Chapter 11
Chapter 11
It was already late when Ling Yu returned to the room. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Zhao'an sitting on the soft couch blankly. He didn't know what he was thinking, so he asked doubtfully, "Zhao'an?"
When Ling Yu came back, he was a little flustered by the feeling of uneasiness that had swelled all night. When Ling Yu walked beside him, Zhaoan suddenly heard Ling Yu's voice, and was so wronged that he shed tears. waist, into his arms.
Ling Yu didn't know what was wrong with him, so he stroked his back with his hands and asked, "What's wrong?"
Zhao'an didn't answer, but shed tears silently.
Ling Yu just felt a little lonely when he was alone at home. Thinking about what Qu He had said to him before, he felt that it would be really bad for An An to continue like this.He is used to Zhao'an's dependence on him, and he also likes this dependence, which allows him to find the beautiful past that he had lost.But this is unfair to An, he is still so young, the road is still so long, he doesn't know what he wants, just because of his connivance makes him cowardly, this is very unfair to him thing.
Ling Yu raised Zhao'an's face, gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said with determination: "Zhao'an, you are going to move back to your own room tonight."
Anxious all night, but did not expect the result of worry to come so quickly, Zhao'an was startled, and even forgot to cry, but when he realized it, the tears flowed even more fiercely.
He wanted to ask why, did His Highness not want him, or was it because of Qu He?But he also felt that he had no position to ask such a question. His Highness is gentle and kind, and he is not someone like His Highness, but he already has special treatment that many people have never had. Now that His Highness wants to take back this special, what can he say?
Seeing that he was just letting him go back to his room to sleep, Zhao'an looked so wronged, his heart was also full of helplessness and distress, and he sighed: "You always have to grow up."
Zhao'an sobbed for a while and stopped crying, and said sullenly: "I can't bear to part with Your Highness..."
Ling Yu caressed him with his slightly immature eyebrows and eyes, and said earnestly: "What is there to be reluctant to do, I, Qu He, and Ji Qing are all here, we can meet every day, and I still love you the same, when you grow up Now, there will be more other people who care about you, and maybe you will still find me annoying." Speaking of this, Ling Yu was also a little dazed, and couldn't help but wonder if this was true, and one day they would also change. It was no longer so close, even unfamiliar, but soon he adjusted and stopped thinking about it.
I won't, Zhao'an shouted in his heart.Then he raised his head and was still struggling for the last time, sucked his little red nose, and said pitifully with his eyes: "I don't want to be alone..." He didn't want to be too far away from Ling Yu, he didn't care about many things, but he cared about Ling Yu.
Seeing that his eyes were red from crying, Ling Yu thought that he was still afraid of sleeping alone at night, and felt very distressed, so he couldn't stop patting him on the back to comfort him: "Well, I'll let Ji Qing guard the door of your room, Can you leave after you fall asleep?"
Zhao'an saw that he had misunderstood and wanted to say something more, but Ling Yu interrupted him, looked at him, and shook his head: "Zhao'an, people have to grow up, you can't always stop because of fear, you Always be brave to protect what you want to protect."
At this moment Ling Yu's eyes are beautiful, as bright as the stars in the boundless night, affectionate and serious, Zhao'an moved his mouth, but didn't speak anymore, just wiped his tears and went to the bed to hug his little pillow, Before leaving, he said reluctantly, "Your Highness, then go to bed earlier."
When Ling Yu saw the back of him packing his things, a sense of loneliness suddenly surged in his heart, but he still held up a smile and said, "Well, see you tomorrow."
Zhao'an's residence is in another small courtyard, neither near nor far. Although he has never lived in it, the servants still clean it up every day.
Ji Qing got orders to send Zhao An over with a lantern. Compared with Zhao An's silence, Ji Qing's expression looked a bit strange. Yes, there was always a hint of a smile on his face. According to Ann, it is really weird.
While walking, Ji Qing saw that Zhao'an was still depressed, so he rarely comforted him: "Don't be afraid, I will wait for you to fall asleep before leaving."
Zhao'an was also very helpless, this was not the result he wanted, but he still politely replied: "Thank you, Brother Ji Qing."
Ji Qing helped him hug the pillow, and seeing him lose his temper, he couldn't help but think of Qu He, and couldn't help but say a few words of comfort: "Actually, it's better to get used to it earlier, as you grow up gradually, if you leave one day, you'll be fine." It won't be too uncomfortable."
When Zhaoan heard this, he stopped, feeling even more uncomfortable, and asked, "Why do you have to leave?"
Ji Qing didn't expect that Zhao'an would be even worse after hearing what he said, maybe he didn't make it clear.Ji Qing became serious, and explained calmly like teaching children the truth: "It's not that people leave, but that when you grow up, you will always meet more people, get married, and have your own home. It is impossible to stay by His Highness's side forever."
Zhao'an thought of one thing, instantly felt that Ji Qing was just perfunctory him, and said sadly: "Then why didn't Xiang Bing and the housekeeper get married? They still live in the same house."
"Uh..." Ji Qing was at a loss for words for a while, not knowing how to explain... After thinking for a long time, he held back a sentence: "The two of them are different."
