love you slowly

Chapter 77

"Where did you go today?" After Mo Rulan returned to the ward, her complexion was not very good, but seeing Lu Zhiyuan leaning against the head of the bed with a sickly pale face, she held back her tone so that she would not be so aggressive. "Aunt Tao said that you won't be in the ward when she got water today."

Originally, Lu Zhiyuan could find any excuse to prevaricate, but he didn't want to hide anything today, he just wanted to tell his mother clearly that he was going to see Meng Annan today.

"I wanted to go to him, but I met him on the stairs, so I talked to him for a while." Lu Zhiyuan looked at Mo Rulan frankly, seeing her face turning blue, with a look of restraint look.

"Are you in such a hurry after not seeing you for a few days?"

"How many days?" Lu Zhiyuan sneered, "It's been more than half a month."

"So what?" Mo Rulan listened impatiently to what he said, if it wasn't because of Lu Zhiyuan's physical condition that he couldn't move around, she would tie Lu Zhiyuan to go abroad even if she tied her up!

"Could it be possible for you to continue this ridiculous relationship with him?"

"I never thought of giving up." Lu Zhiyuan turned his head away, with a fearless expression on his face.

Mo Rulan was so pissed off by his reticent look, she wanted to get angry but couldn't express it in the face of his sickly crooked look, she really made herself really angry.

She glared at Lu Zhiyuan angrily, and was speechless for a while, looking at Lu Zhiyuan on the hospital bed who had a completely different expression on the hospital bed, her angry eyes were filled with sadness.

She thought her hard days were over, but she didn't expect that life gave her sweetness and gave her a cold slap. Should she sigh that life is ridiculous, or should she regret the impermanence of the world.

"You rest." Mo Rulan sighed, took a deep look at Lu Zhiyuan, turned and went out.

It's not that Lu Zhiyuan didn't see the emotion in his mother's eyes. He looked at the direction Mo Rulan left for a long time. At the beginning, his calm face had already collapsed, revealing the true emotions inside, implying other things. There is no other way to blame yourself, the despair of being cornered, and the determination to fight to the end.

At night, Mo Rulan didn't know if she was angry with Lu Zhiyuan, but she didn't come over, leaving only a nurse to accompany Lu Zhiyuan.

Meng Annan made some stomach-nourishing soup and brought it to Lu Zhiyuan. He didn't enter the ward because of the presence of a nurse, so he sat on the bench under the hospital and waited for him.

The nurse dozed off on the sofa, and Lu Zhiyuan slipped out at this time, and stepped out as soon as he stepped out of the elevator. The brisk pace couldn't tell at all that he was a man who had just had a gash in his stomach. people.

"Slow down!!" Meng Annan watched a person wearing a hospital gown walking towards him from a distance, and he could tell who this person was at a glance, so he hurried to meet him, so as not to make violent movements in a while Also shook the blade open.

"I haven't seen you all afternoon, and I think you're wrong!"

Meng Annan pulled him to sit down on the bench, and replied with a smile: "Me too, I miss you very much, I miss you all the time."

Lu Zhiyuan's face turned red immediately when he was teased by these words, which made his pale and sickly face more rosy.

"I made some fish soup, I didn't dare to add too much seasoning for you, the taste is relatively light, just right for you to drink now."

Meng Annan poured a small bowl of soup from the thermos bucket and handed it to Lu Zhiyuan, watching him squint his eyes and sip the fish soup. He drank in a hurry, and a drop or two of soup spilled from the corner of his mouth accidentally. Meng Annan looked at it. It was so funny that he took out a tissue and wiped his mouth, "Drink slowly, it's all yours."

"You don't want to drink?" Lu Zhiyuan raised his head from the bowl and looked at him.

Meng Annan shook his head, and added another bowl of soup for him, "It's specially made for you."

Lu Zhiyuan looked around furtively, they were sitting in a rather secluded place, blocked by a circle of green plants, it was already dark, and the surroundings were pitch black, and passers-by had to stare After staring and staring, he could see that there were still two people sitting on the bench.

He took a sip of the soup and suddenly lifted himself up by Meng Annan's shoulder, and shared the delicious fish soup with his mouth close to his.

Meng Annan was stunned for a moment, and then pulled them closer, almost touching each other, and supported Lu Zhiyuan's back of the head to deepen the kiss. I don't know how long the kiss lasted, but the bowl of fish soup was already cold. It's transparent.

The time between the two of them should not be too long. Lu Zhiyuan wanted to send Meng Annan to the bus station, but he refused, so he could only send him to the hospital gate.

"Okay, go back to the ward and take good care of yourself. I'll come see you again in a few days."

