dhibooks Chapter 117
Chapter 117
Why not fail, why pursue absolute victory?
No, it can't be described as pursuit anymore, he clearly has a fear of failure, and that fear seems to be no worse than the fear of death.
But why?
Akashi Seijuro didn't understand the reason at this time, but since he doesn't want to lose, let's keep winning!I, Akashi Seijuro, who has been a winner since childhood, will continue to win in the future.
Such thoughts arose from the age of five until they were smashed to pieces at the age of 15.
The score of zero to four is extremely dazzling.
And the indifferent expression on the face of the purple-haired little giant somehow gave him a kind of...
I don't want to see that look on that person's face.
What should it be like?
Maybe……
The scene of the little purple-haired giant turning his head and smiling flashed through his mind. Under the Tokyo night with flashing neon lights, that smile was doting and gentle, which made Akashi Seijuro slightly taken aback.
What's this?previous memory?No, he can be sure that Atsushi Murasakihara has never smiled at him like this, and...
"Pamper"? "gentle"?
These two words have nothing to do with the big devil on the court or the big children in life.
Akashi Seijuro raised his head and looked at Murasakihara Atsushi.
But there is a voice in my heart denying - no, this is not my Dun, not...
Not my Dun?
My... Dun?
He never called Atsushi Murasakihara "Atsushi", always called "Murakahara", "Murakahara", just like all the other players.
Not to mention "mine", he and Atsushi Ziyuan are not that familiar at all.Perhaps the relationship between Atsushi Murasakihara and him is better than the relationship between Atsushi Murasakihara and others, but that's mostly because I turn a blind eye to some of Atsushi Murasakihara's childish habits.
and……
Now Atsushi Murasakihara, standing in front of him, looked at him indifferently, even contemptuously, condescendingly, and said that kind of words...
Forget it, don't think so much.
He will not lose, even Atsushi Murasakihara, it is impossible to stop his victory.
All who stand in his way--
"You're getting carried away, Don, don't make me angry."
Akatsuki Seijuro wanted to laugh when he cut off Atsushi Murasakibara's attack neatly. Atsushi Murasakihara, who had beaten him so helplessly just now, was completely vulnerable in front of him.
All, all, all movements—
He saw it all.
"Those who disobey me, even their parents, must die."
No one knows better than Akashi Seijuro that his personality has switched.Because in the final analysis, whether it is the No.1 personality or the second personality, it is Akashi Seijuro.
The current "self" is the embodiment of victory, born because of No.1's fear of failure and obsession with victory...
is an absolute winner.
"I am absolutely."
The rose-haired boy looked at the color-changed left eye in the mirror, and slowly evoked a faint smile.
Gold... what a dazzling color.
Leading Diguang to win the championship in the final year of the National High School Competition, they also became the first team in history to achieve three consecutive championships.
After graduation, the generations of miracles went their separate ways, going to different schools.He chose Luoshan in Kyoto, Atsushi Murasaki went to Yangquan in Akita, Ryota Kise went to Kaicho High School in Kanagawa, Daiki Aomine and Shintaro Midorima were both in Tokyo. Xiude.
And Kuroko Tetsuya...
Didn't choose a basketball tycoon?
Akashi Seijuro felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, but he never believed in this kind of sixth sense. If it were Shintaro Midorima, he might take it to heart!But Akashi...
Akashi Seijuro, who holds the belief that "I am absolute", only believes in his own various schemes, premonitions?Can this kind of thing related to the so-called "destiny" influence his life? !
Life in Luoshan was not uncomfortable. Akashi Seijuro quickly seized control of the basketball club. While becoming the captain, he also basically controlled the training policy of the basketball club.The test scores are still number one every time, the man of the day on campus, the president of the student union...
What's not to like?
Only occasionally, Akashi Seijuro would have the urge to take the Shinkansen to Tokyo.
But if you ask him why, he can't say it himself.So it can only be attributed to the fact that maybe he still has some nostalgia for Diguang in his heart. Although it is a bit far-fetched, this is already the only reason he can think of.
Then it came to the national competition. Luoshan almost reached the semi-finals with a crushing posture. Also, if Luoshan, who has three of the "five without championships", can't crush other teams, Akashi Seijuro would definitely think that the training he made was too easy.
The opponent in the semifinals is Yangquan.
Seeing that name, Akashi Seijuro paused slightly as he flipped through the files.
Is it the school where Dun... is?
Forget it, forget it this time.
After thinking for only two seconds, Akashi Seijuro made a decision.He informed the other four members of Generation of Miracles not to participate in the competition from now on.
Of course, no one objected.After all, the so-called "subsequent games" only have the semi-finals and finals left, and no one knows the power of Akashi Seijuro better than the generation of miracles.If Akashi Seijuro, who has the "Eye of the Emperor of Heaven", can be exchanged for not playing a few times, it will increase the possibility of winning for his school.
Akashi Seijuro said in his heart that this is a generation where he knows there are no miracles, and those colleges and universities cannot beat Luoshan, because Luoshan also won all the championships last year.But occasionally, he would ask himself, isn't it really to avoid fighting Atsushi Murasakihara?