This sentence was not convincing at all, and Zhao An felt that it was perfunctory, and retorted: "I don't want to get married, I want to stay by His Highness's side for the rest of my life."
Looking at his serious eyes, Ji Qing thought that he was a half-grown child after all, and then said: "You are still young, and you will meet the person you love in the future, so you won't say such things again."
Zhao'an felt that Ji Qing was really different today, he would not tell you so many reasons, usually he would only say "no" and "go to sleep".The sudden soft tone made Zhao'an feel that Ji Qing actually had such a thing as gentleness.
"Then why are you able to stay with His Highness all the time?" Zhao'an asked. He waited for Ling Yu's return in the mansion every day. He never thought that Ji Qing and the others could bring Ling Yu by his side all the time. Touched the straw.
Ji Qing said: "This is different. I am His Highness's guard. To protect His Highness's safety, naturally I have to follow him all the time."
"Then I will also be His Royal Highness's guard." Zhao'an suddenly said, His Highness said that you need to have a skill to be needed, so he will be His Highness's guard, and follow His Highness justifiably: "I also want to be useful to Your Highness." man of."
Ling Yu knew about Zhao An Jiqing, and he never thought about letting Zhao An get involved in such a dangerous matter. Ji Qing didn't take it seriously, and after thinking about it, it would be better to dismiss his idea earlier. Said: "If you don't get married, His Highness always wants to get married. Even if you are a guard, you can't follow him into his room."
When it came to Ling Yu's marriage, Zhao'an became depressed again, and asked, "Brother Ji Qing, will His Highness marry Qu He?"
Ji Qing, who originally had a trace of tenderness, suddenly froze, as if someone had poured cold water into his heart from a beautiful dream, and the cold came to his heart from the outside, shattering all the beautiful dreams, he was a little embarrassed, and said: "Did Qu He say something to you?"
Seeing that his face turned pale suddenly, Zhao'an still wanted to know the answer, so he faltered and said, "She always said that she would be my mother in the future..."
"Oh...maybe..." Ji Qing was speechless for a while, the fragrance of the sachet in his arms was faint, but he was entangled with it constantly, after all, he also knew that Ling Yu and the Qu family were now deeply involved. And the center of this connection is Qu He.
Hearing what he said, Zhao An became a little anxious and said, "Why, doesn't Qu He like you?"
Ji Qing's face has long since lost the warmth just now, instead, there was some bitterness and helplessness, and said: "Qu He is still young, she doesn't even know whether she likes this kind of thing or not, she... just wants to play. "Yeah, why did I take it seriously? The toys that children didn't get are always the most obsessed. She was originally a spoiled and spoiled young lady. What future does she have with her? When she came to her senses, she regretted it and felt pain What can I do to take responsibility for her life...
Zhao'an saw him like this and stopped talking, the two walked silently to the place where Zhao'an lived, Zhao'an walked into the room, the room was very warm, Ling Yu had already ordered the maid to heat the room, it seemed that it was a deal The idea is to let myself come back to live today.
Zhao'an lowered his head, seeing that Ji Qing was still in a daze, he said, "Brother Ji Qing, go back and rest first."
Ji Qing came back to his senses, and said: "No, His Highness has orders to keep you asleep."
Zhao'an made his own bed carefully, without arguing, he said to Ji Qing who was guarding the door, "Brother Ji Qing, I'll go to bed first." In fact, he really wanted to say that he was no longer afraid of sleeping alone, I just want to be with His Majesty.
Ji Qing didn't leave his room until Zhao'an's breathing became steady and long, but after experiencing a joy and a loss, when he tidied himself up again, he was the meticulous Ji Qing again.
After Ling Yu finished washing, he still sat on the soft couch and read a book for a while as usual. The room was burning warmly. He always felt a little uncomfortable after reading it for a long time. Zhao An, who only cares about dozing off in the book, is gone today.
He took it back and wanted to continue reading, but found that he had lost his mind.When lying on the bed, without the warm hugging person beside me like a pillow, I feel a little unaccustomed to it, always thinking about Zhao An's face that was flushed in sleep before and the blurry eyes when he woke up.
Qu He was always fearless. She was so courageous that she molested Ji Qing only to realize that she still overestimated herself. She tossed and turned on the bed and blushed after thinking about it. How would Qing react? She was in a daze until midnight before falling asleep.
Not to mention Ji Qing, if Xiang Bing hadn't gotten up in the middle of the night to see him standing outside and told him to go to sleep, he would have stood alone on the corridor forever.
So when they got up early in the morning, three of the four didn't sleep well. On the contrary, Zhao'an was tired from crying, so he fell asleep quickly and had no dreams all night.
Ji Qing went to court with Ling Yu, leaving Qu He and Zhao An staring at the house. Xiang Bing felt that his knowledge was not enough to be Zhao An's teacher, so he slipped out early in the morning to go shopping with the housekeeper. After things were gone, Qu He didn't bother Zhao'an because he had something on his mind. Zhao'an was also happy to go to the study to find some books that looked like martial arts secrets, flipping through them randomly.
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