Dressing Biography

Chapter 104

Knowing that Sisi would not come back, I sat under the old tree all day long, looking through the layers of branches and leaves to see how much sunlight still shines down.Some mottled sunlight fell on my cheeks, and it felt like Sisi's chubby little hands were on my face, bringing a little tenderness.I always close my eyes, recalling the remaining tenderness of Sisi.

"Hey, why are you doing this?" My aunt always couldn't bear to see my wasted time like this, "If you want to, have another one. You and Li Le are both young." I ignored what my aunt said, because my aunt and I know exactly what Sisi represents.Ever since I set foot on the land of the border town, I have been living like a year.Losing Sisi is like cutting off the straw of my life. In this strange environment and suffocating atmosphere, life is worse than death.Seeing that I ignored her, my aunt sighed again: "You have ruined yourself like this. Why bother?"

I tilted my head and said weakly, "You clearly know that she is very important to me." Whether it's Sisi or Liang Shiqin, they are all affectionate things that I can't let go of.Losing Liang Shiqin, I can still look forward to Sisi filling the remaining time.But Sisi was also sent away. Apart from the barren waiting in my life, I still wait.But in the days of suffering, I don't know if I have the courage to go through the remaining years.My aunt saw that I didn't know how to advance or retreat, so she left helplessly.I still looked up at the layers of branches, and continued to feel the rare warmth of spring, and my cold body was warmed up.

Li Le also knew that I was angry at him for sending Sisi away without my consent, so he didn't take the initiative to provoke me after he came back from Yanjing, instead he spent more time away from home.Maybe it was business, maybe not.Anyway, I don't want to keep it in my heart, but others are more anxious than me.For example, Aunt Zhang who came slowly towards me: "I said change clothes. You have been lying down all morning, why don't you go out for a walk?" I shook my head feebly, and Aunt Zhang continued to remind, "The scenery of the border city during this time It’s the most beautiful, go for a walk and relax.”

I opened my eyes and watched Aunt Zhang stand up with a concerned face: "Thank you, Aunt Zhang is concerned. I am a little tired." Then I walked into the house.Rather than saying that the body is tired, it is better to say that the heart is tired.I fell on the bed and fell into a dream. The dream was full of the scenery of the small courtyard of Liangfu, the breeze was gentle, the rocking chair was slow, the sky was clear and the air was clear, and the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant.Is there any other place where the scenery can be compared, so that I am willing to be locked in it for the rest of my life.

On days without Sisi, I don't seem to be able to laugh anymore, and even my anger is gone.So when Haruyuki broke in and came to reason with me, I remained indifferent, spending time with them in the lobby, waiting for the protagonist to settle things by himself.

"My Chunxue is also an innocent girl, how can I allow that boy Li Le to ask for it for no reason, and run away. If he doesn't give an explanation today, we won't leave." It was Haruyuki's mother.

Aunt Zhang stood behind me, seeming to support me.Seeing Haruyuki's mother's angry appearance, she knew that she had come prepared and would not leave easily, but Haruyuki had been crying since entering the door, and her mother had said everything.She seems to be only responsible for whimpering accompaniment.Aunt Zhang whispered in my ear: "Second boy has gone to invite Li Le. Don't be fooled by them. Li Le wouldn't be so confused." Looking at Chun Xue's eyes that were red from crying, I felt a little nervous. Somewhat sympathize with her.

My aunt also came over and warned me softly: "Even if it's true, Li Le can't just agree." I knew that my aunt was afraid that Haruyuki would really come in and I would suffer.As everyone knows, I am the one who owes others the most.If Li Le really has this idea, I am willing to do it wholeheartedly, maybe I can return to Yanjing in advance.Just thinking about it made me feel good, and the corners of my mouth curled up unconsciously.

When Li Le hurried back, what he saw was a room full of women.Chun Xue looked at Li Le with a dainty look by her mother's side, Chun Xue's mother looked at Li Le with fierce eyes, my aunt and Aunt Zhang looked at Li Le with some sympathy and some complaints, but I didn't look at Li Le. Le, the corner of his mouth is still that indelible smile.Li Le looked around and left a sentence: "You wait first." Then he took my hand and walked out.I saw a bit of anger overflowing in Haruyuki's watery eyes.

Li Le threw me into the room and closed the door, and then began to question me: "What are you going to do?"

I looked at him who was a little angry, and I didn't understand in my heart. I should be the one who should be angry. How come he looks like the victim.But since he asked, I answered truthfully: "Since the girl has found her home and made it clear that this is the case, I can't push her out." Seeing that Li Le didn't speak, I guessed that Chun Xue was a stone hammer. He continued, "Since that's the case, why don't you write a letter and tell the family. Just set up a few tables here and give Haruyuki an explanation, so as not to damage your reputation." Seeing Li Le's frown tightened, I felt relieved.Following him all the way to the border town was not what I wanted. A real couple with a fake relationship was also a kind of torture for him.If they married Haruyuki, they would happen to be able to make up for what they owed him, and it would be a happy thing for everyone.

