pig like age

Chapter 126

I was so scared that my heart was pounding!Even the explanation was incoherent, and the donkey's head was wrong with the horse's mouth. After talking about it, I was desperate myself, and I simply kept silent.

Her tone was very light: "Are you blaming me?"

I was amazed, it was hard to believe that she would see through my deepest thoughts at a glance.

How can you not complain?

I hope day and night that she can contact me, but now I have contacted, but it is because I want to "invoke the teacher to ask the crime".

I stopped talking and didn't know how to say it.I don't want to expose my "small family spirit", but I feel that there is nothing wrong with my resentment.That sense of unease is like a drug, devouring my self-confidence.I can't help but suspect that she doesn't like me that much.

"Xiaochen, we have a flight tomorrow afternoon, and we wanted to go back to Fengxiang first, but she said she wanted to see you."

I don't care who wants to see me, I just know it's someone else who wants to see me, not her.Thinking of this, the grievance and loss rolled in her heart again, and she almost couldn't bear it and said angrily: "Is she the only one who wants to see me?" Her voice was choked, and her eye sockets were wet again.

"I'm sorry," she said.The tone is soft and sincere.

I was surprised, wiped away my tears and asked anxiously, "Why do you say that?"

"I'm sorry to make you feel sad. The matter is more complicated. I think I'll tell you in detail when I return to Beijing."

"Well, but..." I wiped my tears again, and summoned up the courage to say, "You haven't answered my question just now."

"..."

I clearly heard her say that word, and it seemed that I had been longing for it for too long and had an auditory hallucination.Soon there was a noisy sound from her side, as if a man and a woman approached her and kept talking.She replied something, and then said to me: "They asked me to eat."

"Oh."

"Don't overthink it."

"Hmm." I agreed sloppy, thinking to myself, it's no wonder I didn't think wildly.

The voice over there gradually moved away, but she didn't hang up the phone immediately, but sighed, and said softly: "I'll think of you every step of the way." After speaking, she hung up the phone.

I remained silent for a long time, and felt my heart go from being on the verge of death, to gradually recovering, and then to be alive and kicking... What a strange feeling this is!Maybe this is love?You can let this heart live for her, die for her, come back to life after death, and make a promise of life and death...

It feels so good to be "resurrected".When I think of seeing her and hugging her the day after tomorrow, flowers bloom in my heart!

Seeing that the holiday is more than half a month away, Ji Shuyu's situation is still unclear. In order to prepare for the worst, I have been thinking about what to do these days.I think, how to solve the financial crisis in the future, I can't intervene at all, because I don't have the ability.But I can start now and try to make myself have this ability, so that if my sister needs help in the future, I can lend a helping hand.

I don't want to see her so tired every day.She is so tired, I always have the feeling of slapping myself in the face.She is my responsibility, my family, and I feel very uncomfortable for my family to suffer like this.

So I checked the accounts of my small treasury, and found that it exceeded my expectations. This was also thanks to the few bonus stocks my mother selected for me, and the return of a few new stocks was not bad.In addition, funds, bonds, etc. have collected more than 20 yuan.

What can Magnum do in 20 years?

I thought about it for a few days, when I couldn't sleep, when I was eating, and when I was watching the news broadcast.Yes, you read that right, I was influenced by my family's old cadre goddess, and I also started watching news broadcasts.

After some deliberation, although I still haven't figured out what to do specifically, I figured out one thing: do what I have done and be good at.First, the previous relationships can be used, and second, in the field I am familiar with, the probability of error is small.

What field am I familiar with?Of course it's fashion.

It is impossible to accumulate wealth quickly by just wandering around at the bottom and working for others. I have to really swim in this ocean of capital to know the depth and where there are treasures.But if you want to go to sea, you must have a guide.

I naturally thought of Miss Li.

I haven't met her yet when I returned to Beijing, but this time I formally extended an invitation, and she also readily attended the appointment.

Sister Li looks a lot thinner than I did before, and I don't know if it's because of her poor physical condition, or she just lost her appearance because of her sunken cheeks and prominent cheekbones.Although the dress and conversation are still high-end and extravagant, it always gives me a feeling that I am at the end of my battle.

