy and tired recently, and his appetite was poor. He didn't wake up until noon. The editor called him, and Director Zhao said that the other party was always harassing him. I'm sorry, but the casting has already been finalized, Qi Shuhong and Xie Jiangming.

Director Zhao made an exception and chose Qi Shuhong. His meaning was similar to that of Sang Yu. Only Qi Shuhong saw the hope for happiness hidden under the gloomy and self-closing character of the protagonist, and Sang Yu only praised him. The author's opinion has a lot of reference Value, they tend to know more about the protagonist in the novel, so Dao Zhao resisted all the arguments and kept him.

But Qi Shuhong seemed to have really offended someone. His drafts were pitifully small, and most of the publicity was focused on Xie Jiangming. He was obviously the protagonist, but he was not noticed at all.

It was raining heavily outside, and Sang Yu's head was heavy. It hadn't rained so much in Beijing in the past two years. The window was foggy, and the sound of rain was pattering on the window. Sang Yu turned on the light , There is an illusion of isolation from the world.

Sang Yu received a crazy private message from a strange fan on Weibo. He has always had the habit of reading private messages. Unexpectedly, that person sent him more than 20 pictures, all of which were photos of Sang Yu and Xie Jiangming!

Xie Jiangming in high school, wearing a clean white school uniform, is clean and indifferent, even if he is occasionally troubled by q, but in fact only q dares to find him unhappy in school, even in the eyes of some students, he will always be the one The proud and cold age number one.

Sang Yu was beside him shyly, her hair was long and covered her eyes, but there was a faint smile on her always gloomy face.

This is just an ordinary group photo, and there are many intimate photos between couples below, kissing, holding hands or hugging, hooking shoulders, like friends and lovers.

A few pictures are enough to see the joy and happiness of the original owner at that time.

He always looks at Xie Jiangming, no matter what Xie Jiangming is doing, his gaze always falls on Xie Jiangming gently through the thin bangs.

It was a once in a lifetime heartbeat for young people.

The last picture is a paternity test report. The appraisers: Xie Jiangming and Qi Yuan. The red stamp of "confirmed parentage" was clearly in Sang Yu's eyes. He covered his mouth in surprise. No matter how many reasons he had , and I can no longer lie to myself that Qi Changbai and Qi Yuan just have the same surname by coincidence.

Sang Yu's hand holding the chopsticks was shaking.

Whether it's the paternity test or the code name q, both testify to Qi Changbai's identity.

The phone rang suddenly, and there was lightning and thunder outside, and Sang Yu was trembling all over. He told himself not to answer, this strange call would be an abyss that completely swallowed his happiness.

Sang Yu hung up four times, and the last time it rang was Qi Changbai's phone.

Sang Yu endured the fear in her heart and connected.

Qi Changbai's voice was still gentle, with a slight smile, and Sang Yu could almost imagine his toothy smile, with his head tilted slightly, his eyebrows and eyes curved, and his teeth white.

"Have you had lunch?" Qi Changbai asked him from the other end.

"have eaten."

"Is it raining today? If you don't want to cook, order takeaway."

"it is good."

"What's wrong? Are you in a bad mood?" Qi Changbai's voice was a little worried.

Sang Yu suddenly remembered the day when his stomach hurt at school. Qi Changbai carried him from the fifth floor to the carport. People rely on this person who inadvertently enters his life, takes him to learn, and teaches him how to live a good life.

Before I knew it, three years had passed.

If there is no Qi Changbai, he should also make friends, study, and be busy developing himself, but he will definitely not have the comfort, satisfaction and happiness he is now.

This feeling of being held in his heart, he has lived two lifetimes, and he has only experienced it this way once.

Qi Changbai was so kind to him that it was impossible for him to believe that this person didn't love him.

Can a person really not reveal his secrets in the days when he gets along day and night?Why did Qi Changbai put so much effort into appearing beside him who "has lost his memory"?He, what else does he have that deserves Qi Changbai's painstaking efforts to get close to him...

"Baby? Are you in a bad mood?" The deep voice interrupted Sang Yu's train of thought, "I'll be right back to accompany you, okay?"

"No need." Sang Yu rejected him subconsciously, and said softly, "I was just thinking about one thing."

"What are you thinking about so preoccupied?" Qi Changbai's tone was a little helpless.

"I was thinking, what do you like about me?" Sang Yu rubbed her nose and looked out of the window, "You have good grades, good looks, and a good family background. What kind of person do you want? Why? Do you like me?"

