i don't think i will love you

Chapter 33

The result of the competition was that Wuyou once again defeated other skilled contestants to win the gold medal. She stood on the high platform and her eyes finally fell. I could feel her looking for my figure and my gaze in the crowd.After Wuyou and I met our eyes, she opened her lips and said: "Thank you everyone, thank you everyone who likes me, and thank you for loving me, my red rose, I love you, and my heart will never change."

Wuyou, is this your true confession? Who are you telling it to? Wuyou, how do you want me to treat you.

Wuyou drank too much that night, and I supported her and walked carefully to the intersection step by step. Before I said, Wen Wuyou, how can I be happy, how can I forget you, is it only me who killed you? You, I can escape from your shadow and live my own life, then embrace me carelessly.

Her body shook violently, her weeping was suppressed, and her words were even more sad.

She said: "Ruobing, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I was wrong, I know I was wrong. If there is an afterlife, don't be my friend, even if you meet, don't talk to me, we don't want to be friends, don't." Worriless Crying a lot, but she kept suppressing her voice and tried her best to control herself. In a trance, I heard her say in my ear: "Does she often kiss you and have sex with you? You must be very soft and sweet, don't you let me How about a kiss too?"

I don't know whether Wuyou is relying on the strength of alcohol or she has this plan in the first place. When her hand touched it, I raised my hand angrily and slapped her. She was swayed by me a few times and then sat down on the ground.After a long time, she touched her tear-stained face by herself, stood up silently and walked forward alone, but not long after she walked out, she fell crookedly and fell unconscious on the side of the road.

Seeing her fall, I felt a strong resentment in my heart. I ran forward quickly to help her up and go home. When I dragged Wuyou back to the room and put her on the bed, Wuyou suddenly grabbed my hand , she put my finger on her cheek and gently rubbed it, her lips kissed my palm before letting go.

I left the United States ahead of time, leaving as if I were escaping, leaving Wuyou, and returning to Linyu.

Linyu said that after I came back from the United States, my temper became irritable, my temperament changed a little, and my tone of speech was no longer easy-going.I never take the initiative to quarrel with Linyu, but I don't know what happened recently. I can fight with Linyu whenever I find a topic. My current state is not much different from looking for trouble when I have nothing to do.

Later, Linyu would hide out when I was about to get angry, so as to avoid too many disputes with me. One day, when I calmed down at home alone, I actually had such a thought, Linyu and I used to She lived a good life, but now she quarrels every day because of that bastard, Wen Wuyou.

After returning to China, I didn’t see Wuyou again before entering the closed training. She was not dancing on stage or making publicity appearances. If the leader hadn’t replaced my dance partner with her, I don’t think we would have had close contact. up.

When Wuyou appeared in front of me, I had the urge to kill someone. I tried my best to ignore her and dance on my own. When the fire broke out, Wuyou's face was covered with sweat, and she looked very tired from her expression. I gritted my teeth and yelled at her: "Wen Wuyou, can you be more professional."

She said: "I work hard, don't get angry, I work hard."

Since that day, Wuyou really practiced alone until very late every day before dragging his tired body back to rest. One night, I was standing downstairs in the dormitory and calling Linyu, and suddenly saw a figure walking from the opposite building. When I came out, the shadow suddenly disappeared after walking down a few steps, and then I heard a bang.

When I walked over to take a closer look, Wuyou had already got up from the ground in a panic, and she walked unsteadily towards the bedroom building, and I hid under a big tree when she approached.Seen in the dim light, Wuyou walked extremely slowly, her panting was very heavy, she bent over and supported her right leg to move forward slowly.

Every time she walked, she had to stop and rest for a while. It took her more than half an hour to walk into the dormitory building for a short distance. I followed her right after her. At the stairs, she grabbed the handrail and hopped on one leg. up the stairs.

