You feel like you're going on a blind date

Chapter 17

The word "sorry" hovered in Ye Yan's mouth for a moment, but he didn't say it in the end.

Originally, Wang Siyu didn't need his redundant apology.

He is too conceited, why should he think that he knows the so-called love better than Wang Siyu.Originally, there was no saying who was better at it.

He is just used to being good at dancing in the crowd, and using thousands of faces to all kinds of people, so he thinks he is good at controlling people's hearts.But he never saw through Wang Siyu's comprehension and tolerance.

The person he thought was simple and dull, entangled and unable to move forward and always needed him to push behind, had the courage to face himself that he didn't know.

Maybe it wasn't his ability to touch Wang Siyu's feelings, but he was willing to let himself touch his soft and gentle heart without reservation.

But he doesn't cherish it.

Ye Yan hugged Wang Siyu, with his cheek against his, it was so warm, just like this person.

"I'm probably used to it. Wearing a mask, I don't know which mask it is when I face you. Even I don't know what kind of person I am."

Wang Siyu lay quietly in his arms without speaking.

"I can't even face myself, how dare I let you find out." Ye Yan said with a wry smile.

"Ye Yan, don't hate yourself, I like you." Wang Siyu whispered in Ye Yan's ear.

"... Siyu." Ye Yan hugged Wang Siyu tightly as if using all his strength. Wang Siyu's ribs hurt a little, but the pain clearly conveyed Ye Yan's feelings, and he was unwilling to push him away.

Ye Yan only vaguely mentioned his past once, and that was when he asked Wang Siyu if he would like to.Almost like a warning, he told Wang Siyu of the cynicism they might face, pointing fingers.

At that time, Wang Siyu was dazed and didn't have time to think deeply.But what about those things that Ye Yan has experienced?Unable to accept his family, and perhaps friends?

This world is not so evil, but it is not kind enough to make Ye Yan put down his mask.

Wang Siyu felt distressed.

Ye Yan may also have hesitated and hesitated. To him, falling in love with Wang Siyu may also be an adventure regardless of the cost.

"It would be great if I could meet you earlier." Understand love earlier, cook Ye Yan's favorite food earlier, and be by his side when he is hurt earlier.

"It's just right now." Ye Yan said.

Sooner or later, they finally meet, and fate treats everyone well.

The weather is getting warmer day by day, and just after returning to Nantian, Mrs. Wang happily hops to her son's house, starting the twice-yearly routine of seasonal shopping.Long live the city's outlets with seasonal discounts!

Wang Siyu's house is directly connected to the high-speed rail station by subway. Mrs. Wang is used to it, so she excitedly got on the high-speed rail early in the morning without telling Wang Siyu the train time in advance, and stood at the door of Wang Siyu's house at noon and knocked on the door.Bus plus high-speed rail plus subway, the whole journey takes four hours. The modern transportation is so convenient that Wang Siyu didn't even have time to drive to pick up his mother.

My son has to go to work on weekdays, so Mrs. Wang of course chooses to come on weekends. She doesn't have much luggage, and half a suitcase is full of local specialties for her son.

The door opened without a few knocks.

Ye Yan was wearing a Chinese-style button-up shirt made of linen, clutching the doorknob, and maintaining the movement of leaning forward to push the door.

Mrs. Wang at the door and Ye Yan inside were stunned for a moment, and immediately put on a smile.

"Oh, Xiaoyan?" Mrs. Wang exclaimed in surprise.

"Auntie, come and see Si Yu." Ye Yan took the things in Mrs. Wang's hand neatly, and stepped aside to invite Mrs. Wang to enter the door.

"Yes, yes." Mrs. Wang's smile has a deep meaning. The person who opened the door of her son's house on weekends is his partner. What does this mean?There are too many things that can be explained, and Mrs. Wang felt that she should not rush to inquire, so as not to scare the children, she said while changing the indoor mop, "I also came to see you, I brought you some delicious food."

"Mom!" Wang Siyu rushed out holding a noodle spoon, "Why don't you call me, I'll pick you up!"

"Come on, it's only over 20 minutes from the high-speed rail station to your place by subway. Why should I pick you up? Your mother and I have good legs and feet." Mrs. Wang waved her hand in disgust, turned her head and pulled Ye Yan over, "Xiao Yan, come here, See what Auntie has brought."

There is something in Mrs. Wang's bag.

Wang Siyu stared dumbfounded as Ye Yan slipped out two knotted thick plastic bags from inside, and actually brought two mud crabs, which were still alive!

"Mom, how did you bring them here alive???"

"Just put it in a bag like this." Mrs. Wang said.

"Can you pass the security check?"

"I passed it."

"..." Maybe the security check at the bullet train station in the small town was swamped?Or if the blue crab does not move in the bag, people think it is dead... The luggage of middle-aged and elderly women is really Doraemon's dimensional pocket.

Mrs. Wang is still moving things out in an endless stream, such as dried meat at home, rice wine brewed by herself...

Although Ye Yan was good at coaxing elders to be happy while talking, he had never seen his parents come to visit relatives. He looked at Wang Siyu in a little panic, and Wang Siyu gave him a wink, "Look at it obediently."

Wang Siyu was going to eat noodles at noon, but the noodles were still in the pot at the moment, and he couldn't accompany Mrs. Wang to put the food in the refrigerator, so he left this task to Ye Yan.

"Ye Yan, help mom clean up, I'll go cook first."

Mrs. Wang didn't need Ye Yan to do it, she could work quickly by herself, but she didn't let Ye Yan idle.As soon as Wang Siyu left, she immediately put on a kind smile of curiosity and hooked Ye Yan to come over.