"Tired." She was unreserved, as if she had given up on getting along with me, and instead showed her truest face in front of me.He also smoked a cigarette and said, "Recently, I plan to open a company in Shanghai. Unlike Beijing, Shanghai is not like Beijing. In Beijing, things that can be settled by my sister's relationship can't be done there. It's more rigid and follows the rules. .”

"Shanghai still pays more attention to the spirit of contract." I was choked by her smoke, frowning.But there is a calculation in my heart, and my heart says God help me!

"The channels over there are relatively mature, but there is a lack of someone in charge. What's the matter, Xiaochen?" She suddenly smiled evilly: "Would you like to let my sister manage the company?"

"How can I, I still have to go to school." I hurriedly evaded, and my mind became more determined.

"Didn't you say last time that the second year of graduate school is basically doing papers or something, and that you have a lot of time?" She said seriously, "I hired you very sincerely. I wanted to mention this matter to you last time. You followed I have seen so many worlds, and I have taught you about the company's affairs and procedures, but you refuse to be my girlfriend. Do you think I am losing money?"

"Thank you, Sister Li, for trusting me and recognizing my ability. But now I still want to focus on my studies."

"Little boy, are you the master who can study hard?" She snorted and said, "You Miss Xi always go to the Three Treasures Hall for everything, and this is the first time you have invited me to dinner. If you have any plans, just tell me."

I was quite embarrassed to be seen through by her words, I hesitated for a long time, and said simply: "I don't want to be in charge, but I want to be the boss."

Sister Li opened her eyes wide!

I quickly explained: "No, what I mean is, I want to buy shares."

Sister Li still had a look of disbelief.

"To tell you the truth, I've thought about this for a long time. I don't want to always work for others and eat that youthful meal like rushing. I want to become a shareholder and be your partner. If you earn everyone's share, I will accept the loss! "Speaking of this, I thought of my 20, but how many days and nights I have saved the hard-earned money from catwalks for others, so I said again: "Sister Li will not let me lose, huh?"

"Hmph." Sister Li's complexion was not very good, she considered it again and again, and said, "Dream! Why should I? I am running a company that is not short of money or resources. I have nothing but a manager. Lack. In business talk business, I really don’t care about any partners. I like to eat alone.” She spit out this sentence and looked at me with hooked eyes: “Unless…”

"Unless what?" She had a premonition in her heart that she couldn't say anything good, and sure enough, she said: "Unless, you are my woman. Then we are one family, and my company is also your company. You don't have to pay, shareholders I'll just write you down in the contract."

That's the end of the matter.Some things can be fought for, and some things are useless.She was right, she had no shortage of partners.They are not start-up companies. If you lack this or that, you can have room for bargaining.The family is short of a housekeeper and a girlfriend right now.I don't want to do either of these things.

But once I am determined to do something, I have to sharpen my head and make it happen.This means that if I want to go to Shanghai for the exam, I want to take the University of Finance and Economics, and I want to study finance, I can study day and night, but in the end, my wish is not fulfilled?Another example is that I decided that Jian Nanyin was my lifelong partner. I lost contact with her every three days, treated me neither salty nor cold, and neglected me... Ordinary people could not stand it and gave up halfway, but I just bumped into her. Blocking the south wall, hitting his head badly, and still refusing to turn back!In the end, isn't it possible to embrace the beauty?

So I didn't give up, as long as I have a chance, I want to try.So I started to analyze Sister Li's company and did some research. I think there are always some opportunities for those who are interested.As long as the result is what I want, the process can be gradually figured out. I am still young, and time is my greatest capital!

I remember that it was a Saturday, and I didn't sleep much for half the night.When I couldn't sleep, I studied Sister Li's company, and finally stayed up until dawn.

These two days are also strange.My mom hasn't been home for three or four days. When I asked her, she just said she was fine, as usual.Ji Shuyu is so smart, how could she not know about her father's illness, and she didn't go home for three or four days, presumably because she was in the hospital with my mother to accompany her father.And my dad's project is just in the critical stage, and the food and lodging are all in the company.In addition, because Fu Chunlei was admitted to Peking University, she was finally taken seriously by her family, so she asked a relative to take her back to her hometown, and planned to live there until the start of school.For a while, I was the only one left at home.

I got up early in the morning and dressed up, and I couldn't restrain my excitement!

