desire to be loved

Chapter 11: Roy's Lie

Under the watchful eyes of his parents and sister, Roy got into Luo Jie's car and waved goodbye to them, "We are going back."

"Drive carefully." Tingting waved.

The car drove through several intersections, and when he was far away from the sight of his parents, Roy immediately let go of his seat belt, "Let me get out of the car here!" He put his hand on the door handle, and he was ready to get out of the car at any time .

Luo Jie said solemnly: "Tie the safety belt to me." There was an inviolable power in his deep voice.

"Jie?" Roy looked at him suspiciously, not understanding what he meant.

"I said fasten your seat belt, didn't you hear me?" Luo Jie slammed hard on the steering wheel, and the piercing sound of the horn resounded through the sky.

Luo Jie's sudden anger made Roy a little at a loss. He put on his seat belt obediently and waited and watched.

Luo Jie didn't speak a word along the way, and directly drove Roy back to his residence.

After entering the living room, he slammed Roy onto the sofa and said displeasedly, "Is that why you want to find that man?"

"Jie, what are you talking about?" Roy felt a little dizzy after his brain was shaken violently.

Luo Jie folded his arms around his chest and stared angrily, "You were in a hurry to get out of the car just now, didn't you just want to find that man?" Seeing Roy's eagerness to get out of the car, his anger index has already come to the apex.

"I'm not going to find Jill." Roy denied.

"If you didn't go to find him, why did you get out of the car?" Luo Jie continued to question.

Roy stood up and looked at Luo Jie, "Didn't you want me not to appear in front of you, now that the play is over, I should disappear in front of you, right?" When he was scalded by the hot soup, Luo Jie didn't even Even the caring eyes were unwilling to give him alms. Since Luo Jie had already expressed his dislike for him, he should leave wisely.

Luo Jie snorted coldly, "You are really obedient. Since you are so obedient, why did you still run to find him when I told you not to associate with him anymore?"

"That night Jill took me back to the hotel because I was drunk." As for why Jill appeared in the Pub, he had no memory at all.

Hearing that Roy attributed all his actions to being drunk, Luo Jie snorted, "Because you were drunk, so you spread your legs for him?"

The extremely insulting words made Roy lose all blood, and he punched Luo Jie.

Tasting the blood on the corner of his mouth with his tongue, Luo Jie looked at him contemptuously, "I told you right! You shameless thing, you let a man leave that kind of mark on you." That phone call with Roy The imprint on his body was simply that Jill was provoking him.

There was a bang in his head, and Roy was stunned.

Before Luo Jie said this, he thought he could bear Luo Jie's misunderstanding and disgust, but he was wrong. It turns out that his heart is not as strong as he imagined, and once it bears too much grief, it will still shatter of.

He chuckled lightly, mocking himself: "I'm just so shameless, I like to spread my legs and let men fuck."

"Snapped!"

Loud applause hit his ears, and he felt a tingling sensation on the left side of his face.

Luo Jie's eyes were wide open, "Shut up." He forbade Roy to insult himself like this, but he forgot how he insulted Roy just a second ago.

After being slapped, Roy rushed forward like crazy and grabbed Luo Jie by the collar and shouted: "You don't understand anything, why hit me."

I don't just want to be your brother!The person I love is you!

The desire to be loved had rushed to his mouth, and he swallowed it back forcefully.

He stared at Luo Jie, and slowly said: "I hate you..." Love and hate are relative, the amount of love he puts on Luo Jie, the hatred in his heart will be as deep as it is. Jie is heartbroken, so let him destroy this relationship with his own hands!

Seeing the liquid in Roy's eye sockets, Luo Jie's heart was pulled.

He really didn't understand Roy, and he didn't understand why when he saw the hickey marks on his body, he felt so hungry, his chest seemed to be about to explode.

He averted his angry eyes, "Whatever you want." This time he didn't drive Roy away, but headed towards the gate by himself.

Hearing the sound of the door being closed, Roy's mask fell off in an instant. For the first time in ten years, he vented his emotions, like a helpless child, squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, letting his tears run wild for a while.

Time passed in this burst of grief, until he shed his tears and calmed down, the night was already deep.

He went back to his room and started packing.

He had already paid a heavy price for his wishful thinking, and now it was time to hide silently and slowly wipe away the wound in his heart.

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It was already the next afternoon when Luo Jie stepped into the house again.

There was no sign of Roy in the house, and Roy's room was as deserted as before he moved in. Seeing a bunch of keys on the desk, Luo Jie guessed that he was probably looking for that man.

"Ding Dong~"

At this time, the doorbell rang, and he opened the door to check. It turned out that it was Luo Tingting who came to visit, "Why are you here at this hour?" She didn't call to inform him in advance, isn't she afraid that the trip would be in vain?

Tingting came to the door, "I'm here to find my second brother, is he at home?"

"He left." Luo Jie dropped a sentence and walked into the living room by himself.

"Leave?" Tingting muttered as she followed behind him.

After sitting on the sofa, she suddenly opened her eyes and shouted: "Could it be that he returned to the United States!" Although she knew that Roy would return to the United States sooner or later, she never thought that he would choose to leave without saying goodbye.

