Years of painting GL

Chapter 16 Night Sakura

Just as Shen Chai thought, as soon as Xia Yu took over the painting tools, she forgot to eat and sleep and started painting, just like treating a long-lost lover.

Shen Chai smiled helplessly, she still remembered Xia Yu's eyes when she saw her painting tools.

Xia Yu is used to hiding her emotions, but she can no longer maintain her usual indifference in dealing with people.With fiery eyes, she loves caressing her neatly arranged paint boxes, neatly cut pens with jagged edges, and marker pens with complete colors.

She glanced at Shen Chai with grateful eyes, and she knew just by looking at it that Shen Chai had already done all the preparations that should be done for her.

How should she repay her! She felt that she would not be able to repay Shen Chai's kindness and concern for her in her entire life.

Sensing Xia Yu's wet eyes, Shen Chai smiled helplessly and dotingly, "Draw, don't look at me."I'm embarrassed to look at it again. '

Xia Yu blushed, "Thank you, Sister Shen." ’ Her voice became smaller and smaller until at last it was almost silent.

'Thank you for something. ’ Even so, Shen Chai could still hear it.

The blush on Xia Yu's face was still lingering, especially pretty.She lowered her head, picked up the pen, and stopped talking.

More than three hours have passed.Shen Chai looked at her watch and shook her head helplessly, she knew this would happen.She knew that if she didn't stop Xia Yu and let her continue painting like this, she would be fine until tomorrow morning.

Xia Yu is really like her father who was a professor at the Academy of Fine Arts.

Shen Chai looked at Xia Yu's weak back and the light radiating from the inside out, and stared at it for a long time without moving.

Shen Chai, who had promised to let Xia Yu paint until she was satisfied, couldn't help but softly said in the end, "Stop painting, my sister will take you out to play." 'She knew that it would be impossible to satisfy Xia Yu's painting until she died.

Xia Yu paused the paint-soaked pen in his hand, and a drop of paint fell on the painting.

She put down her pen, turned her head, looked at Shen Chai, and nodded slightly.

Shen Chai parked the car on the side of the road, got out of the car, went to the back and opened the door.

Under the soft light, there is Shen Chai's calm face, and a faint smile like a clear spring between her thin lips.

Xia Yu got out of the car without thinking about it.

In front of you is a trail full of cherry blossoms.

In the dark night, there are patches of cherry blossoms as dense as red clouds.As soon as the wind blows, the cherry blossoms flutter and fall like snow. The beauty of withering at the most brilliant moment is palpitating.

Shen Chai put her hands in her trouser pockets, deliberately did not look up, and pretended to walk forward casually, stepping on the broken petals on the ground, as if deliberately avoiding something.

Xia Yu watched with fascination. She regretted that she didn't bring paint and paper when she came, so she could only try her best to record everything she said she saw with her eyes. Really, it was too shocking.

When she came back to her senses, she saw Shen Chai's lonely and focused back, and her steps stopped.The distance between them is only a few steps, but it seems that there is a world between them.

She finally understood a little bit, Shen Chai's feelings every time she painted.

She thought for a while, walked over quickly, and took Shen Chai's hand.

Shen Chai was taken aback for a moment, then turned her head and looked at Xia Yu with empty eyes.

'Here, I love it, thank you. 'Xia Yu's words were stained with a sweet smile.

nice! You love it.Shen Chai also laughed, she knew that she would like it here.

Even here, she had been hurt.But as long as it can make her happy, this little pain is nothing to her, it has already become a memory.

Xia Yu couldn't help but feel distressed when she saw Shen Chai's smile that deliberately concealed her sadness.

When it came out, it was just a whim.Shen Chai has already taken off her clothes.The face without heavy makeup looks more haggard, but it is very real.

She looked at Shen Chai seriously, almost foreshadowing all her courage and firmness for the rest of her life.Her eyes were motionless, like a pool of stagnant water that never wavered, but it also had the eternity and firmness of the endless ocean.She said heavily, 'I like you, will you be with me. '

She said I like you, not I think, I might like you.

There is only one life, and only one youth.At the most brilliant moment, she wants to love, she wants to let go of love, even if the love ends in the end and there is nothing left, she will not hesitate.What's more, the other party is Shen Chai.

Shen Chai was stunned, what did she hear?

The atmosphere became silent, Xia Yu didn't have the courage to repeat it, and Shen Chai didn't dare to ask.

She said she liked her.

Did she hear it wrong, or did she get it wrong? She thought about it again, and the bitterness spread from the bottom of her heart. Five years ago, it was here, the same season, the same night cherry, but it was a different person.

She remembered, she said, that she would be with her forever.No matter what happens, never leave.

She has never missed an appointment, and if she misses an appointment, it is the other party.In the past five years, every year when the cherry blossoms are in full bloom, she always comes here with Su Nian.It's just that last year, she came, but the person who promised her didn't come.