Just then, the doorbell rang.

I went to open the door, and saw a person standing at the door like a door god——Jane Xiangbei.

The Jane family members are all good-looking. Although they are a little haggard and have some stubble, they still have beautiful features and youthful looks.I think if I don't like women, I should choose such a sunny man as my dating partner, who looks more prosperous and pleasing to the eye.

Of course, even if he is so handsome at this moment, it would be a feast for my eyes at most. By the way, I can look for the shadow of my family Nanyin in his eyebrows and eyes, but for the rest, there is no fluctuation in my heart.

It was still a little awkward for us to meet again, he looked a little nervous, murmured something in a low voice at a loss, then shook the bag in his hand: "The buns you just bought, let's eat together?"

When I saw that it was my favorite minced meat bun with capers and beans from Qingfeng Baozi Shop, my stomach felt empty and I was really hungry.So she nodded and let him in.

I went to the kitchen to get the bowls and chopsticks, and shared the freshly cooked porridge with him.

The porridge was just out of the pot and it was very hot. I didn't bother to set the porridge bowl, so I asked him in a hurry: "When did your sister come back, did she tell you?"

"Huh?" He took a bun in his mouth, blinked his eyes and looked at me. After a while, a huge bun fell into the porridge bowl in front of him, splashing the soup in an instant, and he shrank his arms quickly. Unexpectedly, his elbow knocked over the other bowl of porridge.

This is good, a whole bowl of porridge is spilled on his white shirt.

He yelled "Ah wow", which scared me!I knew how hot the porridge was, so I couldn't help but push him to the bathroom.

"Take off." I said.

He looked surprised!

"Take it off, rinse with cold water." After finishing speaking, I pushed open the door, closed it from the outside, and shouted, "I'll get you some clothes."

"Oh, sorry to trouble you!"

I went to my dad's room, looked through the closet, and found that it was full of long-sleeved trousers. Only then did I remember that he moved to the company and had already taken all his summer clothes.I remembered that I had a few looser jerseys, which might fit his thin body.

I found the one that was the largest size, and I handed it to him through the crack of the door, and asked worriedly: "How is your iron, do you need to apply medicine?"

"No need, my chest is red."

Fortunately, the person who was burned was not me, otherwise I would lose my chest...

"Is this dress yours?"

"Well, are you wearing small clothes?"

"A bit, but it fits well. Hehe." He was quite happy to hear that, and I was relieved a lot.

We chatted for a while through the crack of the door, and when he finally came out, I found that the T-shirt I wore loose when I was the fattest period, but he wore it tight.It seems that the physical differences between men and women are still very obvious.

After he came out, he couldn't restrain the smile on his face, and couldn't help pulling at the clothes that obviously didn't fit, saying: "When my sister comes, I'll go upstairs and change for you after we finish eating. Oh no, I'll give it to you after I wash it..."

I saw his shy appearance, not a handsome man, but a little daughter-in-law.I smiled knowingly, stepped forward to straighten the collar of the clothes, and stretched the wrinkled places, so that I could barely see it.Just when he was about to say that it was time to eat, his words just flashed across his mind like a flash of light—wait, what? ! "What are you talking about, what are you waiting for your sister to come???"

As soon as he opened his mouth, he heard a chilly voice from behind: "I went to buy fried liver."

I turned around suddenly, and saw Jian Nanyin standing in the brightest part of the living room, with an aura of a god coming down to earth!

She said, "Oh, by the way, your door is open. If it's inconvenient..."

"Fang, Fangfang is convenient!" I walked up to her in twos and twos, looking at this pretty face that I was thinking about day and night, I wished I could swallow her alive, so that she would never want to leave me again!

I took her hand excitedly, but she pushed me away without a trace, and said to Jane Xiangbei: "Xiaobei, eat."

"Oh." Judging from Jane Xiangbei's tone, it seemed that she listened to her very much.

How can I have the mind to eat, my eyes seem to be glued to her body!

It's strange to say, don't people always black three color codes when they come back from military training?After each military training, her skin color didn't seem to change.It was as white as porcelain, so white that it dazzled the eyes.The hair was a little longer, but it was still silky black and smooth.No matter how hurried she is, her hair has never been messed up.

