Pain fetish

Chapter 47 "Bury me a little farther away"

They still couldn't walk back together in the end, because Qi Han fainted.

From the night of the allergy to the present, his body and spirit have been tortured to pieces for two days and two nights.

It was only when Fu Ge put the person on the bed that he realized that Qi Han had lost so much weight in just four days.

He had a high fever of forty degrees, and even after taking two bottles of medicine, the fever did not go away. The cold sweat all over his body soaked the quilt layer by layer. Fu Ge could only use a cold towel to keep compressing his forehead to cool down physically.

The temperature didn't drop until three o'clock in the afternoon. Little Beta finally breathed a sigh of relief, and pressed his hands between his brows, slowly pushing his frowning brows away.

The person huddled under the quilt slept very restlessly, his pale lips were constantly trembling and muttering something.

Fu Ge didn't hear clearly, and leaned over to him: "What?"

Qi Han pleaded: "Don't bully him...he hasn't been raised well...it will hurt..."

My heart trembled violently, and tears welled up in my eyes in an instant.

Little Beta's bright red eyes widened suddenly, he stared blankly at the person on the bed for a long time, then turned his head away stiffly.

It was already night when Qi Han woke up.

The setting sun retreated to the corner of the sky, and the only remaining narrow ray of warm orange light hit the face of the person next to the pillow through the window. Little Beta was sleeping in his arms obediently, holding the corner of his clothes with his fingertips attached, even The tiny fluff on the cheeks has become cute and lazy.

At that moment, Qi Han even suspected that he was dead, and his soul was lucky enough to ascend to heaven, otherwise, how could he see his Xiao Ge so docilely by his side, as beautiful as a dream.

"Baby?"

He gave a small cry uncertainly, pinched his hand again, and waited until the pain came before he dared to put his fingertips on Fu Ge's face and touch it.

Hot, squishy, ​​like cotton candy.

It's not a dream, it's real.

His eyes were suddenly wet, he propped his body up sideways and slowly approached Fu Ge, his voice hoarse: "Why do you sleep here with me, I sweat so much, I don't think it's dirty..."

The sleeping person seemed to be disturbed, and wrinkled the tip of his small nose in boredom, Qi Han couldn't help scratching on it, "Have you slept enough, can I wake you up?"

Little Beta grabbed his hand and pressed it under his face, "Not good..." While talking, he shook his head and rubbed his palm, "Going to sleep..."

Qi Han's heart softened, he fell in love with him to the bottom of his heart, he hugged him slowly from behind, and kissed the back of his neck impatiently, "Are you acting like a baby with me, good boy."

However, in the next second, Little Beta muttered: "Dolma, don't make trouble..."

With a fingertip pause, Qi Han froze.

The corners of his mouth were immediately fixed on his face, and a piercing chill penetrated from the top of his head to the soles of his feet. There were countless bewilderments and helplessness on his face, and the red eyeballs almost burst his eye sockets.

"She also...has she ever hugged you like this..."

I also pressed you on the bed from behind, kissed the back of your neck without glands, carefully coaxed you to be intimate when you were sleepy, and entered your body, does it only belong to me...

Then why do you want to come to me again... I have already given up the honeymoon to you... that is what I begged with great difficulty...

Qi Han's heart was about to be pierced, it was pierced, and his whole body was like bloody flesh lying on a chopping board, being beaten repeatedly by Ling Chi.

He remembered that before he passed out, Fu Ge covered his hands for him and invited him to come back together. It was clearly a real thing, but it was as illusory as a dream.

Because, that is also lying to him.

It's not that I feel sorry for him or feel pity for him, but just to prevent the plan from being revealed, and play tricks on the spot again.

What's ridiculous is that he clearly knows that Fu Ge is unwilling to give him even the tenderness in an unconscious state, but he still can't help being affectionate.

Pulling out the corner of his clothes, Qi Han got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom. He insisted on taking a shower even though he knew that the fever had not subsided completely.

Change your clothes, spray on an odor blocker, and put on the glandular patch.

He had to make sure that no pheromone smell would leak from his body, otherwise the little beta would vomit.

The mattress was wet and sticky from his sweat, and Fu Ge felt uncomfortable sleeping in it.

Qi Han carefully hugged him and changed into new sheets and quilts. During the process, the sweat from his forehead dripped onto Fu Singer's back.

Qi Han quickly took out two wet wipes and wiped his hands over and over again.

