I'm not that Lu Fei

Chapter 38

"I want to learn to drive, please apply for driving school for me."

"Didn't you tell me to be your driver for the rest of your life last time?"

Lu Fei cleaned up the bowl, "I have to know it, when your old eyesight is dim, it's time for me to be your driver."

"Have you thought about my old eyesight so early?" Han Xiao took a sip of water to rinse his mouth, "I've reported it to you a long time ago, when will I have time to go for a physical examination?"

"it is good."

"It's not in a hurry, I'll take you out to play today."

Lu Fei came over after washing the dishes, "Where are you going?"

"Q City."

Lu Fei was a little flustered, "Why did you go there?"

Han Xiao was slightly taken aback, "Qin Liyang and Xiao Qin had a barbecue party, Xiao Qin didn't tell you?" Han Xiao was a little puzzled as to why Lu Fei was so reluctant to return to Q City. He had mentioned it several times before but was rejected by him.

"No, I probably said it, I forgot."

"Go and relax, lest you stare at me all day and feel fatigued."

"I won't, I will never get tired of watching it for a lifetime."

Han Xiao walked over and pinched his face, "I just like your sweet mouth."

The two packed up and set off, and drove for more than an hour to the urban area of ​​Q City.Lu Fei looked at the increasingly familiar place, where he spent the most difficult days in the first 17 years.It's not that he doesn't want to come back, it's that he doesn't dare. He's afraid that if he gets closer, he will fall into the abyss again, so he doesn't dare to touch it.

It was only when the car reached Hebin Road that Lu Fei became a little excited.

"This is the place where we met for the first time!" Lu Fei opened the window and looked out, "It's here, so excited."

Han Xiao parked the car at the same location as last time, "Do you want to reminisce here?"

"Did you think I was stupid the first time you saw me?"

Han Xiao raised his eyebrows, "I only remember that you sexually harassed me the first time we met."

"What! I was not careful."

Han Xiao pulled its head over, kissed it, and wanted to say something more, when the car window was knocked.

Turning his head to see that face, he lowered the car window helplessly.

Xiao Qin put his hands on the car door, "You two don't go in, are you going to have a car shock?"

"Xiao Qin, I admire you, you have always been so humble, you have never been surpassed."

"Drive in quickly, or uncle traffic police will knock on your window later!"

Lu Fei stretched out his head, "Didn't you be able to park on the side of the road before?"

"That should be a holiday dear!"

Han Xiao drove the car in and parked it. When the two got out of the car, Lu Fei saw Nie Jia busy at the barbecue grill, and there was someone helping him.Han Xiao came over and grabbed his shoulders and walked over there.When Nie Jia saw them, he greeted them enthusiastically, and Lu Fei was a little embarrassed.When he came to the front, he mustered up the courage to brew for a long time, but he didn't dare to say anything.Nie Jia, on the other hand, introduced the man next to them generously, "This is Li Yihang, my friend." Then he moved to Han Xiao and Lu Fei and whispered, "Don't talk too much if you haven't caught up yet." To Li Yihang's side.

Li Yihang wiped Nie Jia's face, "They're all cats." Then he turned to greet Han Xiao, "Hi, I'm Li Yihang."

Han Xiao was speechless. The last time he was so generous and proud to say that someone else was your boyfriend before he caught up with him, he was convinced.

"Hi, I'm Han Xiao."

Lu Fei quickly picked up, "Hi, I'm Lu Fei."

Han Xiao smiled, pinched Lu Fei's earlobe, looked at the two people opposite him and said, "He is my family member."

Lu Fei blushed. This was the first time he heard Han Xiao say this title, and he felt satisfied no matter what he heard.

Lu Fei remembered what happened at the bar yesterday, turned to look at Nie Jia in embarrassment, and sincerely apologized, "Last time, I'm really sorry."

Nie Jia waved his hand, "Don't worry, I'll forget if you don't tell me." After pondering for a moment, he looked up at Han Xiao and said, "I have something to tell you about my uncle, shall we go to the side?"

Han Xiao didn't doubt that he was there, and patted Lu Fei on the back, "Bake something and have fun, I'll be back in a while."

The two came to a private room, Han Xiao kept looking at Lu Fei through the window, Li Yihang was talking to Lu Fei, and Lu Fei didn't seem uncomfortable, he asked absently, "What's the matter?" ?”

Seeing his appearance, Nie Jia shook his head, "It's really a treasure, can't you not look at it for a while?"

"It's okay, I'm leaving without me."

Nie Jia hurriedly pulled him back, "Don't worry, let the two of them chat for a while."

"What do you mean?" Han Xiao frowned at him, "Who told you to make up your own mind!"

"Don't worry. It's not a formal consultation, just chatting with him casually to see if there's anything wrong with him. If not, then of course it will be fine."

Han Xiao looked at the situation outside worriedly. He really wanted to go out now and hold Lu Fei in his arms. If he was unhappy, it would not be a problem to go home right away.Although he also wanted to know if Lu Fei had some problems, he felt that Lu Fei was much better today than before, and he was also afraid that he would make unnecessary actions and irritate Lu Fei.

"Look at what you're worried about, don't exaggerate so much, it's really just a normal chat, it won't cause any irritation to Lu Fei."

Han Xiao also felt that he might be overreacting a bit, he took out a cigarette from his bag and lit it, he hadn't smoked for a long time, and since he lived with Lu Fei, as he said, he almost quit.

"Where's He Mingxiu?"

"Oh!" Nie Jia pulled up a chair and sat down, "I went to follow my aunt again, making me look like a stalker."

"Is that hurdle so hard to get over? You can't let go and don't fight for it."