Lu Zhiyuan was reluctant to let go, and while there was no one around, he secretly held Meng Annan's hand and did not let go, as if he had not heard what he said, and he was not allowed to leave unless he was released.

Seeing his reluctance, Meng Annan's heart softened, and he couldn't bear it, wishing to waste time.

He opened his arms and hugged the person in his arms for a while, then quickly let go, hoping to comfort him.

But the effect was minimal. Instead of comforting people, it made people feel more and more dissatisfied.

"Not in a few days, come tomorrow." Lu Zhiyuan was extremely unhappy, his eyes squinted at Meng Annan, his eyebrows were twitched, and he almost said willfully that you are not allowed to leave.

"Okay." Meng Annan tugged his face amusedly, and obediently agreed, fearing that the man would cry if he didn't agree.

When Lu Zhiyuan was walking towards the inpatient department, he didn't notice that Mo Rulan was standing next to the security room.

As soon as she came to the security room, she saw Lu Zhiyuan and Meng Annan holding hands and talking together. She knew that Lu Zhiyuan didn't listen to what she said, but she didn't expect that he didn't care so much. Brazenly met privately twice.

She noticed that Meng Annan was carrying an insulated box in his hand, came to deliver food?

I rushed here so late just to deliver a meal, why don't I make a special trip here if there's nothing here?

Although he is very reluctant to admit it, Mo Rulan inexplicably sees tenderness between the two of them, that kind of thing that I do for you are small things, but you are my big thing.

After returning to the ward, Lu Zhiyuan was leaning on the bed holding a mobile phone and sending messages to someone, and it was self-evident.

"You still not sleeping so late?" Mo Rulan opened the door and came in and sat beside his bed.

When the nurse saw Mo Rulan coming, she went home early, and there were only mother and child left in the ward.

Even though Mo Rulan sat on the edge of the bed and could see the content on the phone with a slight tilt of his head, he had no intention of hiding it and put the phone on his lap frankly.

Mo Rulan didn't have the idea to check his mobile phone, she sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Lu Zhiyuan quietly, her eyes were so tender that she hadn't seen for a long time, after a while, she sighed, "What are you thinking? ?”

Lu Zhiyuan also looked at his mother. It was rare that there was no tense atmosphere between the two of them. He sat up straight and got closer to his mother, "I want to be with him, Mom, I'm serious. I really want to be with him." I really like him, and I can't bear him, if I miss him this time, I will really regret it for the rest of my life."

"But both of you are boys." Mo Rulan still can't accept the relationship that she sees as deviant, "Have you ever thought about what will happen in the future, the pressure from society, the pressure from the family, and the problems of children? Have you ever thought about it?"

"Mom." Lu Zhiyuan lifted the quilt and got off the bed, kneeling straight in front of his mother.

"What are you doing! Get up!!" Mo Rulan was so frightened by this move that she hurried to help him.

Lu Zhiyuan knelt on the ground obstinately, looked up at his mother, his eyes were faintly red, he didn't know whether it was caused by emotion or what he said next made him nervous, his voice was clearly choked and trembling.

"The person I like is really the gentlest and gentlest person in the world. He is so kind to me, so good that I can't leave him at all. Maybe you want to say that the people I met when I was young are too sweet. Few, but to be honest, there is no one else who can love me to the core except him. People have to miss a lot of things in this life, but I don’t want to miss him alone. You said that the society is very hostile to the relationship between me and him, but in fact This is nothing to be afraid of. The most terrifying thing is that your closest family members are also standing on the opposite side of you. This is the last straw that crushes people. As long as my family members understand me and support me, then I will have enough confidence Respond to those who speak ill of me, and say what is up to you! Then continue to live the life I want to live."

"Actually, his father already knew about our relationship. I lived in their house all the time when you were not in China. Uncle Meng treated me like his own son. My home was destroyed the day Lu Feng ran away. , since I was with Meng Annan, I realized that having a family is such a happy thing. Every day and everything is worth looking forward to, and any time is full of hope. So I don't want to go abroad, I want to be with him, I want to live with him, start a family with him, and have a legal relationship with him. I want to be able to say that this is my husband when I introduce it to others in the future. Mom, this is my dream."

Mo Rulan stood on the spot like a wooden sculpture and looked down at Lu Zhiyuan who sincerely expressed all her inner thoughts. She seemed to be stunned word by word by this self-analysis. Lu Zhiyuan said When it was over, she looked at her without blinking, but she seemed to have lost the ability to speak and just lowered her head in a daze.

The clock on the wall ticked for a long time, like the prelude to a song, brewing the main tune to come.

Mo Rulan finally moved, she reached out and pulled Lu Zhiyuan up, touched his head and sighed, "You really gave me a big problem."

