pig like age

Chapter 125

I always feel that I have an indissoluble bond with Xia Tian.Many scenes that are particularly touching in retrospect now happened in summer.Just like last summer, that idiot suddenly ignored me, causing me to lose my mind in the cram school every day.Another example is now, my heart is so anxious, like ants on a hot pan.

I just can't figure out why she always suddenly disappears in my life.Every time she does this, I get this dazed, abandoned feeling.She is a very nice person with a sense of responsibility and natural and pure feelings. If you fall in love with her, you don't have to worry about her changing her mind, but I still have a sense of insecurity, fearing that she will abandon me at any time.Not because of lack of self-confidence, but because I was worried that my position in her heart was not as important as I thought.

In such a state of mind, the summer vacation is also a mess.Everyone seems to be busy.Especially the person who can soothe my soul - my sister, returning to China means not returning.Even abroad, you can make phone calls once a week to chat about Koukou.But in China, they are so busy that they can't even see people.

Fu Chunlei, the only idler in the family, is also a top student who doesn't know how to communicate.I only know how to recite the poems of my goddess all day long, and I still look intoxicated.It is beyond words.

The only thing that is gratifying is that there is someone who can play basketball with me.For a long time, whenever I encounter troubles, I will use playing to vent negative energy, and I have formed a habit.Most importantly, I can listen to him talk about Jian Nanyin, which can calm my anxious mood a little.

"My sister is beautiful, smart, and perfect!" he said proudly, followed by a perfect dunk with chic movements.

I scoffed in my heart, what do you need to say?Anyone who has eyes and is not an idiot can feel it.I snatched the ball from his hand, hurdled three steps, and shot——due to the excessive movement, the head rope fell off, and the long hair poured down.

He looked at me from the backlight, staring blankly, motionless.

"What are you doing? Why don't you help me find the hair rope."

"Oh, oh..." He hurriedly squatted on the ground looking for it.

I went to the side to drink water, thinking that since I had long hair, I couldn't play well.I asked him, "Then she has no flaws?"

He thought for a while: "Filial piety, especially filial piety."

"Isn't that an advantage?"

"Filial piety is an advantage, and too much filial piety is a disadvantage. No matter whether it is a reasonable request or not, she has no complaints. It is not like the rebellious youth in the new society." He fiddled with a hair rope from the ground, flicked it clean, and handed it to me. : "Do you usually listen to your mother?"

"Listen."

"Then what your mother said is wrong, do you listen too?"

I shook my head: "I will reason with her."

"I think this is normal." He seemed to have opened up the conversation: I remember that one year, my uncle thought she was too weak, so he asked her to go swimming on a whim, and he was not allowed to ask for leave.She has hydrophobia, and endured the great fear of going into the water, so she developed a high fever. She insisted on swimming for several days, and finally it turned into acute pneumonia.Another example... Forget it, let’s not talk about it, it makes me sad.Sometimes I feel that she is an ancient person who obeys her elders without complaining. "He sighed, with puzzlement and resentment in his voice.

Listening to my cousin's angry and indisputable words, I just felt chills in my heart.In fact, Liao Fan also told me about her stupid loyalty, and I felt the same way.Naturally, I thought, what would she do if her father found out about our relationship one day?Will you break through the inherent foolish and loyal thoughts and do things for me to contradict her father and her family?

This illusion is so cruel, but one day we have to face it.My mood instantly turned dark.

The sun is still shining, the youth is still chic and handsome, but there is a thunderstorm in my inner world.

Maybe even God was moved, and soon dark clouds covered, and before we could react, a heavy rain came suddenly.

When we ran to the nearby teaching building, our clothes were completely soaked.He took off his wet coat, took off the T-shirt inside, and put it on me involuntarily: "Don't be disgusted, although I sweated a lot, I didn't get wet after all."

It is now the end of summer, and the end of summer in Beijing is already very cool.Coupled with the torrential rain, I really felt surprisingly cold after being drenched in the cold, and my upper and lower teeth were chattering.

I saw that he was also rubbing his arms in the cold, so I said, "Based on my experience, the rain won't stop for a while. Let's rush out?"

"I'm fine, I'm afraid you'll get caught in the rain and catch a cold." He was tall, covering my body in his shadow.I took a step back unconsciously: "It's okay, run!" After that, I was about to rush into the rain.

Unexpectedly, he grabbed his arm and stopped, and heard him say: "Don't go, I will go." His voice was suddenly full of emotion, and I couldn't help but look at him.His eyes were hidden in the dim light, but they shone brightly.I stood quietly and saw that he was full of tension and joy, and shivered, thinking that he might have feelings for me?

He didn't let go, but pulled it tighter and tighter, his expression became dignified, and even his breathing became short of breath.I was so frightened that I hurriedly threw him away and kicked him: "Why are you still standing there, go!"

He was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Okay, just wait. I'll be right back with my umbrella, it won't take 10 minutes." After speaking, he gave me an affectionate look, and ran into the rain and fog like a whirlwind.

It must be my illusion, I said in my heart.

Looking at the precarious world outside, I feel extremely tired.Don't dare to rush out like him.When he returned, he found that he had only brought an umbrella.

"I was too anxious, I forgot to bring another..." Before he finished speaking, I snatched his umbrella: "Then you can go back in the rain again. One more time is not much. I'm leaving, bye!"

Now I have confirmed that this guy has at least a good impression of me, and even used this kind of routine.Now I am not only tired, but also feel a sense of sadness in my heart in the rain-washed world.

