dhibooks Chapter 19 Chapter 19
Chapter 19 Chapter 19
Zipei returned home in a daze with empty hands, and met her mother at the door and hurried out.
Zipei: Mom...
Before Zipei could finish speaking, her mother had already hurried out and only said that she was going to go around.
Zipei: Everyone is busy!
While muttering in her mouth, she muffled into the room, kicked off her shoes, turned on the computer and turned up the speaker volume to the maximum, then sat limply on the floor, letting the sound of heavy metal mixed with rude shouts from the speaker The sound hit the eardrums.Don't think about it... She warned herself in her heart.
The phone's notification sound rang again and again, Zipei's mind was empty, and unknown music was clamoring in his ears, and he didn't hear the sound of the phone at all.She held her head and wanted to numb herself with this sound, but blocked her ears in contradiction and wanted to stay quietly.
After a quick knock on the door, Zipei's door was pushed open.
Sister: Why is it so loud?It's so loud!
The elder sister frowned, and went straight to turn the sound of the speaker to the bottom. Seeing Zipei sitting on the floor blankly, she couldn't help feeling distressed.Among the three brothers and sisters, Zipei is the youngest. She grew up under everyone's care, but her life became a family's heart disease after she became an adult, but everyone can only worry about it. What the family can do for her is to let her She felt warm and not abandoned by life.
Sister: Get up, don't sit on the ground.
The older sister spoke and stepped forward to pull up the dazed sitting on the ground. She was the only younger sister, and she didn't want to see her live like this every day...
Zipei: Sis, why can't I forget her?You tell me, how can I not miss her?She's married...she doesn't want me anymore...
Zipei began to cry as he spoke, as helpless and pitiful as a child being abandoned.The elder sister had a sore nose, and gently hugged Zipei in her arms.Thinking of the person who called her in the morning, and looking at the crying sister in front of her, she couldn't help but let out a heavy sigh.
Sister: Pepe, everyone has their own choice, just like you desperately chose the road less traveled by, she just chose the road she wanted to go.Since you are separated on this road, why can't you choose again?For the sake of the child, for the sake of the mother, for the sake of all those who love you, how about going to the next intersection?
The elder sister caressed Zipei's back and whispered to Zipei, even though she knew that Zipei would never get out of that pit.
Zipei: Sis, is this really her choice?Then why did she choose me?Let me think that all this is true, but she chose another person to rely on, why? ? ?
Zipei raised her head and looked at her sister emotionally. Her gaze made her feel sorry for her sister, but at the same time she blamed Lin Yu even more. Although she knew that she had no position to blame Lin Yu, but seeing her sister in such pain , Emotion always trumps reason.
Zipei stepped back a few steps and sat on the ground again, her left hand kept tugging at her right hand fingers, and she seemed to feel no pain over and over again.My sister stepped forward to hold her back, feeling very conflicted, whether I did this for her sake, or would it harm her!She also loves her sister and doesn't want her to be hurt again. If Pepe survives, her life will be different. She will no longer have to deliberately hide anything in front of others, and she will no longer have to bear other people's pointers and bow her head Go ahead, don't feel sad alone when you hear sensitive topics!She only has such a younger sister, and she doesn't want her to go through pain again.She used to believe that Lin Yu would not let Zipei shed a single tear as she said, but seeing how Zipei got here in the past six months, her heart as a sister was broken!No matter whether Zipei will blame her in the future, she doesn't want all this to change again!
Zipei's heart was already a little numb. When she heard her sister talking about mother and child, she couldn't help but twitch. If she really has someone who is sorry, it must be her parents and family who love her deeply...
Sister: Pepe, believe me, you will be fine without her!You have children, mothers, sisters, family members and friends who are willing to bear the burden for you. Your life should not be so sinking for a person who no longer needs you!
The sister said, gently wiping the tears on Zipei's cheeks, hoping that this person who used to love to laugh will be the same as before in the next second, laughing and playing with the children. Zipei hasn't really laughed for a long time.
Listening to her sister's words, Zipei took a deep breath, rubbed her face, and forced a smile.Yes, how could she be so selfish...
Zipei: Sister, I will, I will be fine!
Sister: I believe you will be fine!
My sister pulled Zipei off the ground again, sat on the edge of the bed, and helped her smooth out the messy hair on her forehead. Seeing Zipei's thin face, sunken eye sockets, and a sore nose, she hurriedly turned her head out of the window. Knowing how many times she cried in front of her, what will her Pepe do after a hundred years...
Sister: Have you dried anything outside?It is raining again.
My sister deliberately changed the subject, not wanting her emotions to be felt by the sensitive person in front of her.When Zipei heard this, she stood up and ran out like an electric shock.