first love is not too late

Chapter 49 "Good Night."

49

The impact on Ji Mingyu from his own guessing and Fu Shi'an's own admission is completely different. In the former, he can still deceive himself into thinking that there is a slight possibility that he may be wrong, but in the latter, he directly gave him the most accurate answer.

Ji Mingyu lay powerlessly on the bed hugging the quilt, confused, how could Fu Shi'an like him?

On the one hand, he was puzzled, and on the other hand, he felt that it was true.

Thinking about it now, there are actually traces of all the past.

Ji Mingyu also learned from Zhou Xiaoyue that Fu Shi'an asked Zhou Xiaoyue's friend to help get the book "Looking for" that was signed by March Autumn, and she just helped lead a thread.

Fu Shi'an took so much time to get him an autograph book, but he said that Zhou Xiaoyue got it.

The other two autographed books on the bookshelf were supposed to be given to him, but I don't know why it took so long to give them to him.

There are also dark blackout curtains that Ji Mingyu changed after he raised his mouth; the coconut cake that he bought across thousands of miles because he likes it;

These years Fu Shi'an was indeed very kind to him. Before that, Ji Mingyu never felt that such kindness was beyond the boundaries of friends, but now it seems that he took it for granted.

After that, the relationship between the two of them didn't seem to change much, but they felt that something was wrong.

This made Ji Mingyu feel uncomfortable, but there was nothing he could do, because he realized that after he knew about it, he chose to pretend not to know that he was subconsciously avoiding Fu Shi'an.

Fu Shi'an said that he never thought about asking Ji Mingyu to respond, but his reaction that day was no different from his refusal.It's just that he always unconsciously thinks of Fu Shi'an's overly burning eyes when he confessed, and the heavy Ji Mingyu dare not touch it.

It was the first time that Ji Mingyu felt so overwhelmed by something at such a young age.

He is a straight man, so he can't accept Fu Shi'an's feelings, and he can't sever ties with Fu Shi'an.Fu Shi'an was different from anyone who pursued him. It was too hasty for Ji Mingyu to accept or reject easily.

Before Ji Mingyu thought of the best solution, he could only be an ostrich temporarily.

As the Chaomuli project was about to open, Ji Mingyu became busy again. He devoted all his energy to his work. Chaomuli was solely in charge of Ji Mingyu, and the first sale was particularly important. Ji Mingyu often ran between the project and the company.

"Leader, leader?"

Xiao Xiao's voice brought back Ji Mingyu's thoughts, "What's the matter?"

Xiao Xiao: "This is the list of gifts for the Mid-Autumn Festival, please go through it."

Mid-Autumn Festival, Fu Shi'an's birthday is coming.

There are only four or five items in the list of gifts on the document. Apart from the basic moon cakes, there are also some mid-to-high-end daily necessities, which are worthy of the level of the project.But Ji Mingyu watched it for a long time, Xiao Xiao reminded again: "Is there anything that needs to be added or changed?"

"Oh, no, just buy according to this." Ji Mingyu closed the document, "Then send a copy of the quotation, and order a new batch of gift packaging, and print the project slogan. The design draft uses Sun Ran The set of pictures drawn last time."

Xiao Xiao nodded, and before leaving, she turned around and asked, "Is the leader going back to the city after get off work today?"

Chaomuli is located in the suburbs, more than an hour's drive from the center. Ji Mingyu spent several hours commuting every day. Later, he was too busy to save trouble. He and several colleagues from the planning department lived directly in the dormitory of the project for several hours. sky.

"Go back." Ji Mingyu naturally knew that Xiao Xiao wanted to rub against his car, "Wait until I finish the meeting."

Xiao Xiao smiled happily, it was great not to have to squeeze the bus.

"Wait a minute."

Xiao Xiao walked to the door and was called back by Ji Mingyu. Ji Mingyu touched her chin and turned the computer screen 45 degrees outward, "Which color do you think looks better?"

On the screen is the 'elegance' men's watch that she saw last time from an affordable luxury brand this season. The dial is hollowed out with the sea of ​​stars as the background. One is a dark blue starry sky and the other is a light blue sea. The style is simple but full of sense of design.

Xiao Xiao: "Is it for that one?"

Ji Mingyu: "?"

Xiao Xiao: "The one who came to pick you up that day."

Ji Mingyu smiled, "It's him."

Xiao Xiao also smiled slightly: "I think the dark blue starry sky is more suitable for him."

Ji Mingyu nodded. In fact, he also preferred dark blue, so he placed an order directly on the official website.

