Chapter 113
Chapter 113
After coming to Shanghai, it is hard to imagine such heavy rain.I always feel that this has something to do with the character of a city.Like Beijing, the sky is clear and there is little rain on weekdays, but when it rains, it will rain heavily, which is very similar to the bold and unruly personality of the northerners.But the south is not. The rain in the south is always boundless and lingering, like the graceful and restrained personality of the southerners.
It's almost evening today, and the rain outside still hasn't slowed down, which is very rare.On rainy days, the mood is always a little depressed and sad.
With Goddess's temperament, it is difficult to take the initiative to talk about her own affairs, and it is also difficult to describe her mood, ideals and perceptions to anyone.She can tell me about her dream of being a chivalrous woman, and she doesn't treat me as an outsider to some extent. I should be happy, but Liu Jiayang's words about her type of love always come to mind.
Ordinarily, I'm not the kind of person who can make up a lot of content in my brain, but maybe I'm angry that I don't have the courage to ask, so I just sulk by myself.It made her feel a little afraid of me.
When I saw her, she laughed.
Don't look at her, it feels like she is looking at you again.
Why is this person so dumb!
"What are you looking at?" My tone was a little rushed.
She smiled crookedly in her eyes, just looking at you like that, the anger in people's hearts gradually dissipated.
I sighed, but felt very wronged.I should have asked, how could it be difficult to speak?She has such a good temper, she is simply the best tempered of all the people I have ever met.With my current relationship with her, even if she gets angry with me, she will definitely not disappear from my world like before.
What am I worrying about?I can't figure it out myself.
Maybe, too scared.
I'm too afraid to get the information from her that I don't want to face, the information that can drive me into the abyss of eternal doom.
I'm afraid she won't accept me as a woman.
But one day we have to face this problem, right?
In fact, I'm still cowardly. I want to be a monk for a day and hit the clock for a day.So, still running away.I hate this self, this self that is not like my style at all.Hate, so sulking.
I sighed again, sat beside her, took her hand, and played with it in the palm of my hand.Her hands feel as soft as tofu, which is hard to put down.This person is really carved by God, and no detail is missed.
She also let me play with it, as long as I make her happy, she will be fine.What an idiot, I couldn't help but think, if I don't get her, all her goodness will be given to others, and this thought suddenly cheered me up again.
The two of us sat idle, talking one after another.Until my aunt asked us to eat.
This aunt may have been at her house for a long time, and she knows her taste well, so she cooks all her favorite dishes, with a light taste.We had a good appetite and ate a lot, and then she took me to the living room to watch TV.In fact, you don’t need to guess. It’s from watching the news broadcast...
For some reason today, she went upstairs after watching it for a while.I went up to look for her and found that she was staring at the tadpole obsessively.
"What's the matter, it's rare to stop watching half of it. Did he cry just now?"
She shook her head: "I just missed him suddenly."
Me: "..." I smelled my own vinegar.
"Xiaochen, look how bright his eyes are, and his little feet are so exquisite. It's amazing."
"You were like this when you were a child. There's nothing magical about it." I wanted to minimize her interest in tadpoles, and tried my best to pour cold water on her.
She was still full of curiosity, so she turned to study him and said, "What do you think the world of children is like?"
"I don't know. I heard that people can remember things at the age of four or five at most. I'm afraid no one will know about their world. But now that human body science is so advanced, it may be possible to study people's body functions through technical means, and then get you Want to know the answer."
She shook her head and said firmly: "I only remember what happened when I was three years old. I remember all the Tang poems I recited. I still remember that the first Tang poem I recited was "Su Jiande River" by Meng Haoran."
Well, forget she's a child prodigy.But at the age of three, ordinary people can't speak Chinese well, what did she recite... I found that I can't recite this poem now, and I don't even know it...
"I started to practice dancing and calligraphy at the age of five. At that time, there was a small yard where I lived. In order to exercise my concentration, my father specially asked me to practice calligraphy at the gate of the yard, and let me watch the passing children chasing and beating. Playing around, and every time I raised my head, I would be slapped by him on the hand, which hurts a lot.”
My nose felt a little sour when I heard it, and I felt that the reason why the goddess is a goddess is that there are many hard things behind it.So, God is fair.But I can't figure out that her father, who is still such a young child, exercises her so pervertedly, and even plays hands?How could he do it?
She touched the tadpole's little hand, and said softly to him: "From now on, you can play as much as you want, and I will tell your mother not to hold you back."
"Does the mother listen to you very much?" I couldn't help asking.
"En." She touched his forehead with her forehead again, making the little tadpole giggle, and held her face with her small hands.I found that she who took off the bracelet is actually quite popular with tadpoles.As long as she is there, the tadpole will take the initiative to "put into her arms", no matter who is in her arms at that time.
The two played for a while before she took the time to say: "She listens to me on small things, but she never listens to big things. Maybe it's because I didn't do well, and she doesn't believe me."
"I've found that it's easy to blame yourself for other people's mistakes." This is true.
There was a little helplessness in her eyes, and she was more tolerant: "It is indeed my fault. She grew up with me, but I don't understand her very well."
I was so sour: "Perhaps the letter your mother will bring back to you tomorrow will have the answer." After I finished speaking, I suffocated, so I had to play with the little tadpole to relieve this negative emotion.
