Pain fetish

Chapter 46 "Do you want to go together?" 【Look at it as a chapter】

It is still cold on the mountain, no matter how thick you wear it will be blown through by the wind.

Fu Ge's mobile phone was turned to silent, and Qi Han's WeChat message was not received. After playing with Zhuoma for a while, he planned to go down the mountain.

But he didn't expect to run into an old friend before leaving.

It was a couple in love. The tall alpha was carrying all the equipment on his back, and he was holding his jumping omega. When Xiao O spoke, he stood on tiptoe and got very close. Alpha also looked down at him intently.

Fu Ge recognized it almost immediately, the small boy was the omega who lent him the best isolation room four years ago.

The boy also noticed him, "Hey, it seems that I am not mistaken, the pretty brother still remembers me."

His smile is easily contagious, he is docile and well-behaved but also cute and cunning, like a child who is daring to be clever.

Fu Ge laughed unconsciously: "We met again. Back then, I didn't have time to thank you properly."

"You're welcome." Xiao O took the initiative to hug him, "Seeing you recovering so well is the greatest thanks to me."

He let go of Fu Ge, and held the hand of the alpha next to him, "This is my husband, you should have seen it before."

Fu Ge didn't have a deep impression of him, so he just nodded politely, and a voice suddenly came from behind him: "Mr. Lu."

Qi Han came over at some point and stood behind him, "What a coincidence, are you guys coming to travel too?"

The tall alpha gave an "um" and reached out to shake hands with Qi Han.

Qi Han hugged Fu Ge's shoulders and introduced to him——

"Lu Tinghe, Mr. Lu, the chairman of Xinghe Electronics. This is Xiao Zhu, Mr. Zhu Wanxing, the president of Tingwan Technology. They are both young talents. The entire business district of the capital city, they alone hold half the sky."

He withdrew his hand and brought the person in his arms forward, "This is my lover, Fu Ge."

"Don't exaggerate, Chairman Qi, just relax outside, and Xiaoge and I have known each other for a long time." Zhu Wanxing said.

Qi Han: "Really?"

Fu Ge nodded, "I didn't have an isolation room during my estrus, and it was Wan Xing who lent me his isolation room."

Qi Han's expression immediately became serious, "Thank you Mr. Zhu, thank you very much for helping my wife, if you need anything in the future, just contact my assistant directly."

"Wow, Chairman Qi's private line, I have received a huge favor."

He leaned over to hold Fu Ge's hand, and said with disgust: "The two workaholics are getting together to talk about serious things again, let's go and be serious?"

Fu Ge was amused by him: "Okay."

"Wan Xing, come here." Lu Tinghe took off his watch and put it on for him, and said: "Don't go to the windy places and high places, and don't go to the water's edge, if you fall into the water, I won't be able to catch you."

Boss Zhu Wanxing was not happy, and wrinkled the tip of his nose: "Brother, can you be louder, save me some face."

Lu Tinghe directly raised his hand to mess up his hair, held his head and turned to Fu Ge, "He is more playful, please Mr. Fu take a look at it for me."

Completely losing face, Zhu Wanxing mumbled and dragged Fu Ge away, just in time for the girl to call back, and the three of them were the only ones left.

"The weather is so nice, it's warm." Zhu Wanxing lay on the ground with her arms pillowed on her head, dangling her feet comfortably, like a puppy napping after eating.

"You really have no airs at all. I didn't know you had such a big business before." Fu Ge sat next to him.

Zhu Wanxing is quite modest: "It's all thanks to my parents, I barely take over."

"You and your husband have a very good relationship. The wedding of the century was a sensation in the whole city. I even snatched the red envelope."

Zhu Wanxing narrowed his eyes and smiled hehehe: "That's great, we've been together for many years."

Fu Ge teased him: "Aren't you being humble now?"

"No, no, no matter how humble I go home, I have to clean up."

He pulled Fu Ge to lie down together, "You should relax too, don't tense your nerves, I see you are very tired."

Fu Ge was still wondering how he could tell that he was tired, so Zhu Wanxing said: "Wow, the clouds in the sky are like two dogs fighting."

A shadow suddenly appeared above his head, Zhu Wanxing half-opened his eyes: "My God! Why did my brother go up there!"

