Chapter 144
Chapter 144
"How could Dad treat you like this..." Shu Bin feels sorry for Shuli, he can imagine how lonely Shuli has been watching him secretly all these years...
"Your cultivation hasn't diminished." Shuli smiled wryly and said, "I should have thought of that, and you didn't do anything wrong. Dad wouldn't use secret techniques on you. I'm so stupid...the occupation should have happened a long time ago." Your...should not have allowed you to have the opportunity to contact others...I am doing this on my own..."
"Shuli, I will treat you well..." Shubin was very blocked. Shuli had done so many things for him, but he only found out today that if Shuli had appeared earlier, he would never have gone anyway. Like someone else, no matter if it is love or not, he should be by Shuli's side.
"Take me..." Shuli has his own little thoughts. His cultivation base is constantly declining, but he has read many books. According to this situation, when his cultivation base is completely gone, he will become a Ordinary people will not die directly, but they may die of old age... So before that, he wanted Shubin to take him, and when his cultivation was gone, he would disappear, and Shubin would not be sad if he didn't love him. That's just right.
"Wait until you heal your wounds." Shubin has practiced many secret arts himself. Although he doesn't know which one Shuli is talking about, there are not many secret arts that can cause this kind of result. Therefore, he heard what Shuli said. , I can't help but feel sad.
"When I recover from my injury...will you want me?" Shuli asked unwillingly.
"Let's rest for a while." Shu Bin smiled and did not return to Shuli's question.
"Can you...can you lie down with me for a while?" Shuli carefully made his own small request. He was very nervous, and his pale face turned a little blushing. Except for Shubin, he had never had anything before. such emotions.
"Okay." Shu Binjue himself had no reason to reject Shuli.After speaking, he lay sideways beside Shuli, seeing Shuli closed his eyes in satisfaction, he gave a wry smile silently.
Hearing Shuli's shallow and even breathing beside him, Shubin thought that he would have nothing to do in the future other than take care of his brother who had loved him for so many years, so he couldn't help but face Shuli squarely.Shuli is his elder brother, even though they have been separated for a long time, his blood relationship still makes him have an inexplicable sense of closeness to Shuli... At least he won't be lonely if he can be with his family...
None of their family members seem to be able to meet someone who loves each other. His mother doesn't like his father, but she has no choice but to marry him because he is her family's savior. He likes Ling'er, but Ling'er has her own heart , Shuli liked him, but had to endure so much pain...
For the Shu family, love is nothing but pain...
That being the case, it would be better to be with his family. This elder brother may be the most reliable companion in his long life.
Shu Bin looked at Shu Li who was sleeping beside him, and thought of Ling'er's sleeping face. Although he would not look for Ling'er, Linger was always a knot in his heart. He knew that as long as he was alive, it would be impossible untie.
Perhaps only death can make him forget this deep love, but only death is not enough, the blood of the Shu family is very deep, if it is not for his soul being scattered and his body destroyed, then after he is reincarnated, he will still be a member of the Shu family... still unable to escape like this the result of……
Shubin was in great pain, hating himself for not getting to know Linger early enough, and even more hating himself for coming out of the tribe... All this made him regret... He felt that Shuli should also be regretful, but he loved too deeply, already I don't know if I regret it or not...
Shu Bin felt a little depressed, he put his forehead close to Shuli's, closed his eyes and fell asleep.Such dependence can give him some comfort.
Shu Bin was woken up by Shuli's light kiss, he was surprised that he was so unguarded that he was kissed on the face by Shuli.Shuli blushed and said, "I... I just kissed..."
"I know." Shu Bin lay still, watching Shuli prop up his body, revealing the wound on his back.He reached out to touch Shuli's back and asked, "Does it still hurt?"
"If you want me, then it won't hurt." Shu Lijue's words are very cheap, but he just wants to be with Shu Bin, so that Shu Bin can stop thinking about Linger and let himself replace him, he can accept it It doesn't matter if Shu Bin loves others, even if he regards himself as a substitute.
"I told you to heal your injury." Shu Bin didn't know why he and Shuli looked different at all, but Shuli treated him well, so he never noticed these things before.
"But..." Shuli bit his lower lip, leaned down on Shu Bin's chest, kissed Shu Bin's chest through the cloth, and said, "I don't want to wait...what should I do..."
"You...don't be like this..." Shu Bin supported Shuli's narrow shoulders and said, "You need to rest..."
"Don't!" Shu Bin didn't dare to use any force, so he could only let Shu Li lay on Ji Ji's chest, and said half aloud, "Can I kiss you?"
"Shuli..." Before Shubin could say anything, Shuli kissed her.He didn't want to care so much anymore, Shubin was willing to sleep with him, which gave him great confidence in himself, and he felt that Shubin could be moved by him and could accept him.
Shubin didn't dodge, he could feel Shuli's cautiousness, and he didn't want Shuli to suffer any more grievances for him.Thinking of this, Shubin kissed Shuli back, pressing Shuli under his body. He had already lost his true love, and the only important thing in this life was Shuli. Since Shuli wanted it, he would just give it to him. .
"Shubin...I love you...I love you so much..." Shuli hugged Shubin and murmured, "Thank you for accepting me, thank you..."
"Stupid!" Shu Bin looked at Shuli trembling in his arms, kissed Shuli's forehead and said, "I will take you, but not now."
"I want it now!" Shuli was already moved, he refused to let go of Shu Bin, looked at Shu Bin with tears in his eyes and said, "Right now, I don't need to recuperate, and it doesn't hurt at all... Really..."
"obedient……"
"Don't..." Shuli kissed Shubin proactively, he didn't care whether the wound was still hurting or whether he needed to rest, at this moment, he didn't want to care about anything other than wanting Shubin.
Long before Shuli didn't know that his cultivation would fade, he fantasized that one day he could overwhelm Shubin, and then love him and take care of him until he died.But as he found that Shubin was getting taller and his physique began to decline, he felt that he could be a good wife.
No matter what status he is, as long as he can be with Shu Bin, he can accept it. As long as Shu Bin is willing to have him, he is willing to hide behind Shu Bin's light.Whether it's pain or happiness, as long as Shu Bin is willing to be by his side, that's fine.
Shulijue himself is very humble, ever since he fell in love with Shubin, he has been extremely humble.
In the year when Shu Bin was born, Shuli saw the white and tender Shu Bin for the first time, a small ball, very cute and fragile. It was at that time that he knew Shu Bin just by taking a look. In this life, except for Shu Bin, he no longer looks at anyone...
So he practiced spells more diligently than before, until he overheard the conversation between his parents, which gave him new ideas and practices.
Father said that only one child of the Shu family could stay in the tribe, and he wanted to keep Shuli because Shuli worked harder.But Niang said that it was too dangerous outside, and it would be difficult for anyone who went out to survive. It was for this reason that Niang left cruelly and never asked about their brothers.After Shuli knew the reason, he stopped practicing, and the techniques he had practiced tried to make his father think that he was useless. Later, he told about his love for Shubin and left the tribe altogether. He was not afraid of danger, but he was afraid of Shubin. Dangerous... He did far more than what he told Shu Bin...
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