Jian Nanyin, Jian Nanyin, why don't you contact me?Is it really that difficult to make a phone call?Let me rest assured, peace of mind, is it really my extravagant wish?

As for my cousin, following the principle that one thing more is worse than one thing less, I decided that it would be better to see him less in the future.

In the next few days, he asked me to go out to play again, and I used various reasons to prevaricate.Gradually, he started haunting my neighborhood.Either I happened to take an elevator, or I saw him exercising while taking out the trash.

I can also call for normal greetings, but after I can't say a few words, I will say: "I have something to do, goodbye."

"Xiaochen, did I do something wrong to keep you avoiding me?" Finally, he stood in front of me and said bluntly, with a tangled and hurt look on his face.

I don't want to let him down. On some issues, I know that boys generally have less face than girls.What's more, he has a special status, if we can't handle the relationship with him well, my relationship with Jian Nanyin will also be affected.So I had to say against my will, no, I just got busy recently.

I think if he keeps neglecting him like this, his passion will pass away after a long time.Unexpectedly, this person believed it naively, and he still appeared near my house and garbage dumps from time to time, and I even ran into him occasionally when I went out to buy vegetables.

This made me a little impatient, my temper is not the kind of twitchy, decisive character.The reason for using this method is because he is Jian Nanyin's cousin.But giving him hope in this way is not the direction I envisioned.

It just so happened that Binzi came back from a trip in those few days, and I played with him every day, chatting and laughing with him on purpose, and that kid really stopped.

Unexpectedly, this matter still spread like wildfire.

That day, a friend suddenly came to my mobile phone to verify the information, and the profile picture was a macho.

Among my friends, there is also a dear friend who has this habit, and that is the peerless little receiver Liu Jiayang.I don't hang out with others, and I never meet friends online. The friends I add are all people I know in real life.There is only one possibility for him to add me, and that is to know me.

At that time, Taobao was just emerging, and Koukou’s old account was very expensive, so many people followed suit and built a small account.Looking at the style of this profile picture, I preconceived that it was Liu Jiayang's trumpet.

Hunk: Hello, guess who I am?

Me: No guess.

Macho: No point.

Me: Interested in building a trumpet?

Macho: Question Mark.jpg

Me: Pretend, you just pretend.

Macho: Alright, I won't talk to you anymore.Xiangbei came to me yesterday and told about your affairs.

I read it word for word, and my heart skipped a beat!

Me: You are Liao Fan?

Liao Fan: Otherwise, who do you think I am? ?

Me: It's not important. What's important is that Xiangbei is Nanyin's cousin?

Liao Fan: Yes.

Me: Does Nanyin know about this?

Hunk: My younger brother has a crush on my girlfriend. As her friend, of course I have to notify her as soon as possible.

I dropped my phone!

After the panic, I felt that there was nothing wrong with him.He is Nanyin's best friend, but not mine, so why should he consider me?

I stabilized my mind and said to him calmly: Are you all right in Africa?

Liao Fan: No accidents, I returned to China in the past two days.I just want to make sure for Nan Nan, are you two okay?He was depressed and didn't say anything specific.Just say it was love at first sight for you, goodbye love.The Jane family members are all infatuated and absolute. It's strange why they all swarmed into your hands?Nan Nan heard nothing on the surface, but she must also be very concerned about it in her heart. I think...

In fact, I have already roughly understood his characteristics, that is, he likes to chatter, don't even try to intervene.

Does a man talk too much?Looking at that profile picture again, I wish he and Liu Jiayang could form a cp...

Of course, the above psychological activities are my thoughts now. At that time, I was extremely nervous, and I just wanted to know Nanyin's reaction.

I waited patiently, but the words after "I think..." didn't come out for a long time, and finally got really impatient, so I typed: What do you think?Nanyin didn't misunderstand me, did she?

What do you think?The other party replied.

Me: Probably not, she is not that stingy.

Also divide things.

Me: Well, I knew he liked me earlier.But he didn't say anything, so I couldn't refuse directly...

Originally, I wanted to explain my thoughts to him clearly so that he could pass it on to Nanyin. I thought I was quite mature in handling this matter.In the end, before I finished typing, the other side said: This is not your style.Why not tell him directly?

I stared blankly at the line, my heart was inexplicably sad, and my eyes were instantly moist.

In fact, it is self-deception, right?I was afraid of not handling the relationship well, so although I didn't accept the other party's favor, I didn't break the connection.

After all, do you want him to pester you?

Subconsciously, I long to use this method to attract the attention of the person who "abandoned" me.

When did I become so selfish?No, become so humble?

I wiped my tears and said: Let's talk when you come back.Say hello to her for me. Before I finished typing the word "good", tears blurred my vision again.The grievance and sourness in my heart are heavy in my chest.

I miss her, really miss her, but why doesn't she miss me?

If it were me, unless I died, even if I was disabled, I would find a way to get in touch with her.

How could she endure the pain of lovesickness?

Or, does she have no feelings for me at all?

I was almost blocked by my own heart, turned off the button, sat on the bed and sobbed.

Fu Chunlei handed me a tissue, I shook my hand and covered myself in the quilt.

Fu Chunlei patted me, and I said in a low voice, "Don't talk to me, just leave me alone!"

"Xiaochen, you have the phone." She said.

I wiped away my tears, took the phone and found it was Liao Fan's number.But at this moment, I was really in a bad mood, and I didn't want to answer his phone at all, so I let it ring and didn't care about it.

I didn't pick it up until it rang again: "Hello..."

"You go on to explain."

I:"!!!"

"The explanation is not clear, I don't want to see you when I go back." Jian Nanyin said coldly.

"Uh……"