Yuezhaoyingan

Chapter 61

When Zhao'an opened his eyes, his head hurt, he looked at the familiar top of the bed, he didn't move - he was in Ling Yu's room, and Ling Yu was not there now.

The moment he just woke up, he instinctively wanted to look for Ling Yu's figure in his sight, but then his body froze, and the scenes not long ago appeared in his mind, and he did not forget every single word.He looked at the top of the bed for a long time, then wrapped himself tightly with the quilt, turned his back to the outside of the bed, and curled up into a self-protective posture.

After a while, the door was gently pushed open and then closed again. The dim light from the candle flame intertwined into dizzy lines through the thin eyelids. Someone came to the bedside and sat down, without speaking for a long time.

Zhao'an knew that Ling Yu was by his side, but he didn't dare to face him. He could only close his eyes tightly and keep curled up facing the bed. He held the brocade quilt tightly with his fingers, but the corners of his eyes gradually became moist.

After a long time, there was a sigh in the silence of the room.

Ling Yu sat beside him, didn't touch him, but said softly, "Listen to me telling a story when you wake up."

Zhao'an didn't answer, his eyes were still closed, but his breathing became slightly lighter.

Ling Yu didn't wait for his response, but just said slowly as if telling a story: "There was once a boy who was born in a declining family in Longnan. He was talented, hardworking and studious, and he carried the family's expectations alone , by virtue of his extraordinary talent, he entered the court and was highly valued by His Majesty."

"Everyone said that he was lucky, but in fact, His Majesty's respect is not without reason and price. He had to help His Majesty deal with a lot of secrets secretly."

"But he was pure in nature, and he was getting tired day by day, and at this time he met the girl he had met when he was young. After many years, the girl was still gentle and pure. He talked and laughed, and he had begun to loathe himself. Only with a girl who looks like ever before can I get a little peace of mind."

"Your Majesty thinks highly of him, and he even intends to support his family. He has become a sword in His Majesty's hands, trying to fight against the girl's mother's family at every turn. But at that time he was struggling in the vortex of power struggle, but he wanted to withdraw. His thoughts were sincere and sincere." Enthusiastic, he wants to marry the girl openly and make her his dignified wife, even if he loses all the glory."

"Later they got married, the girl became his wife, and there was a child, a lively and lovely boy."

"But the good times didn't last long. His wife's father was intercepted and killed during the war, and all the evidence pointed to him. Only then did he realize that His Majesty did not let him go, but woven a plot of collaborating with the enemy and treason, and he was just It’s just a chess piece, and more innocent people have been implicated.”

"On the day the house was destroyed, he and his wife were both buried in the sea of ​​flames, cutting off this absurd situation and not involving more people. Before that, the only thing they could do was to hide the child in the water tank, he knew Someone will come looking for this child, hoping that this young life can escape this catastrophe, and hope that he can live a good life."

"That person finally arrived at the mansion, but it was too late, and the child disappeared."

"The man who couldn't believe that the baby died like that, the little kid who used to cry so loudly in his arms, the kid who chased him for candy when he was a toddler. Then he searched for four years to get the baby I found it, and when I took it to my mansion, it's just that the child can't remember him, nor can he remember everything in the past."

"At that time, he thought, it's fine if he doesn't remember, as long as he can protect him and live his life in peace."

"You know what happened next."

Ling Yu looked deeply at Zhao'an who refused to turn his head, and said softly: "When you found out that you left Cen Qishan to go to Tianxin Pavilion, you didn't know how scared I was... I thought it was because I was afraid that I would let your parents ask you, But later I found out that I was more afraid of losing you."

"Later, I finally found out your location, and used the Tianxin order to let Ji Qing follow you under a pseudonym. At that time, he would send me news about you every day, and it seemed that I gradually came to life, watching your emotions , waiting every day to bring you back. Blessed by God, you have returned to my side after all, and you are willing to return to me. "

"I'm sorry for choosing to conceal your life experience. I don't want you and me to be entangled in the grievances of the previous generation. I have you and I don't want to lose you again."

"I have also been confused. I have the blood of Emperor Cheng. Once I have the opportunity to let go of my gentle appearance, will I only be left with a cold nature, and will become an unscrupulous person in my solitude."

"But you let me understand that in the longest love, I can still keep the heart of love forever. This makes me no longer afraid of change, because I have love in my heart, in order to give him a light, I will no longer Afraid of all the darkness in this world."

His voice is slow and full of sadness. The story is short and the days are long. There are blood and tears between the few words, and there are those deep love and affection between life and death.Zhao'an's shoulders were trembling slightly, but he still didn't turn his head, trying to suppress his crying.

During the silence, Ling Yu's eyes were stained with sadness, and he asked the last question in a hoarse voice: "You said you would stay by my side forever, does it still count?"

Zhao'an sat up abruptly, staring fiercely at Ling Yu in front of him with red eye circles, then hugged him, buried his head in his neck, and found the smooth back of his neck with no teeth. He bit down deeply without mercy.

Ling Yu was in pain, and his body trembled slightly, but he didn't make any movement to stop it. The pain dispelled the sadness in his eyes.He lowered his eyes and let Zhao'an bite like this. At the same time, he felt something cold flow down his neck and into his heart. He knew it was Zhao'an's tears.

After a while, Zhao'an let go of him, quickly wiped his eyes with his sleeve, then straightened up and pressed Ling Yu's shoulder, forcing Ling Yu to look up at him.There are still teardrops hanging under his eyelashes, moist, but his brows and eyes are stubborn, and there is still a trace of bright red at the corner of his mouth. He sniffed and said viciously: "Forget it, it will never change, don't try to get rid of me wherever you go .”

Ling Yu couldn't bear it anymore, his eyes were red, he couldn't imagine how he would live every day and every moment if Zhao'an really left him, what should he use to fill the void in his heart, and whether he could still be as firm as he wanted Will she stay sober as usual, will she keep people by her side regardless of her toughness, and will she even hurt Zhao'an uncontrollably.

But none of this happened, how lucky he was, the person in front of him spoke the most moving promise with the most ferocious expression, and after being entangled for a long time, they still stood in front of each other, firmly choosing to bond for a lifetime.

There was a gleam in Ling Yu's eyes, and he couldn't help kissing the bloody lips, and Zhao'an turned back fiercely, until both of them were out of breath.

When they parted, Zhao'an, who was supposed to be fierce, was softened by the deep kiss first. Ling Yu chuckled, and Zhao'an became furious, and angrily gave him a paw on the chest.

Ling Yu smiled even more, held his palm tightly, and kissed his blushing lips lightly, affectionately and preciously, Zhao'an let him peck and kiss again and again, his eyes met, and he didn't care about anything. Needless to say, there is tenderness in my heart.

The bright moon was in the sky, and they hugged each other quietly for a long time.

"After dawn, the decree of Ling Xu's becoming the prince will be announced. My situation may become a little difficult, and I may leave Xingnai for a while."

"Where you are, I will be there, and I will always believe in you."

"...Actually, you are very similar to your mother."

"Really... Then tell me a little more, is it similar in appearance or personality? I... can't remember clearly."

"She... is the most independent girl in the Ye family, tough and gentle..."

In the dead of night, the prince's mansion is quiet everywhere, but in this side where the candlelight is flickering slightly and only belongs to the two of them, the rambling past events are laid out again. The most beautiful existence still warms the beating heart.