That period of feelings that are as gorgeous as cherry blossoms, flickering on and off, just like this cherry blossom, after withering, it will be buried in the dust, and nothing will happen.Yes, who cares about decayed cherry blossoms and rotten vows?

For a moment, she seemed to see Su Nian's outline on Xia Yu's body. She remembered that Su Nian back then had the same expression as Xia Yu at this moment.

She shook her head with a wry smile, she heard it, she heard it right, she had to respond.

In fact, how could she fail to see that Xia Yu had the same affection for her as she did for Xia Yu.She couldn't even tell whether it was liking, whether it was liking or attachment.In other words, she actually knew it, but she just didn't want to admit it.

A cherry blossom fell on her hand behind her back.The gentle touch is the girl's most sincere love for her, she can feel it.

At that moment, she made up her mind.Instead of loving, she decides to escape.

She didn't want her to go down with useless vows until all was said and done.

She took Xia Yu's other hand and held it in her heart'Xia Yu, I want to be with you forever. ’ smacking nasally, was the most aggressive response she could have.

Her eyes were red and her nose was gradually sour.It turned out that she was still loved.But at this time, she chose neither to accept nor to reject, she just wanted to unilaterally carry this promise, instead of pushing the pressure and fault on Xia Yu.When she was still loved and she loved the other person, she just wanted to do her best to be good to the other person, without asking for anything in return or making any promises.

It's just that she regards love and commitment as a burden, which can't be said to be right or wrong, it's just that, she will be very tired.She actually knows everything, she can even love with all her heart, but she doesn't want Xia Yu to be like her.After all, she is a person whose heart has been broken.

She didn't expect Xia Yu to understand the deep love contained in her words, she only hoped that Xia Yu would not be sad or disappointed in her.

Xia Yu looked at Shen Chai in front of her.For such a tangled and helpless Shen Chai, she couldn't help feeling uncomfortable.Is it really her fault?

She didn't expect to get an answer from the other party, she just wanted to express her heart to Shen Chai.She just hopes that she can know, instead of being so entangled for her.

She raised her head, her eyes were as clear as water.

Across the falling cherry blossoms, the two could hardly see each other's faces clearly.

Shen Chai seemed to be crying, and she shed tears quietly, as poignant and beautiful as fallen cherry blossoms.

Xia Yu was heartbroken, she nodded slowly.

That's fine, it's good for both of us.

She didn't need to pay, but she reaped the most sincere oath.She doesn't even need to respond to get the love and warmth she wants.

But what if she wasn't like that!

Shen Chai gently picked up a cherry blossom and stuck it in Xia Yu's hair.

The thick black hair has a silky touch, dotted with a small cherry blossom, giving off a soft and charming luster.

Xia Yu looked at Shen Chai obsessively, and Shen Chai also looked at Xia Yu with red eyes.

No need to speak, everyone will understand after listening to Luo Ying explain all this in detail.

This is a kind of certificate, the kind of certificate that can make the oath of nothingness become real.It was a testament to the love she couldn't express.

Shen Chai could see Xia Yu's eyes.At least at the moment, she only sees each other, and Shen Chai feels that it is worthwhile for her to pay everything for it.

Instead of sorrow and confusion, a kind of joy flows silently between the two, which is the light pink of cherry blossoms.

Shen Chai held Xia Yu's hand again, and both of them held everything together.Shen Chai held Xia Yu's hand, and before she came back to her senses, she spun round and round, her hearty laughter echoing like a wind chime in the night sky full of cherry blossoms.

There are pink waves in the sea of ​​cherry blossoms.

Xia Yu was also infected by this emotion, and she laughed out loud.She looked at her lover in front of her, the person she had always relied on, and let out a handsome and hearty laugh like a girl.

Her long, smooth hair floated in beautiful arcs in the air.Her beautiful eyes are curved like the first moon, and her face has a soft and warm luster, like a piece of pink jade in the rough, which has not been polished yet, and it emits that beautiful and suffocating light.

Shen Chai looked at Xia Yu almost dumbfounded.How much she wants to go on like this forever, living in this world where there are only her and her, and let her smile bloom only for her forever.

The two people immersed in the sweet atmosphere did not realize that their every move had been seen by another person.

She is irrelevant, she has nothing to do with their world.

Su Nian was wearing a light pink kimono, standing far away under the cherry tree at the intersection, staring blankly at the two people holding hands and dancing.

She stood under a shadow, all expressions were vague.

She never forgot their agreement, and she never broke it.It's just that someone will never trust her again, never trust the promise she made.

She remained silent, tears streaming down her cheeks, that kind of beauty that was so fragile that even the air couldn't help trembling slightly.

Blossoms of cherry blossoms fell on her tear-stained face, drawing a cruel arc.

What's wrong with her? She ruined everything, just hoped that she would be by her side forever, but now she has quietly gone, leaving her with nothing to embrace with others.

The corner of her mouth curled into a faint, almost inaudible smile.

The smile gradually expanded, becoming exaggerated and ferocious, which was her irony to herself.

None of this is her fault.