As he expected, Luoshan won the national competition, Tonghuang was the runner-up, and Yangquan came third after losing against Luoshan in the semi-finals.Looking at the upcoming Winter Cup schedule, Akashi Seijuro felt that the adaptation period was enough.
At this time, they should all understand that they might lose, right?Everyone is a loser except me, who has always been a winner.So, after losing to Luoshan in the Winter Cup, shouldn't there be too many uncomfortable feelings?
It's always better anyway.
The rare and considerate second personality thought this way in his heart, and then increased the amount of training for the Luoshan basketball team.
Although it is said that he alone can win, but if his teammates are too lax, as the captain, he will also feel troubled——
At this time, Akashi Seijuro never thought that Luoshan would lose to Seirin in the future.
No, it's not all about "Luoshan lost to Seirin", the bigger reason should be that he, Akashi Seijuro, lost to Seirin's "New Light and Shadow", Kagami Taiga and Kuroko Tetsuya.
The Eye of the Emperor of Heaven was used in reverse, and he could not gain an advantage by relying on the foreseeable future. It was only for the first time that Akashi Seijuro realized that his body was not originally the best in the basketball field.
Leaving aside his height, he is not as fast as Aomine Daiki, even more incomparable to Murasakihara Atsushi in terms of strength, not as accurate as Shintaro Midorima in terms of three-pointers, and not as good as Kagami Taiga in terms of jumping ability. Kise Ryota, who only started playing basketball in the second year of junior high school, and Haizaki Shougo, who retired under his semi-forced request, are also better than him in terms of physical fitness.
Without the Eye of the Emperor of Heaven to survive, and without the help of teammates...
Alone, he can't beat light and shadow.
Will you lose?
This time, will the "I" who is the incarnation of victory also lose?
Will "I" still exist?Or will it just disappear?
It should disappear. After all, "I" exists as the incarnation of victory. If I encounter failure, I will no longer be the incarnation of victory, and there is no need to exist anymore.
The coach called a timeout and proposed a substitution.
He, Akashi Seijuro, will be substituted for the first time on the field...
That's right, he played worse than a primary school student before, and a worthless person should not stand on the court.
Akashi Seijuro stood there in a daze, for some reason, longing for someone in his heart——
To be able to run down from the stands, to be able to give him a hug and tell him, I believe in you, you can't lose.
But this kind of person won't appear at all. Everyone in the audience is cheering for Seirin, and so are the teammates from Teiko's period.Ryota, Shintaro, and Daiki are all cheering for his failure.
And... Dun.
The purple-haired little giant and Yangquan's small forward Bingshi Chen also stood together, holding a bag of potato chips in their hands, and the expression on their faces was still unmotivated and lazy.
Watching the game as if watching a farce, watching his own defeat——
But you can't lose!He absolutely cannot lose!If you lose, if you lose...
Just imagining this possibility has a feeling of suffocation.
"Bam—"
Dai Qianxun punched him, and seemed to say something harshly.In fact, Akashi Seijuro didn't listen much, he was more immersed in the suffocating pain.
Absolutely, absolutely, absolutely cannot lose.
Can't lose——
Even if the whole world is against him, relying on him and himself, he must win.
Akashi Seijuro, who made up his mind in his heart, changed his personality again.
The Eye of the Emperor of Heaven is suppressed, if the second personality is useless, then change to the No.1 personality!
In any case, the final winner will only be me!
In this way, Akashi Seijuro, who was almost carrying the tragic mood of fighting to the death, suffered defeat again.
Even No. 1 is useless, no matter who you are, you can't win Seirin's light and shadow.
Vulcan Taime, and Kuroko Tetsuya.
Why can't it fail?
Akashi Seijuro, who has never failed before, has never understood the reason, but at this moment, he finally tasted defeat——
"Because if you fail, you will lose something very important..." The red-haired boy in No. [-] Luoshan jersey lowered his head, his voice low and inaudible.
very important, very important, very important...
"Dun..."
It wasn't this Atsushi Murasakihara who was standing with Himuro Tatsuru holding potato chips, but another Atsushi Murasakihara.
Dun will ride the Ferris wheel with him.
Atsushi who will run with him in the Tokyo night.
Dun who will prepare an apartment for only two people for him.
Atsushi who would hug him to sleep from behind.
Atsushi who will make sushi with him.
Atsushi Murasakihara that belongs only to him.
Not this lazy, sweet-toothed, big kid-like Don, but the one who hides all his predatory nature, and everything else, under a childish shell.
Drops of water fell on the ground.
It was the first time the members of the Luoshan basketball team saw that they were always calm and rational captains, and they shed tears.
"Dun..."
Why can't it fail?
Because it failed—
will lose Tun--
The author has something to say:
The background is set as the derived world of Black Basket, a world where Mr. Yu does not appear.
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The captain's side story is actually full of abuse. In the world without Mr. Yu, there is no previous memory, but ignorance still leaves some obsessions.
