you are with the light

Chapter 9

Gu Jinbei was dragged out by Xia Yin while he was still asleep.

Cold water was poured on his head, forcing him to wake up. He opened his mouth and coughed a few times, but before he could say anything, Xia Yin pulled him up by the collar.

She patted his face very gently, and her tone was very gentle: "Children, don't be lazy on the bed."

Gu Jinbei lowered his eyes and said, "I'm sorry mom, I was wrong, and I will never do it again."

Xia Yin loosened his collar, and he knelt on the ground like a puppet that lost its string, Xia Yin said: "Go, buy breakfast."

The summer morning was still a bit cool, probably leaving the temperature until noon. Gu Jinbei, who was soaked all over, was walking on the road, and he felt cold when he was blown by the wind.

Pedestrians on the road occasionally looked sideways. Gu Jinbei walked forward with his head down. He walked very fast, as if there was something following him behind him.He bought breakfast and walked home, Xia Yin was sitting in the living room waiting for him.

"Did you go to play? You came back so late!" When she wanted to hit someone, anything could be a reason for her to hit someone.

Don't explain at this time, no matter how you explain it, it will become sophistry.Gu Jinbei put the breakfast on the table, endured the fear and walked to Xia Yin's side: "I'm sorry mom, I won't do it again next time."

A slap on the face hurts a lot, but if the hand that hit someone is wearing a ring, scratching the face is even more painful.

Gu Jinbei's thoughts began to drift away again.

Gu Jinbei's tranquility probably made Xia Yin angry, and she said while beating him: "Scream! Don't you hurt! Shout!"

Gu Jinbei didn't call.

He thought that there must be some dignity in being a human being. Although he lived like a dog, he was still a human being.

After all, they will not be killed.

"If you don't bark." Xia Yin said suddenly, "Then your friend will bark for you."

Gu Jinbei's wandering thoughts came back again.

"Do you think I don't know?" Xia Yin smiled wickedly at him, "You like him very much, don't you?"

As long as it is what you like, I will spare no effort to destroy it.

"Mom." Gu Jinbei said tears falling down, "I love you."

Xia Yin's expression was cold, her eyes were crazy, she touched her son's face, as if she was touching a beautiful piece of art, her eyes were full of paranoia and coldness: "Mom loves you too, mom will always love you. "

"You can only have me in your heart, you know?" Xia Yin slid her hand along his cheek to his chest, and tapped his chest with her fingertips, "I don't want to dig your heart out to prove you love me so much."

Gu Jinbei knew she couldn't joke.

She used to cut open Gu Zhong's chest bit by bit with a knife like this, and dug out his heart.

She held Gu Zhong's heart, looked at it carefully, then turned to Gu Jinbei who was standing aside and said, "Son, come here."

"Come and see your father's heart."

"It's just as dirty as him."

Chen Wanran stood at the door, and suddenly covered her face and cried.She was originally a very beautiful flower, but because she didn't get the proper planting and care, she has slowly withered, and maybe she will die soon.

After crying for a while, she wiped away her tears, calmed down and opened the door.Chen Ke slept on the sofa, perhaps to wait for her, and fell asleep while waiting.

Chen Wanran stood on the sofa and looked at him.

This is her son.

When she was just pregnant with this little life, a beam of light suddenly shone through her gloomy life.She was like a person floating in the water grabbing a life-saving straw. She held on to this child tightly, as if holding on to all the hope of her life.

Her husband's violence made her miserable, her mother-in-law's abuse made her desperate, her sister-in-law made her feel uncomfortable with her cold eyes, her mother told her to endure, but she couldn't bear it anymore. She originally planned to die, but decided to live because of the appearance of this child. go down.

She is going to be a mother.

With such anticipation, nervousness, and joy, she watched her belly bulge day by day, felt the little life inside, and felt that life was wonderful.

Even if her husband beat her, her mother-in-law scolded her, and her sister-in-law mocked her, she didn't care.Because when she touched her stomach, the little things inside would interact with her, making her realize that she was no longer alone.

She is no longer alone.

In the eighth month of pregnancy, the child was born prematurely due to her husband's domestic violence. After a night of pain, the child fell to the ground safely.

It's a boy, and my mother-in-law's family is happy.

But God seems to be deliberately trying to make things difficult for her, the son is no longer a son, he has grown something, so the joy on the faces of the whole family has faded.

Then, just throw away the son and regenerate a new one.Anyway, she is only 20 years old, and she still has a lot of time and energy to give birth to a son.

