lack of love

Chapter 44 Re-pursuit

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Lian Siqiao originally thought that Li Qi would give up if he said such a thing.But on the second week's vacation, he saw Li Qi standing outside the door again.

He didn't forget that Li Qi had returned to work in his original company, and it was precisely because of this that he deliberately moved out of that city.It would take at least three hours to come here, not to mention that he still lives in the suburbs, the time must be longer.

Lian Siqiao is a person who can be cruel to herself, and her principles are almost strict.Now that his words have been spoken, no matter what Li Qi wants to do, the best way is to turn a blind eye.

He locked the doors and windows and prepared to leave work as usual.He also thought that if Li Qi chased him back to his residence, he would mercilessly scold him and make him give up.

But no, Li Qi just stood where he was, quietly watching his back as he left.

Lian Siqiao always thought that Li Qi would follow, and turned his head several times, but when he realized that there was no one behind him, he didn't know whether he should feel relieved or disappointed.

It's true that he has a cleanliness about relationships, but it doesn't mean that he can quickly forget the last relationship and start the next one.

Everyone does not have a fixed period for the healing period of a broken love, which can be as short as a few days or as long as a lifetime.And unfortunately, he is the kind of person who is hard to get over once he falls in love.Even if he knew that they were not suitable for each other, he could force himself to withdraw. Although the problem could be solved, his heart could not return to its original state.

He knew that this had something to do with his original family, his parents both cheated and had a quarrel after tearing their faces apart.The vows of eternal love during marriage have all become a joke after marriage.

At that time, Lian Siqiao was still young, but her parents would often point at her nose angrily and scold her: "It would be fine if you weren't born."

They all thought he was too young to understand.Little do they know that the influence of adults is the greatest on children.

He has said to himself countless times that he must not become an irresponsible person like his parents when he grows up.Maybe it's a subtle effect, or maybe it's an overcorrection. When he grows up, he is indeed dedicated to love, but he is too strict with love.There was nothing wrong with Li Qi, the real problematic person was himself.It's because he doesn't trust love very much.

He shouldn't put his family burden on Li Qi, he shouldn't ask Li Qi to think about him in everything.He loves him so much that he always wants to shape him into the ideal object in his mind.

So his demands on Li Qi became higher and higher, to the point where neither of them could bear it.

By the time he realized something was wrong, the relationship between them had changed.He wanted to go back to the beginning, but he couldn't go back no matter what.

Li Qi's boldness, decisiveness, gentleness and consideration were once the part he admired the most.He didn't want the other party to lose even these advantages after being with him.

That night, Lian Siqiao suffered from insomnia and lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

As soon as he closed his eyes, his mind was full of the scene when he and Li Qi met for the first time.It was at the school sports meeting. Li Qi saw him sitting in the corner and came over to talk to him.Because his character is not liked by his classmates, everyone unites to isolate him.He didn't have any teammates who could form a team for games. It was Li Qi, a stranger, who played the role and helped him complete his sports homework.

People like him are obviously the most difficult to open their hearts to others, but they are attracted by Li Qi's outgoing personality.

He knew it was dangerous from the very beginning, but he still couldn't help approaching him.

The next day, when Lian Siqiao went to work, he saw no one outside the studio.He smiled self-deprecatingly, not knowing what he was expecting...

He unlocked the door and walked into the house.A figure outside the door came out from the corner, watching him turn on the lights, ready to open.

When Lian Siqiao got off work that night, he saw Li Qi standing at the door again, as if waiting for a rabbit.

He froze for a second this time, but still ignored the other party, turned around and left just like the day before.And Li Qi didn't catch up, and just stood there silently.

This was the case for the next two weeks.

Every holiday, Li Qi would always show up at the door of Lian Siqiao's studio when Lian Siqiao was off work, and would not approach him, as if he was waiting for the other party to take the initiative to come and talk to him. is the opportunity.He understood Lian Siqiao's character, and knew that his refusal must be merciless, no matter how much he said, it would be useless.It's better to let him take the initiative to find himself...

Even Siqiao couldn't avoid him no matter what.When he does this kind of work, the holidays are the time when there are the most people, so it is impossible for him to close the business for Li Qi.

But he would feel upset because of Li Qi's existence.He wondered how long had he been at the door?Isn't he tired of running around for hours every week?How long will he be in a stalemate before he is willing to give up...

He pretended to be indifferent on the surface, but he was very shaken in his heart.But so what?

He was about to go abroad, and it was absolutely impossible for him to stay for Li Qi.Just like Li Qi made the same choice back then, and he couldn't believe him.

In the third week, it rained heavily outside without warning.

The rain was so loud that it could be heard inside the house.And Lian Siqiao was at work, consulting the woman sitting opposite him about her family troubles.He glanced outside, then subconsciously checked the time on the wall, 10:30 in the morning.

He thought to himself, he won't come today.It was still so early, he must have been waiting outside.impossible……

He denied several thoughts in a row and forced himself to concentrate on his work.

It was already 11:30 when the female guests left.

Because of the heavy rain and the holiday, which is prone to traffic jams, several appointments were called to cancel in the afternoon.He can rest early today, and if he finishes work early, he won't have to meet Li Qi.He obviously should have wanted to feel more relaxed, but he didn't. Instead, his heart felt heavy as if he was being oppressed by something.

