love you slowly

Chapter 76

Mo Rulan's face was hidden in the darkness, and the dim yellow streetlights projected it on the other side, and it turned out to be a bit scary.

Meng Annan was already half sober from the wine, he reacted and immediately turned around to block Lu Zhiyuan behind him, this was just his subconscious action, but it completely angered Mo Rulan.

She pointed to Lu Zhiyuan behind her, and said coldly, "Come here!"

Lu Zhiyuan thought about having a showdown with his mother, but that was when he was fully prepared, not like he was unprepared and embarrassed when he was caught off guard.

After all, he was still afraid, and Mo Rulan gave him an order, but he didn't move, and hid behind Meng Annan's back and became a coward.

"Did you hear what I said!" Mo Rulan stepped forward, her tone extremely severe.

"Auntie." Meng Annan turned to block, he was afraid that Mo Rulan would attack Lu Zhiyuan in a fit of anger.

In the end, Mo Rulan made a move, but what she hit was not Lu Zhiyuan but Meng Annan.

"I'll teach my son a lesson, so you don't need to talk too much." Mo Rulan looked at him coldly.

"Why did you hit him!" Lu Zhiyuan jumped out from behind, pulled Meng Annan to block behind him, his eyes were red with anger, "What are you coming at me for?"

"Aiming at you?" Mo Rulan sneered, and slapped Lu Zhiyuan across the face, "You speak loudly! You are so confident in doing such a shameful thing."

"Shame?" He raised his head and looked directly at Mo Rulan, his fists clenched tightly, his voice hoarse with anger, "Did I kill or set fire? It's just that the person I like is a boy like me. What's wrong?"

"You're still arguing with me!" Mo Rulan wanted to slap him again angrily, but Meng Annan blocked it with his hand. His face was calm and he didn't get confused, "Auntie, we really want to be together, don't we?" Fighting is not a whim, this is our decision after careful consideration, we don't expect you to accept it immediately, but I hope you don't blame it, we can't control who we love or who we don't love."

"Whether you love it or not, how much do you know?" In Mo Rulan's eyes, the two of them are nothing more than petty fights, and they are looking for a kind of excitement at the top, so these words are ridiculous to her ears, " Do you know the consequences of two boys being together? Do you know how many people will poke your spine and talk about it!!"

"I don't live for others, what's more, love or not has nothing to do with age, it has to do with people! I just have better luck than others, and I met the right person, am I wrong?!" Lu Zhiyuan never thought that love This kind of thing is limited to age. Many adults say that they don’t understand what love is when they are young. In fact, this is a kind of paradox in itself. Many people live their entire lives without being able to understand love. Let alone preaching to others what you don't understand.

"Mom, I'm not a child. I can see clearly who is worthy and who is not. Except for him, I really can't find anyone who loves me more than him. Can you trust me once?"

"Don't tell me this!" Mo Rulan interrupted Lu Zhiyuan with a raised hand, she seemed very anxious, she had no intention of listening to Lu Zhiyuan's thoughts, "I just want you to break everything with him now Contact, don't continue this abnormal relationship, go home with me immediately, we will go abroad in a few days!"

Lu Zhiyuan's eyes suddenly darkened, as he said, even if their relationship is known to the world in the future, he will not be afraid, because he does not live for others but for himself, but he can't stop caring In my opinion, this is the person who gave birth to him and raised him, and is his most important relative in the world. He can be an enemy of the world, but he is unwilling to turn against Mo Rulan.

"Mom, he and I are not abnormal. We are like everyone else. We met the most lovable person at the best age. I want to be with him forever." Lu Zhiyuan's voice was a little choked, and he clenched He held Meng Annan's hand, as if he wanted to gain the courage to face him directly from the tightly clenched hands, "I want to have a family with him."

These heart-pounding words added fuel to the fire for Mo Rulan. She can't listen to any explanations and rhetoric now. In her opinion, homosexuality itself is wrong and unforgivable. Even if the other party is her son, "Do you know what you are talking about?! How do two men get married? Do you have to live such a failure, so disgraceful?!"