Ye Yan naturally leaned over to show that he was all ears.

"Xiaoyan, are you living with us, Siyu?"

Ye Yan immediately shook his head like a rattle.

"Not yet, Auntie."

Mrs. Wang pursed her lips and looked at Ye Yan, "Auntie told you that the auntie living together has no objection. You can't go to get the certificate in this situation, or you two are almost the same later, and the auntie will set the table for wine? But you have to Tell your aunt, it doesn't take too long, I see other young people falling in love, and they live together in a few months to get hot."

Ye Yan thought about it for a while, and immediately put on a complex smile with a bit of embarrassment and bitterness, and said along the way, "There is no need to put wine, auntie, Si Yu said take your time."

"You listen to him, and you will be separated for the rest of your life." Mrs. Wang rolled her eyes wide-eyed without showing her son any face.

Who knows who gave birth to the son, Mrs. Wang always felt that Wang Siyu's movements were slow, and sooner or later Ye Yan would run away, and there was nowhere to cry.Fortunately, the child Ye Yan is still devoted to her family, Si Yu.She didn't have to spend every second to send her son and Ye Yan together. The main reason is that they have no way to prove evidence, and there is no legal protection, which always makes her feel uneasy.

"Then, then I'll turn around... talk to him again." Ye Yan was embarrassed.

"Don't worry, there is Auntie." Mrs. Wang said.

Wang Siyu stood behind the nonsense Mrs. Wang with a large bowl of noodles mixed with sesame oil and various sauces, his expression was indescribable.

He couldn't talk about his own mother, so he could only give Ye Yan a vicious look, and handed him the bowl, "Bring it to the table."

Ye Yan took it with a smile.

Wang Siyu turned back to the kitchen and put the prepared noodles and seasonings on the tray and took them out.

"Mom, don't clean up, let's eat first."

Wang Siyu prepared a dozen samples of noodles for random matching according to his preferences, scrambled eggs, minced meat sauce, shredded cucumbers and carrots, and minced celery. A large pile of small bowls filled the table.

He mixed a bowl for Mrs. Wang, but ignored Ye Yan.

Wang Siyu caught him pretending to be in front of Mrs. Wang just now. Ye Yan touched his nose and obediently did it himself.Fortunately, the noodles have already been seasoned, he only needs to add ingredients to it, even a culinary idiot can do it.

Mrs. Wang usually comes to live in Wang Siyu's house twice a year, and stays for about half a month each.She couldn't stand Wang Siyu asking her to stay longer. After all, Wang Siyu still had to go to work every day, and he didn't have much time to spend with her. Mrs. Wang would have to go back to her hometown to play with her little sisters soon.

But this time Mrs. Wang thought about it and didn't plan to go back so soon.She had to figure out the progress of her son and Ye Yan first.The distance is too far and the news is not well-informed, and she can't call her son every three days to ask about the progress of her son's relationship. Ask Ye Yan, but everything is fine, but she doesn't know whether to report good news or bad news.

As the saying goes, seeing is believing.Seeing the two of them now, Mrs. Wang thought it was good that Ye Yan didn't lie to him.

Looking at the small eyes of the two people at the dining table, I thought she couldn't see it with presbyopia.

After lunch, Mrs. Wang decided to take a nap after finishing her digestion. No matter how comfortable the car was, her old arms and legs could not stand it after sitting for several hours.

In the kitchen, Wang Siyu was looking at the two big blue crabs in the sink, thinking about how to eat them.

Seeing no one around, Ye Yan hugged Wang Siyu from behind.

"Si Yu?"

"what?"

"About living together..."

"You want to live together?"

"No, I mean, it's up to you to decide." Ye Yan said.

Wang Siyu took a pot lid and pressed it on top of the blue crab, and looked back at Ye Yan, "Ye Yan, if I agree to live together, can you move here tomorrow? You are not ready at all."

"..." Ye Yan paused.Wang Siyu could see through him more and more. "I'm sorry." He bowed his head and apologized, "I'm like this again."

Despicably refusing to take responsibility, pretending to be tolerant, and throwing the question back to Wang Siyu, in fact he would not agree if he was sure.Ye Yan felt that he was going too far, but unexpectedly, although Wang Siyu would puncture him mercilessly, he never quarreled with him or got angry because of it.

"Actually, I have thought about whether to live together to avoid running around, but I also have a lot of worries, such as trivial matters and emotional matters..." Ye Yan tried his best to put aside his pretending and express his true thoughts.

Wang Siyu said, "Every time you go home, I don't want to part with you, but I dare not ask you to stay."

Ye Yan said, "I don't want to go back either, but I dare not say that I want to stay."

"...Pfft." The two looked at each other stupidly for a while, and laughed at the same time.

I don't know what I'm afraid of, and I want to retreat at a critical moment.Stumbling, every step forward is strenuous.Probing and groping each other, no one knows when the timing is and what the right words are.

"Let's go with the flow." Ye Yan said.

"Anyway, I'm not the one who drives back and forth, and you're paying for the gas." Wang Siyu spread his hands quite unconscionably.

The author says:

Writing in the middle of the night, I am afraid of mistakes and omissions, welcome to catch bugs. ps The answer in the previous article is precious. Only Xia Yi and Wu Jie are the only straight men. Chen An is an attacker. Guan Jingwen, who raised him in the past year, is an attacker, and he will appear sooner or later. Guan Yao is an attacker, and his partner thinks he is stupid