But she doesn't want to.

Thinking that she has lived so long, she has always been resigned, not struggling, not resisting, and letting the gears of fate grind on her body.But this time, she resisted for the sake of her infant son and her identity as a mother.

It was the bravest thing she had ever done in her life.

She became a single mother.At the same time, she also became a low/low to dust woman.

She was born as a human, but she always felt that she didn't want to live alone, or that being a dog was better than being a human. Anyway, they are all animals at heart, and no one is more noble than anyone else.

Chen Ke's eyelashes trembled, like the fluttering of a butterfly's wings.He opened his eyes bewilderedly, and saw Chen Wanran standing in front of him and looking at him.

"Mom..." He mumbled, closed his eyes again, turned over and tried to continue sleeping.Apparently he forgot that he was sleeping on the sofa, he turned over and rolled directly to the ground, Chen Wanran didn't even have time to stop him.

"...day." The fall woke Chen Ke up, he got up on the ground, and Chen Wanran hurried to help him: "Go to sleep in the room."

"Mom." Chen Ke's voice was still nasal, and it sounded soft and coquettish, "Why didn't you come back last night?"

Yesterday Chen Wanran called him and told Chen Ke that she would be back later. Chen Ke waited for her habitually, but when he fell asleep, he didn't wait for Chen Wanran.

"Some things." Chen Wanran said, "Go to sleep."

Chen Ke didn't like her vague answers, he wanted to know more details.He always wanted to share the burden for Chen Wanran, he wanted to raise her, but she always disagreed: "You are a child, and I am an adult, how can an adult have any reason to let a child raise a child? As long as you study hard, you will be promising in the future, that is the best thing for me." Nice return."

He understands the truth, but it is always difficult to put it into practice.

Chen Ke rubbed his eyes to see Chen Wanran more clearly.Chen Wanran put on a high-necked top when she went out, and she couldn't see anything at the moment.Chen Ke suppressed his emotions, and turned to ask: "Have you had breakfast?"

"Eat." Chen Wanran said, she stood still, "Go out and buy some, I'll go to sleep for a while."

"Okay." Chen Ke replied, but did not move. The two stood opposite each other, neither of them moved.

"Go, there will be nothing good left later." Chen Wanran urged, "Go."

"Hmm." Chen Ke took the keys and money and went out. After watching him close the door, Chen Wanran was relieved and limped into the room.

The door was opened suddenly, and Chen Ke walked in from the outside. He rubbed his hair and said a little irritably, "I forgot to brush my teeth."

He saw Chen Wanran's stumbling steps, and his whole body seemed to freeze.He knows that it is terrifying for a man to go crazy, just like a wild beast that must tear you apart.

He clearly knew that these were inevitable, but he still felt that the anger of rushing to the summit almost burned his sanity into ashes.

He tried his best to restrain himself, but his voice still trembled uncontrollably: "Who is...?"

Chen Wanran lowered her head.

"Wang Erzhu, Liu Xisi, Yang Qiba, Wu Liuren, Zhang Tianshuai..." Chen Ke said a long list of names, and then asked, "Who is it?"

Chen Wanran did not speak.

Chen Ke didn't expect her to speak either.He felt bad about himself all the time, he felt like a stone, pressing on Chen Wanran's body, trying to crush her slender and fragile waist and break her whole body.

"Son, money is a good thing." Chen Wanran grabbed her arm and hugged herself fiercely, "What is decent or not, money is ruthless."

People are ruthless, but money is even more ruthless.

Chen Ke couldn't speak, why didn't he understand these principles, and it was because he understood that he felt sad, and this feeling of powerlessness made him feel bad.

He really wanted to grow up quickly, he wanted to become Chen Wanran's support, not a rock that could crush her at any time.

"Mom, I got it." Chen Ke said, as he walked to the toilet, he didn't dare to look at Chen Wanran again, he was afraid that he would not be able to help crying, he was afraid that he would feel even a little bit of sympathy for Chen Wanran, "take a good rest."

Gu Jinbei wanted to see Chen Ke very much.

Only then did he realize that when he wanted to see someone, time would slow down, or even freeze.He wanted to see Chen Ke and explain to him, but he didn't dare.

If he keeps too many eyes on places other than Xia Yin, she will be angry, and she will make him realize again: You can't escape my palm.

Gu Jinbei leaned on the window and looked down, and saw someone coming out of the stairs.He could only see a black head from this angle, but he still recognized it as Chen Ke at a glance.

