I'm not that Lu Fei

Chapter 37

On the way home, Han Xiao noticed that Lu Fei's mood was a little off. Apart from the time when he first met him, Lu Fei had never been so quiet in the car.

"What's the matter? I don't know if this is the case. Are you scared to see my family suddenly?"

Lu Fei forced a smile, "Maybe. But they are all very good people."

"Don't think about it so much, we just have to be good."

"Ah."

Han Xiao only thought that it was because of the sudden shock that day that he was a little abnormal, and he didn't take it to heart, but was more gentle and patient with him, but Han Xiao felt more and more that something was wrong with Lu Fei in the following period of time.

In the past, when Han Xiao opened and closed the safe, he basically never carried Lu Fei on his back, and Lu Fei didn't think about avoiding suspicion, probably never had that awareness.But recently he would find excuses to avoid going out without a trace.Han Xiao didn't care at first, but after a few times, he was a little confused.

And a few days later, Lu Fei returned all the cards that Han Xiao had given him, and specifically explained that he had issued a card for living expenses that had not been used up before. There was only 3000 yuan in it, and he also specially paid I showed Han Xiao a balance note.

Han Xiao didn't know why Lu Fei suddenly felt uncomfortable, but he accepted it so as not to make Lu Fei feel uncomfortable.

These little things are fine, after all, the two of them are together almost every day, and Han Xiao handles the daily necessities, including the outfit, by himself, and Lu Fei basically doesn't need any money.He didn't force it, as long as Lu Fei felt uncomfortable, then there was no need to insist on this matter.But what troubled Han Xiao the most was that Lu Fei also became abnormal in other aspects, especially at night.

Han Xiao was originally a stoic person, before the two of them had very little activity in bed, probably only three or four times in total.Lu Fei usually doesn't have any complaints, as long as he hugs him to sleep at night, he is very satisfied.

But recently, basically every night, in the middle of the night, Han Xiao was either woken up by pain or mouth.On the first day, Han Xiao was still apologetic, thinking that Lu Fei was still young and impulsive after all, so he acted according to his wishes, even though Lu Fei kept arguing for more, he still satisfied his request.

One night in the middle of the night, Han Xiao woke up from the pain, and then found that Lu Fei was sitting on his body, holding his baby, and sitting down.After all, Lu Fei was inexperienced, and basically didn't lubricate and stretch well. When he sat down, he had great difficulty. Both parties were in pain, and Lu Fei even bled.Han Xiao was a little distressed, stopped him from moving, patiently cleaned him up and applied medicine, and hugged him tightly. He didn't know what happened to Lu Fei, but he still felt that he was very disturbed.Han Xiao didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only hug him tightly, and slowly stroked him from the top of his head down to his waist with one hand, repeating this process.Lu Fei began to quiet down in his arms. Han Xiao thought about going to bed tonight, but in the end Lu Fei insisted on asking for it once.

So every day that followed, Han Xiao was woken up every night, almost thinking that he was dreaming, and he would be pestered every night, otherwise he would not be able to sleep at all.It's almost fatal.

On this day, as soon as Lu Fei touched it, he saluted and woke up.Lu Fei smiled and was about to sit up.Han Xiao quickly pinched his waist, "Oh, my ancestor, what happened to you recently."

"I just want you."

Seeing that he was about to move again, Han Xiao quickly fixed him, "Hey, tell me, is there something on your mind?"

"It's okay, I just want you."

"Then why do you come at midnight every day? Can't you come before going to bed?"

Lu Fei nuzzled, "I have to wake up in the middle of the night every day. I'm afraid that you will disappear suddenly. When I wake up and see you next to me, I feel so happy, and I really want you."

"Hey, what's the matter with you recently?"

"It's okay, I just love you."

Then it was a must-have, Han Xiao felt that he had really accounted for all the food he owed in the past few days.Suddenly, I was a little afraid to continue like this. Not to mention exhausted, it would not be good for Lu Fei's health.But after asking several times in different ways, Lu Fei acted as if he was worrying too much, and he really couldn't do anything about it.

Moreover, Lu Fei became more and more clingy. Before, he was eager to learn bartending, but recently he has not been enthusiastic. When he went to the bar, he also hung around Han Xiao. He really wanted the two of them to grow up together.The staff in the bar and even the hotel upstairs probably knew about their relationship.The way he looked at Lu Fei changed from treating ordinary employees to respecting the proprietress.

"Isn't your little friend done? What's going on?" Nie Jia looked at Han Xiao in horror.Today he finally had the opportunity to come out to play, of course, mainly to take his uncle out to relax.Unexpectedly, it was the same as last time. Ever since I stood with Han Xiao, I have been stared at by fiery eyes.

Han Xiao also had a headache, "I don't know what's going on with this kid recently, so I'm worried."

He Mingxiu looked at him and sneered, "Look at your big dark circles, it looks like you are over-indulgent."

"Well, to tell you the truth, I am in ecstasy every night."

"You must have suffocated more than ten years ago." Nie Jia looked contemptuous.

Han Xiao looked at He Mingxiu, "It sounds like I'm showing off, but I really don't mean it. This kid pesters me in the middle of the night every day, and sometimes I sit on it before I wake up."

Nie Jia and He Mingxiu, "..."

"If you don't respond, can he sit down?"

