lack of love

Chapter 45 Can't Do It

Extra 09

God is very rewarding, the heavy rain didn't stop until evening, so Lian Siqiao had no choice but to drive Li Qi away.

"Are you going to rest?" Li Qi looked at the clock on the wall, and it showed that it was 05:30 in the evening. If Lian Siqiao didn't have any guests at this time, he would start collecting things.Lian Siqiao's studio is considered semi-open, with a floor-to-ceiling glass window on the side facing the street, from which one can see a corner of the house, but privacy is well preserved.When Li Qi was waiting outside, he would sometimes see Lian Siqiao walking around the house, which made the long and boring wait seem less boring.

Lian Siqiao knew that he would say that, he must have figured out his work schedule thoroughly.He also knew that Li Qi had disclosed these information intentionally or unintentionally, just to soften his heart with a bitter trick.

Li Qi is a man of strong action. Once he has identified a goal, he will do it without distraction.

Although Lian Siqiao said on the surface that he could do whatever he wanted, in fact, he knew in his heart that as long as he didn't respond to the other party, Li Qi couldn't do anything.But he couldn't help but think, how did this person spend several hours here, from 08:30 in the morning to after five in the afternoon, how did he pass this boring time?

He responded, but still made up his mind to order to evict the guest: "Yes. So you should go back too."

Li Qi smiled, and there seemed to be some embarrassment in the smile.

Lian Siqiao knew he couldn't ask, but he still asked, "Where do you live?"

Li Qi said: "It was too late to work overtime this week, and I didn't have time to book a room...and it was raining so hard that the nearby restaurants were full."

Lian Siqiao frowned and looked at him for a while before saying, "I won't let you live in my house."

"I know." Even knowing that Lian Siqiao would not let go so easily, Li Qi was still a little disappointed, "Then I'm leaving..."

"Where?"

"go home."

"Did you drive here?"

"Correct."

Lian Siqiao thought that he had come here early in the morning, and now he was going to go back in the rain, so he felt a little uncomfortable.But he deliberately pretended not to care, and said against his will: "Then you don't come here tomorrow."

"That won't work." Li Qi rejected him very simply, "You say whatever you want, you have to give me a chance..."

Lian Siqiao didn't say anything more, and Li Qi didn't bother, he just walked out wearing Lian Siqiao's clothes and borrowed an umbrella from him.

The sky had already darkened, Lian Siqiao stood at the door, watching Li Qi's back walking in the rain became more and more blurred until he couldn't see it.

He turned off the lights in the studio and walked out into the rain with an umbrella.It's only a short ten-minute journey from the studio to the house, and even with an umbrella, he was still drenched. He couldn't help but think that Li Qi might have to wear wet clothes and drive for several hours before he could go home and take a hot bath. .He sighed, walked into the bathroom to take a shower, and stopped himself from thinking about it.

The heavy rain stopped in the middle of the night, and the sun came out the next day.

When Lian Siqiao went to work, he still saw Li Qi at the door of the studio.

Probably because he didn't get enough sleep, Li Qi's face looked a little pale.Seeing Lian Siqiao approaching, he said: "The clothes I borrowed from you are not dry yet, I will return them to you next week."

Lian Siqiao had already persuaded her twice, and now she didn't bother to persuade Li Qi anymore.He just didn't want Li Qi to be stupid, and he wasn't really that unkind: "You don't look very pretty, do you want to come in and take a rest?"

Li Qi was obviously flattered.

"Don't get me wrong, I just don't want you to fall ill, and that will become my problem instead. There is a rest room on the second floor, you can use it as you like. But I work a lot today, so I don't have the time to care about you. And when the guests are here, you can't interrupt at will, even if you hear something you shouldn't listen to, you can't say it..."

"I know." Since Li Qi had this opportunity, how could he let it go.