The moonlight was bleak, the lights were dim, and at night, the temperature was still hot, and the faces of passers-by were covered with wet sweat, but Lu Zhiyuan felt cold all over his body at this time, except for the hands he held tightly with Meng Annan. A trace of warmth made him clenched and clenched again.

He gave a low laugh almost with despair, raised his head slightly, his eyes were full of disappointment, sarcasm and deep sadness, and more of that was determination to move forward. He pulled Meng Annan back, He said in a word: "The most decent thing I have ever done is to do everything with him side by side."

After saying this, he took Meng Annan and ran away. Regardless of Mo Rulan's mad shouts behind him, the probing eyes of passers-by, and the consequences of this behavior, he just wanted to take Meng Annan away, away from accusations, Stay away from abuse, stay away from all misunderstandings.

Annan Meng is the best.

"Zhiyuan!" They had already run a long way, but Lu Zhiyuan didn't stop, he kept running, Meng Annan pulled him hard to make him stop, "Don't run, my stomach hurts soon !"

Lu Zhiyuan was about to sit on the ground as soon as he relieved himself, Meng Annan half hugged him and wanted to find a place for him to relax, but Lu Zhiyuan just grabbed his cuff and trembled all over, he cried.

At first, it was just a small choked sob, and gradually I ignored it and cried louder and louder, as if I had suffered a lot of grievances. The sadness in my heart was too full and too full, and there was nowhere to release it, so I could only vent it out by crying.

"Okay, okay." Meng Annan simply sat on the ground with him, hugged him in his arms, stroked his back one after another, and comforted him warmly.

Lu Zhiyuan might be really too sad, he couldn't stop crying, his voice became hoarse at the end, and he couldn't even shout, lying on Meng Annan's chest, sobbing one after another.

Meng Annan just hugged him like this, patted his back gently, and didn't speak. The two of them just sat on the ground quietly for a long, long time, until their legs were numb and their tears dried up, and they didn't want to move.

"I'm fine." After a while, he raised his head, his voice was hoarse, with a strong nasal voice, and the tears on his face dried up and turned into white lines, which made him look very pitiful.

Meng Annan helped him up, wiped his face with his thumb, and found that it was useless, then smiled and said, "It's become a little cat."

It was only then that Lu Zhiyuan twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled, but his face looked extremely tired and somewhat reluctant. He took Meng Annan's hand and shook it for a while before saying, "Go home."

"Wait." Meng Annan squatted down, looked sideways at Lu Zhiyuan and said, "Come up, I'll carry you home."

Lu Zhiyuan was also really tired. He actually didn't even have the strength to walk, so he didn't refuse. He obediently lay on Meng Annan's body, unloading all the strength in his body. I fell asleep on my stomach.

When he got home, Meng Annan put him on the bed without waking him up. Meng Huaicheng followed him in to take a look, and asked suspiciously, "What's the matter?"

Meng Annan didn't want to say more, he sat on the edge of the bed and stroked Lu Zhiyuan's forehead hair, and shook his head wearily: "It's okay."

Meng Huaicheng knew that he couldn't ask anything now, so he patted him on the back, "Don't hide anything from yourself. If you don't want to say it now, don't say it. I'll ask you again when you calm down."

"Understood." Meng Annan smiled.

The room was plunged into darkness again. After Meng Annan sat by the bed for a while, he went around to the other side, lifted the quilt and lay down. As soon as he touched the bed, he clung to him and hugged him tightly. I thought he was awake, but when I looked closely, I found that he was fast asleep, and it was just a subconscious movement.

Meng Annan laughed. Looking at the person nestled in his chest, he couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed him, "Why are you like a cat?"

In the early morning, the dark sky gradually faded, as if it had been washed away by the morning mist, and gradually a little bit of light slowly came out.

Meng Annan didn't fall asleep all night, watching the sky outside the window getting brighter and brighter, at this moment, Lu Zhiyuan suddenly trembled, sleeping extremely unsteadily, he quickly hugged him in his arms, patted him, and softly coaxed him , "It's okay, I'm here."

Perhaps Meng Annan's voice played a role, Lu Zhiyuan gradually calmed down, his frowning gradually eased, but he did not let go of the hand holding Meng Annan's neckline.