She talked to me several times, but I ignored her.She was a little sad, looking at me with sparkling big eyes, but she didn't dare to speak to me again.
Oh, what a fool... But, I just like this fool, what can I do?I can only accept my fate...
Sleeping in the guest room on the second floor at night, I actually slept very restlessly.
The sound of wind, rain, and the "wow, wow" of the leaves form a symphony, which makes it difficult to fall asleep.
It should be daytime at my sister's place at this time, so I sent her a button, but I didn't reply for a long time.I sighed faintly at night, and I don't know how many times I have sighed today.I just hope that tomorrow will be a sunny day and I will feel better.
Unable to fall asleep, I simply checked through several groups.Some of these groups are university clubs or basketball groups, and some are dormitory groups and classmates groups added after coming to Shanghai. There is nothing to see.I turned directly to the Gang of Five group, and my eyes widened——
Shu Chang posted a photo of a person who looks like Mais at first glance, but it is not.I sat up excitedly, clicked on the big picture to see, it really was her!
Xiao Youzuo has changed so much that I can barely recognize it.
Me: Is there anyone else?I asked in the group.
Shu Chang: I am here.What's the matter, Xiaochen, haven't you slept yet?Is there a key development with the goddess?wretched smile.
Me: Go to yours, my guest room.Where did you get the photo you posted?
Shu Chang: In the magazine, you don't know, she is very popular now.In an American TV series, she was originally playing the third female role, but it turned out to be too popular, and now her role has greatly increased.
I don't watch foreign movies very much, but I know that a Chinese can play a role in an American drama, which is like a fantasy.It seems that her uncle really has connections.
Me: Is she red?
Shu Chang: Of course, she was already very popular in China, and she even won the best newcomer award at a film festival.Later, he went to the United States and played a popular role.When she was interviewed by domestic media, she said that she would return to China after she finished filming the series.
Ji Shuyu wanted to return to China to save the company, and Xiao Youzuo came back to become a big star.And I am still a poor student who is ignorant and ignorant.After only one or two years of effort, the gap between people has come out.I was a bit decadent, turned off my phone, and went to sleep.
The next day, I was woken up by my aunt's knock on the door.Said it was dinner.I saw that it was only past seven o'clock. I usually stay at home during the holidays, and I don't get up until eleven o'clock, but this is someone else's house after all, so I can't sleep by myself.
I dressed, folded the bedding, and went downstairs.
At a glance, I saw a super beautiful woman sitting downstairs!
No, super beautiful woman!
Seeing the resemblance between their eyebrows and eyes, one knew that this was the return of the goddess' mother.I finally knew that the goddess grew up like this, and she had her share of the military medal, as well as her parents' share.
The goddess's mother has such a good temperament that I can hardly believe that she is a mother. She has a flat collarbone, is delicate and graceful, and her figure is perfectly maintained.Wearing a black sweater, his eyebrows look particularly soft and clear.The goddess followed her.
When she saw me, she smiled and said, "Xiaochen, did you sleep well? Are you hungry?" Her voice was also indescribably gentle, like a mature version of a goddess!
I couldn't help boasting, how could there be such a young mother.To put it bluntly, she is also a mother, and my mother's body management is simply poor.
I have a characteristic of this person. When I meet something or someone I like, I will praise it.I was praising my aunt to smile, and the goddess came down at this moment.
She said good morning to her mother respectfully.Then obediently sat on the seat, not squinting.
Her mother arranged the chopsticks and said, "Eat."
Both of them are very polite, but they are too polite, which makes me feel a little bit raw.You should know that when I am at home, I am really a little devil in the world. Together with my mother in the world, the old devil in the world, I like to bicker when eating, and when the fight is in full swing, the dining table can be overturned.
These two people eat without talking, but eat without talking, eating like filming a TV series, meticulously exuding the beauty of a temperamental woman.I was really bored, so I simply looked at the dignified demeanor of two people eating.
The goddess finished eating quickly, picked up the teacup brought by her aunt, and sipped the tea lightly, her fingers were long and graceful, with a touch of pink on her fingertips, her expression was calm.She didn't say until her mother had finished eating, "Is it up to you?"
Her mother nodded: "It's here with me. I put it in my bag at the time. Do you want to see it now?"
"Well, I want to read the letter and go find her."
"I've already asked the police for help. Because I left a letter, I can't file a case of disappearance. I can only smuggle it. Let them pay attention to clues." Her mother put down her chopsticks and brought tea.
I had no choice but to follow the crowd and drink tea.
After a while, her mother finished her tea and went to get the letter for the goddess.
Seeing her walking away, the goddess felt a little uncomfortable, her eyelids drooping.
I don't know why: "What's the matter, are you worried?"
She raised her eyes, shining brightly, showing an aggrieved look: "I just think you're in a bad mood, that's why you put on a bitter face and ignore people. I didn't expect that you just didn't want to talk to me."
Me: "..." I just wanted to say a few words of refutation, but I didn't know how to say it.Isn't it?These petty temper tantrums I have had nothing to do with her.
What a coincidence, when she was joking with her mother, she saw her.
"I didn't mean to ignore you." I reluctantly explained.
"That's why I made you unhappy?" She asked cautiously.
What do I say?It seems hard for me to tell.Then it all comes down to the rain.
It's strange that the rain hasn't stopped.
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