Hearing the sound of rain outside, he became more and more anxious, and couldn't help wondering, did Li Qi still decide to come?Is it already on the way?Is it dangerous to drive?

Is Li Qi driving?

He didn't even know how Li Qi came here, what time did he come, and what time did he leave?Where do you stay at night when you sleep over?What if he stayed outside all this time...

When Lian Siqiao thought of this, she finally couldn't sit still, and hurried to the door.When he saw no one outside the door, he breathed a sigh of relief, but when he caught a glimpse of a figure huddled under the opposite eaves, his heart ached again...

He pulled an umbrella from the umbrella stand and walked towards the man across the street.

It was raining heavily, and there was not even a car moving on the road.As soon as he stepped into the rain, the hems of his trousers were immediately soaked by the splashing water on the ground.

He walked up to that person, and when he saw Li Qi's face clearly, anger arose in his heart for no reason.He yelled at Li Qi: "Are you sick? What are you thinking? Why are you here in such a heavy rain? Go back quickly──"

Although Li Qi hid under the eaves, his body was still drenched.He looked at Lian Siqiao, looked at him very seriously, and then smiled: "You still care about me."

Lian Siqiao wanted to call him a lunatic, and even wanted to call him a few words, but saw Li Qi sneezed several times in succession.

Almost without thinking, he dragged Li Qi back to his studio.

Although this is a workplace, there is still a bathroom attached.Lian Siqiao usually rests here when she is tired from work, so she brought a few sets of clothes for a change.Although these clothes were a bit small for Li Qi, they were better than nothing.

He forcefully pushed Li Qi into the bathroom, and changed his wet pants.

Only then did Lian Siqiao think of a question, Li Qi seemed to have been outside for a long time, so how early did he come here?

After Li Qi took a shower, he came out wearing Lian Siqiao's clothes. The trousers were obviously shortened, revealing his slender ankles. The shirt was a little tight, so a few buttons were unbuttoned.Li Qi was not bad looking at first, so he looked casual and sexy in such a dress.

This man has become more mature and stable in the two years since they separated, with an elite air all over him.

Lian Siqiao forced herself to stare at him, and asked, "When do you usually come here?"

Li Qi didn't hide it from him: "08:30 in the morning."

That was Lian Siqiao's opening time in the morning.He frowned and said, "Is it interesting for you to do this? Even if we are reconciled now, we will have to separate in two weeks."

Li Qi stared at him and said, "Siqiao, time is not a problem. Just like when I came back from a trip abroad, I realized..."

"That's different." Lian Siqiao interrupted him, "Falling in love is not a matter for one person. I don't feel safe."

He can't talk about long-distance love.It's like he can't get rid of the influence of his original family, and when his other half is not around, he can't control his cranky thoughts.He also didn't want to repeat the same mistakes of the past, arguing endlessly over trivial matters, and killing each other's love.

Li Qi looked at him for a while, and then said: "Then you have to give me a chance, you are unfair to me. What should I do if someone snatches you away after you go abroad?"

"You..." Lian Siqiao never expected to hear Li Qi say such words.He wasn't like this before.

Li Qi approached him slowly, as if he had seen through his heart: "Isn't it because you still love me and are afraid of being shaken, that's why you keep avoiding me?"

Lian Siqiao's indifference was all a disguise.After being together for so long, how could he not know.

Li Qi said: "When I was abroad, I was caught in an avalanche and buried in the snow. I thought I was going to die. I thought my family was the most important thing I cared about, but I found that the person I was most worried about was you. When I was in the hospital, I kept thinking, life is so short, why do we have to act like this?"

When Lian Siqiao was working in the Yan family, he heard Zhong Qiran say this, but he didn't know that person was Li Qi at the time.Later, when I found out, I was also afraid for a while.How could he not have thought about it, if they were really separated like this, he would definitely regret it to death.

At this time, Li Qi brought up this matter again, which completely hit his point: "Just once, can you be brave for me?"

But Lian Siqiao still didn't let go.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to admit it. Well then, if I don't make you change your mind before you go abroad, I will give up." Li Qi looked directly at him with firm eyes, without any compromise, "On the contrary, If you waver, don't blame me for taking advantage of it."

It was rare for Lian Siqiao to feel the pressure from the other party, so he replied unwillingly: "It's up to you."

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I want to explain first, about Li Qi, he is very skillful in chasing people, which has something to do with his outgoing and good at dealing with people...

Although some people probably think that it is not good that he has chased after Zhong Qi before.But I have to say that he and Lian Siqiao had separated at the beginning, there is nothing wrong with who he wants to pursue and what kind of life he wants to live after the breakup.He is not promiscuous, he just dares to try and take the initiative when he has the opportunity, and of course he is dedicated after dating. He is a person who can grasp opportunities very well. Such a person is actually very good.That's how Li Qi chased after Lian Siqiao back then, I think it's part of his character.But this is also the place that Lian Siqiao admires but feels uneasy the most...

I don't want anyone to misunderstand him, so let me explain.But if anyone thinks that's mine, I can't help it