See how she can be enough, just feel that it will never be enough.So the chair moved and moved until she couldn't stretch her right arm, then she raised her eyes and gave me a look.

I flinched back.

She finished eating silently, and asked Xiang Bei, "Go back?"

Jane reluctantly said to Bei: "If you want, go back and change your clothes."

"You can wear this one, it's kind of thoughtful."

I:"……"

"Really?" She asked me, her face was expressionless, but her eyes were slightly cold.

I was scared out of my wits!I thought to myself, is she... is... jealous? !

But she asked me this way, how do I interface?Generally speaking, it must be polite to say that you take it and wear it first, and it will not get in the way.But I dare to say that, probably there will be no more Xiangxiang kisses in the future.If you don't say that, it will appear that I am stingy, and I care about even an old dress.

This is a proposition of Taoism...

So I had an idea: "I don't seem to be full yet. This porridge is cold, and it's good to eat now! Do you want to eat it? There is still in the pot." I hurriedly picked up the porridge and ate it in two or three bites.He stared at her while eating, met her gaze, and immediately turned away, lowering his head to eat the porridge with a guilty conscience.

"I'll go up first, and I'll be here in a while." Jane Xiangbei finished speaking and went to open the door.As soon as I heard the door slam shut, it was too late to say it!Seeing me immediately put down the bowl and chopsticks, like a koala, I can't wait to grab her with all four hooves!

She was stunned by my sudden enthusiasm, let me trap her hands, and I took the opportunity to kiss her face several times!

"You..." She looked annoyed, turned her head away, and avoided my wolf kiss: "Xiaochen..."

"Don't talk, kiss me!" I grabbed her chin, found her lips, and bit her soft tongue fiercely, feeling that I finally, finally got some comfort in my heart.As if the whole body is comfortable, everything is in place.

I kissed her again and again until she became emotional, and her whole body gradually became warm and soft, allowing me to ask for it blindly.

Along her chin, neck, kissing all the way, leaving a string of red marks on the jade-like skin.Her body is still too thin, her waist is slender and flexible, so I can't help but stick my palms to the skin of her lower back...

Don't look at her calm and calm demeanor like a character walking out of an ancient painting.But under my coercion, he was unexpectedly sensitive. He forcibly resisted being touched by me suddenly, and attached himself to my ear. He wanted to say something, but in the end he caught my earlobe and said in a hoarse voice: "... ...Xiaochen, can you talk?"

I also knew that I couldn't go on any longer. Just touching the skin of her waist just now, my body was already on the verge of an arrow, and my desire broke through the ground. If I continue...it's hard to imagine that I won't do anything to her Come.

I struggled to adjust my breathing, but when I saw the blush on her face and the frail look with drooping eyelashes, my head became hot again, and I hugged her and said, "Then hold her and say it."

She nodded and said obediently, "Gao Huijie is here, she wants to see you."

"Yeah." I nodded.Inhaling the fragrance of her hair, enduring the eagerness to move deep in my heart.

"You and Xiaobei look familiar?" Her eyes darkened, and her body stiffened.

I gave a "puchi" smile: "Are you jealous?"

She said it flirtatiously, but her eyes gradually dimmed, and she sighed slightly: "If he treats you well, you can also accept his kindness. It will be easier for you to choose him."

I stopped and looked at her in disbelief: "What did you say, can you say it again?"

She closed her eyes slightly, with sadness flashing across her face, and her voice was low: "He told me that he likes you very much. Just now I saw you and was willing to get close to him..."

"Okay, don't talk about it!" I left her arms, feeling unspeakable: "You want to transfer me to someone else?!"

"no……"

"Yes!" I roared!Standing up like a rabid lion, turning and turning on the floor, mind is full of chaos!

"Do you have feelings for me? If so, why can you always hold back from contacting me?! I think, maybe you don't like me that much, to the extent that the lack of that person in your life is like lack of air! Yes , This is how I feel about you! I miss you every day, every day, all the time, this kind of missing is like a shadow like air, I care about everything about you! I worry about you! But, I never think But you don't like me at all, you don't like me so much that you want to hand me over to others!" I choked up and burst into tears.

She panicked and shook her head: "No, what you said is wrong. Xiaochen..." She took my hand, but I shook it off, she held it again, and said firmly, "Don't cry."