He opened his mouth, intending to shout, but he suddenly remembered that Xia Yin was watching TV in the living room, so he closed his mouth.

He just watched Chen Ke go away until he disappeared.

The summer sun was strong and long, and Gu Jinbei felt dizzy after a while in the sun, but he still lay on the window, staring at the gate for a moment.

With a hand on his shoulder, Xia Yin leaned over to his ear and asked, "Xiao Bei, what are you looking at?"

Gu Jinbei turned his head and said, "I'm looking at the world."

Xia Yin smiled, but the smile didn't reach her eyes: "He became your world so soon? What about me?"

Known child Moruomu.

Gu Jinbei thought, Xia Yin was really his biological mother.

"you are my Everything."

Gu Jinbei stood on tiptoe and wrapped his arms around her neck, as if hugging her very intimately: "I can't live without you."

Xia Yin was happy.She was very satisfied with his answer: "Then, stop lying by the window and go to the living room. What cartoon do you want to watch?"

Gu Jinbei said, "I think you'll be fine."

He knows what kind of words can make Xia Yin happy, Xia Yin understands him, and he also understands Xia Yin.

Until the end of the summer vacation, Gu Jinbei had no chance to meet Chen Ke.

Fortunately, being able to go to school alleviated the sadness in his heart. He got up early in the morning, ran out to buy breakfast, and after eating, he held his schoolbag on the dining table and waited for his stepfather to wake up.

It took a while for the stepfather to get up, and he was stunned when he saw him. He subconsciously looked at the clock in the living room, and then smiled and said, "Is Xiaobei impatient?"

Gu Jinbei nodded vigorously, shaking his feet hanging in the air.He couldn't help laughing, but when he saw Xia Yin coming out, he froze again, and then carefully suppressed the smile.

Xia Yin frowned fiercely, and said in a bad tone: "Then what are you doing when you wake up early, don't sleep well!"

The stepfather said with a smile: "Children, I get excited when I hear about going to school. Like me, when my dad told me about going to school, I was so happy that I didn't fall asleep all night."

There is a saying that is good, people should not be judged by their appearance.At first, Gu Jinbei really didn't like this new stepfather. He felt that this stepfather was not good-looking and greasy, but the handsome and strong former stepfather would beat him, but this stepfather would smile at him.

Gu Jinbei thought of his biological father again, who was also a very handsome man, so handsome that even if he was married, there are still many, many women who like him.

Those women who like him don't know that the Professor Gu they like is a well-dressed bird/beast.

Gu Jinbei doesn't miss his father, he usually doesn't think of this man who has disappeared from his life.Xia Yin changed many, many husbands, trying to erase this man from their lives in a decisive way.

But they all know that some things cannot be easily erased.

A good-looking appearance will always make it easier to integrate into the group. With that fair face, Gu Jinbei won the favor of the girls in the class. After class, they gathered around his desk, asking questions one after another.

Gu Jinbei was overwhelmed by surprise, he stuttered and stumbled to answer their questions, and wanted to escape several times, but they surrounded him, leaving no room for him to escape.

Fortunately, when the class bell rang, Gu Jinbei was relieved.His deskmate was a girl, wearing braids and wearing a small skirt, she looked quiet, and when everyone returned to their seats, she approached mysteriously and told Gu Jinbei: "You are finished after class." Just lie on the table and pretend to sleep, and they won't ask you."

Gu Jinbei smiled gratefully at her: "Thank you."

The girl also smiled: "You're welcome. But you are so good-looking. We rarely see such a good-looking boy in our town."

Gu Jinbei thought of Chen Ke.

Chen Ke is very good-looking, he grew up so big, it was the first time he saw such a good-looking person as Chen Ke.

"Chen Ke, Chen Ke is also good-looking." Gu Jinbei whispered, with pride that he didn't realize, "Do you know him?"

The teacher walked in, and the noisy class was instantly quiet. Everyone sat upright and straightened their backs.

After a while, Gu Jinbei received a small note from his deskmate.

He unfolded the note, and the girl's words were crooked: I know!I really like him!

The author has something to say: The previous chapter "What Devil Has Bewitched Your Heart" is from "The Prince's Revenge"

"What is decent or not, money is ruthless" "People's hearts are ruthless, but money is more ruthless" (Original text: Mom's heart is ruthless, but money is more ruthless) from He Huayong Lao She's "Crescent Moon" (I like it very much This article is strongly recommended to everyone to read)