He followed Lian Siqiao into the house and walked up to the room on the second floor.It can be seen that it is rarely used here, but it is cleaned very well.After Lian Siqiao briefly introduced the environment, she went downstairs to work.

Lian Siqiao was right, he was indeed very busy today, probably because the client who temporarily canceled yesterday rescheduled his appointment today, and people have been coming in since nine o'clock in the morning.

Li Qi was just tired and didn't want to sleep at this moment.He lay on the soft bed, and when he breathed, he smelled the sun-baked quilt.The echo in the room was relatively loud, and there were faint voices of conversation coming up from downstairs. Some words were very clear, while others were very vague.

Lian Siqiao was different from usual when she was working, her tone of voice was much slower and her voice sounded softer.His client base is almost exclusively women, with occasional men.Lian Siqiao will adjust different speaking methods according to the personality of the guests.

Li Qi listened, and suddenly remembered that he had asked Lian Siqiao why he wanted to study this major. He felt that workers in this type of industry were exposed to a lot of negative emotions in their hearts.If there is no enthusiasm, patience and love, it will be difficult to persevere.And this is different from the Lian Siqiao he knows, because of this contrast, it gives him a mysterious temperament and charm.

How did Lian Siqiao answer at that time?

By the way, Lian Siqiao said that he was actually saving himself.Everyone has more or less mental illnesses of varying degrees, unable to vent their emotions, and it will become a heart disease after a long period of accumulation.These people don't necessarily need to see a doctor, but if they have the urge to complain, they just want to seek psychological comfort.He does not deny that he is the same, he not only wants to help others, but also wants to help himself.

Li Qi knew very little about Lian Siqiao's family, and Lian Siqiao didn't reveal much, but he knew everything he needed to know. Both his parents cheated.

Li Qi forgot how he reacted when he found out about this, as if he didn't care a bit?But that's because he's confident he won't be that kind of person.But he was still too young at that time. He had just graduated from school and entered a good company. He always thought that there was no problem that he could not overcome.So he almost subconsciously ignored Lian Siqiao's anxiety all the time, even though he had repeatedly emphasized that he loved him.However, Lian Siqiao didn't seem to believe it very much, always thinking that he was a little frivolous and would not keep a proper distance from others.He was probably a little annoyed, so he didn't say much later, and the relationship between them slowly began to crack.

It wasn't until now that Li Qi gradually understood that what Lian Siqiao wanted for security was just companionship.He couldn't give him such a simple thing at the beginning.

If they had communicated well from the beginning, perhaps things would not have developed like this.

But luckily it's not too late.From the moment Lian Siqiao dragged him into the house from the heavy rain, he knew that this person was just hard-spoken and soft-hearted...

Li Qi closed his eyes and fell asleep after thinking about it.

During the lunch break, Lian Siqiao came upstairs. He wanted to ask Li Qi what he wanted to eat, but he saw him falling asleep with the quilt in his arms.He stood and watched for a while, and when he saw the dark circles under Li Qi's eyes, he decided not to call him.He called to order takeaway on his own initiative, and left a lunch box on the table on the second floor, so that he could eat it when Li Qi woke up.

Time flies when you are busy.

It was rare for Lian Siqiao to feel that he was in a good working state today, and his heart was very peaceful, and he was no longer as impetuous as he was in the past few weeks.He is a psychologist, and he can't lie to himself. Li Qi's presence seems to make him feel at ease.

In the evening, Li Qicai came downstairs. After a night's sleep, he looked much more energetic, but his face was still a little pale, probably because he stayed up late.

Lian Siqiao remembered that he seemed to have been very busy in his previous work, and he was still the company's key cultivation target.After Li Qi finished his studies and returned to China, the company must be even more unwilling to let him go easily.He originally wanted to remind him to pay attention to his body, but after thinking about it, forget it.If you care too much, I'm afraid Li Qi will misunderstand something again.

In three weeks at most, he will have to leave.He couldn't give Li Qi hope, and then destroy it abruptly.He can't do it.