Dressing Biography

Chapter 102 Female

Seeing Li Le smirking, my aunt began to reshape my image in Li Le's heart: "You don't know, you have been away for so long this time, and you have become haggard in changing clothes. You have been unconscious for the past few days, and it was her who kept you naked. Here." As long as I wanted to speak, my aunt would pinch me fiercely, I frowned tightly, and wanted to say something, but I was afraid of contradicting my aunt, and my heart was filled with distress.In Li Le's eyes, it turned into a shy expression, and he couldn't believe what his aunt said.In the end, I didn't say a word, and I was dragged out of the room by my aunt. When I looked down, my palms had been pinched red by my aunt. I'm still sick." I kept my mouth shut, watching my aunt's back as she walked away, complaining endlessly in my heart.

Standing outside the door, I don't know whether to go in or find another shelter.As I was wandering, I suddenly heard noises in the room, and my compassion overflowed. I hurried back to the room and saw Li Lewai beside the bed. I was so shocked that I quickly helped him up: "What do you want to do?" I While tucking him in the quilt, he found some blood seeping on the white cloth, and looked at him in astonishment.

Li Le took me to sit by the bed as usual, but comforted me: "Who hasn't been shot or wounded on the battlefield? He can't die. Rest for a few days and heal." In fact, Li Le's body is big and small. There are countless small bruises.His achievements were paid for with his life.Seeing such an understatement of life and death, I feel pity for him.Seeing my sad face, Li Le jumped with joy: "Changing clothes, you know, every time I get hurt, fall down, or even go into a coma, my mind always looks like you. You are waiting for me. So I will Stand up again and again, and continue to fight until you win, until you come back. Because, I know you have been waiting for me to come back."

I frowned, tangled in my heart, and finally turned into a sincere sentence: "I don't deserve you to treat me like this." After finishing speaking, I lowered my head in shame.You thought I was waiting for you to return from the battlefield, but I was counting the days and describing Liang Shiqin waiting for me to go back.At this moment, I feel how despicable I am.The most genuine heart cannot be cut out, and the most false words cannot be uttered.

"I am willing." Li Le took my hand and said it as a matter of course without any complaints.But my heart trembled when I heard it, and I felt guilty, hot tears rolled out somehow.Li Le wiped away my teardrops and comforted me: "Don't worry, I'm fine." I don't know if Li Le is saying that he is fine now and doesn't need me to worry, or is he implying that he knows my heart He is also willing to do it without him, and he is sincere, so that I don't have to feel guilty.My mind was in chaos, and I didn't know how to treat him for a while.

During Li Le's illness, we didn't communicate much. He was recuperating in bed while I was doing needlework.Although I don't want to do it, my aunt has already boasted about this seaport for me, so I have no choice but to hold on to my scalp and continue to do it.Just making clothes for Li Le under his nose, I always feel a little uncomfortable.But my aunt told me tactfully that Li Le cannot be left alone. He is a wounded number and needs to be taken care of, while Aunt Zhang has to manage the kitchen, Zhang Er has to run errands, and her is responsible for making medicine, so I am the most leisurely person. People are the best candidates.I knew my aunt's intentions, and I thought that Li Le was indeed a hero, so it was really unreasonable to reject him thousands of miles away.He could only ignore Li Le's piercing eyes and concentrate on doing his own thing.

It's midsummer, and the letter from Li's family has finally arrived.Li Le's injury is almost healed.But still don't use too much force, so he is still sick in bed.I opened the family book and read it to him.Li Wen's family letters are generally written by Li Wen, and Li Le is not very literate, so Li Wen's writing is easy to understand, and I can basically read it.This letter from home was similar to the previous ones, it was nothing more than telling Li Le that everything was fine at home, and that Qin'er had started babbling, and told him not to worry, but outside the border town, he must pay attention to safety and take good care of himself.On one page, there was not a single word written by Liang Shiqin, nor was there a single word mentioned about her.My expectations for the letter from home were shattered.Although I know that Liang Shiqin will not write to me, I still hope to find traces of her in these lines to show my lovesickness, but she is more tolerant and can not reveal a word.I was a little disappointed and put the letter back in the envelope.

"Do you want to be Qin'er?" Although Li Le agreed with the name Li Muqin, he only called him Qin'er, never Muqin.

For Mu Qin, I hid some guilt in my heart: "Yeah." I don't know what was the first thing he yelled?

"Why don't we have another one?" Li Le's words startled me.My face turned red all of a sudden, and I left Li Le's sight by putting down the letter from home.However, Li Le did not intend to give up on this topic: "General Zhang said that this expedition has recovered a lot of places, so it can be quiet for a while. This time, I will always stay by your side."