"Your brother is here." The shadow fell down and pinched his nose, "Lie down if you want, and you won't be afraid of catching a cold."

Zhu Wanxing was honestly pulled up, and when Lu Tinghe took off his jacket and put it on the ground, he was honestly pushed back.

"Thank you brother, is my brother cold?" He pressed against Lu Tinghe's calf.

"You're welcome, your brother is not cold." The latter grunted on his head.

On the other side, Qi Han had already taken off his coat and put it on Fu Ge, "Brother, you have a bad waist, so don't lie down, okay?"

"Well, go get busy." Fu Ge said.

The two alphas were chased away again, Fu Ge didn't go around with him again, "Do you have something to say to me?"

Zhu Wanxing smiled, "Beautiful brother doesn't remember me at all?"

"Ok?"

"The high school art show, I sent you flowers, and I threatened to take you down within a week."

Zhu Wanxing himself is ashamed to say it, he is too secondary.

But Fu Ge was indeed the type he liked at the time, the spotless flower of the high mountains, with a good family background and good looks, it was 100% suitable for young master Zhu's appetite.

Fu Ge thought about it for a long time, but he didn't think of anyone who gave him flowers at the art performance. There were too many people, but he remembered other more interesting things.

"I don't remember sending flowers, but I remembered that there was an omega junior who wore a school uniform and carried a schoolbag to Financial Street every day after class to wait for his boyfriend to get off work. Is it you?"

Zhu Wanxing dimpled with a happy smile, "The prodigal son has turned back."

"Congratulations." Fu Ge sincerely wished him well.

Zhu Wanxing looked at his side face in a daze for a long time, then suddenly said: "What about you, when can I congratulate you?"

"I'm getting married soon. In February, you and Mr. Lu will come together."

Zhu Wanxing was silent, "How can two people who don't love each other get married, you can't wait to kill him."

With a trembling heart, Fu Ge's breathing stopped suddenly, "What did you say?"

"You hate him."

Fu Ge's face darkened completely: "I don't know what you mean."

Zhu Wanxing sighed, sat up obediently, and spoke with some difficulty: "Five years ago, your engagement ceremony, I... I also went, my father took me there."

So he witnessed everything that happened that day, Qi Han was stabbed in the back, the police came to the door, Fu Zhenying was taken away, Fu Ge looked at his lover blankly, his eyes were so helpless and so desperate.

"I looked for you after the incident, but I couldn't find it after trying many methods. I met you again in the isolation room, but you seem to be in a bad mood, and you don't remember me."

Fu Ge's breathing gradually became heavy, his nails grabbed his arm vigorously, and even his voice was trembling: "At that time... I lost my memory..."

"It's about him... right?"

"Um……"

Zhu Wanxing blinked his reddish eyes, and solemnly assured him: "Don't be nervous, don't be afraid, I don't know what happened to you all these years, but I promise that the content of our conversation today will rot in your stomach, okay? ?”

Xu Shi is a rare old friend who was helped by him in the isolation room, plus Zhu Wanxing's eyes are so sincere, Fu Ge never thinks that he is a bad person, and slowly relaxes his vigilance.

"Am I really that bad at acting?"

Dolma saw that he was not happy, so Zhu Wanxing directly exposed him, but what about Qi Han?

With such a bad attitude in the past two days, will Qi Han find any clues?

Zhu Wanxing smiled bitterly, "Your acting is not bad, but the way you look at him is so familiar to me."

"You mean..."

Zhu Wanxing pinched a grass, broke it and threw it away, but his eyes were always looking in the direction of Lu Tinghe, "Because... Tinghe used to look at me like this for many years."

"I hate so much that I want to cut me into pieces, but I can't do it. I persuade myself not to hate, but I still can't let go."

Fu Ge sighed in his heart.

"I thought you and Boss Lu had always had a good relationship, right? They were childhood sweethearts, didn't they? You mentioned it when you live broadcasted your marriage."

"That's right, we have known each other since we were young, but we separated later. He has been looking for me for many, many years, but I went the wrong way and made a big mistake. I..."

He said that his throat was a little choked, and he gestured with his fingers twice, his voice was so soft that it was scattered in the wind: "I almost killed him."