"I don't know." Luo Jie turned on the TV, his whole person was unusually calm.

Tingting raised her voice, "What do you mean you don't know! Living under the same roof, didn't you find out when he packed up and left?"

Luo Jie glanced at her, "We had a little argument last night, so I spent the night outside, and when I came back, he had already left."

"What the hell are you arguing about?" Was it because of what she was thinking about at dinner?

"It's not convenient for me to tell you about this." Luo Jie didn't mention the content of the quarrel.

Pursing her lips, Tingting replied in displeasure: "Forget it, even if you don't tell me, I know that you hurt the second brother's heart, and he will leave." Poor second brother, last night must have been hard Bar!

Hearing this, Luo Jie's expression also changed, and he reprimanded loudly: "Luo Tingting, don't talk nonsense if you don't know the truth."

Tingting raised her brows and shouted loudly to him, "I'm not talking nonsense! What you think I don't know, I actually know more than you do."

"What do you know?" Luo Jie was half curious and half questioning.

"Roy confessed to you!"

Luo Jie didn't respond, but his eyes confirmed that there was such a thing.

"How did you know about this?"

Tingting raised her eyebrows, "Of course he told me! But I'm more curious how he told you?" She has seen all of Roy's emotional entanglements in the past ten years. As a loyal audience, she How can I miss a single line of dialogue.

Later, Luo Jie told her everything that happened after meeting Jill and Roy's confession.

After hearing what happened, Tingting looked at him in disbelief, "What are you talking about now?" How could Roy date other men.

Luo Jie was immediately confused by her question.

Tingting patted herself on the head, "Oh my God!" It turned out that the two of them were not talking about the same thing.

Reviewing Luo Jie's words again, she suddenly smiled knowingly, "Brother, you were deceived by Roy."

Luo Jie frowned and said, "What do you mean?" Is it because of his poor understanding?Or is there a generation gap with her?No matter what he thought, he still couldn't connect her three sentences together.

"Roy already has his own heart. He has loved that man silently for many years, so it is impossible to be with the Jill you mentioned." Tingting responded firmly to him.

"It was Roy who told you himself, does he have a secret crush?" Luo Jie didn't believe her.

"Yes! Absolutely true."

"Then who is that person?" He never knew that there was such a person in Roy's heart.

"Who is that person? You should know best." Tingting smiled mysteriously.

Unable to hear her subtext, Luo Jie asked, "How would I know?" Recalling his conversation with Roy, Roy did not admit that Jill was his lover at that time, and everything was just his own misunderstanding.

But if that person wasn't Jill, who would it be?

"Can't you feel it? Since he is gay, how could he have sex with your girlfriend?" Seeing that Luo Jie couldn't understand her, she decided to help Roy tell the secret.

"The one Roy loves is you."

Luo Jie's whole body seemed to be struck by lightning, unable to speak. Many words that Roy said and the pictures at that time popped up in his mind:

"Actually, I'm waiting for a reason to keep me. If that reason doesn't exist, then I will choose to leave."

"I don't know why I became like this? But I just can't control my heart and not love that person, so leave me alone."

"You don't understand anything, so why hit me?"

And that last line: "I hate you."

He suddenly realized that Roy loved him.

"When did it start?"

"It's been about ten years, if you didn't suddenly bring a woman home four years ago, he wouldn't have done such a crazy thing, and this time you stimulated him, so he made up that kind of lie. "

Recalling Roy's betrayal four years ago and what happened this week, all the questions in my heart were answered after Tingting said these words.

Facing Tingting's accusation, he remained silent, but her words had already cast a shock bomb in his heart.

"Ring~Ring~"

The mobile phone in his pocket suddenly rang, he picked it up to check, and the screen showed a group of unfamiliar numbers.

"Hey?"

"Excuse me, are you Luo Jie?" fluent English came from the other end of the phone.

"Um."

"I'm Jill." The other party took the initiative to report his name.

Luo Jie responded without emotion: "I know." As soon as he heard the voice, he knew who he was.

"I just called to let you know that Roy is on a flight back to America at six o'clock tonight."

This news moved Luo Jie, but he pretended not to care, "Why did you tell me about this?" In fact, he really wanted to ask Jill, what is the relationship between him and Roy?And why did Jill cooperate with Roy to perform this scene?

"I don't know why I told you this, maybe because I feel sorry for Roy, so I want to do something to make him happy..."

Hearing Jill's true confession, Luo Jie was speechless.

After hanging up the phone, Tingting asked him who was calling.

"It's Jill calling. He said that Roy will take a flight back to the United States at six o'clock tonight." While responding, he glanced at the time, and there was only one hour left before Roy boarded the plane.

Thinking about Jill's last words: "I think Roy would really want you to keep him." Luo Jie suddenly made a move.

"I'm going to the airport." He took the car keys and walked quickly towards the gate, but before he opened the gate, Tingting's voice came from behind.

"Brother, let me remind you that if you don't want to respond to Roy's feelings, then don't try to keep him, because if you go, it will only break Roy's heart even more."

Her words made Luo Jie stop in his tracks.