He doesn't know today

Chapter 10 Libraries

After the lights in the dormitory were turned off late at night, I was writing hard under the small desk lamp.

Because there was no morning class the next day, two of the five people in the dormitory left, and it is said that they went straight to the Internet cafe together.There are three left, one is a roommate who just returned from a date, one is Chen Yu who is too lazy to go out, and the other is me who is out of my mind.

I racked my brains to squeeze out a fact sheet, but when I counted it carefully, I found that the number of words was not enough.

"Does this look like a hundred characters?" I held the paper away and observed it carefully.

Chen Yu was brushing his teeth, and after smelling it, he took a closer look, "Oh no."

Me: "What?"

He took the toothbrush away, "No, you're not even full on this side."

I wanted to cry but fell down on the table, "But I really can't think of it."

The roommate heard our conversation and asked a little strangely: "Why didn't you copy the previous one?"

When I heard it, I was even more depressed.This method works well against other counselors, but it cannot be used against Old Wei.

I used Internet cafes as my home for a while before, and the review was prepared in full swing.

The first time was okay, but when I went to the office for the second time, Lao Wei called me to stop and asked me to wait.

Then he took out my last review, which corresponded word by word, exactly.

After laying the two reviews on the table, he smiled kindly at me.

……

The more I thought about it, the more helpless I became. Did this old Wei get stimulated when he was in school or something?

Just write it, and you have to explain what you wrote when you return to him.

I thought hard, and in the end I had to reiterate that I would not be distracted in future meetings, and I added a poem at the end to show my determination.

I don't hear anything outside the window, and I only read the books of sages. I remember what the teacher says, and I'm as quiet as a chicken and don't find fault.

Finally, I tried my best to fill up a hundred words.

……

When I finished work and took a shower, Chen Yu and his roommate had already gone to bed.I was absent-minded in the shower, and when I thought of something, I always felt something was wrong.

The roommate is burning hot in the bed and talking on the phone, so it's inconvenient to disturb.

I thought about it, and when I went to bed, I pulled Chen Yu's bed curtain on the same side.

Chen Yu didn't sleep, and a muffled voice came from inside, "Huh?"

I simply opened the bed curtain and got in.

He was startled by me, and he shrank back inside, then he reacted and became angry: "Liu Yuyuan, are you sick?"

I sat down cross-legged, and said to myself: "I just took a shower and kept thinking about someone, and the more I think about it, the more strange I feel."

"Who?" Chen Yu asked suspiciously, "And what Lu Guican?"

It's really not this time, I shook my head, "It's Old Wei."

Then I saw Chen Yu's face turn green at a visible speed.

His eyes widened in disbelief, "Who?"

I reacted, "I didn't mean that!"

He breathed a sigh of relief, "Oh, what do you want to say?"

I said, "Don't you think he's weird? I just remembered now that he seems to remember every time I review clearly, and he can talk about everything I did for a long time..."

The more I thought about it, the more this happened, and I sat up straighter.

"There are more than 1000 people in our hospital. With so many reviews, I only remember me. Is he paying too much attention to me? It's a bit unusual. He won't..."

Chen Yu frowned and interrupted me, "You think too much."

Me: "I didn't!"

I slapped my thigh, "That's right! He asked me tonight if I lost my phone! How do you think he knew?"

"I know from your mobile phone, who wouldn't want to use an antique phone that is stuck to death for a meeting." Chen Yu rolled his eyes, "Let me tell you, now the counselor is paying attention to you, you work harder, and later After a while, the dean will come to 'take care' of you."

I:"……"

"So I'm really overthinking it?" I wondered.

"Really, you're thinking too much." Chen Yu said convincingly, "Lu Guican is a crooked old Wei, and it's impossible for him to be crooked."

When I heard it, I was unhappy again, "Why can't Lu Guican bend over!"

"Then you can bend the corner." Chen Yu pushed me out, "Remember to plug the mosquito net for me."

I lay back on the bed, but I couldn't fall asleep because of tossing and turning, and my heart was sour.

After all, Lu Guican is straight, and he is not in the same world as me.The first time I met Lu Guican, I knew that the biggest difficulty with him was sexuality.At first, I had an attitude of pure appreciation, but after a few days, when I close my eyes every night, my mind is full of Lu Guican.

There was the outstanding face of the other party when I saw him for the first time; there was the beaming appearance of the other party in the lecture; and the meeting by the lake, the other party's face was unclear, but the gentle voice was very clear.

Of course I know how good Lu Guican is, and I also know how far I am from him.It is because he is good that I cannot forget it; it is also because he is so good that he still wants to take a step closer even after he is greedy and close.

People, when they taste a little bit of sweetness, they get carried away.

I sigh deeply.

A little bit of sweetness is still sweet, and I don't mind taking a little bit more if I can still taste it.Even if the result will be as miserable as a pebble hitting a rock, at least I was happy until then.

Thinking of it this way, I was relieved a lot, and the entanglement of the past few days suddenly disappeared.

The voice of my roommate stopped talking, and the movement of Daewoo playing games also disappeared. The air was silent, only the beating of my heart.

