With my beautiful clothes, I will be with you forever

Chapter 52

After leaning on Ji Yan's shoulder for a while, the discomfort that had been relieved a lot just now climbed up along the skin bit by bit, itching and painful, but I could bear it.

Suddenly, the scenes of getting along with Ji Yan began to flash in Zhiying's mind. From the meeting to the present, every picture appeared vividly, and then faded away.

You are so cruel.

Zhiying said to herself.

Ever since I met Ji Yan, I tirelessly followed others every day, and when I saw Ji Shangshu, I was so scared that I hid, coming and going, seemingly endless.

In the letter that Zhize left her, it talked about the place Zhiying should go to, where there is still savings... and the disease that Zhijia has not been able to get rid of for a hundred years.

Zhize seemed informal, but the moment Zhiying took Ji Yan home, he could see the inextricable relationship between the two in the future, and knew that if it continued, it would be a kind of torture for the two of them.So I explained in the letter that once I leave, I must never come back.

It can be seen that most of Sakura's heart at that time was thinking about how to clear up Zhize's sins... She still had a little luck for her illness-what if?

However, the discomfort on her body told her that nothing happened.

Although it was only intermittent discomfort, Zhiying still understood that she couldn't get rid of it.

During the five years in South Vietnam, Zhiying made a determined effort not to contact Ji Yan.Through Shengqing's relationship, she studied spices in South Vietnam, and even changed her name so that people familiar with her could still guess at seven or eight points—Pei Nu.

After discovering Shengge's secret, Zhiying couldn't bear it any longer, and turned her head back to the state of Chu.

After disappearing for five years, Ji Yan also waited for five full years. The first sentence she said when they reunited was not asking where she had gone and why there was no news, but "Welcome back" that made people feel sore.Zhiying hardly wants to think about how Ji Yan came here in the past five years.

She dared not think.

The two people who meet again in the storybook will often grow old together and spend the rest of their lives together... Come to Zhiying, the comedy has become a tragedy, and within half a year after returning, they will leave her again and go to a place where they can never come back.

Xiao was still thinking about getting married just now.

Zhiying, you are such an asshole!

"Ayan," Zhiying's voice trembled, "I... tell you something."

Zhiying clearly felt the body of the person beside her stiffen for a moment, trying to remain calm, Ji Yan said, "What's the matter?"

"I...we..." Zhiying didn't know how to speak.

Lifting her head from her shoulders, Zhiying looked straight into Ji Yan's eyes, "Let's not get married."

Without waiting for Ji Yan's reaction, Zhiying quickly lowered her head, "I don't want to marry you anymore."

Don't dare to look up, don't dare to see the disappointed eyes.

Then, Zhiying was surrounded by a mass of warmth, and she heard Ji Yan say in her ear: "A Ying, I will not allow you to go back on your word."

"But……"

"It's not allowed, it's not allowed, don't you understand!" Ji Yan almost yelled out, the breath of the last word was almost unsteady.

"I know what you're worried about."

Ji Yan hugged Zhiying even tighter, and the synaesthesia from her skin became stronger, and Zhiying snorted in pain.

After busy sending her off, Zhiying finally saw Ji Yan's expression clearly - her eyes were red.

"Does it hurt already?" Ji Yan asked.

Zhiying gritted her teeth, "It doesn't hurt."

"Let's go down, it'll be cold for a while." Ji Yan withdrew the tears in her eyes, and pulled Zhiying to get up.

"Ayan..." Zhiying cried, "I don't have a few days left, why do you want to spend your whole life? For someone like me, it's not worth it!"

Ji Yan laughed, the evening wind blew the girl's long hair, under the moonlight, it was so beautiful that people could suffocate.

She said: worth it.

After returning to the room, Zhiying faltered and wanted to persuade Ji Yan to give up, but Ji Yan blocked her back.

"A Ying, no matter how long it takes, I will accompany you on the walk, don't be afraid."

Hearing this, Zhiying's tears couldn't stop falling down.

When she learned of the disease, there was no one behind Zhiying, and the other one who knew about it had already passed away. Zhize said that he would live a good life in the future and live to his heart's content.

No one said, and no one asked, are you afraid.No matter how you say Zhiying at that time, she was not yet twenty-eight.

Zhiying cried a lot that night, and after falling asleep, she was still sobbing intermittently, but after feeling the cool hand touching her forehead, she felt at ease and did not wake up.

After that day, Zhiying never mentioned the cancellation of the wedding, and followed Ji Yan in and out all day long.

Because Zhiying's birthday is approaching, Ji Yan asked many people for advice, and spent a lot of thought trying to make up a gift for her.

On this day, Ji Yan was sitting on the beauty's couch, flipping through a booklet, trying to choose a suitable lantern.

"Ayan, look!" Zhiying moved the story book in front of Ji Yan, "The boy in this story book is so handsome."

"Snapped."

Ji Yan crossed the story book and closed the picture album, and Mu got up with a blushing expression.

"Ayan, what are you doing?" The smile on Zhiying's face froze before it faded, because Ji Yan's complexion was not good.

"Change."

"What are you doing changing clothes? It's broad daylight."

"Let you see who is more handsome."

At the same point, Zhiying was stunned for a long time before she realized, she laughed so much that she clutched her stomach and collapsed on the beauty couch, "Ayan, you don't have to, you don't have to change, I know you are more handsome."

Although he said it with a smile, it was true. Ji Yansheng was good-looking, even if he put on men's clothes, he would still be a gentle and elegant young man.