The sky gradually turned white. Meng Annan opened his eyes for most of the night and finally closed them. When he woke up at [-] o'clock in the morning, Lu Zhiyuan was no longer in bed. There was a note beside his pillow saying that he wanted to go home Once, this matter can't be left alone like this, he wants to go back and talk to his mother, and let Meng Annan wait for him.

Meng Annan held the thin piece of paper, his mind went blank, his heart seemed to be thrown into the sky, and the feeling of not being able to get up or down made people feel uncomfortable and out of breath.

For the next half month, Lu Zhiyuan seemed to be disconnected. Meng Annan tried every means of contacting him by phone, text message, WeChat, QQ, but he seemed to have evaporated, as if he had never been in his life. appeared in.

Meng Annan went to his house to look for him, but no one answered when he knocked on the door, so he stood guard at the door all night, but there was still no one. When he returned, he was in a daze. I don't know where he went, and I don't know if he's alright or not. This time fear arises spontaneously from the bottom of my heart, making my whole body tremble, and even my lips tremble uncontrollably. He's afraid, he's afraid that he will really lose this time. The road is far away.

When it came time to fill in the application form, Meng Annan hesitated in front of the computer for a long time. He didn't know which school he should choose. He was afraid that if he chose the wrong school, he would be far away from the road. If he did so, he would lose his temper.

Meng Huaicheng and Aunt Du wandered around outside the door of Meng Annan's room. He had been bored in the room all day, and it was the same in the past few days. He didn't say anything, causing the two of them to follow around anxiously.

"Annan, have you chosen your school yet? Come out and have something to eat. You haven't eaten much for several days."

Aunt Du stood at the door and listened carefully, but there was no movement in the room.

Meng Huaicheng slammed on the door a few times, and said in a stern tone, "Meng Annan! Come out! No matter what happens, you can tell me what's the matter if you stay in the room all the time?! You will only make your family more nervous. worry about you!!"

There was still no response in the room, and it was as silent as ever. Meng Huaicheng and Aunt Du looked at each other and sighed helplessly. When they turned around and were about to give up, the door suddenly opened.

Meng Annan's mental state was very bad, his eyes were flushed, his eyes were black and black, his mouth was full of stubble, and his face was pale. It was obvious that he had suffered from insomnia for a long time.

Meng Huaicheng and Aunt Du were quite frightened seeing him like this, "What's wrong with you?! What happened?"

Aunt Du was also anxious, she took Meng Annan's hand and kept persuading, "Annan, you have to tell me what happened! Don't torture yourself!"

Perhaps the words of the two of them worked. Meng Annan stopped being silent to the end. He slowly squatted down and lay on Meng Huaicheng's lap, his voice hoarse and choked, "Dad, Zhiyuan is gone, I can't find him." gone."

After hearing what happened, Meng Huaicheng felt that Lu Zhiyuan didn't seem like a person who would leave as soon as he said it. He could see that the two children wanted to be together seriously, so now that they lost contact, it wasn't necessarily because Lu Zhiyuan flinched , don't want to be together anymore, more likely to be locked up by his mother.

"Don't be in a hurry, I'll call your Uncle Bo, you have many connections, I'll ask him to help you find out." Meng Huaicheng felt distressed seeing Meng Annan's suffering, and patted his head, Relief said: "Go and rest, you see what you look like now, you have to believe it."

Meng Annan tried his best to smile, "I trust him."

Back in the room, he stared blankly at the volunteer form on the computer for a long time. He seemed to be thinking a lot, but he seemed to be thinking about nothing. He rubbed the stone bracelet on his wrist, and a gentle smile appeared on his tired face. Meaning, he seemed to miss someone who had been gone for a long time through this bracelet.

"I'll wait for you." He said softly.

In the end, Meng Annan chose the city they had agreed upon at the beginning. He would wait, and wait, because Lu Zhiyuan said that he didn't want to be a puppy.

Two days after filling out the application form, there was finally news from Lu Zhiyuan.

Meng Annan stood up abruptly from the sofa, and overturned Meng Huaicheng's tea set on the coffee table with too much movement, "Where is he?!"

Meng Huaicheng glanced at him, hesitated to speak, and hesitated under Meng Annan's crazy and urgent eyes: "Zhiyuan is in the hospital, with acute gastric perforation."

