pig like age

Chapter 114

I have a lot on my mind, but I can't tell her.how to say?It's all because of her, but it's not her fault, but mine.

Ever since I fell in love with her, the good qualities I have been praised by others, such as free and easy, open-minded, and stubborn, have been replaced by sentimental and suspicious.Maybe this is a common problem of people in love.What's more, love like mine is more considered than ordinary people.Before liking me, there is a premise that she must be able to accept liking a woman.

Ever since I was indoctrinated by my sister with the theory in "The Second Sex", I feel that there are no straight girls with steel pipes, and they will more or less have the potential of Ji.But a theory is a theory. Although there are many straight people who have been bent, the chances of going back straight are also very high.I have no experience, but I can't bear to have a Mais around me who has a wide range of friends. A lot of information is summarized here, that is: don't find straight people.What's more, there is another living example that happened to me, and that is Shu Chang.Her story is no less than that of Mais' unrequited love for Lily.She and her teacher have been in love for ten years. Until last year, her teacher finally found a man to marry under pressure from her family.

These cases all remind me that it is very difficult for a straight girl to like me, and even more difficult for a long time.But it's impossible to hold me back.Because I take a step back, I don't know which man will take a step forward, and my goddess will be someone else's.So I need to stay close and never give up.On the way to pursue true love, the road is long and long, and I will search up and down.

After figuring this out, it suddenly became clear.The goddess went to read the letter in her room, and I chatted with her mother.After chatting for a while, I realized something was wrong. After so long, she should have read the letter long ago. Why didn't she come down now?

I made an excuse to go up, walked to her room, pushed lightly, and the door opened.

She sat at the desk with a few pages of letter paper spread out in front of her.His face was pale.

I was taken aback, and went over to ask: "What did the letter say? Why do you have such an expression?"

She looked at me as if waking up, as if dodging, lowered her eyes again, her long eyelashes trembling.

"What's wrong?" My heart rose unconsciously, and I patted her shoulder lightly with my hand. It was a normal act of caring for her, but she avoided me unnaturally and stood up.

My second monk, Zhang Er, was puzzled and didn't understand why she was avoiding me like this all of a sudden.Just as he didn't know how to ask, he heard someone shouting from downstairs: "Miss, can I go?"

"You want to go out?" It was still raining outside, although it was not as heavy as yesterday, but it was not light.

She said "hmm" but didn't move.It wasn't until Uncle Liu called again that she said, "Then, I'm leaving."

"I go with you."

She didn't speak, and finally nodded slightly.

My eyes turned to those pages of letter paper.After reading the letter, she was dumbfounded and kept avoiding me like this.In addition, under such heavy rain, the driver was called to prepare to go out.All of the above, let me naturally think of the problem with this letter.

"Where are we going?" I asked after we got into the car.In fact, I can guess that I don't need to ask.She hadn't read the letter for a short time, so she must have called Uncle Liu after reading it. The purpose was nothing but to find Gao Huijie.

Sure enough, she said, "Go find Gao Huijie."

I looked at the sign indicating that Uncle Liu was driving, and found that he was driving in the opposite direction from when we came.

Uncle Liu didn't like to talk very much, so he frowned at this moment and said: "There is a section of mountain road in front of Phoenix Mountain, it will be very bumpy, the two young ladies bear with it."

Phoenix Mountains?Fengxiang Town...it must not be very far from this town.Along the way, the goddess was very preoccupied, and her eyes were still evasive.My curiosity is getting stronger and stronger, and I can't wait to put on my wings and go back to her house to read the letter.But just thinking about it, her mother can respect her and leave the letter until she comes back to open it. How could I do such a thing of disrespecting her and peeking at other people's letters so rudely.

Turns out, I guessed right.There is also something unexpected, that is, not only not far from the town, but also very close.It rained heavily for a long time, and some places in the mountain caved in. The road was quite muddy and it was very difficult to walk.In some places, it is even like riding a roller coaster, and it is very uncomfortable to sit in the car.

After finally getting through it, I arrived at a relatively flat place, but not far away was misty rain and smoke, and the sound of bells.

temple?

Sure enough, the car drove closer, and it was indeed a temple.It is not as majestic as Hongluo Temple in Beijing. This temple is very small and has only one gate.There are two little monks at the door, one of whom directs the driver to drive the car to a place where it can be parked.

The goddess looked dignified and kept talking to another little novice, and then we were invited into the hall by them.I don't quite understand which Buddha is enshrined in this temple, and it is completely different from the Buddha in Beijing.The Buddha statue is not big, it can even be said to be very small.All in all, it is a very clean small temple.

In the main hall, there was an elderly monk who was meditating. When he saw us, he clasped his hands together and said, "Amitabha."

The goddess also folded her hands together to return the gift, but he withdrew his hand, apparently not wanting to ask me to return the gift too.This is just right, seeing the goddess so natural, I must have been here quite often. If I also called Amitabha and Amitabha, I really couldn't say it, it would feel very strange.

He let the goddess into the apse, and I followed.His voice was very low, and he said as he walked, roughly meaning that Miss Gao hadn't been here, and she hadn't been here for a long time.The goddess nodded, and put money into the merit box at the back.After putting it away, she saluted politely again, and the old monk returned the salute.

