go back and love you again

Chapter 59

After my parents passed away, I really couldn't restrain my grief. I called Wang Xueqing. I didn't cry, because people can't cry when they are extremely sad. I told her calmly that I will only have her as a relative in the future.Because my parents are scientific researchers, they are always estranged among relatives, including me. My mother has an older brother, who is my uncle. She doesn’t seem to like me since she was a child. I don’t know why, probably. Maybe it's because I always compare him to his daughter.My father has an older sister who is very kind to my younger brother, but she married far away, so she became estranged a lot over time.There are not many relatives who come to the United States to attend the funeral, and many of them are even my parents’ colleagues at work. The party who killed my parents by drunk driving was sentenced by the court to pay 30 yuan to my family. No matter how much the compensation is, I don’t care. I don’t like it at all. That money was bought with the lives of my parents.I'm just wondering why they insisted on going to my school at night. Is there anything that they can't wait until dawn the next day?

After tossing and turning for a long time, I realized that my parents had been busy developing my antidote for a long time. They finally succeeded in researching the formula for the antidote that night, so they rushed to the laboratory of the University of Miami to practice it because In this way, this happened because of me. If I hadn't taken that pill, if I had developed the antidote in the United States with peace of mind, if I hadn't insisted on going back to China to find Wang Xueqing, nothing would have happened to them, all because I……

It has been a month since I came back to the United States. My parents’ funeral has already ended, and my relatives have all gone back. I live alone in this house, and I always feel that they are still alive. It’s just the same as usual, and the busy work reduces the time for them to go home. time.Wang Xueqing called many times to comfort me not to be too sad, and asked me when I would return to China. I always used various reasons to prevaricate the past. I don’t know why. will leave me.

I haven’t appeared at the University of Miami for 6 years, and I am no longer a graduate student at the University of Miami. Now, should I use the identity of 32-year-old Ling Tonger to find a job in the United States, or should I use the identity of 17-year-old Ouyang Tong to continue studying?In the end, I chose to stay at home all day with the 30 compensation from my parents. My parents naturally kept all their inheritance, as well as this house and domestic villas. Even if I don’t go out and work hard, it is enough for me. Waste the rest of your life.I live a mechanical life every day, never communicate with outsiders, as if these 6 years have never existed, from the beginning I made excuses to hang up Wang Xueqing's phone, and later I didn't answer her phone at all, my heart seemed to be dead , Another month passed like this, until she suddenly appeared in front of me...

I have never been so afraid of seeing her. When I walked to the door with a bag of toast cheese, I saw her standing at the door. At that moment, I thought I was hallucinating. She was real, I turned around and wanted to leave, but she came up and hugged me...

"Why did you leave when you saw me? Why didn't you answer my phone? Why." She questioned me emotionally.

"..."

"Ling Tonger, what's wrong with you?" She finally let go of me and looked into my eyes, "No, you're not Ling Tonger, Ling Tonger's eyes have never been so negative, tell me! Tell me !"

"...Let's go into the room and talk." I pushed away her hands grabbing my shoulders and opened the door.I let her sit where she wanted, and after I poured her a glass of water, I kept busy arranging things by myself. In fact, I was afraid to sit down and face her.

"Ling Tong'er, you've had enough! How long are you going to deal with? What's the matter that you can't talk about? You can't solve anything like this." Hearing what she said, I paused for a moment, but then resumed immediately Pack it up.

"Okay, it's fine if you don't want to say it." She turned around and walked out of the room. At that moment, I really wanted to go up and hold her, tell her not to leave, don't leave me, but in the end I still didn't catch up, I was decadent I sat down on the sofa and buried my head deeply in my arms. After a while, I heard footsteps, and when I looked up, I saw Wang Xueqing dragging 2 or 3 suitcases to the second floor. Putting things into the room one by one, she... is she planning to stay here?

"Since you don't want to say it now, I'll wait until you say it yourself. I asked the school for a long vacation. The principal already knew about your father, so he agreed to let me come over to find out the situation. After all, he is too old to make it through. That's it." Wang Xueqing said as she sat next to me after packing her luggage.

"...What about Zhao Yitong, and your parents." I still couldn't help asking.

"They will take care of themselves, you don't have to worry, I am worried about you now, why don't you answer my phone? Do you want to sever ties with me?" Regarding her question, I chose to remain silent. Cut off her relationship, and I won't be a coward who just hides.

"Don't talk, right? Do you know what annoys me the most, your silence! But I just have nothing to do with you."

"..."

"You...you keep silent! I'm going to cook." Probably Wang Xueqing was almost internally hurt by my anger, and decisively gave up continuing to talk to me, and rummaged around in the kitchen by herself.Not long after, she let out her screams, and I rushed over instinctively and hurriedly asked what was the matter.But she asked me with a terrified expression, "How long has it been since you used the kitchen?"

"It's been more than a month." I said lightly.

"...Then what do you eat?" This time it was Wang Xueqing's turn to be silent, and she asked me the second part after a while.

"The toast, jam, and cheese I had just now."

"..." Wang Xueqing was completely silent after hearing this.

After she asked me where the nearest supermarket was, she went out with her bag, and half an hour later she brought back a bag of food, and half an hour later she cooked 3 or 4 dishes, looking at the Chinese food on the table. I swallowed my saliva instinctively. I haven’t eaten a normal meal since I came back to the United States, let alone Chinese food. I don’t care if I’m still quarreling with Wang Xueqing, so I picked up my chopsticks and cleaned it up. .

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