The grass root in his hand was snapped off suddenly, Fu Ge lowered his eyes, raised his hand and hugged Zhu Wanxing's shoulder, "It seems that the most difficult thing is for two people to simply love each other."

"Well, it's really hard, so hard, so don't make yourself too hard."

He didn't have a familiar personality at all, he just saw the shadow of Lu Tinghe in the senior he admired. After being exposed to the rain, he wanted to hold an umbrella for others, even though he knew it might be useless.

Fu Ge understood his painstaking efforts, and hesitated for a long time before asking: "Then Mr. Lu...has revenge on you? Because of what you did."

Zhu Wanxing lowered his head: "Well..."

Fu Ge squeezed his palms: "What he did...is it too much, I mean—"

"I almost died, because of those things, I got sick and was treated for many years." Since Zhu Wanxing decided to help him, he didn't hide it anymore.

Fu Ge raised his eyes in disbelief. The shock quickly turned into confusion, puzzlement, and bewilderment. He still didn't understand, "Could it be possible to be together again after so many things, even almost across life and death?"

Zhu Wanxing looked into the distance with a smile, was silent for a long time, and suddenly asked: "Chairman Qi is your ex, right? Do you know how to test whether you have let go of your ex?"

"How to test?"

Fu Ge almost blurted out, and the moment the words landed, it suddenly became clear.

"When you ask this sentence, there will be an answer."

If it's really dropped, it doesn't care about testing at all.

In the same way, if Fu Ge's subconscious mind is strong enough, leaving Qi Han doomed to a dead end, then he will never ask whether they can be together again.

Zhu Wanxing finally smoothed his long hair for him, and gave him his mobile phone number, "I'm not trying to persuade you to let him go, why? I just want you to let yourself go first, the road you chose is too tiring, and you can't do it." Too bitter."

"If you need it in the future, just call this number. We will try our best to help you without angering President Qi."

He stood up, picked up Lu Tinghe's clothes and shook them clean, warming the inner layer in his arms, in case his husband was cold when he put it on again.

Fu Ge looked at his usual actions, and suddenly felt an impulse in his heart, "Wait for the star! I have one last question."

"Huh?" Zhu Wanxing turned around, his whole body was covered in light, appearing gentle and quiet: "Ask."

"Has he regretted..."

"Lu Tinghe took revenge on you, did he ever regret it?"

The corner of the mouth froze, Zhu Wanxing's hand slowly dropped.

"He regretted it, but I didn't..."

Fu Ge didn't know why his heart was beating so fast, "Why... why?"

"Because guilt and self-blame will make people lose their heads forever, I don't want to kneel down at his feet to love him, and he doesn't even want to."

"As for why he regretted it..." Zhu Wanxing raised his hand to help him remove the grass clippings from his trousers, and said with downcast eyes: "Xiao Ge, you have the answer in your heart."

This conversation didn't have a decent ending. Fu Ge stared at the back of Zhu Wanxing leaving for a long time. Is there really an answer?

He didn't even dare to think about it.

He turned on the phone, trying to find a picture of the brooch to calm himself down, but he didn't expect Qi Han's WeChat to pop up just as the screen turned on.

More than a dozen messages were folded down to the last sentence. The lover who misunderstood that he had slept with someone else begged: [Your inner cavity hasn't grown yet, remember to let her wear a condom. 】

"Snap".

The phone fell to the ground, Fu Ge pulled Qi Han's coat to cover his face.

Several people finally left together.

Qi Han called a car for Fu Ge and Zhuoma in advance, and originally planned to take this opportunity to go back with Fu Ge.

But he didn't expect Lu Tinghe and Zhu Wanxing to join in temporarily, and when he got his things and prepared to go up, the four-seater seat was already full.

Lu Tinghe was in the co-driver, Zhu Wanxing and Zhuoma were sitting on the left and right of Fu Ge respectively. It was obviously Qi Han who called the car, but he was left behind in the end and stood there like an outsider. The scene was very embarrassing for a while.

He held the drone they played with, his hands were blue from the cold, and his eyes were red when he looked at Fu Ge. Anyone could see how much he wished little Beta could accompany him.

However, Fu Ge kept his head down, staring at the phone silently.

