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Chapter 110

Qin Xuanwen came out of the ward, leaned against the wall of the corridor for a rare moment, lost his mind for a while.

Luo Tanshen has been transferred from the intensive care unit to this special care unit, and his condition is stable and he is conscious.

But he always felt that the familiar Mr. Luo had died.

That day in the abandoned building, "Lone Eagle" personally led the most elite combat team to arrive, and wiped out all the members of "Zixu" and the drug dealers in country G who helped "Zixu".

He found Luo Tanshen who was still breathing, and his heart twitched violently.

With just one glance, he realized that Luo Tanshen no longer had the desire to survive.

The more severely injured Qin Qin cried bitterly and called for help - this is the normal reaction of a kidnapped and abused person.

Compared with his hard work, Luo Tanshen was really too quiet, he just lay there motionless, his eyes were dead silent, empty, without a gleam of light, as if he didn't care about life or death.

Compared with the injuries all over his body, this look is more heartbreaking.

When carrying Luo Tanshen into the medical helicopter, he suddenly thought of Mr. Shan.

Before coming to country G, he promised that he would try his best to protect Luo Tanshen.

But now, he obviously failed to protect this important person.

Seeing Luo Tan hurt so badly, will Mr. Shan be angry and heartbroken?

I will.

Because even he, who has nothing to do with it, feels uncomfortable in his heart.

He had been by Mr. Shan's side for so many years, and it was the first time he saw Mr. Shan have a different emotion because of one person.

I want to eat the brown sugar ice dumplings made by Luo Tanshen, and I am concerned about the New Year's gift that someone gave Luo Tanshen—a little robot, so I even gave Luo Tanshen a pair of cufflinks as a New Year's gift.

He was surprised.

At that time, he just casually pointed to the picture and said, "Look, sir, how does this pair of cufflinks match your suit? Well, but this color seems to be more suitable for Mr. Luo."

When he heard the first half of the sentence, Mr. Shan showed no expression.But at the second half of the sentence, Mr. Shan's eyes suddenly paused, "Then buy it and send it to him."

He thought he had heard it wrong, so he confirmed it.Mr. Shan said: "As a New Year's gift."

The Mr. Shan in his cognition has never given anyone a New Year's gift.

Soon, Rockwell annual meeting.

Almost all the people present thought that Mr. Shan's sudden appearance was to convey a signal that Rock's had a backer.

But at that time, Mr. Shan just wanted to see if Luo Tanshen was wearing those cufflinks on a whim.

After leaving the venue, he clearly noticed that Mr. Shan was in a good mood.

Luo Tanshen is unique.

But now, Luo Tanshen doesn't want to continue living.

The Ming family experienced a turmoil unknown to others.The collateral family who wanted to make trouble was dealt with by Mr. Shan, while Ming Jingchen was seriously ill and admitted to the hospital after completely losing hope of making a comeback.

Mr. Shan couldn't leave Yuancheng for the time being. He reported Luo Tanshen's situation through video calls every day, and he felt that the other party was in a very bad mood and was on the verge of losing control.

Originally, after the vital signs stabilized, Luo Tanshen should return to China for follow-up treatment—this is also what Mr. Shan hoped.

But Luo Tanshen was unwilling to return to his country and insisted on staying in country G.

The medical conditions in country G are not inferior to those in China. He conveyed Luo Tanshen's thoughts to Mr. Shan, and Mr. Shan immediately hired a medical team to assist in the treatment.

Medication and nursing care are the best around Luo Tanshen, but Luo Tanshen himself doesn't seem to need it at all.

He tried to talk to Luo Tanshen, but Luo Tanshen didn't even move his eyes, and there was no response, as if his soul had been lost, and what was left on the hospital bed was just an empty shell.

For the first time after being an assistant for so long, he didn't know what to do.

"It's frowning again." A tall, handsome man walked over, "It's not like you."

The man's brows and eyes were a little careless, like a pampered noble son.

No one could have imagined that this person was the leader of the "Lone Eagle" with blood on his hands.

"It's easy to save a person's life." Qin Xuanwen sighed, "but it's too difficult to save a person's heart."

"It wasn't you who broke his heart, you don't have to blame yourself too much." The man said.

Qin Xuanwen shook his head lightly, "I just think it's really pitiful for him to be like this now."

The man looked in the direction of the ward, and said meaningfully: "Poor?"

Three nurses walked into the ward to conduct routine inspections and change dressings.

Luo Tan deeply understands people's fiddling, neither resists nor cooperates, like a well-made human medical model.

The nurses were used to it, and at first they advised him a few words, but now they only sighed to each other after leaving the ward—this man has lost his soul, and he is suffering even if he is alive.

Luo Tan couldn't hear other people's comments.These days, the clearest voice in his memory was Shan Yufei's "Up to you".

It was obviously a light word, but it was so heavy that he could no longer stand up.

When he was in the abandoned building, he once thought he was going to die.

But Qin Xuanwen rescued him.

Shan Yufei threw him out and had someone pull him back.

He would rather he was dead.

He is the bait released by Shan Yufei. If he dies in the end, will Shan Yufei feel a little sad and guilty?

Always unable to think of an answer, he felt that he was too tired.

I can't go on anymore, and I can't stand it anymore.

He often forces himself to think about Luo Xiaoyu - he promised Luo Xiaoyu two things, one is not to be trapped by love, and the other is to carry Luo Shi.

He has been working hard, but now he just wants to put down the burden.

Luo Shi was too heavy, he couldn't carry it up.As for "Phoenix Emperor", Xie Yuxiao owns shares, maybe the Xie family will take over in the future.

His mental strength has been exhausted, and not taking the initiative to seek death is the only thing he can do.