After this night, Mo Rulan didn't say anything else except this sentence. She didn't make it clear to Lu Zhiyuan whether she could be together or not. for a long time.

Meng Annan came to see him again, this time he cooked shredded chicken porridge and lotus root pork rib soup, he almost swallowed his tongue when he ate the soft lotus root, juicy pork ribs and the smooth and refreshing porridge.

"What do you think my mother thinks? Why hasn't she said anything after so many days?"

"Don't worry." Meng Annan handed him a tissue, but the man stretched out his head, holding the bowl securely in his hands and only knew how to eat. Meng Annan glanced at him, smiled helplessly, and wiped it for him without complaint. The soup on the corner of the mouth, "As long as your mother doesn't explicitly object, it's a good thing. There's no need to rush this matter. Let's wait together slowly. Good things take time."

"Okay!" With a wave of Lu Zhiyuan's hand, he dispelled all the wild thoughts in his head, and pursued the idea of ​​fullness and warmth. Taking advantage of the resignation of the nurse and Mo Rulan's absence, the two kissed firmly in the ward For a while, to soothe the pain of lovesickness for many days.

The scope of Meng Huaicheng's daily activities is two points and one line, which can be summed up as the Jiahe Chess Club.

He is punctual at all times like going to work, and no one is more dedicated than him.

But today is an exception. He didn't go to the chess club today. Instead, he went to a teahouse that he usually passed by and wouldn't go in for a while. It stands to reason that he is a teacup, and when he saw the teahouse, he wanted to go to the arty tea. But Fengya still loses out to firewood, rice, oil and salt, and it is generally expensive.

It was the guest he was going to meet today that was worth his money.

"Come on, let's have a cup of tea." Meng Huaicheng poured a cup of tea and handed it to the opposite side.

"Thank you for bothering you today." The guest was none other than Mo Rulan.

Ever since Lu Zhiyuan mentioned that Meng Annan's father already knew about the relationship between the two, she thought she had to pay a visit anyway.

"Don't disturb." Meng Huaicheng smiled, "You must have come here because of the two children."

Mo Rulan pulled her hair around her ears, took a sip of tea, nodded and said, "I'm indeed here for this matter, and I want to hear your thoughts on this matter."

Meng Huaicheng seemed to have expected it a long time ago, and was not surprised by what Mo Rulan said. He took a sip of tea and even tasted it in his mouth. After all, it was expensive.

"I think you may not be able to accept the relationship between the two children, right?"

Mo Rulan nodded.

"I was as shocked as you when I first found out that my son liked boys. I couldn't accept it at the time, but he told me this unspeakable secret himself. Only then did I realize that my son He is trusting me, he is asking me for help, because he is also at a loss and helpless, and he longs for a backer to support him. So even if I can’t believe it or accept it, I must force myself to look at the problem from my son’s point of view, So I went to research and even chatted with people who had the same experience to understand their thoughts. After I understood it, I realized that it is not a big deal. Homosexuality is actually legal in many countries. My son just likes men. He didn't do anything harmful, so as a father, I have to protect him. I can't let other people's words hurt him. Anyone else can disagree with him, but I can't, because I am his closest family member , I have to support him."

After Meng Huaicheng said such a long paragraph, the fragrance of tea still lingered in his mouth, as expected, it is better to have more expensive ones.

He took another sip of tea, pondered for a while, and then said, "So when you ask me what I think, I can only rudely say that I support it. It is not easy for the two children to come all the way, and I have been watching it all the time." In my eyes. These two children both put each other on the top of their hearts, and sometimes they don’t restrain themselves in front of me. I really like Zhiyuan. I want to love him and take care of him from the bottom of my heart. This child is sensitive and has At the time, I looked like I was having fun all day long, but actually I was pretending to have a lot of things in my heart. I can understand if you can’t accept it, but please don’t force them too hard, they are still children and have never met Having been involved in major events, sometimes seeing them struggle desperately, I still feel a little distressed, but I still want to fight for them and try my best to make their journey easier."

After that, Mo Rulan was almost silent. Meng Huaicheng knew that she needed time to think, so he didn't bother her. After paying the bill, he went home with Du Juan who had been waiting for him.

The sun was sinking to the west, and the afterglow like egg yolk came in from the half-opened bamboo curtain, shining on Mo Rulan's face. She kept looking at the cup of cold tea on the table. She heard that it was very expensive, but she didn't taste anything. Come here especially.

After a while, she suddenly smiled, picked up her phone and sent a message to Lu Zhiyuan——

"You can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, let Meng Annan pick you up, I have some things to do, let's have dinner together tonight.