I took out the phone under the pillow, opened WeChat, and stared at the snow-white head in a daze.Looking at it, I fell asleep without knowing it.

……

I thought so deeply at night that I forgot to turn off my phone.

Early the next morning, as if to vent his anger at being ignored, the small phone went on strike.Under my "thousands of persuasion and persuasion", it reluctantly turned on again, but when I clicked on WeChat, a white light flashed, and then the screen went black.

This meant that the morning greetings between Lu Guican and I were suspended.

The plan of a day lies in the morning, no greetings in the morning, nothing to talk about in the afternoon, no meeting at night, and no way to catch up with the male god.

The arrival of the elderly phone means that we can't even have awkward chats.

Communication is the most important part of interpersonal communication. Originally, I thought that I could not meet face to face and have WeChat, but chatting can also make love for a long time.

This is great, the WeChat trick is gone.

When handing in the explanation, Old Wei was nagging as usual.I'm out of my mind, with all my heart and eyes on my tiny phone.

"Liu Yuyuan!" After a while, Old Wei couldn't bear to raise his voice, "Did you hear me talking to you?"

"I heard..." I came back to my senses, and hurriedly added, "But I didn't hear clearly."

It directly wiped out his chance of asking me to repeat it.

The counselor looked at me with complicated eyes for a while, but finally said nothing, and pointed me to go back to class.

Old Wei is indeed a little weird, but I don't have the heart to think about other things, I just hope that the phone will return to normal soon.

After a few days of staying like this, the elderly machine still doesn't recover.I was so anxious that I caught my roommate who was about to go out one night.

"Has the date of that lecture been set yet?" I hooked his neck like a bandit, "Two weeks will pass, and it will be winter vacation in a while!"

My roommate was so strangled by me that I couldn't break free, and said helplessly, "I didn't say anything in the group!"

I said in a serious tone: "You can ask, you have paid so much money, you can't waste it?"

Roommate: "Me."

"It's the same when I go." I carefully analyzed it to him, "And we are in the same dormitory. I heard the rounding and you heard it."

He was speechless, "What nonsense?"

I begged: "Truth, truth, I beg you, ask me."

My roommate was so begged that I couldn't help it, so I had to take out my phone and open WeChat in front of me.

He moved his fingers and raised his head as if suddenly remembering something.

"Liu Yuyuan, don't you have a crush on someone?"

The other party guessed right, and I was immediately at a loss for words.

Seeing this, the roommate smiled evilly and said, "That's right? Who is it? Tell me, there are WeChat accounts of all the members in my group..."

I'm not!"

"Really?" He looked at me suspiciously.

"No, I invited you to dinner!" I raised my hand and swore.

I did not lie, after all, the person I like is not a classmate but a teacher.

Teacher Lu.

Now my roommate believed it, but still felt strange, "Then why are you so active?"

"Uh, to pass the time."

My roommate looked at me even more strangely.

Too many mistakes, I hurriedly said: "Hurry up and send a message!"

The roommate did as he said, he watched it for a while, and suddenly shouted: "Xiao Yuanzi, there it is! It was just posted in the group..."

"This Saturday at two o'clock in the afternoon, the venue is still the cultural classroom in the library."

This news is even more exciting to me than hearing the suspension notice.After repeatedly confirming the authenticity of the news, I couldn't wait to hug my roommate and circle around.

My roommates don't understand my joy, they only think that I have smashed my brain.

"You don't understand." I said to him, "I'm dedicating my life to knowledge."

......

On Saturday, I got up before twelve o'clock, did nothing else, and focused on choosing clothes.

The dormitory is full of people who sleep late, but they are also shallow.

So I was kicked out.

The candidate to get out of bed and drive people away was determined by rolling the dice in their group, and Daewoo rolled a 1 and was decisively elected.

He was angry with getting up, his eyes were burning when he got out of bed and looked at me.

One second before he opened his mouth to curse, I grabbed my coat at a high speed and "rolled" swiftly.

It was cold and windy outside, and after I ate in the dining hall, I was like a poor little cabbage on the road.

Xiaobaicai strolled on the road for a while, and her face was numb from the wind.

It was noon, Daewoo and the others not only got up, they might also be angry.After thinking for a moment, I ran to the library out of concern for my safety.

Anyway, it's only two hours, after these two hours, I will be able to see Lu Guican who I miss so much.

……

The classroom for the lecture is on the third floor. I found a seat by the window in the self-study room on the second floor and sat down, contentedly taking out my mobile phone.

At this moment, I remembered that the past and the present are not the same, and my mobile phone is already an old man's phone.

Another way to pass the time is to read books, but I dare not try.After all, for me, finding a book comes with the side effect of getting lost.

The school's library is not big, but the order is chaotic. I followed the trend to visit it when I was a freshman.At that time, I also pretended to look for the book, but when I found the book, I couldn't recognize the way.

Finally Daewoo found my schoolbag.I wandered around for an hour, barely finding an exit.

After that, I developed a horror of the gray shelves in the library.

In desperation, I took out my notebook and resigned myself to research.

At any rate, I belong to the Academy of Arts. I am not strong in other things. I still have the ability to take notes.It's just that you don't use your pen to think.