After finishing his work, Ji Mingyu sent Xiao Xiao back. It was almost eleven o'clock when he returned home. He estimated that Fu Shi'an had already fallen asleep, so Ji Mingyu went to the bathroom to take a fighting bath with light movements, and only remembered him when he returned to the room to prepare for sleep. The air conditioner in the house broke down a few days ago.

And because he was busy, he forgot to call someone to fix it.

The dull high temperature was unbearable, and the fan didn't relieve it much. Ji Mingyu was a star who would die without an air conditioner. He hugged the quilt and planned to go to the living room to make a living. After lying down for a few minutes, the air conditioner in the living room also stopped running with a "click".

.......

The leaky house happened to rain overnight, and the air conditioner was broken when it was hot.

Ji Mingyu looked depressed, and subconsciously knocked on Fu Shi'an's door to beat the air conditioner. After knocking, he realized that Fu Shi'an's bedroom also had only one bed.

"Come in."

Fu Shi'an's voice sounded through the door, but Ji Mingyu didn't move, Fu Shi'an opened the door when he was hesitating between dying of heat and entering the door.

"what happened?"

Fu Shi'an seemed to have just gotten up from the bed, and his hair was a little messy, but the dark green nightgown on his body was very neatly dressed, and the collar was pulled tightly, only a small part of his neck was exposed, but Ji Mingyu's mind still automatically filled Fu Shi'an's chest Charming, he looked away without any trace, "It's nothing, let's see if you're asleep."

Ji Mingyu gave up on entering and chose to die from heat.

"Just getting ready to sleep." Fu Shi'an said.

Ji Mingyu let out a groan, and his eyes were a little out of place, "Then you go to sleep, I'm asleep too."

Fu Shi'an kept his gaze on him, and after looking at him for a few seconds, he said, "Good night."

"Good night." Ji Mingyu also replied, then turned and walked back to the room.

Obviously, they would say goodnight to each other in the past, but this time it may have been too long since they said each other, so Ji Mingyu felt that there was a slight difference.

Without the air-conditioner that sneaked out, Ji Mingyu seemed to be getting hotter, and even his ears became hot. Before returning to the room, he went to the bathroom and poured two handfuls of cold water, finally driving away the inappropriate reverie in his mind.

Since he chose to die from heat, Ji Mingyu had no choice but to resist. He turned on the fan and opened the doors and windows, and then he took off only a pair of underwear and slept in the high temperature for a night.

When he woke up, it wasn't too hot, because there was a cooling fan next to the bed, and there was an extra blanket on his lower abdomen to protect his stomach. Ji Mingyu lay on the blanket for a while, smelling the familiar fragrance of laundry detergent.

Fu Shi'an came over, gave him a cooling fan, and gave him a small blanket.

Ji Mingyu's heart softened, but at the same time, a trace of shyness flashed across his face. He glanced at his almost naked body and the obvious reaction beneath him, and sighed heavily.

Ji Mingyu had no intention of solving it, so he just let it lower the flag automatically.

Fu Shi'an had already gone to work, and there was breakfast on the dining table, but there were no post-it notes.Ji Mingyu didn't sleep well, but fortunately he can catch up on sleep after taking a rest today.

It rained last night, and the temperature dropped a bit. Coupled with the cooling fan, Ji Mingyu slept soundly until he was woken up by knocking on the door in the afternoon.

He and Fu Shi'an didn't have many friends in Zewu except each other, and his colleagues didn't know how to come to the door. Although he was puzzled, he suppressed his anger and put on his clothes to open the door.

It's the landlord, saying he's here to fix the air conditioner.

Two days after Ji Mingyu moved here, he ran into the landlord when he was walking downstairs with Fu Shian, and only then did he know that the landlord also lives in Building C at the back.The landlord is a 50-year-old man. He looks kind and friendly, and he is very enthusiastic. He said that if there are any appliances or furniture in the house that are broken, he will replace them for repairs. Therefore, Fu Shi'an should have contacted the landlord directly when he found out that the air conditioner was broken.

Ji Mingyu let the landlord in.

"I still have an apartment in Huayu Jiangnan. Here is the key. You can go and have a look at it when you have time. The apartment over there has just been renovated and is fully furnished." The landlord said.

Ji Mingyu:?

"What do you mean?"

"Xiao Fu asked me if there were any vacancies in the morning." The landlord glanced at Ji Mingyu, "Isn't it you moving? Is it Xiao Fu? It doesn't matter who lives there, and you can move in with your bags in two days."

Ji Mingyu was stunned for a while before realizing that the landlord was saying that Fu Shi'an was looking for another house.

He wants to move?

The landlord was still talking about the conditions of the apartment, Ji Mingyu didn't have much interest in listening, so he let the landlord sit for a while and went into the kitchen to fetch a bottle of mineral water for the landlord.

