Petting Manual of Substitute Fox Fairy

Chapter 143

After sleeping for nearly ten days, Shuli woke up. He couldn't remember when he passed out, but now that he was awake, he really didn't know what expression to put on other than a wry smile.Shubin said that day that he needed to recuperate from his injuries and rest, but if Shubin was willing to take him that day, he should be happy when he wakes up now...but now...

Shubin was not in the room, so Shuli stood up by himself, he moved his body lightly, the tearing sensation came from the wound, and he couldn't help taking a deep breath, then he smiled again, and It’s not someone who has never been injured, who is not even afraid of death, and the pain doesn’t matter... No one will care anyway... Shu Bin just doesn’t want him to die, as long as he lives, Shu Bin won’t care too much, right... …

Shuli suddenly felt that he was very tired. He had been secretly in love with Shubin for so many years, and there was no one to complain about the pain in his heart. When he was driven away, because Shubin's cultivation level was not as good as his, he worried for a long time. , that is, during that time, he made up his mind to protect Shubin. Whether Shubin knew it or not, he didn't want Shubin to be threatened or hurt in the slightest.

This protection is thousands of years...

Shuli sat on the edge of the bed, staring blankly at the ground. If these things were studied carefully, he would feel that he was very pitiful and could not love him... What did he do so much for...

When Shubin entered the door, he saw Shuli sitting there, his thin body was tottering, and he said, "Why are you up? Does the wound still hurt?"

"You're back." His voice was hoarse and deeply lonely because he had been asleep for many days.He had long thought that one day he would be able to wait for Shu Bin to come back and say 'you are back' in his room.But now, this sentence has been said, but the mood is different. He is not Shu Bin's lover, but his elder brother... There is no position in this sentence...

"What's wrong with you?" Seeing Shuli's depression, Shu Bin walked to Shuli's side, stretched out his hand to brush back Shuli's long hair, and looked at the wound on Shuli's back.

"I'm fine." Shuli pushed Shu Bin's hand away and said, "I'm fine, you can go find Ling'er and come back."

"You haven't told me why your cultivation has declined." Shu Bin didn't say anything about Ling'er, but sat patiently on a chair beside him, looked at Shu Li who bowed his head in silence and said, " I will know sooner or later what I want to know, but I hope you told me."

"You should stop asking..." Shuli laughed at himself and said, "I don't want to use this to stop you from looking for Linger... This injury has delayed you for a long time..."

"What's the matter with you?!" Shu Bin frowned. Before Shuli fell into a coma, he didn't feel like this. Now Shuli has a kind of isolated indifference, which makes him not sure what it means.And the more Shuli didn't want to talk about it, the more he wanted to know...

"I'll leave in a while, you can go find Ling'er..." Shuli looked at Shubin and said, "I know what it's like to lose a lover, and I don't want you to experience it too."

Shu Bin was speechless in a daze, because he saw that Shuli's eyes were full of despair and reluctance. He knew what it was like to love someone, and he also knew how much courage it took to say such words. ...It's like he knows that as long as Haotian finds Linger, he will definitely leave, but he just doesn't want to say the words to let Linger leave...

Seeing that Shu Bin was in a daze, Shuli got up and walked to the table with bare feet, and took a sip of water.

His heart aches badly, but in front of Shubin, he can't show it, he wants Shubin to be happy, even if he is unhappy... He loves Shubin so much, he has been following Shubin for a long time, secretly After so many years, he has long adapted to the lack of sadness and joy on the surface...

"You'll catch a cold." Shu Bin picked up Shuli who was standing by the table, and put him back on the bed.

Shuli stared blankly at Shu Bin, his red lips slightly parted but he didn't know what to say, he blinked his eyes, hoping that Shu Bin could say something so that he wouldn't have any extravagant thoughts.

"Recover well, the wound is very torn." Shu Bin just felt that the person standing by the table was very lonely, just like the shadow reflected by the loneliness in his heart, so he couldn't ignore it.This person loves him, and there is nothing wrong with love itself. He can't hurt this person, probably because of this that makes him want to take care of Shuli.

"Shubin..." Shuli turned his head to look out of the window, and murmured, "Don't be nice to me, don't make me have unreasonable thoughts, if you don't love me, and don't want me, then don't be nice to me... ...is that okay...otherwise...I'm afraid I won't be willing to leave..."

"Don't cry." Shu Bin couldn't tell what it was like, but Shu Li's tears slipped out of his eyes and disappeared on the soft pillow, looking so fragile.

"Are you ready to accept me?" Shuli sniffed.

"Shuli...you..." Shubin stroked Shuli's hair, he felt that it must be due to blood relationship, which made him hope that Shuli would be happy even though he didn't love him, so he let go of the grudge in his heart , said softly: "Don't hurt yourself, you need to recuperate and rest."