"It wasn't intentional, I already wiped it clean for my brother, don't... hate me..."

There were only a few hours left before he boarded the plane, Fu Ge was still sleeping, Qi Han had no intention of waking him up to talk one last time, so he just walked around his room, checking for any unplanned arrangements.

The electric kettle was moved away from the power strip, the bathroom floor was wiped dry with a dry towel, two umbrellas were hung on the door, and post-it notes were posted to remind him to bring them tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, the weather forecast said it would snow .

After doing all this, Qi Han walked out quietly and went to the hospital.

Fu Ge slept very deeply this time, the only time in four days that he didn't have a nightmare.

When I woke up, the sticky feeling on the skin had disappeared, and the sheets and quilt were dry, and warm from the electric blanket.

He squinted his eyes and was reluctant to move until the quilt behind him was lifted, and a hand reached into his waistband.

"Who!" Little Beta woke up suddenly, turning over and grabbing that hand.

"Ahan... what are you doing?"

Qi Han didn't resist at all, just hid the things in his hand, "No, I want to see if my brother is sleeping well."

Fu Ge opened his palm, and there was a tube of swelling ointment on it.

When we first got together five years ago, Qi Han was always out of control in bed. Eight out of ten times he would get swollen. Fu Ge's place was naturally sensitive and tender, so it would be uncomfortable to apply other medicines. This is the best effect they have tried. kind.

So it was specially brought by Qi Han and hidden in a small corner of the suitcase.

At that time, he might have hoped that if Fu Ge was willing to give it to him, even just once, just once, he had to prepare everything so that his little song couldn't be uncomfortable at all.

But he must never have imagined that when he really used this tube of medicine, it was to help his lover reduce his swelling after he slept with another alpha.

How humble does a person have to be to be able to do this?All his pride as an alpha was shattered.

"The back...does it hurt?" Qi Han asked with his eyes downcast.

Fu Ge: "It doesn't hurt..."

"Well, it's good that it doesn't hurt, or you won't be able to ride a horse for the next few days." The angle of his worry was ridiculous.

"I ordered porridge for you, and it will be here in a while." He put away the ointment, and took out a tablet of capsules for oral administration, "After drinking the porridge, take two of these, anti-inflammatory, the doctor who is familiar with your condition is not here, inflammation It will be hard."

Fu Ge remained silent, and even badly wanted to see how far he could retreat.

"Don't you have anything to ask?" He purposely provoked Alpha.

Qi Han didn't even raise his head, but the hand holding the ointment was covered with veins, and he struggled for a long time before asking: "Did she... get it in..."

"Well, it's in."

Fu Ge was sure that Qi Han would go crazy because of these words. A high-level alpha has a beast-like possessiveness, and letting him know that his partner was touched by someone and even left things inside was more uncomfortable than killing him.

Little Beta is ready to bear his anger, just like being misunderstood and messing with ducklings last time, he will be punished, shredded and imprisoned again by him.

But Qi Han just hummed hoarsely, and took out a bottle of light pink potion to him, "I asked the doctor, if there are other pheromones in it, it will disturb the environment in the room, it's better to give another bottle of information Factors help stabilize."

"You, what did you say?"

Fu Ge was speechless, looking at the pheromone in his hand in disbelief, and at the gland in the back of Alpha's neck, where a small piece of gauze was pasted.

"So you just went... to smoke pheromones?"

In those last few hours before you're ready to leave with a little decency.

"Well, the doctors on their side are not very proficient in operations, and it may not be enough to spare such a little in two hours."

If he is not proficient in the operation, he will be the one who suffers. Normally, ten minutes of pumping is enough for Qi Han to feel extremely uncomfortable and frightened. How can he last for two hours...

But Alpha didn't care, and finally touched his fingertips, "I couldn't hold the needle steadily, so I found a doctor to give me an infusion, and it was outside, so I...don't stay, I have to catch a plane."

"Brother, have fun. If you don't have enough pheromone, call me. I'll draw it over there and ship it to you."

He didn't raise his head the whole time, he got up and walked towards the door.

Fu Ge watched his slender back getting further and further away, and was finally swallowed up by loneliness and despair, his heart suddenly collapsed.

"Wait, Qi Han...Qi Han...you wait!"

He rushed out of the bed and chased after him, grabbed Qi Han's hand in a panic, and said each word clearly: "I didn't do anything with her, nothing, she never touched me!"