Shan Yufei has never been to country G, and he knows that the Ming family cannot do without the top decision-maker.

He was glad that Shan Yufei didn't come.

Let alone seeing Shan Yufei now, just thinking about it makes him feel sad.

Sad to the point of suffocation.

It turned out that the tenderness he felt was an illusion.Shan Yufei threw him a self-harming knife, but he regarded it as a treasure, and hugged it tightly to his chest, so tightly that his chest was cut and his heart was pierced, and he was willing to do so.

In his life, he lived too much failure.

So many people want him to die, but no one in this world expects him to live well.

Even if this body is well maintained, so what?

The turmoil had subsided, and Shan Yufei sat at the head seat in the conference room, listening to a report from the person in charge of a project.

He seldom loses his mind at work, but lately it has become increasingly difficult to concentrate.

Qin Xuanwen stayed in country G, and he knew Luo Tanshen's treatment and recovery every day. He also knew that Luo Tanshen didn't speak much and didn't cooperate with the doctors very much.

"Sir." Qin Xuanwen said on the phone: "I think you should come here sometime. Mr. Luo's condition is not very good."

When he came to country G, two full months had passed since the kidnapping.

Luo Tanshen's birthday is in spring, but now, the air is full of summer.

The ward was very spacious, Luo Tan sat by the window, silently looking at the leaves outside the window.He walked over, Luo Tanshen turned around, the moment he saw him, he seemed unable to tell who he was, after a long time, he said softly: "Mr. Shan."

He frowned almost instinctively.

Qin Xuanwen said that Luo Tanshen was not very good. He had seen the photos and videos and was mentally prepared, but it was only when he really stood beside Luo Tanshen that he realized what Qin Xuanwen meant by "not so good".

Luo Tanshen was no longer angry, neither annoyed nor angry, neither sad nor happy, his eyes were dead, not "eyes like stagnant water", but that there was no stagnant water in his eyes.

The doctor said that Luo Tanshen didn't want to leave the ward, and although he was able to walk, he lay in bed for a long time.

He hugged Luo Tanshen deeply, and found that Luo Tanshen was much lighter than he expected.

Luo Tanshen didn't struggle, and walked downstairs with his arms.

Qin Xuanwen prepared the wheelchair, he put down Luo Tanshen, pushed the wheelchair and walked slowly under the shade of the trees.

When he reached a place without any obstacles, he stopped and held Luo Tanshen's arm, "Get up and walk?"

Luo Tan looked up at him deeply, and shook his head after two seconds.

"You should move around more." He knelt down and squeezed Luo Tanshen's hand, "Come on, stand up."

Luo Tanshen withdrew his hand, "Mr. Shan, you go back."

His eyes darkened, and his lips were tightly pursed.

"You don't need to do this, really." Luo Tanshen said, "I understand."

"What do you understand?"

Luo Tan paused for a long time, and said in a very soft voice, "I am the bait."

These words pierced into his chest like a weightless needle.

Luo Tanshen and he are both smart people. Luo Tanshen guessed that he was the bait, and he already knew Luo Tanshen's thoughts.

But listening to Luo Tanshen's words in person, he still felt an unexpected sense of emptiness and weightlessness.

"So you don't need to do this." Luo Tan said deeply: "Mr. Shan, you don't need to appear here, and you don't need to accompany me."

I... don't need any more.

He stood up, considering what to say next.

"You came to see me because Assistant Qin told you that I'm not well, right?"

His Adam's apple slipped, but he didn't make a sound.

"I don't have any other problems." Luo Tan looked at Lin Yin with dull eyes, "The injury is almost healed. By the way..."

As he spoke, Luo Tanshen took out a cuff button from his coat pocket, "I wanted to ask Assistant Qin to return it to you, but since you're here, I'd better return it to you myself. There is only one left, you Take it back and dispose of it casually."

He took the bruised cufflinks and remembered how they shone brightly on Luo Tanshen's dress at the Luo's annual meeting.

At that time, Luo Tanshen was also radiant, gathering thousands of lights in his body.

"I used to think that they were really the New Year's gifts you gave me." Luo Tan said slowly, "I cherish them very much and always keep them with me. Mr. Shan, I didn't know the truth about you giving them to me before." Intention. Now that I know it, I feel scared when I look at the remaining one."

"They..." He wanted to explain, but the words stuck in his throat.

What position do you have to explain?

"Mr. Shan, I don't think there is any need for us to meet again in the future, so there are some things I want to clarify with you today." It seems that Luo Tanshen is a little struggling because he hasn't spoken long paragraphs for a long time.

"I am a very bad person. I have hurt many people intentionally or unintentionally, including you and others."

"I deserved no sympathy."

"Ming Zhao will take revenge on me sooner or later. Whether you use me or not, the result will be the same."

"Actually, I should thank you, you saved me."

Luo Tan stopped deeply to catch his breath, a little cold sweat oozing from his pale face.

"I once wanted to make up for you, to make up for the harm I caused you. I even hoped that you would fall in love again..."

"No, even if you like me a little bit."

"It's me who pushed the envelope."

Luo Tan bowed his head deeply, touched his fingers lightly, and after a while, he took a long breath.

"By now, Mr. Shan, I should have paid off everything I owe you."

"I...I don't owe you any more."

"In the future, I may not return to China again, and I will not have business dealings with the Ming family. Let's just pretend that we have never known each other before."

Shan Yufei looked down at him, "You..."

"You always ask me what I used to call you." He raised his face slightly, looking at the sunlight leaking through the leaves.The sun is like water, falling into the eyes like tears, "I call you 'brother', I like this title very much."

Shan Yufei was stunned, his heart seemed to be squeezed suddenly.

"But it's all over." He murmured and repeated, "Mr. Shan, I don't owe you any more."