Xianmen can only be saved by me

Chapter 81

So he wasn't too surprised when he knocked on the door and got no answer.

and……

Xie Lin turned around twice, and found that Yun Nianchen had set up a restraint here, but he tried to push the door, but the restraint did not set him up.

This relieved his tension a bit, at least Yun Nianchen shouldn't be too angry.

He walked in, the room was furnished as usual, and there was no sign of anyone lying on the bed, Xie Lin looked for him, and finally found him in the cold pool.

Despite the huge consumption these days, Yun Nianchen didn't sleep.

When a cultivator is tired, meditation is also a way to rest, but he is obviously not resting.

Even though he was in the cold pond, Yun Nianchen's face had an abnormal blush, probably because he heard the movement here, and he opened his eyes silently.

What a pair of coquettish eyes, with a dangerous red light shining inside.

If it were someone else, perhaps he would have been intimidated by his aura, but Xie Lin took a step forward instead.

"Don't come over." Yun Nianchen stopped him, his tone dangerous.

Xie Lin paused, then approached the cold pool as if he hadn't heard it, knelt down to the edge of the pool leisurely, and stretched out his hand to Yun Nianchen.

The pool was not big, Yun Nianchen wanted to retreat, but hesitated for a moment.Just this moment of hesitation was enough for Xie Lin to put his palm on his forehead.

Warm to the touch.

It's been a long time.

He looked at him for a while before speaking again.

"What should I call you? Senior brother, or should I treat you as a young disciple who has just started?"

Xie Lin smiled.

Although Yun Nianchen's tone remained as flat as ever, he could still hear a trace of repressed anger, and because he was too familiar with this kind of anger, Xie Lin inexplicably heard a bit of grievance.

He really thought about it.

"For me, both are the same. Losing memory is the price I may pay after dividing the soul. Since it happened, and I have resurrected several times with different names, then I will not deny it. Existence, because no matter who I am, every day I have experienced is real. But..." Xie Lin smiled, "The young disciples who have just started will not have too much contact with Master Beichen. From this perspective In other words, I'd better be Xie Ruyi."

Yun Nianchen: "..."

"Are you touched?" Xie Lin blinked at him and patted him again, "Okay, don't soak in the cold pool anymore. Didn't Master always say that you have to learn to calm yourself and not always rely on these external forces? Always soak Hurt yourself inside, you get up first, let's... talk."

"What are you talking about?"

"Just... just chatting casually?" Xie Lin was dumbfounded by his question, "Aren't you angry with me?"

"How could I be angry with you... Am I qualified?" After Yun Nianchen asked this sentence, he suddenly jumped out of the pool, and the splash of water made Xie Lin close his eyes.In a split second, Yun Nianchen was already standing on the shore, pulled out a dry robe from somewhere and put it on his body. When Xie Lin opened his eyes, the fluttering robe had just fallen off.

"I'm not angry with you. I don't need to talk. If you have nothing else to do, go back."

After he finished speaking, he left and went back to the house.

Xie Lin: "..."

He decisively chased after him, opened the door and entered.

"I remember you didn't have the hobby of disturbing other people's practice before, Senior Brother." Yun Nianchen seemed a little impatient with him.

Xie Lin slapped him with a palm.

Yun Nianchen never set up defenses against him, so he was stunned for a while, but after all, he has cultivation base and experience, so he can't avoid this attack no matter what.However, Xie Lin's goal was not this palm. He was very familiar with Yun Nianchen's movements, and this palm was just a slap.

In order to hit Yun Nianchen's dantian with the next palm.

Yun Nianchen was shocked all over, stepped back half a step, and looked at him silently.

"Hiding for what?" Xie Lin tilted his head and stared at him calmly, "The restriction you set didn't even exclude me. If you really don't want to see me, why don't you change the restriction?"

"Uh..." Yun Nianchen lowered his eyes and did not make a sound.

"Duplicity—my slap so lightly made you feel uncomfortable, right? You are still like this, you are obviously tortured to death by the demons, but you refuse to say a word." Xie Lin said, walking away in the direction of Hantan Glancing at it, he smiled slightly, "You don't really think that I can't guess why you soaked in the cold pool, do you? From the time we came back to the present, four... let's count the past five days. Brother Yan said that you will be gone as soon as you come back." Ting Ying, if I'm not wrong, you probably won't be able to hold on when you're outside, and you should be soaking in the cold pool for five whole days."

He took two steps closer to Yun Nianchen: "Tell me what will happen?"

Yun Nianchen turned his head away, unwilling to meet his gaze, and even wanted to retreat into the room.Xie Lin stopped him and raised his voice: "Speak!"

Yun Nianchen was taken aback, then turned to look at him, not quite believing: "Are you... angry?"

Xie Lin savored it carefully, then nodded seriously: "Well, yes."

In my impression, Xie Ruyi had never been angry.He is always gentle, friendly and curious about everything in the world, he is lazy and has a bad taste in private, but he always has a good temper.

Yun Nianchen really felt a little fresh.

but……

"What do you want me to say? I was tortured by the inner demons because I couldn't get over it. Should I tell my senior brother, can senior brother solve it for me?" He said lightly, "You know very well that everyone's inner demons can only be solved by themselves." solve."

"That's right." Xie Lin nodded, "If you want to get rid of your inner demons, you need to find out the reason for the formation of your inner demons, that is, to figure out your own obsessions, and then either put them down or pick them up--in this way, it's really hard to get rid of them." It's useless to tell me."

"Since brother knows, why do you force me to ask me?" Yun Nianchen lowered his eyes, "If you have nothing to do, please go back."