Li Le approached me step by step, his voice became deeper and deeper: "You did it on purpose." I shook my head.Li Le chuckled lightly: "Since you are so generous, let's do this." Li Le proudly finished speaking and was about to leave, but when he opened the door, he left a sentence: "An agreement is an agreement. Ten years, one day Indispensable." Looking at Li Lefeng's back, I feel more guilty towards him.

Haruyuki's mother didn't expect that the matter of Haruyuki entering the house was so simple and implemented, and she was a little bit overwhelmed. When she figured it out, she started to raise prices on the ground. No less betrothal gifts, bridal sedan chairs, banquets, etc., let alone perfunctory.Although my aunt kept pulling my sleeve, I nodded and agreed.When Haruyuki left, he finally straightened his obedient back, with a domineering look, which made me feel a little bit disdainful.

After sending off Chunxue and her daughter, my aunt yelled at me angrily: "Why did you agree? Did that kid Li Le say something to you?" Then, my aunt rolled up her sleeves, looking for Li Le. The look of reckoning.

I pulled my aunt back, without any reluctance in my words: "You saw that I didn't treat Li Le well, so it's not bad to have one more person to take care of Li Le." This is my truth.

Seeing that I hated iron for steel, my aunt immediately extinguished her arrogance, and sat down on the chair in a dispirited manner: "What are you doing for? Such a good person, you have to hand over to others. You just wait and take it easy later. "After finishing speaking, my aunt left angrily.I know my aunt is doing it for my own good, but I can only forgive myself.Because after a thousand times, it was still her in the dream.

Although Li Le married Chun Xue, he didn't let her live with me.Naturally, there were fewer conflicts between Haruyuki and I.Li Le came to my place every now and then, just to sit.From our unhappy conversation at the beginning of the year to our speechless meeting at the end of the year.But I feel that this clean day is the most comfortable time I have lived in the past six years.

Not surprisingly, Chun Xue became pregnant, and Li Le stopped coming.

As the Chinese New Year was approaching, Zhang Er came back from Chun Xue's and handed over the letter from Li's family.I looked at Li Wen's words, but I didn't have much interest, so I put them aside.It is opened at night.The letter is still a cliché, but it mentions: I bought the old house of Liangfu.My tears fell down.Holding the letter in my heart, I kept whispering: "Liang Shiqin, Liang Shiqin..."

I slept well that night.There is no ups and downs of the plot in the dream, only the quiet night sky, accompanied by the occasional sound of insects, Liang Shiqin held my hand, we squeezed on the hanging chair, and fell asleep slowly.

On the second day, I got dressed and headed to Haruyuki's residence with the gift.Haruyuki's mother saw that I was not as vicious as before, maybe she thought I was more sensible, and instead of playing tricks to keep Li Le on hold, she was affectionate to me instead: "Hey, isn't this changing clothes? Why don't you have time today?" Already." With that, he greeted me into the room.

Haruyuki was six months old, with a big belly and limited mobility.Seeing that I didn't have the will to get up, he squinted at me with a hostile attitude.I didn't care, I was still calm: "This is a tonic specially bought by Aunt Zhang for you."

Unexpectedly, Haruyuki suddenly choked up: "I sent it with the letter from home yesterday, and the supplements that the elder sister sent all the way." Haruyuki glanced at the things I brought, and softly despised: "I don't know if the second sister is pregnant. Treat like this.” I smiled and shook my head.Chun Xue's arrogance grew even higher, and she touched her swollen belly with her hand, and said in a strange way: "The doctor said that I am weak, and Li Le just mentioned that in the letter, and everyone sent this to that, especially the elder sister. I sent it several times in a row. Although the journey was long and things were a little damaged, this was the wish of the elder sister. I kept it firmly in my heart. Who told the elder sister to be so worried about me and the child when she was far away in Yanjing. On the contrary, you, the second sister, never Come a few times." After saying that, Haruyuki turned his head away.

Haruyuki's mother couldn't stand listening to it, and hurried out to smooth things over: "I'm joking, I'm joking. Isn't it time to change clothes?" Haruyuki's mother looked at the things and was happy: "These are not easy to buy in the border towns. If you have to work hard, change your clothes and change your mind." .”

Chun Xue added: "Didn't the second sister say that these were all prepared by Aunt Zhang, mother, you should thank Aunt Zhang a lot."

I watched Haruyuki's mother keep winking at Haruyuki, but the proud Haruyuki would not bow his head.I knew that Chun Xue would use a broom to chase away people later, so I immediately fulfilled my purpose of coming here and took out the letter from Li Le from yesterday: "The letter from thousands of miles is really not easy. Put it away." After saying that, I got up and left.

Ever since Li Le married Chun Xue, she had basically dealt with major and minor matters, and the family letters were naturally sent to her.Only this letter from home was sent by Li Le, just to let me know one thing.I stepped out of Chun Xue's residence, looked at the clear sky, a white cloud drifted by, my eyes were a little moist, and I felt sorry for Li Le, I fear this life will never end.

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