"Am I so perfect in your heart?" The voice on the other end had some smiles, "Sang Yu, are you much worse than me? I am not a god, and I have shortcomings. I have a bad temper, and I will Worrying about gains and losses, I will make a lot of mistakes, and I can't do everything well."

Qi Changbai's voice was gentle and inexplicably bewitching.

Sang Yu rubbed his sore eyes uncomfortably. He especially wanted to ask him if he really loved him, why he kept it secret, and why he was nice to a person who was bullied by you, but he was also very afraid. If Qi Changbai There is really some conspiracy, how can he accept it.

"Changbai, the wishing tree of Mount Tai, what wish did you make?"

"That's what you're thinking about." Qi Changbai smiled, "But it won't work if you say it. I hope it will come true."

"So, does it have anything to do with me?"

Is there a place for me in your life plan?

Sang Yu gripped the phone tightly, and he heard Qi Changbai say softly, "Of course you are."

The restless heart fell back to the original place in an instant, and Sang Yu lay on the sofa exhausted. He seemed to understand the original owner's begging Xie Jiangming to continue lying to him.

Lies are far more flattering than the truth. If Qi Changbai is willing to lie to him for the rest of his life, will he also choose to forget these things?

But the reality is often that liars stand on the sidelines and use unscrupulous methods, and those who are cheated are willing to indulge in intoxication.

Sang Yu looked at the storm outside the window, absent-mindedly responded to Qi Changbai's question, and didn't even remember when he hung up the phone.

Sang Yu sat until dark.

The hunger in his stomach forced him to find something to eat to make himself more comfortable. Sang Yu got up and went to the kitchen, found quick-frozen dumplings and ordered a pack.

The smell of fireworks made him feel better. Sang Yu turned on his phone to check the time. It was already 08:30. The rain outside was getting lighter, and the unknown call never came back.

Sang Yu heaved a sigh of relief. Before Qi Changbai came back, he didn't want to have any contact with Xie Jiangming. After all, he was not the real Sang Yu. There is a purpose, and there is no way to imagine a life without Qi Changbai.

His world is actually very small, only his usual studies and his beloved lover.

Unexpectedly, he was relieved too early.

The knock on the door made Sang Yu's nerves tense to the extreme. He saw Xie Jiangming through the cat's eyes.

Xie Jiangming wore a mask and rang the doorbell persistently.

Sang Yu didn't open the door.

"Sang Sang... can you open the door? I want to say a few words to you... Sang Yu... I know you are here, can you open the door?" Xie Jiangming's voice was no longer as pleasant as usual, he He couldn't even pronounce the words clearly, which made Sang Yu think of him who beat up people in the bar that day, "Sang Sang...I miss you so much! I really miss you so much! Are you still blaming me...it's all my fault, really Yes, it’s all my fault... It’s okay if you don’t remember me, but I just want to see you... Sang Yu! I know you can hear me..."

The entire corridor was filled with pleadings from Xie Jiangming, not many people stayed here during the summer vacation, and no one came out to stop this poor lovelorn.

Sang Yu forced herself to go into the kitchen and turn off the fire. The drunk Xie Jiangming was terribly stubborn. Sang Yu wanted to pretend that he couldn't hear anything, but he stood behind the door, unable to move.

He didn't like Lin Xue calling him "Sang Sang" before, because only Xie Jiangming called him the original owner in this world, but then he thought, he is not Sang Yu, so it doesn't matter if he is the unique name of that person.

Redundant words are often better at expressing emotions, and the two mulberry characters lingering in the mouth, often blurted out, carry the emotion that is not difficult to detect.

At this time, Xie Jiangming outside the door stubbornly refused to give up. He knocked on the door loudly and begged bitterly: "Sangsang, let me see if you are okay... Just one look, I miss you! I miss you !! I miss you Sangyu! Really, what is the difference between my life and my death these few years... Sangyu, Sangyu! I miss you, I miss you, I miss you..."

"I love you, Sang Yu - I was so stupid, I was so stupid at that time, I thought I lost everything... I didn't know, I couldn't lose you..." Xie Jiangming broke down and hugged his head Squatting down, confided with dull eyes, "You forget me, what's the difference between killing me... Why did you forget me like that... Sang Yu, don't treat me like this, I can't stand it, I can't stand it Yes! You can beat me and scold me if you want, don't forget me, okay... I beg you, don't forget me..."

How can I accept that the lover who has been looking for a lover for more than three years like crazy has completely forgotten about me.

You used to see me clearly, Sang Yu, how could you forget me and fall in love with someone else.