I looked at the panic and distress on her face, choked up and said: "You, you are afraid that I will cry, and you still bully me..."

She always carries a handkerchief with her, and she takes it out to help me wipe away my tears, coaxing: "I shouldn't have said that. I'm jealous, I don't like you getting close, and I think the harmony of yin and yang is the right way. Said openly that I like you, but I can't. Xiaochen..." Her voice became softer and softer, and she said in a caring way: "I also think about you all the time, and my heart palpitates. Don't cry, don't wrong me .If you are determined, I will never abandon you."

"Sounds good!" I was instantly relieved when I heard it, my heart was sweet and greasy, but I still held my breath and said, "Who knows if you will suddenly ignore me again in the future! You always abandon me!"

"I won't," she said.

"You can."

"No." She was a little anxious, pressed my hand, and spoke faster: "You trust me. I never do things that break my promise, and I will never do things to you." Her voice was not loud, But very firm.

Before, I still loved and resented her, but now it's all love.I know this idiot, what he says counts, and I feel extremely at ease.But he said on his mouth: "Then you have to contact me in the future, and you have to love me even more, and you have to keep me in your mouth."

"it is good."

My heart skipped a beat!I just feel that there is only one her left in the world, so I love her like crazy!Driven by instinct only, he rushed forward and bit her lip, rubbed her soft and fleshy waist repeatedly with his hands, and said viciously: "Also, when I kiss you, you are not allowed to push me away."

The corners of her lips pursed, she frowned slightly, and said "um" softly.I got cheap, of course I have to kiss enough.

The unhappiness and uneasiness that was heavy like a smog in my heart have disappeared, and suddenly, I feel like I am in heaven.Being with her is like being in Paradise.I only feel that the relationship between love and destiny is a lifetime.

If it weren't for that ignorant cousin, I would have been bored with my idiot for eternity.Oh, how can you love someone so much?Seeing that she couldn't be pulled out, he wanted to swallow her alive, so that he wouldn't endure the pain of separation even for a second.

Maybe it was because my eyes were too hot, Jane Xiangbei also sensed something between us, and asked: "After I left, what did you talk about?"

"Talk..." Talk about eighteen kissing styles?I thought flatteringly, looking at someone presumptuously and boldly.

Someone blushed and changed the subject: "Is she back?"

"Not yet." Jane shook her head to the north.

At this time, I remembered to ask: "Didn't Senior Sister Gao come back with you?"

"We went back together, but we just passed by Hongluo Temple and went to ask Buddha." Jane said to the north.

"Ah, will it disappear suddenly again?" I asked worriedly.This Senior Sister Gao has a weird temper and said she wanted to see me. Could it be that she wants me to give up Jian Nanyin?I thought to myself, don't think about beautiful things, even if I am a ghost, I will be the ghost of Jian Nanyin's family!No one said it was useless!

"No." Jian Nanyin just said two words lightly.

Later, the two of them said that they had something to go back. I took advantage of Jane Xiangbei to go out first, pulled her over, pecked her on the lips, and said reluctantly: "I am the only one at home today. Don't come with me?"

"Not good." She refused.

I wrinkled my face: "Why not?"

I laughed, poked my face with my finger, and said dotingly, "Your will is too weak."

Uh……

I was burned in the face by what she said, but I said coquettishly: "Even if you are not firm, so what, we have been dating for so long."

"Not good. You have to meet your parents."

I:"???"

This person has traveled from ancient times, right? ? ?

right?

Really!

I felt like I was struck by lightning, she tilted her head to look at me, and asked innocently: "What's wrong?"

At this time, the obstructive cousin stuck his head in from the door: "Sister?"

She touched the back of my hand unobtrusively, smiled at me, and finally left me alone...

Probably in the afternoon, a message came from my mobile phone: Xiaochen, I am Gao Huijie, I am at Yinxi Tea House on XX Road, is it convenient for you to come over?

After I responded, I wondered what she wanted from me?If you really want to provoke the relationship between me and the goddess, how should I deal with it.

When I arrived at the tea house, I searched around but couldn't find her, so I asked the tea doctor before I was taken to a private seat.From the back alone, I almost didn't recognize her.