I remember that the notebook is very full, and there are densely packed words on it.At first glance, he might be mistaken for a top student.

In fact, I can understand every word, but the concept of unity makes me think about life every minute.

I couldn't memorize it well, so I picked up the pen resignedly, and while muttering that studying is my destination, I copied notes on the draft paper.

The inspiration came and I couldn't stop it. I buried my head so low that I didn't notice someone coming next to me.

It wasn't until the man spoke that I came back to my senses.

The other party deliberately lowered his voice, deep and pleasant, "Student, is there anyone here?"

I sound familiar, but when I look up, that face is even more familiar, who is it not Lu Guican?

With a snap, the pen in his hand fell to the ground.

Am I dreaming?I stared at him dumbly, thinking.

Lu Guican bent down to pick up the pen for me, looked at me for a while when I was in a daze, and then suddenly said, "Liu Yuyuan?"

I pinched my thigh calmly, and the tingling sensation spread to my forehead, which woke me up.

Not a dream!

Just as I was about to respond reflexively, I remembered that this is a library, and whispered: "Senior..."

He smiled at me and pointed to the place opposite me, "Is there anyone here?"

My head shook like a rattle.

Lu Guican gently opened the stool and was about to sit down when a plan suddenly occurred to me.

I said to him: "Senior, the light is better here by the window, why don't you come and sit?"

My face was calm, but my heart was already beating non-stop.

Fortunately, Lu Guican nodded without hesitation, "Okay."

......

Lu Guican sat down next to me, and after taking out the computer from his schoolbag, he stopped talking and started typing on the keyboard.

I glanced at it several times from the corner of my eye, and couldn't help but tentatively asked, "Are you preparing courseware?"

He hummed, "Not so much."

I nodded, and wanted to say something, but saw the other party's concentration, so I swallowed the words again.

There are rustling sounds of flipping books in the air, as well as the sound of keyboards next to the ear, one after another, the atmosphere is as beautiful as the boy's profile.

It's fine to just sit side by side without chatting.I sighed in my heart, lowered my head and continued to copy notes.

Daewoo dragged him to play games all night last night, and got up this morning because he didn't feel sleepy enough.

In such a quiet environment, I felt drowsy, and the handwriting in my pen gradually became ghostly symbols.

I buried my head lower and lower, and just as I was about to cross the shore to meet Zhou Gong, Lu Guican's voice pulled me back.

My brain woke up, but I was still a little confused, "Senior, what did you just say?"

Lu Guican blinked, then pointed to my notebook, "I asked what you were drawing."

painting?

I looked down and saw that apart from a few scattered words on that piece of white paper, there was a whole page of...unidentified graphics.

Immediately, I felt very ashamed.

Lu Guican took a closer look, his expression focused.

"Uh, this is me..." I said hesitantly, "I copied the notes..."

It's just a little obscure.

Perhaps he didn't expect me to "work hard", a look of surprise flashed in the boy's eyes, and then he looked at it with great interest for a while.

Just when I couldn't help but want to change the subject, Lu Guican asked, "Are you drawing a group of buildings? The one I talked about last class?"

I:? ? ?

Are you serious?

These are clearly a few distorted rectangles with ghost symbols!

I observed his expression carefully, only to find that he was serious, not joking.

I opened my mouth, and finally said: "...that's it."

You are handsome and you are right in everything you say.

But what Lu Guican said is not completely unreasonable, maybe I really have artistic talent.

Before I could analyze it carefully, Lu Guican suddenly said, "Wrong."

"Huh?" I don't know why.

"You don't quite look like the picture," he pointed at my notebook with his finger, "mind if I use a pen?"

I thought to myself, it's not a matter of resemblance, it's that my painting is not that stuff at all.

......

Lu Guican took my pen, and then moved a little closer, his shoulders touching mine.

I froze.

Lu Guican didn't mind me so much, he looked at it for a while, and then drew with a pen on the paper.

Then he lowered his head and began to draw seriously on the paper.

Because of the close distance, Lu Guican's head blocked the paper in front of him.I can only see the other party's black hair and the back of his neck.I sniffed and smelled a faint fragrance.

I don't wear perfume, but I can always smell various perfumes on others.Before Chen Yu takes me to the bar, he always likes to mess around with me, so I joked that he was coquettish.

The smell of perfume is similar to the smell of wine to me. Although it is not as disgusting as the smell of wine, it will make me feel strong and strong, which is difficult to ignore.

But Lu Guican's is different, the smell is not strong, but it gives me a sense of peace, like the fragrance of green leaves in spring.

The leaves are supposedly tasteless, but somehow that label stuck in my head.

Perhaps it was always accompanied by the warm sun, and everything in nature was warm under the golden light.

Just like Lu Guican.

I stared at the back of the other person's head, my thoughts drifting away.

At this moment, Lu Guican suddenly turned his head, his hair swept across my face, and I closed my eyes for a moment.

When he opened his eyes again, the face of the other party was in front of him.

At that moment, I felt like a firecracker was stuffed in my heart, and there was a bang, which made me dizzy.