"I can't be quiet..." Shuli refused to look at Shubin, but couldn't help but shed tears. It's fine if Shubin treats him indifferently, but Shubin's consolation reminded him of these things even more. After years of hardships, he really wants to hug Shubin and cry hard, and then...then...he doesn't know what to do...

"Don't be like this, you don't tell me anything, and you keep crying, what do you want me to do?" With rare patience, Shu Bin wiped his tears for Shu Li, but his hand was grabbed by Shu Li, Shuli grabbed Shu Bin's hand, stuck it to his face, and rubbed it affectionately.

Shu Bin sighed silently, this is his brother, someone he can't bear to hurt.

"Shubin...take me...afterwards, I will leave and promise not to disturb you, you can forget about me, isn't that okay?" Shuli looked at Shubin beggingly, like someone dying , like grabbing at the last straw.

"Shuli..." Shubin knew that Shuli wanted to keep something, and he couldn't say the words of refusal, so he said, "You tell me what you are hiding first."

"I..." Shuli hesitated, he let go of Shubin's hand, hesitating whether to say or not.

"Speak up and tell me all about it."

"Tell me first, do you still want to find Ling'er?" Shuli bit his lower lip and asked in a muffled voice.He had to ask, these days, if Shubin was willing, he could have gone to Ling'er, but Shubin didn't go, which made Shubin feel confused, he didn't know what Shubin was thinking.

"I won't go back." Shu Bin smiled bitterly and said, "You tell me."

"Why don't you go? Don't you love him?" Shuli asked unwillingly.

"He doesn't love me." Shu Bin didn't want to say too much, he felt that these four words had summed up everything.

"Since he doesn't love you, why don't you let me love you?" Shuli seemed to hear hope. Although he hoped that Shubin would be happy, he hoped that the happiness would be given by him.

"Go ahead. Don't digress."

"Oh..." Shuli thought for a while, decided to exaggerate the facts, and said, "I... am about to die... You can also see that my cultivation base is constantly declining. When my cultivation base is exhausted, I will I can't survive..."

"How could this be?" Shu Bin frowned unconsciously.

"At the time, my shoulder blades were broken by my father not because you went to play in the water...but because...because I told my father that I love you...Dad was very angry and hurt me, but I don't hate He..." Shuli said: "That night, after you fell asleep, Dad came to me, healed my wounds, and said that he would seal all the feelings that I fell in love with you..." Shuli looked at Shubin, He stretched out his hand to smooth the wrinkles between Shu Bin's brows.

"What happened after that? Where did the scar come from?" Shu Bin grabbed Shuli's hand, not letting him touch his forehead.

"After that... After that, Dad said that anyway, to heal the wound, it's better to seal the curse into the body... Then he cut a wound, connected my broken bone, and sealed the seal inside." Shuli said The cloud was calm and the wind was light, but Shu Bin could hear the pain in it, which made him speechless.

"Guess, how did I remember it?" Shuli smiled and looked at Shubin, as if he was just telling a story.

"I don't even know you have suffered so much..." Shu Bin felt guilty. The elder brother who loved him, protected him, and took care of him taught so much, but he never knew it.

"It's not bitter. It's not bitter at all. As long as I can remember you, I don't think it's hard." Shuli said indifferently: "Before Dad cast the spell, I wrote I love you in the palm of my hand, so when I woke up , I couldn’t help but look for the reason why I wrote this, because my father didn’t seal all my memories, so I kept trying to find a way to unlock those sealed feelings, until... until we were sent down the waterfall, I didn’t I remembered. Those two years were the happiest two years I have ever had.”

"Sorry……"

"You are sorry for me, you cultivated too fast, I like to hug you to sleep every night, but you climbed up in only two years..." Shuli sighed and said: "I I really hope that you never come up, so...we can always be together..."

"Why does the cultivation base decrease?" Although Shu Bin felt a little uncomfortable, he did not forget the initial question of the chat.

"Because... Dad used an ancient secret technique to seal my feelings, but I didn't know it, so I kept practicing to break through the seal, but my mana was backfired, but I didn't know it, and I was still fighting for myself. Breaking through the seal, I was secretly happy..." Shuli looked at Shubin and said, "At that time, I was driven away because I said I remembered that I loved you. Dad was furious and didn't ask me how I remembered it. .I didn't care about it either..."

"How did you find out then?"

"I didn't know at first. I met some difficult guys later. Although I escaped in the end, I found that my skills were not as refined as before..." Shuli smiled bitterly and said, "Later, I thought about it." Even with my own cultivation, I would meet opponents, and I was worried that you would be in danger, so I returned to the tribe. When I met my mother..."

"Have you seen your mother?"

"Well... She said that Dad sealed part of your memory and let me hide away, because the way to lift the seal is to let you see me. I am worried that if the seal is lifted, you will end up with the same result as me, so these For years, I never dared to show up...until that day...I had to show up to stop..."