"Although this room is not too big, it should be enough for you two young men. Why did Xiao Fu suddenly want to move out? Has he changed his job?"

Ji Mingyu was thinking about why Fu Shi'an suddenly moved out and did not hear the landlord's question.

This house was rented by Fu Shi'an, why did he suddenly want to change houses?

Why didn't you mention it to him?

"The air conditioners in the living room and the second bedroom are both broken?" The landlord took the water and didn't rush to drink it. Instead, he went to the air conditioner in the living room and started checking.

Ji Mingyu heard it this time, "Yes."

The landlord nodded, took out his mobile phone and started calling. After listening for a while, Ji Mingyu probably called the maintenance worker.

After waiting for someone to come, Ji Mingyu asked Fu Shi'an about renting another house. The landlord didn't know much about the original one, so he just said that it was Xiao Fu who asked him if he had any other houses, and said that he might change. house.

"Did he say why he suddenly changed houses?" Ji Mingyu asked.

The landlord shook his head, probably because the disappointed expression on Ji Mingyu's face was a bit obvious, and he asked, "What? Did you two quarrel and have conflicts?"

Ji Mingyu was stunned and did not speak, did they have a conflict?

Maybe not.

If he didn't speak, the landlord thought he was acquiescing, and kindly persuaded him: "No matter how good friends live together, there will be friction in life. It's not a big deal to quarrel. It's okay to have a couple of drinks and talk it out."

Ji Mingyu smiled and said, "No."

Since the showdown that day, Ji Mingyu and Fu Shi'an didn't mention a word about the conversation that day, and they were busy talking less, but last night was obviously normal, and Fu Shi'an came to cover him with a quilt in the morning.

So Ji Mingyu didn't understand why Fu Shi'an suddenly said that he wanted to move out.

After a while, the repairman came.

The master worker asked Ji Mingyu: "When did the air conditioner break down?"

Ji Mingyu: "The one in the house has been broken for four or five days, and the one in the living room was broken last night."

"Then you have slept soundly these few days?" The landlord was a little surprised. The weather in September was still hot and dry, and it was really difficult to fall asleep without air-conditioning at night. Then he remembered that there was an air-conditioner in the master bedroom, so he said, "Xiao Fu's room If the air conditioner is good in the room, then it’s fine for you two to sleep together.”

Ji Mingyu was slightly taken aback, he glanced at Fu Shian's closed door, his heart moved slightly as if he had caught something suddenly.

He explained to the landlord that he stayed at the company for a lot of work this week and didn't live at home very much, so he dragged it until today.

The master worker asked some questions and started to repair it. The landlord seemed to know him very well, chatting while helping them.

Ji Mingyu sat beside him in a daze, following the line he had grasped just now, thinking about how he and Fu Shi'an got along in the past few days.In fact, there are changes, but he deliberately ignores them. For example, Fu Shi'an no longer goes out at the same time as Ji Mingyu in the morning. Going back to the room to rest, the two of them talked very little for more than a week after that day.

Ji Mingyu could feel that they didn't want to make their relationship stiff, but some things never depended on their will.

When the layer of window paper between him and Fu Shi'an was pierced, the sentence that they were still friends was like a fake, and a new veil was unconsciously cast on the relationship between the two.

Their so-called act like nothing happened, it doesn't work.

And Ji Mingyu's ostrich behavior is actually allowing this layer of yarn to become denser and airtight, with a strong sense of existence.

There was a sound of "Boom--", the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground.

"Hey, young man, help me pick up the screwdriver in the trash can." The worker master said to Ji Mingyu.

Ji Mingyu regained consciousness, reached out to pick up the screwdriver that fell in the trash can, but brought out a pink post-it note.

The garbage bag was newly replaced last night, and there was nothing else in it except this post-it note. Ji Mingyu handed the screwdriver to the master worker, and opened the crumpled post-it note. There were only two unfinished strokes on it.

Ji Mingyu suddenly felt very uncomfortable. Fu Shi'an probably felt uncomfortable if he wanted to move away. A post-it note that reminded him would make him worry. The two of them get along unnaturally, and no one is better than the other.

The sense of powerlessness flooded towards Ji Mingyu again.

Ji Mingyu swore that he didn't want the situation to become like it is now.

Fu Shi'an knew him well, and he naturally understood when he saw his air conditioner broke down this morning. He would rather stay in the high temperature than go to his room last night. The layer of 'concern' between them binds each other and makes their relationship become stiff.

Although Ji Mingyu's original intention was not like this, he hurt Fu Shi'an more than once invisibly.

Rather than letting Fu Shi'an move out, it's better for him to move out.