Qi Han twitched the corner of his mouth with a wry smile, and said to the driver: "Let's go first, I'll take a taxi back, and I just can't put my things down."

"Farewell." Lu Tinghe turned his head and asked Zhu Wanxing: "Little boy, there is an oden restaurant at the end of the street, do you want some radish?"

Little O's eyes are bright, "I want to eat!"

"Walk."

Lu Tinghe got out of the car first, then opened the door of the back seat, half-hugged Zhu Wanxing to jump on him, he said to Qi Han: "President Qi, you go back first, I'll take him to eat something."

Qi Han nodded and looked enviously at them talking and laughing as they walked forward, Lu Tinghe's hands were a little cold, Zhu Wanxing held his hands and kept rubbing them, and even put them on his neck to cover him.

Qi Han looked at the scene in front of him and suddenly didn't want to get in the car. It was the last few hours before leaving, so why bother Fu Ge to endure this.

"Go back first, I'll answer the phone." He closed the door, told the driver to open slowly, turned around and left.

The sound of a car starting behind him sounded, and Qi Han moved forward step by step. He straightened his back and held his head high, trying not to make himself too embarrassed.

He didn't know if Fu Ge had seen his WeChat, and if he had seen it, would he have thought about giving it to him.

He found many opportunities to have a private conversation with little beta just now: I'm leaving tonight, let's have a meal together at noon, please?I'll be careful what I say so I won't make you angry again.

But Fu Ge left so fast that he didn't want to even look at him.

He didn't even have a chance to say goodbye.

The parts of the drone rolled to the ground, and Qi Han picked them up slowly. He had a lot of things in his hand, picked up one and discarded the other, and finally found a bench to sit down.

In sub-zero weather, if you hold the metal with your hands exposed, you will be hurt by the wind in a short while.

Qi Han moved his frozen hands, took a few breaths of hot air and rubbed vigorously, but no matter how much he rubbed, it didn't get hot.

He suddenly remembered that someone had covered his hands for him before.

When I was a child, every time I went out to play with my father in winter, Qi Ji would put his little hands in his pockets and cover them. After going out for a while, his hands were still hot when he came home.

When it was snowing in high school, he ran out to buy roasted sweet potatoes for Fu Ge. His fingers were a little cold. Fu Ge was so distressed that he put his hand on his stomach to cover it.

He always thinks of a lot of things from the past recently.

The warm fireplace at home, Dad's thick pockets, Fu Ge's distressed eyes, and the heat of his belly clinging to his palm...

The memory is as overwhelming as the flashback before death, so close and so real, but he will never go back.

The winter was too long, it seemed that no matter how hard he endured, he could not endure the blooming February, Qi Han was very cold all over, and the wound on his throat hurt badly.

He thought, I really know I was wrong, it was outrageous, it was too much, but there is only so much I want, I just want to find a warm day to hold a small wedding, and I will be obedient after I finish to die...

But no one would give it to him.

The faint sunlight gradually drifted away from the bench he was sitting on, and even the sun didn't want to shine directly on him anymore.

So Qi Han picked up a small stone and drew a crude hand in the mottled light and shadow on the ground.

He held up his frozen red hand to the sun, and the shadow he cast fell right on top of it.

It was as if someone was holding him.

This is the last photo of Litang.

Qi Han gave it a note: In the last winter, someone helped me cover my hands.

At this moment, Qi Han was suddenly patted on the shoulder, and Qi Han suddenly woke up and was about to stand up immediately.

But the next second, the familiar touch fell on his neck, and he didn't dare to move.

The person behind grabbed his hand and held it in the palm of his hand, took two breaths of hot air, and rubbed it carefully.

Qi Han almost suspected that he was hallucinating from being frozen, "...Xiaoge? Didn't you...go away with her..."

"Didn't leave." Fu Ge still lowered his head, looking at the painting on the ground, and the warmth flowed from his fingertips to his heart.

He said, "I don't want to take the car, shall we walk back to the hotel together?"

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In fact, the first thing that came true was Ahan's fifth wish that he didn't dare to say - I think brother can accompany me tomorrow.

The chasing wife is not over yet, let’s take it slow, pull 7 dogs up to ask for a starfish????˙?˙?