"Because I want to know why your inner demon was born."

"This seems to be my personal question? Senior brother is asking too much."

"Is it true that I asked too much?" Xie Lin took a deep breath, he seemed to want to curse, but before he could speak, he let it out again, his eyelids drooped, and he stared at the ground for a moment.

Then, he raised his eyelids and asked in the same casual tone as usual: "Do you know that I have a demon?"

It is indeed a secret that Xie Ruyi had a heart demon. Yun Nianchen was really good in the past, and I have heard of it recently.

So he didn't speak.

"I get over my demons very quickly. No one knows about it except me. Of course, I can tell you now why I got demons and how I got through them."

"I'm running fast because I can think about it, because I really don't feel—" Xie Lin said and moved closer, and gently touched Yun Nianchen's lips in Yun Nianchen's slightly widened eyes, "I like it What an unacceptable thing for my junior brother."

Yun Nianchen was dumbfounded.

"Your demon," Xie Lin looked at him and asked earnestly, "Is it because of me?"

If there is someone who, in the darkest time of your life, has been a ray of light.

If there is someone, when your family is ruined and you lose your will to survive, it becomes the rope that pulls you to stay in the world.

Yun Nianchen never thought it was so strange that he fell in love with Xie Ruyi. There are too many people who like Xie Ruyi in this world. Rather, he can't think of anyone who doesn't like Xie Ruyi.

And the reason why the heart demon becomes a heart demon is because he is afraid, afraid that his likes will be disgusted by that person, and afraid that his filthiness will tarnish that person's glory.

"Brother..."

"I heard that after I left, you have been looking for me for hundreds of years. At that time, I couldn't tell you all the plans in advance. I'm really sorry." Xie Lin recalled what he heard in the days when his memory hadn't recovered. I felt very guilty, "I'm actually not sure that I will succeed..."

The way of heaven created a human consciousness to create a key to reverse everything, but Xie Lin, as a person who was born under the destiny, was ignorant of all this at that time.

When he found out that Feisheng might be a lie, and wanted to escape Feisheng, what he was thinking in his heart was actually his junior brother who was so stubborn that he couldn't pull back eight hundred cows.

He likes him, but he didn't have time to express his love, and he also knew what his junior brother was thinking, and he didn't want his junior brother to leave regrets.

Even if it is such a cruel method of cutting his own soul, even if there is only a one in ten thousand possibility, he still wants to survive and stay in this world.

Of course, he always said to the outside world that this was because he had discovered the secret of the pseudo-Heaven, trying to buy himself time to tell the world all this, so as to turn things around; Yi's initial motivation was really only Yun Nianchen.

"So," after the most embarrassing part, Xie Linfu laughed again, this time, he even brought a bit of teasing, "You still plan to insist on telling me that your demons have nothing to do with me, don't tell me ?"

Yun Nianchen stood there quietly, with his eyelids drooping, as if he was thinking.

For a long time, he raised his eyelids, still calmly said: "It really has something to do with you."

"I have a lot of desires hidden in my heart, but if I reveal a little bit, I'm afraid to scare you." His tone was a little uncertain, "I originally thought that, compared to "scaring you away" that might happen, let these The idea of ​​always being a secret seemed more acceptable, after all, I couldn't stand the thought that you might never want to see me again. "

Xie Lin laughed: "But you can't accept it."

Otherwise, there would not be a heart demon repeatedly tormenting him, forcing him to separate the heart demon and the soul to escape the pain.

Anyway, this is his cave, there are only the two of them, and Yun Nianchen didn't hide anything after he had spoken: "Well, I can't accept it."

He took a step closer to Xie Lin, and his tone slowly slowed down: "So senior brother, are you really willing to see those... things that have accumulated into my demons?"

Xie Lin suddenly looked away, Yun Nianchen's heart sank suddenly.

Unexpectedly, Xie Lin said something that seemed completely irrelevant: "You can't find me these years because I am not here at all."

"Ok?"

"Besides the world of cultivating immortals, there are many different parallel worlds. Before I came back, I lived in a world where there was no cultivation at all, and there was almost no aura. The people there did not have immortal skills, so they invented many magical tools to fight against nature. .These tools allow the most ordinary people to live a very convenient and high-quality life, so everyone can have fun after work without any scruples." Xie Lin changed the subject, "I want to tell you , now that I am "battle-hardened", I won't be intimidated by you.Whatever you want, you can do it freely.To solve the inner demons, you are most afraid of the first and the last. Whether you put it down or pick it up, you must first be honest enough with yourself. "

"..."Shen, Jing, Bai, Zhan"? "Yun Nianchen slowly savored these four words, and his tone suddenly became dangerous, "You mean...you are still with others..."

"No!" Seeing that those black pupils were about to glow red again, Xie Lin hurriedly held him down, "I mean that the theoretical knowledge is very perfect... Yun Nianchen! The demons are most afraid of thinking about things! "

boom--

The doors and windows on all sides were closed together, making a loud noise, but Yun Nianchen couldn't hear it anymore, and the inner demon almost occupied all of his reason.

He is at the end of his strength, and it is not easy to hold on until today.Xie Lin quickly gathered his spiritual power, tapped on the center of his forehead, then gave up all his defenses, and let Yun Nianchen approach.

Even though he was affected by the inner demon, his body was still warm, and the hug that gradually approached was solid, and then became tighter and tighter, almost wanting to merge with Xie Lin.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." Even though it hurts to be hugged, Xie Lin tried his best to comfort him, "I said earlier, I won't despise you... Well, Master entrusted you to me, no Just let me take good care of you?"

……

"hiss."