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Then there was the final between Luoshan and Seirin, and I really became the only one. I want to say that I really can't bear to read the original work here.
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I think it’s too cruel for Xiao Chi——Thinking like this, I still abused it in the episode _(:з"∠)_
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But it doesn't matter if the ending is HE, right? The dessert play on the 21st was really sweet. My love for Xiao Chi can be seen from the play, the longest and most attentive H ever written!
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Then, thank you little angels for mines, baby 77, baby Qingmeng, and little angels like blood in the desert, it’s a waste of money =3=
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I found a lot of newly released little angels. I have been diving before. 2333 and la la la woo baby, it’s really super warm~ And so is Xiao Mengmeng. The confession of never leaving [mistake] is really touching until weeping 2333
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I found that I started nagging again, readers who don’t want to read, please quit ============
I write because I love it. It’s great to be liked by everyone. Every time I feel touched, I don’t know how to thank you in order to convey my inner feelings to everyone. The words written in the author’s words can Do you want to convey your feelings?I don't know, but try to convey as much as possible.
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Thank you very much everyone, please don't think this is a polite word or something, because I really really think so, it's great to meet everyone.
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I was one of those kids with a lot of personality flaws and my depression was always on and off.The past few days are actually not in a good state. Yesterday I lay in bed all day in a daze, thoughts like [I want to become a stone but don’t want to stay still], [Or become a violin] have been spinning in my head.
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But seeing everyone's comments really inspired me. I was reading everyone's comments late last night. I read them after a while. When I was in a bad state of depression, I was probably the kind...soft to weak Well, it's very different from my usual aggressive and arrogant self, so I draw strength from everyone's comments.
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Then I got up today. I didn’t drink water or eat all day yesterday. I got up at noon today. I’m still working hard to type, [it’s great] I thought so.
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Well, there are very happy things that I want to share with you. Those who want to watch can continue, and those who don’t want to watch can just turn it off.
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November 11st is my birthday, and today I suddenly saw a message from a CP who I haven’t contacted for a long time, asking for the detailed address, saying that he wants to give me a gift, I’m looking forward to it (*/ω╲*)
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Xiao Yezi and I were matched by Lalang at the beginning. I heard Xiao Yezi say [I took the opportunity to hook up with you after I silently followed you in the group for a long time] or something. In fact, the experience we met at the beginning was also very interesting. I decided to write an article in the future Here comes the sweet article, and I am still working hard on outline 2333
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Although I was not familiar with it at first, but I have been abusing dogs every day. I gave her a cloak, and then she gave me a Heizi No. [-] baseball shirt [yes, I specially chose it after knowing that I like black baskets. , fried chicken cute baseball shirt】·
Then once I bought delicious nougat, and decided to share this delicacy with Xiao Ye Zi, so I sent her a box. At that time, I really felt that my heart was full of pink bubbles—so we really have been We are abusing dogs, and we are still the cutest height difference of 15cm~·
But a few months ago, Xiao Yezi started working and was very, very busy. Being left out, I felt so lonely. From time to time, I thought [Should I cheat? Anyway, I always say I’m a scumbag, so cheat on me.] In the end, Dispelled the idea cough cough.
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I don't even do much about molesting other little darlings anymore. I'm actually a peerless and good attacker who guards his body like jade. Few people are as dedicated as me these days!
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It's really a pleasure to contact again. Although I didn't say a few words [after all, Xiao Yezi is still super busy at work], I still feel that my heart has been soothed. The power of CP is really powerful.
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When I say such words, I seem to exude a subtle and blinding aura. 2333 is obviously just a two-dimensional CP, but there is really a feeling of [ah, it seems to be in love].
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Well, in fact, I used to play strategy games very much, and I also felt this kind of love feeling. Ahem, I am really not the same, maybe I am more asexual.
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Ah, speaking of which, um, the previous chapter mentioned that Mr. Yu's ideal type was originally A Shao's, and then, in fact, my ideal type, um...
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Just me.
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I always thought [If there is another me in the world, I should be together even if I am a girl], but this kind of thing is impossible, so I lowered the requirements [at least IQ is about the same as my three views and preferences are similar] like this.
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After my mother found out, she looked at me with a very subtle look: How did I give birth to such a narcissistic child.
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Ah, I’ve talked a lot before I knew it. I’m really the type to go off track when I’m talking. It’s the same when I was writing essays in elementary school. Well, don't care about such things.
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As for me, I always feel that things will get better and better. Although I don’t think [as long as you work hard, you will succeed], after all, life is never fair, but it will definitely be different than without hard work.
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Finally, I wish you all happiness and don’t have too many troubles. Even if you have troubles, change your thinking to make yourself less sad. Although I am depressed, it seems very unconvincing to say such words, but please everyone Believe me, even though I am still depressed now, I am much better than a few years ago. Although I am not fully recovered, I can indeed become happier with this method.
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Smile more, don't hold back if you encounter sad things, it will be terrible if they pile up, let it out, and then continue to make yourself laugh happily.