go back and love you again

Chapter 60

After the meal, I sat on the sofa in a daze. The most I did in the past month was to be in a daze. I was always in a daze for hours, and I didn’t know what was going on in my head. It seemed to be blank.And Wang Xueqing tidied up the whole house back and forth, and she complained from time to time, "How long has it been since it was cleaned?" "My god, what is this?" "Ling Tonger, you are simply Live in the garbage dump!"

Finally, after 2 hours, Wang Xueqing finished the cleaning work. I looked at the room that was much cleaner, and my mood seemed to be much brighter.

"How about it? Clean it up." Wang Xueqing actually asked me for credit like a child, and I just nodded to express my agreement with her words.

"Oh. You still don't want to say it?"

"..."

"Okay, I won't ask any more. I just got off the plane today and dragged my luggage to ask a lot of places before I found this place. Now I'm so tired, I'll go up and rest first. You should go to bed early too." I looked at Wang Xueqing's lonely expression. His back disappeared into the corner of the stairs, and he felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

Sitting on the sofa by myself, thinking about what Wang Xueqing did for me in the past, and today she desperately went to the United States to find me, is it really appropriate for me to treat her like this?Thinking of the moment when she couldn't wait for my answer, the flash of disappointment on her face stung my heart. I finally went upstairs and saw her lying on the bed in my bedroom and had fallen asleep. She was really exhausted today. I was sitting by the bed, gently stroking this familiar face in my memory, and remembering the phone call with her at the airport. She said she was waiting for me to go back, but in the end she didn't wait for me...

Maybe I'm too paranoid. A bad person has done 100 bad things and only one good thing, and he will be appreciated by everyone, thinking that he has a conscience; He will be spurned by everyone and think he is depraved.Just like now, Wang Xueqing actually did nothing wrong, I was the one who wanted to take the pill, and I was the one who decided to go back to China to find her, why should I blame her for my parents' accident?In fact, all of this is only my fault.

I lowered my head and kissed her on the forehead, and murmured: "I'm sorry, Wang Xueqing, you care about me so much, but I blame you for this matter, I'm just a wolf..."

That night, I suffered from insomnia.Not only because Wang Xueqing slept in my bed, I was afraid of waking her up, and my parents' bedroom was kept intact, and the guest room was never cleaned, but more because of the guilt and overwhelm in my heart.I climbed onto the roof again, bathed in the moonlight, thinking about all the things I had done to Wang Xueqing in the past month, and felt that I was really too much, and I blamed myself very much. At some time, I just lay down and fell asleep like this.

I was awakened by a loud noise. The glare of the sun made me unable to open my eyes for a while, but my ears could hear the conversation in the room. When my eyes adjusted to the light, I saw a room full of policemen. What happened? one thing?Did something happen to Wang Xueqing? I hurriedly climbed down the roof.

"Excuseme..." I stopped a policeman and asked about the situation, only to realize that Wang Xueqing couldn't find me after waking up, and actually called the police! !At this moment, Wang Xueqing saw me standing at the door, rushed up and hugged me, crying and said: "You child, where have you been? I searched the whole house and asked all the people around me. People, I didn’t see you, don’t you... don’t you want to see me, then I’ll go, I’ll go now, don’t do anything that hurts yourself...” Then she turned around and planned to go upstairs to pack her luggage, Wang Xueqing This fool actually thought I couldn't think about it...

"No! Don't go!" This time I hugged her, "I didn't want to see you, I didn't! The night you came to the United States to find me, I figured it out. My parents' death was completely related to You're okay, it's all my fault, don't go..."

"Hitomi..."

The surrounding American policemen were obviously confused by our sudden scene. In the end, Wang Xueqing could only tell them that it was a misunderstanding. Reasoning with me that you have to communicate well with your parents if you have a problem, and you can't run away from home without authorization, etc., I am speechless.

After the police left, Wang Xueqing pulled me to the sofa. Just as my butt touched the sofa, Wang Xueqing said, "Stand up!" I was so scared that I immediately stopped all the actions I was doing and could only stand obediently.

"Let me ask you, where did you go!" Wang Xueqing's long-lost stern tone made me miss it.

"I didn't go anywhere, I'm just in this room." I replied muttering.

"You're still lying. I almost turned the whole room upside down, but I couldn't find you. Don't tell me you know invisibility." I couldn't help laughing when I heard invisibility.

"You still dare to laugh, I'm telling you the truth." Wang Xueqing gave me a white look, but her tone was obviously much gentler.

"I'm serious too. I'm really in this room and I haven't left a single step. If you really turn the whole room upside down, you'll definitely find me because I'm on the roof." I leisurely It suddenly occurred to me that if Zhao Yitong was here and played hide-and-seek with him, he would definitely not be able to find me.

"You stayed on the roof all night??" Wang Xueqing asked in surprise.

"Yeah, I don't know when I fell asleep."

"Come here."

"...I won't go." If I go, I'm throwing myself into a trap.

"I told you to come here! Hurry up!" Reluctantly forced by Wang Xueqing's aura, I could only submit obediently, close my eyes and wait for the beating.I didn't know that what was waiting was not a slap, but a cold hand, caressing my forehead.I opened my eyes and saw Wang Xueqing frowning worriedly, and said, "Sure enough, I caught a cold, don't you know you have a fever?"

"Ah? No wonder I feel dizzy..." I touched my forehead, it was indeed a little hot.

"Go back to your room and lie down. I'll cook some porridge and get some cold medicine for you. After eating, you can have a good sleep." Wang Xueqing pushed me upstairs and went to the kitchen by herself to work, waiting I fell asleep waiting.I vaguely remember Wang Xueqing waking me up, feeding me a few mouthfuls of hot white porridge, taking a cold medicine and falling asleep again.When I woke up again, it was already dark outside, and Wang Xueqing was sitting in front of the computer and busy with work. She is really a good teacher of the people, and she never forgot her domestic work even when she went abroad.

"What are you doing?" I walked up to her barefoot.

"I'm writing something, and by the way, talk to the substitute teacher about the class situation these days... Oh? How can you step on the floor with bare feet, and the cold is not cured, do you want to make it worse?" He hugged me as he said When they got to the bed, their eyes met each other, and the atmosphere became very ambiguous...

"You..." Wang Xueqing spoke first.

"Um……"

"are you hungry?"

"Not hungry." Is it really appropriate to ask this kind of question at this moment.

"I...Actually...that..." To be honest, I've never seen Wang Xueqing speak so hesitantly, it's just too cute.Wang Xueqing looked at me, seemed to have finally summoned up her courage, and said, "I just want to say that the accident with your parents was not my fault, nor your fault. No one can take it back, and your parents in the spirit of heaven will not want their daughter to live a negative life in the future. You should live a more exciting life so that they can feel at ease. What's more...you still have me, your eyes that day, It hurt my heart deeply, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to bring back the old you, Ling Tong'er, just take it as me begging you, let go of the past, and actively treat the future life with me."

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