While Li Le was talking, I was opening the box where the family letters were stored, and there were envelopes inside, all of which I received after I arrived here.I skillfully found the letter written by Liang Shiqin, opened it cautiously, looked at the familiar words, traced them over and over again, imagined Liang Shiqin's serious appearance under the lamp, the posture of holding the pen, and my heart was overwhelmed. Liang Shiqin.After touching the word "Mousse", I slowly responded, "Let's talk about it when you are well."

In the early autumn, when Li Le recovered from his injuries, General Zhang began to let him participate in normal gatherings.I never finished the clothes I made for Li Le. In the end, I went to the tailor shop and bought him a brand new set. My aunt scolded me for several days.It's not that I can't do it, but it's near the end, and I still can't do it.Li Le also saw my wandering, and offered to buy new clothes, so I put the clothes away.

The frontier fortress is quiet and life is peaceful.At the end of the new year, the border town is rarely lively.After dinner, Li Le took everyone out for a stroll.Stepping on the solid snow, holding a lantern in my hand, watching the little guys wrapped in padded jackets running around, I feel that the New Year in Border Town is no worse than that in Yanjing.On the way, I ran into a general like Li Le stationed in the border town, and everyone exchanged greetings.The white air that came out of his mouth was blown by the wind and disappeared without a trace.There are occasional big trees in the corner, the leaves are also withered, and the branches are covered with thick snow.A firework popped out of the sky for a while, adding a little vitality to the night.I held my aunt's arm and heard her nagging in my ear: "Everything is fine in the border town, but there is a brat missing." I pretended I hadn't heard anything, and pointed to a fireworks to show my aunt go.Unexpectedly, my aunt's complaints would come to fruition within a few days.

I was carrying Mrs. Zhang's pancakes across the courtyard, and when I slipped, I fell on my back, the plate was broken, the pancake fell, and my stomach started to hurt.The broken dishes were swept away, the pancakes were cleaned up, and the doctor came.I reckoned it was, but I didn't tell everyone for a long time, because I felt a little sorry for Liang Shiqin.Lived up to her 100% trust in me.It's not that I've been in love with Li Le for a long time, and I've moved on. It's that I really want to have a child, raise it by my side, and pin my thoughts on her.But I know that Liang Shiqin will not agree.The child, Li Le's and mine's child, will not be resentful if she is by her side.If I stay here selfishly, she will definitely think wildly.So I am very entangled, whether this child can have it.After the doctor confirmed it, everyone rejoiced.This new year, everyone had a very happy time.I was unhappy.

Li Le sat at the table, spread out the letter paper, and prepared to tell the good news to his parents who were far away in Yanjing.I walked beside him impatiently, seeing that he had finished writing, I couldn't help walking over: "It's ok, why don't you tell me?"

Seeing some pity in my eyes, Li Le put down the pen and took my hand: "What?" Seeing that I didn't speak, Li Le opened his mouth, "Or do you want someone to know?" Li Le hit the nail on the head, and I panicked Looking up at him, my heart skipped a beat.I really didn't want to tell Liang Shiqin, for fear that she would know, and that this child would not be able to stay here.But I didn't say a word.But Li Le smiled: "Okay, if I don't write it, it's my little secret with you." My heart didn't relax because of his promise, but it became even tighter, as if I was betraying Liang Shiqin feels uneasy.

After the new year, Li Le fulfilled his promise, stayed by my side as much as possible, and took good care of me.The news of my pregnancy was blocked in the border town.Li's family letters were all the same, I didn't see anything unusual about Liang Shiqin, but I felt extremely tormented.As my stomach grows day by day, my mood becomes irritable day by day, much worse than that of Huai Muqin.When no one is around, I will calm down, analyze myself, blame myself, and vent my guilt towards Liang Shiqin on others.Therefore, I often dream of Liang Shiqin, with that frosty appearance, who despises me not far away from me, without saying a word, but it is enough to make me bruised and bruised.As the days passed, I began to forget about meals.After the doctor's pulse diagnosis, he just advised me not to worry too much.I often pick up my pen and want to write something to tell Liang Shiqin about my current situation, but every time I write, I can't write a word, my mood is always low, and I can't sleep or eat.

Finally, it was early autumn, and it was time to give birth. I screamed loudly in the room, tears kept flowing, and there was a hole in my heart that I couldn't mend.No matter how painful the lower body was, it didn't feel too much.This time it was born faster than the last time.It's just that after giving birth, I fell asleep and woke up again, feeling that my heart still hurts.

My aunt came to me with my second child in her arms: "Wake up. The doctor said, you are fine. The child is healthy and a good girl." Tears welled up in my eyes.I sobbed and stretched out my hand to my aunt, who carefully handed the child into my arms and reminded: "Haven't you named the child yet? Li Le said, let you take it."

Seeing her obediently in my arms, her long eyelashes imprinted on her pink cheeks, she was extremely cute, I put away my tears and said happily: "Sisi," I stamped on Sisi's forehead A shallow kiss, "Li Sisi."

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