Perhaps it was the old monk who was wearing plain, gray monk robes, with a bare head.As for the goddess, she was wearing a white dress with a fairy air.The two saluted there, chanting Sanskrit sounds, and the rain and mist were endless, as if they were filming an ancient costume TV series.

I was watching in a daze, the goddess had already come to my side, and said softly: "Let's go."

"Ah, oh." I followed her and walked a few steps, then asked again, "Are you going back?"

"You can go back."

"Aren't you going back?"

"I want to look elsewhere."

"Then I'll stay with you." She didn't argue with me at all, and they had been together for a long time, and they knew each other's personalities more or less.I like the fact that I stick to her persistently, even nine cows can't hold back.So she didn't say anything, just walked ahead.I followed her, as if time went back to the time when I first met her, and she only cared about walking in front of me as now, not to say that she was cold and alienated, but she always showed a sense of distance.

Even when she got out of the palace gate, she held up the umbrella by herself and didn't let me hold it for her.

I was blocked in my heart, knowing that this sudden change must be related to that letter, but I had no way of knowing, let alone changing it.The sound of the rain was gurgling, sparse, and it hit my heart, which was painful.

All the way without words.Without much effort, we also visited another temple in Phoenix Mountain.Still to no avail.

Later, I turned around and drove towards a nearby town. There was a temple at the foot of the town. This time she didn't let me enter the gate of the temple, but went in by herself.Apparently she had a premonition that this time she would return in vain again.Sure enough, she came out soon, with a more serious expression on her face.looked at me and shook his head.

After the goddess came out of the temple, she didn't open an umbrella because the car was at the door.After she was drenched by the rain, her face was especially clean and soft, and her expression was gloomy, making her look like a banished fairy who did not eat the fireworks of the world, which made people unable to take their eyes off her.

Uncle Liu said at this time: "If you drive further, you will be out of the market. I heard that the temple is under repair, so it shouldn't be that?"

"It seems that this time, she didn't want me to find her." When she said this, her tone was desolate, and there was a trace of fatigue.

"Let's go back." I suggested.After searching for a day, it is now close to evening, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the risk factor of the mountain road is also increasing.The other two people also knew it in their hearts and had no objection.

Along the way, I only asked her one sentence: "You mean, this time, it's hard to find?"

The goddess closed her eyes, her eyelashes trembling violently, she was silent for a moment, and said in a low voice: "I will stay and continue looking for her, you can go back to Beijing."

"No, I'll accompany you." I said almost without hesitation.

She was a little tired, frowned and said: "This is your first vacation away from your parents and studying abroad. If you don't go back, they will worry."

Intellectually, I really should go back.For nothing else, my sister is still waiting for me.But let me leave her, I can't do it.

I decided not to argue with her first, as her current state is not suitable for listening to me.After going to various temples several times today to search for people, it must be possible to deduce that Gao Huijie plans to become a monk and escape from the world. In order to prevent the goddess from finding her, she did not find a shelter nearby, but letting her go to a city she was completely unfamiliar with did not. too realistic.Most likely the city next door.

But even if locked in the next city, it is tantamount to finding a needle in a haystack.Although a small town has one or two temples, let alone a city, I don’t know how many towns and temples there are.

Thinking of this, I can't help but feel sorry for the goddess. It must be hard and difficult for her to find someone so energy-intensive.

The night was getting darker, and because the rain was getting heavier and heavier, some minor incidents could not be avoided.The windshield of the car was scratched by a thick branch.Another section was blocked due to a landslide, so Uncle Liu had to take a detour.Along the way, listening to the increasingly noisy sound of rain outside, the surrounding moisture slowly seeped out, cooling to the bone.I saw that she was falling asleep with her head tilted, so I took off my coat and covered her.

She waved her hand again, backing away.

I'm a little angry. It's fine if I've always been indifferent to me, but she blamed me for ignoring her in the morning. Now she has changed 360° and doesn't want to talk to me anymore.I couldn't accept that the goddess who had been smirking at me all the time suddenly changed back to her indifferent appearance, neither far nor near, nor unfamiliar.I was afraid and terrified in my heart, and I didn't want to go back to the state where she wanted to abandon me, and she abandoned me without any hesitation, making me fearful and cautious all day long.

So I broke my heart and planned to ask her clearly. I wanted to know what was written in the letter.But just as I was about to speak, the goddess' cell phone rang.

The goddess saw the incoming call, and finally there was some joy in her eyes: "...um, on the way back. Are you here? How long have you been here? Oh...okay, wait for me." When she hung up the phone, I Seeing her refreshed look, she asked curiously, "Who is calling?"

"I'm alone. My name is Liao Fan."

"You have grown up quite a lot."

"Just two, one is Gao Huijie and the other is him. He heard about Gao Huijie and came back from the army on special leave."

Soon, the car turned a corner and stopped downstairs at her house.

This time only one person came out to hold an umbrella for her.The man was at least 1.9 meters tall, tall and straight, with broad shoulders and a thin waist, no less than those male models on the catwalk.Slim size, piercing eyes, tiger nose and thin lips, and the appearance of protecting the goddess under her body, makes me feel that this fucking is a perfect match?