"Some time ago, I was guarding outside Xiao Tong's house every day, but Xiao Tong came out and said to him: "Don't guard me anymore, it's useless, don't come here again." So now he changed to secretly, and never let Xiao Tong Tong found out. He was waiting for what Xiao Tong wanted to open..."

Before Nie Jia finished speaking, he saw Han Xiao blowing away like a gust of wind. Looking out of the window, Lu Fei's expression was a little strange.I secretly thought that it was not good, Li Yihang was so incapable of grasping the scale?He also ran out.

Han Xiao walked directly between the two of them, touched Lu Fei's face, turned to Li Yihang and said, "Thank you for talking with Lu Fei, I will take him out for a walk." Then he took Lu Fei and walked out.

Nie Jia came out and looked at Li Yihang and said, "What's going on?"

"Han Xiao is too sensitive. Just as Lu Fei's expression changed, he rushed out. I didn't ask any special questions at all." Li Yihang also felt very innocent. He paused and sighed, "Lu Fei Very vigilant, he seems to build a glass wall around himself, you can see him, but don't try to get close to him. And he is very good at disguising himself according to the attitude of others towards him, so that the two sides can maintain the surface harmony."

"Then what did you just say?"

"Childhood, he seems very reluctant to mention it."

Han Xiao took Lu Fei's hand and walked along the river. Although Lu Fei was a little worried that others would look at them strangely, he was reluctant to let go of Han Xiao's hand, and Han Xiao looked so calm, which made his heart ache. Then calm down.

"I used to turn down from here to pick up garbage in the river." Lu Fei pointed to the gap in the front railing and told Han Xiao.A few months have passed, and it is still the same as before, not much has changed.

"You look like you're going to remember something? Are you going to turn it over again?"

"It's not impossible." Lu Fei let go of Han Xiao's hand and climbed over the railing, waving at Han Xiao: "I'll go pick you a nice rock."

Although Han Xiao was a little confused as to what he was doing with the stone, he didn't stop him.Now as long as it is something that makes him happy, let him pick it up.Han Xiao had been watching his hunched figure walking up and down the river beach, and suddenly felt like a parent who came out to play with his baby, and he especially hoped that Lu Fei could live a happy and simple life like this.

Seeing that he has squeezed several stones in his hand, I don't know why his interest is so high. I don't know how many I will pick up when I think about it. Moreover, he will not agree with Lu Fei to take these stones home, but let him Just be happy and be happy.After beckoning several times, the guy didn't see him, so Han Xiao could only shout his name loudly towards Heba: "Lu Fei! Lu Fei! You're back."

Lu Fei heard it, waved his hand in his direction and started to walk back.

Han Xiao turned his head inadvertently, only to see a woman in her 40s standing next to him, staring blankly at the direction of the river dam.He didn't think too much, seeing Lu Fei approaching, he moved to the gap in the railing, waiting to help Lu Fei.

Lu Fei climbed over the railing, stood still and spread out his hands to show Han Xiao, "Look, this stone is heart-shaped." Then he pointed to one of the largest stones and said, "Does the pattern on this look like a heart?" A landscape painting?"

Han Xiao looked at it for a long time, then nodded, "It's kind of like that."

The two were discussing, when they suddenly heard a voice next to them, with some uncertainty, "Lu Fei?"

The two looked up in surprise, and Han Xiao realized that it was the woman standing next to him just now. She saw Lu Fei just now?

With a few "dong dong dong", all the stones in Lu Fei's hands fell to the ground, with pain and confusion on his face.

Han Xiao held his hand, turned to look at the woman, "May I ask who you are?"

The woman was a little embarrassed, with a guilty expression on her face, "I am Lu Fei's former adoptive mother."

Han Xiao wondered, when he investigated, it was clearly stated that Lu Fei's adoptive mother had passed away, so why did another adoptive mother emerge.Could it be... Lu Fei was adopted more than once?

"Then what's the matter with you?"

The woman faltered, and it took a long time before she murmured, "Lu Fei, I'm sorry, I knew clearly back then..."

"Han Xiao!" Lu Fei shouted suddenly, which stunned the other two. Lu Fei looked at Han Xiao with trembling lips, "Can you buy me a bottle of water?"

Han Xiao glanced at him hesitantly, nodded, and looked back at Lu Fei when he left, full of worry in his heart.

Looking at Han Xiao's back, Lu Fei said slowly, "What's the point of saying this now. I don't want to hear it."

"Lu Fei, I'm sorry." The woman put the hair that was hanging down in front of her eyes behind her ears, rubbed her face, "I divorced that man the year after I sent you back to the orphanage. After all these years I have been I can't forget you, and I have always regretted it. I shouldn't have covered him up for the sake of face, but instead charged you, the victim, with unwarranted charges. Let you..."

"Stop talking, I beg you." Lu Fei covered his ears, "I've forgotten, I've forgotten, yes! I've forgotten! I've forgotten!!!" The last sentence was very loud, Lu Fei seems to be desperately implying that he has forgotten these bad memories.

As soon as Han Xiao bought water and walked towards Lu Fei, he heard his shout, so he quickly ran over there.

"Lu Fei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Seeing Han Xiao running towards this side, Lu Fei quickly adjusted his emotions, trying not to shake his voice, "Go away quickly, and pretend that you don't know me from now on." Lu Fei glanced at her, this woman also once It was his own mother, and he called his mother for several months, "You don't have to blame yourself too much, and I also want to thank you for not letting me suffer substantial harm. But, now, I ask you to go away."

When Han Xiao ran to Lu Fei, he saw that the woman had turned around and left. He put his arms around Lu Fei's shoulders, hugged him into his arms, and patted him on the back. He didn't ask or say anything. Just hug him tightly.

Han Xiao, you are so gentle, I am really afraid of losing you...