-

Zhiying's birthday is approaching day by day, and the pain in her body and the tightness in her chest are getting worse day by day.

By the day before my birthday, my body was already untouchable.The pain can be tolerated, but the itching mixed with the pain is really unbearable.I wanted to scratch it, but when I touched it, it hurt worse than a fire.

After going back and forth, Zhiying became visibly haggard.

When Gu Yin arrived at the princess' mansion, Ji Yan sat alone on the steps with her head buried deeply.

"Is it serious?" Gu Yin asked.

"En." Ji Yan's voice was so hoarse that she looked up at Gu Yin.

I don't know, maybe they think that Ji Yan is sick, her hair is messy, the blue shadows under her eyes seem to be painted on, and her cheeks are sunken a lot.

She no longer has the demeanor of the number one talented woman who was famous in Chu Jingcheng.

Gu Yin: "Don't do this, she will feel bad when she sees it."

"I know, I know." Ji Yan's voice became smaller and smaller, "But... I just fell in love with a girl, we have endured so much, why..."

Why did God take her away?

No one has been able to confide in her. As soon as Gu Yin came, Ji Yan's emotions were out of control, her tears couldn't be stopped, her voice was hoarse, and she complained.

After Ji Yan cried enough, Gu Yin took out a kit from her bosom, "Chu Chi gave it to me, saying it...can temporarily...close...relieve the pain."

What is contained in the kit is actually a medicine that blocks the five senses. After taking this medicine, not only the sense of pain, but also the sense of touch should be blocked.Fearing that Ji Yan would not be able to accept it, Gu Yin changed the term.

"I don't know." Ji Yan, who was always organized, suddenly lost her mind.

Gu Yin sighed and walked into the room.

The princess mansion, which had already been festively decorated, was a little bleak for a while.

"You came."

Zhiying was lying on the bed in the innermost compartment, with a weak voice, looking at her with her head tilted.

"Well," Gu Yin nodded, and said about the kit again.

"I'll eat." Zhi Ying hardly thought about it, "It's not long anyway, and I have to have a good wedding ceremony with Ah Yan. You won't use it tomorrow, and I will treat this as yours and Ah Ning's." Congratulations."

After saying such a long sentence in one breath, Zhiying was a little out of breath and coughed a few times.

"Well," Gu Yin didn't intend to stay any longer, but remembered something, and took out a handkerchief, "Ah Ning embroidered it."

Gu Yin left after speaking.

Zhiying stared blankly at the white handkerchief in her hand, the pink cherry blossoms and the law book, causing Zhiying's tears to fall, dripping on it, and fainted instantly.

On her birthday, after Zhiying woke up, she struggled to get up and swallowed the pills in her bag, changed into a red dress, and went to the main hall to find Ji Yan.

Seeing a red Zhiying, Ji Yan almost cried out.The clothes are still made according to the size of Zhiying before the onset of the disease. Now, is it so much bigger?However, against the backdrop of the red clothes, Zhiying's pale face also added a bit of brilliance.

Ji Yan had already changed into a dress, which was slightly different from Zhi Ying's, with a few extremely delicate cherry blossoms embroidered on her chest.

Ji Yan omitted a lot of the process of Ji Yan's ceremony.After she changed into the dress with Zhiying, she put on hairpins for her, took a step back, and said: "The etiquette is ready, the auspicious day of the month, let me tell you the word. The word Kong Jia, the fashionista is suitable. It is suitable for If it is false, it will be protected forever, and it is called Yufu."

After helping Zhiying to get up, Ji Yan kissed her forehead, "Zhiying, congratulations, and, I love you."

Zhiying was about to respond, but her feet softened, starting from the fingertips, the itchy and painful feeling hit again.

Sensing something wrong with the person in front of her, Ji Yan hurriedly turned away, worrying about hurting her.

"No," Zhiying struggled and said with a smile, "it just so happened that my feeling came back...just now...the kiss just now, I haven't felt it yet." As she said that, she approached Ji Yan again and kissed her.

Ji Yan stood dumbly like this, tears ran across her cheeks and flowed into the lips of the two of them.

Zhiying smiled, "Sweet, but also salty." After speaking, she collapsed into Ji Yan's arms and said, "Ayan, shall we go see the cherry blossoms?"

"Okay..." Ji Yan said with a trembling voice.

It was still the same tree that the two of them saw back then. The flowering period was about to pass, but the branches were still pink, and the petals were falling with the wind.

Zhi Ying was lying in Ji Yan's arms, she didn't want to care about the pain in her limbs anymore, and her consciousness had begun to blur. She tried her best to look at Ji Yan and the cherry blossoms with her eyes open, and wanted to remember these two extremely important factors in life forever. When we reach the underworld, we must be able to write and draw.

"Ayan."

"Ok?"

"Afterwards, bury me in the cherry blossom forest. There are you and cherry blossoms in the forest."

Ji Yan bit her lip and nodded.

"Ayan, I haven't answered you yet." Zhiying smiled, but her pale face had a smile more beautiful than cherry blossoms.

"Ok?"

"I love you."

As a result, Zhiying lost consciousness forever, and didn't even feel the coldness falling on her face.

"Ah Ying..." Ji Yan murmured, and yelled a lot, and finally cried out, her voice hoarse.

The cherry blossoms that were still falling in the wind lingered around the two people in their wedding gowns, lingering for a long time.