At this time, she turned her head, smiled at me, and motioned for me to sit down.

"Sister Gao, you have changed a lot these days." I said sincerely.It had only been a few months since the last time I saw her.She was pregnant and bloated then, but now—

Now she is bare-skinned and pale-faced.Especially those eyes are bright and clear, calm like a still lake.

How could this be that Senior Sister Gao who worked so hard to remove the obstacles around the goddess and fell into obsession with madness?

"Yeah, it seems to be alive again recently." After speaking, he asked me if I was used to drinking Pu'er, then ordered tea, and then asked me: "How are you doing recently?"

"Well, it's okay. You, are you okay?" I looked at her, as if I was meeting a new person.

She smiled: "There is nothing better than now."

When the tea was served, she lowered her head and poured it for me, saying, "But, seeing her, I still feel madness in my heart; seeing you, I still feel resentment in my heart."

Hearing what she said, I shook my hand that was about to grab the teacup, then I shrank back and looked at her intently.

"However, the original ignorance and demons will turn into hatred. Now, I can slowly dissolve it." After speaking, he handed me the teacup, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and said lightly: "Do you think I am okay now? What?" As she said, her expression was calm and relaxed as if she was finally relieved.

She just continued to say leisurely: "I have been obsessed with her all my life. I believe that no one loves her more than me. I love her so much that I can become crazy for her, and I love her so much that I will be in her eyes. Something that ruined my reputation—going out with men, getting pregnant with tadpoles..."

What she said made me feel cold all over!Unexpectedly, her obsession would be so deep!

She still said to herself: "I think, as long as she still pities me and sympathizes with me, I still have hope. I will be different from others. I always have fantasies that I will be the luckiest person in the world, and I will be the most fortunate person in the world. I finally got her love..." After finishing speaking, I shook my head bitterly: "But that lucky person has already appeared, but it's not me. Maybe without you, it will be my turn. She is that person, she has a nice temper, yes Perseverance, in fact, is too stubborn and stubborn." Speaking of this, he smiled and sighed helplessly: "Once she falls in love with someone, it will be forever. You are in her heart His position is irreplaceable by others." She looked at me, her eyes were full of sadness, and the peace that annihilated everything after colliding with resentment.

"She has a chivalrous dream, and she has been silently weaving that fantasy world since she was a child. But in the real world, this dream cannot stand. Where can I find such a person who can fit her dream?" Her A ray of light shot out from the eyes, his face turned cold, and there was only calm scrutiny in his eyes!After a long while, a strong sadness flashed in his eyes, and even his smile was cold.

Gradually, weakly, he couldn't even pick up the teacup, and fell heavily on the coffee table.

She seemed to have been drawn out of all her strength, and said weakly: "It is you, it is you who interpreted the chivalry in her heart. At an age when a girl worshiped heroes, she became her spiritual totem. It was also at that time that her family When an accident happens, when she is most stubborn, vulnerable and helpless, what you mean to her is naturally different."

"I know I can't do anything this time, I lost. I can resist all her suitors, but I can't resist the arrangement of fate. Your appearance again, let me know how powerful fate is. We are with her It confirms the old saying: Sometimes in life, there must be life, and in life, there is no time to force it."

She stopped talking, drank a few sips of tea, and took a few heavy breaths.

I don't think she's in good health either?So she sat in silence, digesting what she had said.Is it fate?Right, otherwise, how could a person like me get her?It's incredible to think about it now.Not only in my heart, but also in the hearts of her friends, and in the hearts of those who love her like a demon, she is an extremely perfect existence.I agree with what Liao Fan said at the beginning, her heart is like a magnet, the closer you are to her heart, the more fatally attractive it is, making you intoxicated and maddened.

Thanks to me when I was a child, I happened to have a chivalrous heart.Made me who I am now.

We were silent, neither of us spoke.At this time Dr. Tea came over and asked if we wanted refreshments.

She asked my opinion gently, I was too full in the morning, and I didn't feel very hungry, but seeing her panting just now, I ordered a few kinds of tea fruit.After a while, the man brought up some colorful and appetizing tea fruits, which were served in small antique dishes with pleasant colors.