"It was just that the water pipe in my room burst that morning. She just came to me and helped me fix it. I accidentally got her pheromone."

Qi Han was expressionless, as if his soul had gone out of his body.

"You don't believe... do you?" Fu Ge bit his lip, "Then you can test it yourself."

He untied the chain of his trousers directly, and took Alpha's hand to touch it there with extreme embarrassment, "You know this body better than me, if you really do it, what will happen there, you should know—"

The voice stopped abruptly, Fu Ge opened his mouth, and saw two lines of tears rolling out of Qi Han's eyes.

He actually cried.

Just because I didn't do it with others.

People who are extremely desperate will not dare to touch even if they see hope again, so Qi Han can't even make a sound when he opens his mouth, only two mouth shapes: Really?

Fu Ge shook his lips: "Hmm..."

Only then did he dare to get closer and raised the volume: "Xiao Ge, is it still mine?"

Fu Ge closed his eyes: "Well..."

Alpha's hand fell on his shoulder, and he almost begged: "I want to hug you, okay?"

Fu Ge: "Well..."

On the fourth night of our honeymoon, it snowed in Litang.

Qi Han fulfilled his fifth wish that he didn't dare to say - Fu Ge really stayed with him.

They didn't go anywhere, didn't do anything, they just slept and chatted on the small bed in Fu Ge's room, watched boring videos, and hugged for a long time.

The room was pitch black, the air conditioner was very hot, and the electric blanket under their bodies warmed their backs. Fu Ge lay obediently on Qi Han's arms, watching the snowflakes outside the bay window through the street lamp.

For a very short moment, he thought about letting time freeze and not going any further.

But after all, it is only a moment.

"I made you a present."

Qi Han took out the bracelet he made himself from his coat pocket, a small white khata with a silver prayer wheel strung on it, which carried the wish he murmured thousands of times on the snow-capped mountains.

"It's just not pretty, brother don't dislike me."

Fu Ge hummed and asked him to put it on for himself. He inevitably thought of the bracelet that he had cut into pieces, "Did you go to the mountain to pray for blessings too?"

"Ah."

"When?"

"last night."

Last night, he and Dolma watched a movie outside.Fu Ge moved his fingertips stiffly, and said, "I heard from the Tibetans that this can be made into a pair. The snow mountain will bless two people at the same time. Didn't you make one for yourself?"

Qi Han smiled, "I don't want it anymore."

If Xueshan really blesses me, then my lover's revenge will be very hard.

"I have already made a lot of wishes, so don't be too greedy."

Fu Ge asked him what wishes he had made, Qi Han made up a few auspicious words for him, and then laughed at himself: "Isn't it funny? My father is a scientist, and I'm so superstitious that I wished on the Snow Mountain."

"It's okay." Fu Ge said: "Snow Mountain won't help you, I will help you."

Qi Han was stunned, "...what?"

Fu Ge: "I said, maybe I can help you realize a wish. Besides the already arranged wedding, what else do you want?"

Is this the last favor before dying...

Qi Han closed his eyes and lightly kissed the top of Little Beta's hair. He didn't have any wishes. If he had to calculate it, he only had a little thought.

he thinks--

When that day comes, if brother is willing to help me collect the bones, he can bury me farther away.It's better to be so far away that you can't see it, forget it, forget it completely, and never worry about it.

My little song has gone through a hard journey, don't regret it because of me for the rest of your life, even if there is a little bit of sadness, it's not worth it.

But he was not qualified to say his last words, so the words on his lips turned into: "I want a khata, I can buy whatever color I want."

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In the early days, Ahan would go crazy when he saw Xiaoge getting close to others, making cakes for Qi Chuan, and drawing little bears, but now that his wife has "followed others", he will put away all his pains and care about Xiaoge's injuries.

At the beginning of his pursuit of his wife, he had many wishes. He wanted to get married, to have a family, to have a name with Xiaoge, to die decently, and to be reunited with his parents.

But what he wants most now is to bury him farther away, so that Xiaoge won't regret seeing him after many years.

Because he has tasted it himself, remorse is the most painful, bitter, and most bloodless thing.

I hope that everyone will not only see his misery, but also see his little changes and his determination to sacrifice all his sins to make up for it. Thanks to the angels who chased after him? (ˊ?ˋ*)

ps: Get married in the next chapter, if nothing unexpected happens.

Chasing wife is not over yet, now it is 3/5, you always feel like it is over (=°ω°)?