"I'm a normal man, there's nothing wrong with me!" Han Xiao took a sip of his wine, "And I've been very clingy lately, even following me to the toilet. I have no objection to anything I say, and it's like a dog that only obeys my orders." It’s my puppy. He was a child with a personality before, but now he’s really worried. And I can’t get too close to others, otherwise he will suddenly become very aggressive and emotionally unstable. "

At first Nie Jia thought he was throwing dog food, but at the end he felt something was wrong, "Since when did he become like this?"

"The last time Gong Zhe came out of the closet, Gong Ling beat him up at home. My aunt asked me to mediate and bring Lu Fei there. We also came out by the way, and something was wrong when we came back. I didn't think much about it at the time."

He Mingxiu glanced at Lu Fei, "Should I go and see Li Yihang?"

"Who is Li Yihang?"

Nie Jia raised his hand excitedly, with a sweet and proud expression on his face, "My boyfriend, a psychiatrist."

Han Xiao resisted a little. He felt that there was nothing wrong with Lu Fei in his heart, and taking him to see a doctor under the current situation would probably make it worse. "Forget it, I can't accept his situation, so be it." Then he waved to Lu Fei.

Seeing his movement, Lu Fei ran over with bright eyes and hugged Han Xiao's arm.

"Hey, go up and take off your coat and bag, let's go home."

"Okay." Lu Fei replied, still standing there without moving. After a while, he said, "You wait for me here, don't go."

"I don't move a step."

Lu Fei walked away step by step.

Nie Jia shook his head and walked over to put Han Xiao's shoulders, "Are you sure you are not showing affection? This..." Before he finished speaking, he felt a person being shot at from a distance like a cannonball. When he realized it, he found He fell to the ground with a look of disbelief.

Han Xiao and He Mingxiu beside him were a little confused. He Mingxiu helped Nie Jia up and looked at Han Xiao with a frown, which meant that this was already a little serious.

Han Xiao was in a complicated mood. When he turned around, he saw Lu Fei was crying and trying to speak, but in the end he could only hear him say intermittently, "Yes... I'm sorry."

Nie Jia rubbed his butt, "It's okay, don't get me wrong, I have a boyfriend. Han Xiao and I are just friends."

"Han Xiao is mine, no one can touch him. Han Xiao is mine."

Han Xiao stepped forward and hugged him, "It's yours, I'm yours. Be good, don't get excited, let's go home." Han Xiao gave them a sorry look, and took Lu Fei to the parking lot.

Lu Fei calmed down when he was about to get home. Thinking of what he had done just now, he felt extremely frightened, tears streaming down his face.

"What's the matter?" Han Xiao held the steering wheel with one hand, and wiped his tears with the other hand.

"Am I hateful, do you hate me?"

"Nothing." Han Xiao thought for a while, and said as gently as possible: "You were not so rude before."

Lu Fei froze for a moment, then buried his face in his hands, "I'm afraid, I'm afraid you don't want me."

Han Xiao frowned, didn't know what to say, and didn't dare to say anything more.All the way in silence, to the parking lot of the community.Han Xiao pulled Lu Fei over and hugged her, "Hey, I will never want you."

Lu Fei cried on his shoulder, "I don't want anything else, all I need is you, as long as you. You are mine."

"I'm yours."

Lu Fei was crying so weakly that Han Xiao fell asleep lying on top of him when he carried him upstairs.When he got home, Han Xiao put him on the bed, covered him with a quilt, and sat by the bed watching him for a long time.In the end, he sighed softly, grabbed Lu Fei's hand and held it, touching his face, "Lu Fei, you worry me so much, what's wrong with you? I want to see you carefree , you will make me feel that being with me will not help you at all, but it will even make you lose your original sunshine..."

Putting his hand under the quilt, Han Xiao kissed him lightly on the forehead, got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Lu Fei's eyelashes fluttered, and he turned over and curled up under the quilt.

Han Xiao himself woke up in the middle of the night, waiting for Lu Fei's daily surprise attack.But at the end of the wait, he was drowsy, his eyelids couldn't hold up, and Lu Fei didn't move.When he got up and looked, Lu Fei seemed to be sleeping soundly. Han Xiao was relieved but also a little bit disappointed, which was almost a habit.Lying quietly on the bed, I thought I would have a good night's sleep tonight, but I still haven't fallen asleep after an hour.

"Damn, this is sick sitting down!"

In the morning, Han Xiao was woken up by being licked. He opened his eyes and saw Lu Fei above him, smiling all over his face, and suddenly felt like returning to the days before Lu Fei was abnormal, "Which family's puppy is this, I like this way of waking up. "

"Wang, get up, I'll shave you, hurry up."

Han Xiao hadn't enjoyed this treatment for a long time, even though he didn't sleep well last night, he didn't stay in bed, obediently got up and went to the bathroom to wash up.Enjoying the rare moment of warmth, Han Xiao's heart that has been straining for the past few days finally relaxes.

Lu Fei carefully and carefully shaved Han Xiao's chin, and put the razor under the faucet to clean after finishing, "My skills are getting better and better."

Han Xiao was wiping his face after washing, "That's great, I'll give you the rest of my beard for the rest of my life."

Lu Fei froze for a moment, then smiled, "I promise to complete the task!"

The two sat in the dining room for breakfast, and Han Xiao wondered, "When did you cook the porridge?"

Aunt Chen has been away for several days, and Lu Fei is responsible for the three meals during this time.I basically eat noodles every morning, but I rarely drink porridge today.

"Last night, I cooked it in an electric pressure cooker and ate it in the morning."

"Good."

"I'll take good care of you."

Han Xiao laughed, "Okay."