We ate two mouthfuls, and then slowly talked about her childhood.I asked, was she forced by her father to write big characters?She laughed and said, "Liao Fan and I were her only friends when she was a teenager. We are the only ones who can endure that she can't come out to play, and she is locked up at home every day to practice calligraphy and piano."

I asked her how strict her father and grandpa were with her?She seems to be particularly full of desire and insight on this topic.

"Her father and grandfather had very strong expectations of her since she was a child, so she has always been very harsh on her. She doesn't know how good she is, only how bad she is."

I felt a pain in my heart, imagining how aggrieved and helpless her young heart must have been in such a strict family education with no praise.It seems that I can only keep asking myself to do better, but no matter how good I do, I still cannot get positive comments and responses.

She quietly observed my expression and asked, "Do you feel distressed?"

She saw through her mind, and said with a hint of embarrassment: "Fortunately, she didn't become that kind of paranoid strong woman." I can only think of this.

"How can it become paranoid, no. It's just not confident."

I couldn't help being surprised when I heard this, and murmured: "No, self-confidence?"

"You know her now, don't you realize? She doesn't know how good she is."

This is true.Yeah, that's what she is.I see……

I seem to have suddenly realized that the doubts about Jian Nanyin's character have gradually cleared away.But then, new doubts arose: "Why did you tell me this?"

Thinking of the topics we talked about when we met her today, first she told me the fate between Jian Nanyin and me, and then she talked about the causes of her personality.Nothing but let me know her better.But what is her intention in doing this?I am obviously the person she resents, her rival in love.

She suddenly laughed, this is the first time I saw her smile so brightly.

"I want you to know how lucky you are." She said, "Just because you were her idol when she was young, you still can't win her heart."

I was confused and just wanted her to speak quickly.

"There are many people who pursue her. Some of them are blocked by me, and some of them are not stopped by her. They are left there and give up halfway. In her heart, she should only think that three people have a crush on her, right? One is you, one It's me, the third person, I won't tell you for now. Do you know why?"

"why?"

"Because we all have one characteristic in common - stalking and never giving up. She is the kind of..." She thought for a while, then smiled, as if she was extremely helpless with that person, and said helplessly: "You You must give her enough and clear signals, and let her receive them continuously, so that she will think that she is liked, and then she will choose what kind of response to you. Otherwise, there will be no response."

No wonder... No wonder Zhou Qingyu thinks that I can get close to her.It seems that she is really dumb.

She stopped again, Xu Shi said a lot, her face was a little pale.

"Are you in poor health?" I couldn't help asking worriedly.Yes, at this moment, my attitude towards her has changed, from a rival senior with a weird personality to a mentor who allows me to recognize and understand the goddess better.I am very grateful to her, from the bottom of my heart.

She waved her hand, signaling that I don't mind: "It's just that when the tadpoles were born, they didn't adjust well, and they were a little short of breath. Then she said..." She paused, swallowed her tea again, and said seriously this time: "So I said You are lucky, if it is not for the origin of the youth, she will not give you the opportunity to let you approach her. If you are not thick-skinned and pursue her with shamelessness, she will not accept you slowly. The two are indispensable. Me and that She loves her enough, but there is no way to get into her heart. Because you are not so lucky, she has a concern since she was a child, and it is difficult to let go. The chance between you and her is probably the only one in this life. This time. I know her too well, and her view of love is one generation, one couple. Tell me, are you lucky?"

I was so excited by what she said, emotionally agitated, and swore: "I finally understand the purpose of your talking to me so much, don't worry, I will treat her well, and I will treat her well for the rest of my life." !"

She nodded with satisfaction: "It's not stupid at all. I can guess my intention. When I escaped into Buddhism, firstly, I couldn't let go of Tadpole, and secondly, I couldn't let go of her. A person like her, with such a view of love, is easy to be hurt." But if that person is you, maybe I can rest assured. Because I can feel your love for her. These words, about herself, about you two, I don’t say, she may never talk to her in her life You say. She is not good at talking about herself, she is only good at doing things. Today, I made it clear for her, just to let you understand her temperament better, so that you two will have less misunderstandings and have a better understanding of each other..." At this point, she I couldn't catch my breath, coughed suddenly, and I said anxiously, "Are you okay?"

She coughed and said, "You, don't... let her down!" She stared at me, that look,