Meng Annan completely lost his mind and ran out staggeringly. Meng Huaicheng hurriedly shouted from behind: "At the Central Hospital!"

After arriving at the hospital and asking for the ward number, Meng Annan couldn't even wait for the elevator, so he directly climbed the stairs to the fifteenth floor, and his speed was not like normal people.

However, on the twelfth floor, he almost bumped into a person. He said he was sorry and wanted to continue climbing, but the person behind him shouted tremblingly: "Annan!!"

Meng Annan turned sharply and saw Lu Zhiyuan looking at him in hospital gown with red eyes.

The feeling of losing and regaining is like playing a jumping machine. The feeling of weightlessness in the air makes people palpitate and fear, and the inability to keep up and down makes people almost go crazy. After landing again, the whole suspended heart finally returns to its original position. My head is dizzy, my eyes and nose are sore, and I can't help but want to cry.

The insomnia these few days has almost wiped out Meng Annan's energy bit by bit. Now that he saw Lu Zhiyuan, he didn't realize it. He just stared at him blankly, even the tears from the corners of his eyes Regardless of rubbing, when Lu Zhiyuan rushed up and hugged him tightly, it seemed that he finally struggled out of the half-dead state. He hugged the person in his arms tightly. He had never lost it for so long. It can drive people crazy.

"It's far, it's far..." He buried himself in Lu Zhiyuan's neck, murmuring in a low voice, half of sadness and joy, to the point that people couldn't bear to listen to the calls again and again.

"I didn't run away." Lu Zhiyuan rubbed the back of his head and comforted him softly, "I've been trying to figure out a way out, but I'm afraid you'll be scared if you wait too long, but it seems that I've made you wait too long, do you want to hit me? ?”

"Why are you in the hospital? How did you get your stomach perforated?" Meng Annan let go of Lu Zhiyuan and looked at him up and down.

"Just..." Lu Zhiyuan touched his nose, a little guilty, "I lost my conversation with my mother, she confiscated my mobile phone, locked me at home and didn't let me go out, when I got angry, I locked myself in I couldn't come out of the room, and then... didn't eat, and then my mother cried, and I came out, but maybe I was hungry for several days and suddenly my stomach couldn't bear it, so...that's what. "

"Don't do this in the future." Meng Annan held his hands and pressed them together one by one, "I'm afraid something will happen to you, no matter what, you must be fine!"

"Where are you going wearing this?" He looked at Lu Zhiyuan's hospital gown with some doubts.

"My mother just went out with something to do, and the nurse went to fetch the water. I took advantage of this time to run out to find you, or give you a call." Lu Zhiyuan said, "I'm afraid you're in a hurry."

"Let's go back." Meng Annan said, "Don't worry your mother, I know your situation now."

He pulled Lu Zhiyuan closer and hugged him again. He was really reluctant, but he couldn't help it. He smiled and asked, "Do you want to be a puppy?"

Lu Zhiyuan also laughed, and the answer was the same as always, "I don't want to! I don't want to at all!"

Because he was afraid that Mo Rulan would come back soon, Lu Zhiyuan had to go back to the ward first. He wrote some information such as the admission ticket number to Meng Annan, and asked him to help him fill in the application. Not far away, just across the street from the school where Meng Annan reported.

"I'm going back first. You have to eat well and sleep well. I won't worry you, and you don't want me to worry either." Lu Zhiyuan held Meng Annan's neck, and the two restrainedly kissed for a while.

"I know." Meng Annan nodded, he stood on the next step and looked at Lu Zhiyuan tenderly, "Go back quickly."

Lu Zhiyuan left, turned around and climbed a few steps, then suddenly turned his head, Meng Annan hadn't left yet, his gentle eyes were the same as before.

Lu Zhiyuan looked at him and grinned, and said undisguisedly in a normal tone: "I love you."

Meng Annan watched him turn and go upstairs until the figure disappeared, his brows and eyes gradually curved, his eyes that had been silent for so long flashed a bright light, he stared at the direction Lu Zhiyuan left, and replied softly: "I love you."

always loveyou.

love you forever.

Only love you.