In the next few days, Wuyou didn't experience any abnormalities during dance practice, so we lived in peace for two months. After practicing for two hours that morning, Wuyou said that she didn't practice anymore, saying that she had feet pain.I thought she was making excuses for herself, so I went into a rage.

I said to her: "Wen Wuyou, you are such a useless guy. You can't even dance the most basic dance steps well. Fortunately, everyone still has high hopes for you. Wen Wuyou, you heard me clearly, here is China is not your free place, do you think you have a choice in everything, I tell you no. Wen Wuyou, I don’t care what your current state is, even if you are abolished, you have to give me this dance After dancing, you can personally ruin your own dancing career, but please don't hurt other innocent people, do you hear me clearly?"

For some reason, I turned into a look that even I was afraid of, and the vitriol made people frightened.

Wuyou still went back to rest and didn't show up in the dance practice room. I had an argument with Wuyou, and the rumors of the discord intensified. When I was having lunch at noon, someone asked me: "You and Wen Wuyou quarreled." "

"Um"

"I've heard them say that it's Wen Wuyou who dances like hell."

“It’s okay too”

"Ruo Bing, you are so easy to talk, don't make yourself a burden, you know how much this performance is valued internally. She jumped and smashed the big deal and left, can you leave, I will abandon you in the future, Your dancing career is ruined."

"No, she...is fine."

I hit Wuyou and scolded Wuyou, but I couldn't hear outsiders say no to her. My heart was so messed up, really messed up.

In order to calm myself down, I increased the intensity of dance practice. When Wuyou came back to continue rehearsing after a few days of rest, I noticed that her condition was worse than before. I was afraid that I would be shocked when I saw her face. Couldn't help the flames that shot up straight up, and simply ignored her dancing separately.

On the day of the official ribbon rehearsal, Wuyou didn't show any obvious disclosures, but the flaws still existed. I was afraid that she might get lost during the official performance, so I wanted to go back and practice by myself.When I was walking back, I was blocked by Wuyou. She said to me: "Ruobing, you have danced very well. Incompleteness is also a manifestation of beauty."

Wuyou and I had a heated argument backstage, and then I hit her again.I actually don't remember what I said at that time, because my tinnitus was severe at the time, and my ears were buzzing. When Wuyou showed worried eyes, I finally shouted at her: "Get out of here , roll, roll..."

All my sanity, all my calm, all my restraint, I can't help myself in the face of worry-free.Later, the seniors pulled the two of us away to persuade each other. I bit my lower lip and refused to speak, but Wuyou came to apologize to me first, and she said: "Ruo Bing, it's my fault, it's all my fault, don't get angry right I’m not feeling well, I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.”

Seeing that I didn't speak or respond, Wuyou took my hand and held my hand. When she turned to leave, I heard someone behind me say: "Hmph, Wen Wuyou's dance is not very good, but there are many problems." I At the moment, I didn't know what kind of evil I was falling into. I turned my head and said loudly to the person standing behind me: "Are you better at dancing than her? Take care of yourself."

On the day of the official performance, Wuyou still made more or less small mistakes. I have been paying attention to her dance steps in case she really ruined her reputation because of this performance.When I was lifted up and thrown out by the group of dancers, I walked around the edge of the stage with a worry-free stride. When I fell, she hugged me in her arms. She had always said that this action was too dangerous, and I might fall. Paralyzed, but what I didn't expect was that she was so bold to change the original arrangement on the spot.

When I reached out to push her away, Wuyou's gentle voice came from my ear, and she said, "Don't move, it will be fine in a while."

At the end of the music and the curtain call, the audience burst into applause. Wuyou took my hand and smiled slightly at me, that smile was so clean and so yearning.

Wuyou, tell me, are you really so attractive, or am I really so worthless that I fell in love with the same but different you twice successively.

Worry-free, let's not be friends in the future, okay?

Don't be friends in the future, friends can't hold hands, I can only take the urge to love you with a smile, my best friend has some dreams that I can't say, so I don't have to bear the heartache of losing you.